dongyuexibuzhidaozijishihuozhe，haishisile。
tazhizhidaoshentiyuelaiyueqing，dagaishixuedouliujinleba，tajuedezijihaoxiangqingpiaopiaodefeileqilai……
“汐儿？”
“我在，五爷。”
“yihoubiejiaowowuye，jiujiaowofenggeba。”
“feng……ge……buxing，fuqinhuiguaiwoshilide！”
“hehe，shagua。feiyaodengwozhongjinxiapin，shilihongzhuangyingqin，nicaikengaikoume？”
“shen，shenme？wuyebuyaoluanjiang……”
“shayatou，woyizhizaidengnizhangda，dengnizuowodexinniang……”
……
董月汐轻声笑了。
tadagaishizhendesileba。
burantazenmehuikandaolexuduonianqianneigeqingyadeshaonian，pengzhetaneizhanghongchengwanxiadelian，zaitaerbian，ninanqishini……
zhiweineiyijuluojinxindideshiyana，tashashadedengle12nian……
tiandadejuejingtadouyaoyakangzhe，jicizhichengtasilitaoshenghuoxialaide，doushitaneijuhuaa……
kerujinquedenglailetaqubieren，bitasi……
她不怪他。
tashitonglvjiangbeizaofubaixingdeshaoshuai，shenzhiyoukenengshijianglaiyitongtianxiagaichaohuandaidedarenwu，tazenmekenengqutazheigewuyiwukaodeguer！
shitataisha，bugaiwangxiang……
那就死吧……
死了就不会痛了。
silejiunenghechaosimuniandefumu，haiyoutaneikeliandehaizi，tuanjule……
xuwupiaofeijian，huranyigedichendenanshenglahuiletajianyuandelinghun。
“nifumudesi，genbenbushiyiwai。buxiangbaochoudehua，jiujinguanqusi。”
tadunshibeineijuhuajingzhu。
qiushengdeniantoujianjianshengqi。
tabenyikongfawulideshuangquan，manmande，nuliniejin……
……
dongyuexizhengkaiyan，dangshixianjianjianqingxi，takandaoluyanfengneizhangbinglengwuqingdelianshi，tayiweizijiyouzaihusiluanxiangle。
“不装死了？”
luyanfengmanshichaofengdelengxiao。
dongyuexikongdongdeshuangyanzhizhidewangzheta，houzhongmanshixuexingzhiqi。
taqichuaijuedemoyang，rangluyanfengdexinhenhenyisuo……
tashenxilekouqi，lenglengdexiaodao：
“xulaoshuo，zheitaierbuzuyiyue，erwowaichuyigebanyue，nizenmejieshi？”
dongyuexizhenjingguohou，pinmingdezhuazhuluyanfengqiazhutadeshuangshou，jiannanfasheng，“bu……ke……neng……”
“hehe，nizhiyixulaodeyishu？neifuzhongyourenbaojiwo，wobuzaiqijian，nijiciyebuguifu，yeshijiade？”
“wu……”dongyuexiyishiliansezihong，wulifasheng。
luyanfengyibabatalinqiguanxiangchuangjiao，suijinaqizhuoshangdedianxin，henhenzazaidishang，youzhongzhongnianshangjijiao，kanzhetalengxiao。
“hunshuishijirizhuangsi，ernineixianghaodeyilaikanni，nijiulikexingleguolai？neijiuganjinqilaia，banixianghaodesonglaidedianxinchixiaqu，jiuyaodaobingchule，ng？”
dongyuexikanzhebeitaniansuideguihuaouhejiangtangcha，zhidaoneishitadetongxiangyourenjianjiumingenrenfengyuansonglaide，tazuiaichidejiaxiangxiaodian。
8nianqian，shiqufumulunweiguerdeta，shashadeyizheluyanfengdehua，shouzaisenlengdezhaizili，dengzhetaqujieta。kudengleliangtianliangyemeidengdaotadeshenying，quedenglaileyiquntufei。yankanjiuyaobeitufeilingrudedangkou，shiluguodefengyuanbuyaomingdebatajiuzou。tongshishuangqinbeishouzhemodetadabingleyichang，xinglaihouyijingbeifengyuandaihuilejiangnanjiaxiang……
binghuangmaluandeniandai，tayigenvhaizixiangzaihuijiangbeishihedengbuyi！tajitaxielewushufengxin，risiyepandedengzhetaqujiangnanjieta……
keshitakudengle4nian，yemeidengdaotadeyingzi……
sinianshigudeta，zhongyujueding，napadiulexingmingyeyaobeishangquxunta……
erdangtabuyaomingdeyiluzhanzhuanzhaodaotashi，manyanlengmodetaxiangkanyigemoshengrenneiyangdekanzheta，suihoubiansisuiletadeyifu，culuercanrendeqiangzhanleta……
chengletadenvrenzhihou，tajiuzheiyangshenfengangadeliuzaitadefuzhong，yihuangjiushi4nian。zhei4nianjian，tachulehuifengkuangdeyaotadeshenziwai，hetalianhuadoumeishuoguojiju。
“wuyebieshengqi……wuyerangwozuoshenme，wojiuzuoshenme。zheiyanghaoma？”
xinshenjusuidedongyuexi，muguangkongdongdeqingxiaozhe，putongyishengdieguizaidishang，douzheshoujianqineixiebeitajiaotaguodedianxin，pinmingdewangzuilisai……
“jianren，nijiuneimexihuanneigexingfengde？”
tataijiaobianshiyiti，batazhongzhongwodaoqiangjiao。
tabianshuobianqiazhutadebozi，bizhetabatunjinqudeneixiedianxintuchulai，yaoyaqiechideshengyinsenhanrugu。
“nidangwobuzhinigenwozhei4nian，shibieyoujuxin，shishenzaicaoyingxinzaihan？kexi，zheibeizi，daosi，nidoumeijihuihetazaiyiqi！！”
zheiyangwuzhongshengyoudewuru，rangdongyuexidexiongzhongfuzhongmanshixueqicuanyong……
dangneiguxueqihongranxundaopokoubenchutiwaihou，tabianliangyanyihei，zaiyekanbujianneizhangtashenaizhequerangtaxinsuidelian……