luoqinghequeshituranshenshouyibajiangrenyongrulehuaili，“suyanqingnibudong，woxihuanni，xihuanleshinianle，buguanfashengleshenmeshiqing，zhiyaonihaishini，wojiubukenengfangqi。wozhidaoyaoniwangjineixieshiqinghennan，yezhidaoniyouchouyaobao，luojiadenengliyouxian，rujindesujiawomenduifubule，danshi，zhiyaonikaikoushuoyijuhua，napashifutangdaohuo，napashixishengdiaoluojia，woyehuiweilenihaobuyouyu。biezaijujuewo，biezaituikaiwolekeyima？”
“luoqinghe……”suyanqingxiongkoumenmende，haoxiangyouqianjinjushiyazaishangmianside，yadetahunshennanshou。
tayouduoaimianqiandenanren，tuikaitadeshihoujiuyouduoyongli。
luoqinghetaihao，zhengshiyinweitataihao，suoyisuyanqingcaiyueshijuedezijibupei。
她觉得自己脏。
脏透了。
shenzhishiweilebaochou，tayihoukenenghuigengzang。
rucideta，pingshenmepeideshangzheiyangyouxiudehaonanren？
“yihoubuyaozailaizhaowole。”suyanqingmeiyoujixutuikailuoqinghe，renyoutabaozhe，tanlandehuxizhedaiyoutashenshangdandanqiweidekongqi。
luoqinghedeshentimingxiandejianglejiang，gengjiayonglidebaojinlehuailidenvren。
shijiansihuzaizheiyishunjianjingzhile，lianggerenzaiyuzhongxiangyong，ludengjiangtamendeyingziladehenzhanghenzhang。
buyuanchuyiliangheisedeluhuchenei，fuziyurumobandeheimouzhizhongyunniangzhekongbudefengbao，muguangjinjindisuodingzhuneiyongbaozaiyiqidenannvshenshang。
hansenruzuozhenzhan，shunzhefuziyudemuguangkanleguoqu，jiukandaoleneiludengxiayongbaodeliangren。
tayitouwushui，yebuzhidaoneiliangweizenmejiudezuitamenjiazheiweidayele，kanzheigejiashi，zenmehaoxiangqiangletadenvrensideshenchoudahen？
“fuzong。”hansenxiaoxinyiyidehanleyisheng。
“kaiche。”fuziyushouhuilemuguang，jiangchechuangyaoleshangqu，lenglengdekaikou。
hansensuiranbumingbaifashengleshenme，danshiyeganjuedaoqingkuangbudui，tabuganduowen，laolaoshishidekaiche。
fuziyukaozaiyibeishang，rouleroutaiyangxue，gaiside，zenmehuiyinweiyigeturanmaochulaidenvren，neimeshikong？
shenzhishikandaotagenbiedenanrenyongbaozaiyiqideshihou，tahenbudechongguoquyibazhangpaifeineigegaisidenanren。
yuanlaitagangcaineimekangjuzijidepengchu，jiushiyinweizheigenanrenma？
“made。”dishengdezhoumaleyiju，fuziyuxiayishidetaijiaochuaileyixia。
hansenxinzangdouyaotiaochulaile，“fuzong？”
“bizui！”fuziyuxionghendedengletayiyan。
hansenmomodikanzheqianmiandelu，buganzaikaikoule。
buguoguanyuganggangdiaochadaodedongxi，daodiyaobuyaogaosufuziyu？
kanzhefuziyuneibiaoqing，hansenxianglexiang，suanle，haishixianbugentashuole，shuolepashihuigengshengqi，tahaibuxiangsi。
cheziyilushijinlefujiadazhai。
“nikeyigunle。”fuziyukaimenxiache，baibaishouranghansengundan。
taxianzaixinqingfanzaodehen，naohailimiangangcaineiyimushizhonghuizhibuqu，yebuzhidaodaodiweishenme，kanzhesuyanqinggenbiedenanrenbaozaiyiqi，tahuiyouzheizhongfanzaodeqingxu。
dagaishiyinweizheigenvrenganggangcaigenzijiyouguoneimeqinmideguanxi，zhuanguotouchulaiyougenbiedenanrengougoudada，rangtaxinzhongbushuangba。
fuziyujizijizhaolegeliyou，liansebushandejinlemen。
“ziyu。”gangjinmen，yidaorouruodeshengyinjiuxiangleqilai，piankehou，xiangtiandexiangshuiweichuanleguolai，fuziyuweiweicumei，taitoujiukandaolezhanzaibuyuanchukanzhetaxiaoyiqianqiandesuxinyuan。
“zenmelaile？”lianshangdeshenseshaoweidehuanheleyidian，fuziyuzaixuanguanchuhuanxie。
suxinyuankuankuandezouleguolai，shenshoujieguolefuziyushoulidewaitao，wenyanyouxieweiqudekaikou，“nidayingguohuilaifuyuede，danshiwohechenlaobandenglenihaojiudoumeidengdaoren，chenlaobanhaiwenwo，zheicidehezuodaodihaisuanbusuanshule，ziyu，womenjiagenchenjiayehezuole……”
“woziranyoufencun。”fuziyudaduanlesuxinyuandehua，taidulenglejifen。
suxinyuanzhidaotashibugaoxingle，buganzaitizheijianshiqing，zhishishenshouquwanzhefuziyudeshoubei，“duibuqi，wobuyinggaizainimianqiantizheixie，nibuyaoshengqihaobuhao？”
kandaosuxinyuanneijiaoruandemoyang，fuziyuxinlimomingdeyoujifendefanzao，naohailimianchuxiande，juranshisuyanqingneiyizhangjueqiangbuqudexiaolian。
buzhehenjidejiangshoubeicongsuxinyuandeshoulichoulehuilai，fuziyudabudewangwulizouqu，“womeiyoushengqi，henwanle，worangsijisongnihuiqu。”
suxinyuankanzhefuziyudebeiying，qingqingdiyaoleyaoxiachun。
dinghunwunianle，zheigenanrenconglaijiumeiyoupengguota，zheirangsuxinyuanshifendebuan。
shenshendixileyikouqi，takuaibudepaoleguoqu，congbeihouyibabaozhulefuziyu。
fuziyudejiaobuyidun，ditoukanzheneijinjindibaozhuzijiyaodeshou，meitouzhoulezhou。
suxinyuanjiangliantiezaitadehoubeishang，tanlandewenzhelaizinanrenshenshangdeweidao，shengyindaizhexiexudewumei，“ziyu，bieganwozouhaobuhao？jinwanwoxiangliuxialaipeini。”
fuziyumeiyoutuikaisuxinyuan，yemeiyoukaikoudaying，zhishichenmodekanzheneiyishuangshou。
suxinyuanjiantabujujue，xinzhonghuanxi，xiaolianyouzaitadebeishangcengleceng，“womenzaiyiqiyijingwunianle，ziyu，chulediyicizhiwai，nizaiyemeiyoupengguowo，yaowo，haoma？”
shuozhetaxiaoxinyiyideshitanzhefuziyudefanying。
fuziyuwenyanchunjiaominlemin，neiyiciduiyutalaishuo，buguoshiyicibushenmeimiaodeyiwaibale。
huigensuxinyuan**，bingfeishitaziyuande，ershihoutayeyuanyifuze。
zhishizaineizhihou，tayechangshiguonuli，queduisuxinyuanzaiyemeiyouleneigewanshangneizhongganjuehechongdong。
cishitingzhesuxinyuandehua，ganshoudaotadedongzuo，fuziyudeneixinhaowubodong，shentiyeshibandianfanyingdoumeiyou，shenzhihaiyouyizhongyanedeganjue。
suxinyuandeshouxiaoxinyiyidewangxia，kexijiuzaitajijiangdechengdeshihou，fuziyushenshouzhuazhuletadeshou，“guai，bienao。”
“nishibushibuxihuanwole？ruguonizhendeduiwomeiyourenheganqingdehua，wokeyi……”suxinyuanzoudaofuziyudemianqian，yangzheliankanzheta，yijuhuameishuowan，jiuyijinghongleyankuang。
kanzhesuxinyuanneiweiqudeyangzi，fuziyuminchunchenmo。
taduisuxinyuanshizaishishengbuchurenhedeganqing，laoshishuoruguobushiweileduanduandehua，tashenzhibuhuitongyiquzheigenvren。
cishikanzhetaneiweiqudeyangzi，fuziyuxinzhongqueshimomingdefanzao。