laogongdenvlaobanshuaijiwobaiwanzhipiaorangwogundan。wodingzhezhipiaoxianruchensi——jineshaoxiegeling。
dangnianzhuiwoshitanaodemanchengfengyu，hunhouwochenghuanglianpotachenggaoguanxingui。xianzaiyourenhuaqianqingkucun，
wogaizuodiqijiahaishilianyepaolu？dengdeng，zheigongsizhangmubuduijinga...houlaiwoshougouletamengongsi，
qianfuhenvlaobanzaiwobangongshimenkoupaiduiqiufuhe。——————wokanzhezhuoshangneizhangzhipiao，
zhijianwuyishidizaikafeibeiyanhuazhequan。yibaiwan。zheigeshuzizaiwonaozilizhuanlesanquan，
zuizhongluozaiyigehuangmiudeyiwenshang——chenhejiuzhizheigejia？duimianzuozhejiangwei，chenhedenvlaoban，
chuanshuozhongjialiyoukuangzijihaitebiepindefuerdai。tajintianchuanleyishenxiangnaiertaozhuang，wanbiaoshibaidafeili，
liansuishoufangzaizhuomiandecheyaochidoudaizhesanchaxinghui。ketatuiguolaidezheizhangzhipiao，
quetouzheyiguyutahunshenmingpaigegeburudehansuan。“lin**，”jiangweihongchunweiqi，
yuqipingdandexiangzaitaoluntianqi，“zheilishiyibaiwan。likaichenhe。”womeiqupengneizhangzhi，
muguangcongjinelanshangnuokai，luozaitajingxinmiaohuideyanxianshang。“jiangzong，”wochechuyigemeishenmexiaoyidehudu，
“chenhehuijiachangshuo，ninshangcitandeneigebinggouan，yanjingdoubuzha，baweishu。zenmedaolewozheier，
jiubianchengqiweishule？shitachuiniu，haishiwozaininzheier，zhekoudadeyoudianhen？
”jiangweiduankafeideshoujibukechadidunleyixia。tafangxiabeizi，shentiweiweiqianqing，
neigukeyiyingzaodeyouyacongrongliekaiyitiaofeng，luchudixiashangrendejingmingyushenshi。“lin**，wodiaochaguoni。
biyejiujiehun，tuolizhichangsannian，meiyourenhejinqigongzuojingli。jiatingzhufu，yushehuituojie，
kaozhechenhedexinshuishenghuo。zheiyibaiwan，duinieryan，shiyibijukuan，
zuyirangnianwenduguolihunhoudeguoduqi。worenweizheihengongdao。”tameigezidouxiangzhen，
zhazaiwoneidiankeliandezizunxinshang。shia，zaisuoyourenyanli，
baokuowoneigecengjingzaiquanxiaoguangbolihan“zhuidaolinwanwanshiwozheibeizizuidachengjiu”dezhangfuyanli，wolinwanwan，
zaojiucongdangniandexihua，bianchengleyigelibukaita、xuyaoshishecainengshengcundehuanglianpo。
xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouzuanjin，duntongmanyan。danwolianshangfanerxiaoyigengshenlexie。fennu？youde。quru？
yebushao。dangengduodeshibeizheilipuxianshijiqidehuangdangan，yijiyizhongpoguanziposhuaidelengjing。“gongdao？
”woqingqingzhongfu，shouzhizhongyudianshangleneizhangzhipiao，xiangshiquerentadecunzai，“jiangzong，ninkanrenzhenzhun。
woqueshiheshehuituojiesannianle，meitianweizhezaotaizhuan，suanjizhechaimiyouyan。chenhedechenshanyaoshoutang，
taweibuhaowanfanyaozhunshi，tabamaneibianxuyaodadian……zheixiesuoshi，queshibuzhiqian。”wotaiqiyan，
直视她，
yanshenliguyidaishangdianshuyu“jiatingzhufu”de、meijianguoshimiandesuanjiheyouyu：“wojiushiquerenyixia，
zheiyibaiwan，shishuihouba？buhuizaiyoushenmeshouxufei，huozhe…houxumafanba？wotingshuo，
daezhuanzhangyoushihoutingmafande。”jiangweiyandishanguoyisijidandeyayi，
suijibeiyizhong“guoranruci”deqingmiequdai。“ganjingdeqian。niqianzi，naqian，congchenhedeshijielixiaoshi。
henjiandan。”“e。”wodiandiantou，shouzhiyirananzhezhipiao，meitouquezhoudegengjin，
yuqigengjia“zhencheng”dikunhuo，“keshijiangzong…wohaishiyoudianmeixiangmingbai。anchenhexianzaizainingongsidezhiwei，
haiyouninduitade…ng，‘zhongshi’chengdu，”wokeyitingdun，guanchazhetadefanying，
“ninjiuyongyibaiwandafawo？shibushiyoudian…taikanbuqininzijikanshangderenle？
haishishuo…”woshentiyeweiweiqianqing，yadileshengyin，xiangshifenxiangyigemimi：“…ningongsizuijin，
**fangmian，youshenmebufangbian？lianzhipiaodoutiandezheime…qinjianchijia？”zuihousigezi，
wotudeqingxierhuanman。jiangweilianshangdemianju，zhongyuchedibengkaileyitiaoliefeng。tadingzhewo，yanshenruilirudao，
fangfodiyicizhenzhengkanqingzuozaitaduimiandezheigenvren。
buzaishineigeziliaozhaopianshangxiaorongwenwan、daizhedianxueshengqidelinwanwan，
yebushitaxiangxiangzhongneigehuibeiyibaiwanzayunde、nuoruowuzhudejiatingzhufu。
baoxianglianjingdezhishengxiakongdiaoyunzuodeweiruoshengxiang。jimiaohou，jiangweihuranchixiaoyisheng，
neixiaoshenglidaizhedianlengyi，heyisibeichuoposhenmedeleran。“linwanwan，
”tabuzaiyongneizhonggaogaozaishangde“lin**”chenghu，yuqilishenzhidaishangleyidianjinhupingdengdeshenshi，
“nibidiaochaziliaolixianshide，congmingyidian。”tameiyoufouren，yemeiyouchengren。danzheitaidu，
yiranshuomingyiqie。tabaneizhangbaiwanzhipiao，youwangwomianqiantuilebancun。“suoyi，zheiyibaiwan，nina，
haishibuna？”kongqifangfoninggu。naqianpaolu？zuodiqijia？naohailishunjianshanguowushuhuamian。
shichenhezhuiwoshi，zaisushelouxiabaixinxinglazhudechire；shitazaiquanxiaoguangboli，
buguchufendashengbiaobaidemangzhuang；shijiehunshi，tajiwodaishangjiezhi，
shuo“yibeiziduinihao”dechengnuo；yeshihunhouzheisannian，tayuelaiyuewanguidepibeishenying，
duiwojingxinzhunbeifancaidetiaoti，duiwobaoyuanshibunaifandezhoumei，
yijitashenshangouerzhanrande、bushuyuwodexiangshuiwei……qutamadexiaocao！qutamadeaiqing！
qutamadesangoushihunyin！dangchuxialeyantourusuoyou，huanlaideshiziwojiazhidechediyinmiehebierendeqingshi。
xianzaijihuisongdaoyanqian，nandaohaiyaobaozhezheikelantoulexindeshujixudiaosi？dengtagongchengmingjiu，
hezheiweinvlaobanshuangsushuangfei，zaiyijiaobawozheihuanglianpotikai？daoshihou，wocaishirencailiangkong，
chenglechetoucheweidexiaohua！xianzaipao，hainenglaozheyibaiwan！suiranbiyuqishao，
danzheishishidashide、shuyuwolinwanwandeqian！shiwozhongqirenshengdediyitongjin！zunyan？zaikanqingxianshihou，
neidongxizanshikeyianjinmaile。xindineigubeiyayixujiude、shuyudangnianneigeshencaifeiyangdelinwanwandehenjing，
mengdicuanleshanglai。woshenxiyikouqi，buzaiyourenheyouyu，
naqipangbianbitonglineizhikanqilaijiagebufeideqianzibi，liluodizaizhipiaobeimianqianxiazijidemingzi。
bijianhuaguozhizhang，fachushashadeqingxiang，xiangshiyizhongjuejuedegaobie。ranhou，woxiaoxinyiyidijiangzhipiaoduizhe，
fangjinqianbaozuilicengdejiaceng，lashanglalian，fangfoanfanghaoyimeijuedingmingyundechouma。zuowanzheiyiqie，
wozhanqishen，linqiwoneigeyinweichangnianmaicaierbianyuanyouxiemosundejiubao，kanxianglianshangkanbuchuqingxudejiangwei，
chechuyigesuanbushanghaokan，danjueduigancuililuodexiao。“na。weishenmebuna？”“jiangzong，hezuoyukuai。
ninfangxin，wolinwanwanshuohuasuanhua。congxianzaiqi，ninnanpengyou…ebu，henkuaijiushiqianfule，guininle。
”wodunledun，xiaoronglidaishangleyisihaobuyanshidechaofeng。“zhuninerwei…bainianhaohe，suosi，
qianwanbiezaifangchulaihuohaibieren。”shuowan，womeizailihuitakenengchuxianderenhefanying，
tingzhileneiyinweichangnianjiawuerweiweigouloudejibei，caizhesuiranyoudianfaxuquenuliweichizhendingdebuzi，
touyebuhuidizouchulezheijianmimanzhekafeixianghejinqiansuanjidebaoxiang。menwaiyangguangciyan，
woxiayishidimilemiyan，shenshenxileyikoushiwaidexinxiankongqi。ziyoudeweidao。mochushouji，
指尖冰凉却稳定，
wolaheilechenhesuoyoudelianxifangshi——weixin、dianhua、zhifubao……shenzhineigetajihubuyongde**。
dongzuogancuililuo，meiyouyisiliulian。ranhou，wodiankaileneigechenjilehenjiude，
mingwei“gaoqianjiemeihua”deweixinqun。limianshiwodangnianjigezuihaodeguimijianqiantongshi，
rujingegezaigezilingyuhundefengshengshuiqi。wodazideshouyinweijidongweiweifadou，danfasongchuqudeneirong，
quedaizheyigupofuchenzhou、zhanduanguoqudeqishi：【jiemeimen，wo，linwanwan，zhengshichushanle！
gangzhuanlebikuaiqian（hefa），qiugaoqianluzi，qiushouliu，qiudaifei！fudaiyiju，jiemenerhuifudanshenle！
】xinxifachuqubudaosanmiao，shoujijiukaishifengkuangzhendongqilai。【**！wanwannizhongyuxiangtongle？！
】【sahua！qingzhuwowanmeirenguilai！dizhifalai，jiequjieni！】【shenmeqingkuang？
chenheneiwangbadanqifunile？dengzhe，jiemenerjinichengyao！】【gaoqian？zheigewomenzaixing！wanwannilai，
baozhengdainiqifei！】kanzhepingmushangtiaoyuedeshuxitouxiangheneixiejihuyaoyichupingmudeguanqieyuxingfen，
bizimengdiyisuan，yankuangyouxiefare。zheisannian，woweilesuoweidejiating，
jihugejuelehezheixiezhenzhengguanxinwodepengyoudelianxi，bazijihuochengleyizuogudao。dangengduode，
shiyizhongzhengtuolaolong、zhonghuoxinshengdeqingkuaiyujidong。chenhe，jiangwei，nimenaizazadiba。ha，laoniangderensheng，
congzheiyibaiwankaishi，yaochedikaiguale！nadaoqiandediyibu，womeijizhehuihuo，yemeilikequzhaochenhetanpai。
tanpai？neishishazinvrencaigandeshi。dacaojingshe，wanyitagoujitiaoqiang，sihuobuli，
huozhexiangbanfazhuanyiwomenneidiankeliandefuqigongtongcaichan，wozheiyibaiwannadedoubuanxin。woyaode，
shiliyizuidahua，shichedibazheilanniyiyangdeshenghuoshuaizaishenhou，haiyaojiantamenyishennidianzideneizhong。
wozaiguimisusudegongyulizanshiandunxialai。susu，wodaxueshiyou，
rujinshimouzhimingshishangzazhidemeizhuangbianji，xinggefengfenghuohuo，tingwanwonazhezhipiao“mailaogong”dezhuangju，
paizhedatuizhihuguoyin。“zaogaixingle！wanwan！chenheneizhongnanren，chuleneizhanglianhainengkan，haiyoushenme？
zisizili，banidangmianfeibaomuhaitiantianpuani！li！bixuli！zheiqianjiugaina！yaowoshuo，
nihainashaole！jiugaihenhenqiaoneinvlaobanyibi！”tayibianyifentianyingdima，yibiandakaiwodeyiju，
bawoneijishenhuipupu、haowubanxingkeyande“damakuan”jiajufuheguoshilianyiqun，
haobuliuqingdiquanbudabaorengjinlelajitong。“gaobieguoqu，congxingxiangkaishi！”ranhou，
tazhijietuozhewozhibenshangchang，congtoudaojiaojinxingleyichangchedidexingxianggaizao。
dangjixinkuan、jiancaililuodelianyiqun，gancuililuodejijianduanfa，zhongxinmiaohuadejingzhizhuangrong，
dapeishangqiadaohaochudepeishi。dangwozhanzaishiyijingqian，
kanzhejingzilineigemeiyanyixishuxi、quehuanfazhejiuweiguangcaidenvrenshi，yankuangzaicibushoukongzhidifare。
yuanlai，wolinwanwan，shaoweishoushiyixia，dizihaishizaide。zheisanniandecuotuo，
chadianrangwowanglezijiyuanbendemoyang。“jizhu，wanwan，”susufuzhewodejianbang，kanzhejingzilidewo，
yuqiqiansuoweiyouderenzhen，“congxianzaiqi，nidanshen，nianqing，youqian，youjiemei，qiantuwuliang！nanren，
youqishizhanan，zhihuiyingxiangnibajian…ebu，gaoqiandesudu！”wozhongzhongdidianlediantou，
xindineiguduiweilaidemangran，beiyizhongmingwei“gaoshiye”depoqiekewangqudai。gaoqian，shidiyiyaowu。
neiyibaiwan，shiwodeqidongzijin，shiwogaobieguoqudemailucai，gengshiwoweilaianshenlimingdediqi。
lingyigeguimixiaoyu，lvsuohehuoren，zhijiejiwofalaileyifenzhangdasanyedepdfqingdan，
luolielelihunshiruhezuidahuabaozhangzishenquanyi，yijichenhekenengyinmandecaichanxiansuohediaochafangxiang，
zhuanyedelingrenfazhi。“wanwan，wenzhu，biehuang。”xiaoyudedianhuajinsuiqihou，shengyinlengjingerkekao，
“xianzaizhongdianshishoujizhengju，youqishitakenengchuguidezhengju。jiangweijiranganzhijiezhaoni，
shuomingtamenzhijiandagailvyijingyoushizhijinzhan，huozhetafeichangyoubawonaxiachenhe。zhuadaoshichui，
houxudelihunguansiwomenjiunengzhanjinyoushi，rangtajingshenchuhudouyoukeneng。”wokanzheneifenxiangjindeqingdan，
tingzhexiaoyutiaoliqingxidefenxi，xinlineidianyinwei“qiaozha”erlaidebuanhetante，
shunjianbeitashiheanquanqudai。youzheiyangdeshenduiyouzaibeihouzhicheng，hechoudashibucheng？
zaisusuhexiaoyudejiachixia，wodongyongleyixieyiqiangongzuoshijileiderenmaiguanxi，
jiashangxiaoyutigongdezhuanyezhidao，kaishiqiaowushengxididiaochachenhehejiangwei，yijitamengongsidezhenshizhuangkuang。
zheiyicha，haizhenchachuledianyouyisidedongxi。chenhezuijinbannian，
queshipinfanyijiaban、yingchou、chuchaweimingbuguijia，ertadexingcheng，wangwanghejiangweigaoduzhonghe。shenzhi，
wotongguoyidianteshuqudao，chadaoletamengongsizuijinyigejidudecaibao，suiranbiaomianshujuguangxianliangli，
yingyeesihuhaizaizengzhang，danjigehexinxiangmudelirunlvdidejingren，xianjinliuyexiandepoweijinzhang，
yingshouzhangkuanshuejuda。nanguai……jiangweineiyibaiwanjideneimekousou，zitaihaidaizhedianbuyichajuedejizao。
tabushikanbuqichenhe，huoxushitaneikansifengguangwuxiandegongsi，zhendeyoudianzhuojinjianzhoule？youhuozhe，
tajuedeweiwozheikuaiyijingshiquweixiedebanjiaoshi，huataiduoqianbuzhidang？wulunruhe，
zheiduijiyuxunzhaotupokouhechoumadewoeryan，shigejuejiadehaoxiaoxi。woanbingbudong，
yibianyongneibiqiandeyibufen，baolejigeduanqidezhiyejinengtishengbanheshangyeguanlikecheng，
zhongxinjianqiwohuangfeiduoniandezhuanyezhishiheshangyexiujue，yibiantongguoyixieyinmidequdao，
chixuguanzhuzhechenhehejiangwei，yijitamengongsidedongxiang。qijian，chenhedagaishifaxianzenmeyelianxibushangwo，
youzhaobudaoworen，zhongyuyoudianhuangleshen。taxianshifengkuangdadianhua、faxinxi（dangrandoubeiwolaheile），
ranhouyoutongguogezhonggongtongpengyoupangqiaocejididatingwodexiaoxi，shenzhihouzhelianpipaodaolewobamajiaquzhao，
jieguobeiwozaojiutongguoqidebamalengzhelianhonglechulai——wozhijiandangentamenshuoleganqingpoliezhunbeilihun，
meitizhipiaodejutishi，patamennianjidaledanxin。kanzhetaxiangzhimeitoucangyingyiyangluanzhuan，
、congyikaishidefennuzhiwendaohoulaidaizhedianhuangluande“wanwannitingwojieshi”、“bienaolekuaihuijia”dexiaoxi，
woxinlijingranhaowubolan，shenzhiyoudianxiangxiao。yuanlai，chedifangxiayigeren，buzaihuyigeren，shizheizhongganjue。
jiuxiangkanyichangyujiwuguandenaoju。jiuzaiwoyibiannulixuexichongshiziwo，yibiananzhongbujushoujichoumadeshihou，
yigeyixiangbudaoderenlianxilewo。shichenhegongsideyigeqiangaoguanzhaoge，nenglibucuo，danyinweixinggegengzhi，
zhiqianyizhibeijiangweipaiji，bujiuqiangangbeipolizhi。tabuzhicongnaertingshuowohechenhenaobaile，
erqienaodetingjiang，zhudongyuewojianmian，shuoyouxieguanyuchenhehejiangweideshiqing，wokenengyoubiyaozhidao。
baozheduoshoujixinxizongmeicuodexiangfa，woqujianleta。“xiaolina，gegennishuojushizaihua，”zhaogeyizuoxia，
jiuyadileshengyin，lianshangdaizhefenmenhebuping，“nilikaichenheneixiaozi，shihaoshi！shitiandadehaoshi！
neixiaozi，zaojiugenjiangweijiaohedaoyiqile！gongsiliyoudianyanlijiandesheibuzhidao？yejiunisha，
yixinpuzaijiali，haibeimengzaiguli。”woshidangdiliuluchujingyaheshoushangdebiaoqing：“zhendema？zhaoge，
zheihuakebunengluanshuo，niyouzhengjuma？”“wopianniganma！”zhaogeyifuhentiebuchenggangdeyangzi，“erqie，
wogaosuni，jiangweineinvren，kanzheguangxian，xinheizheni！tamenneigongsi，xianzaikanzhehaixing，
shijishangjiushigekongqiaozi！haojigezhiqiandexiangmudoujuekuikongle，talazhechenhe，
xianzaizhengxiangbanfataokonggongsizuihouyidianjiazhi，zuogepiaoliangdezhangmian，zhunbeizhaogeyuandatoujiepanhuozhepianbitouzi，
ranhoutaoxianpaoluni！”woxinlimengdiyijing，
biaomianquehaishiweichizheshouhaizhederouruohebukezhixin：“zenmehuizheiyang……neichenheta……tazhidaozheixiema？
tayecanyulema？”“ta？”zhaogechixiaoyisheng，daizhebiyi，“tayaomeshibeijiangweineinvrenmilexinqiao，
zhenyiweinenggenzhejiquanshengtian；yaomejiushiliyuxunxin，mingzhishihuokengyeyaogenzheyiqitiaoxiaqulaozuihouyibi！
woshouli……haiyoudiandongxi，benlaibuxiangnachulai，bijingyesuanshangyejimi……dankannizheiyangzi，
shizaiburenxinnibeimengzaigulichikui。zheixie，huoxuniyihounengyongdeshang。
”tadijiwoyigekansiputongdeheiseupan。huidaojia，wopobujidaidichashangupan，
limianshijiduanyinpinwenjianhejizhangcaiwubiaogedejietu。diankaiyinpin，shijiangweihechenhezaibangongshideduihua，
beijingyinouerhaiyoujianpanqiaojihezhizhangfandongdeshengyin，tingqilaixiangshizaishangtaogongzuo。
neirongquerangwotingdehunshenfaleng。
tamenlengjingditaolunzheruhetongguoxuzengxiangmuchengben、weizaowaibaohetonglaizuojiazhang，
jianggongsizijincengcengzhuanyizhijiangweizaojiuzaihaiwaizhucehaodekongqiaogongsi；ruheliyongxinxibuduicheng，
youpianbumingzhenxiangdexiaotouzirenjixuzhuzi，
shenzhitidaoleruheyingduikenengdeshuiwujicha……chenheneishuxideshengyin，ciketingqilairucimosheng。
buzaishineigehuijiazhihuibaoyuangongzuolei、duiwoyizhiqishidezhangfu，
ershiyigelengjing、jingming、shenzhidaizhediantanlandegongmouzhe。taqingxidifenxizheloudong，
tichuguibifengxiandejianyi，yuqilimeiyousihaodeyouyuhekuijiu。wozhidaotaxurong，zisi，
hunhoubaoluchudebenxinggengshiliangbo。quewanwanmeixiangdao，tadedanzizheimeda，dixianzheimedi！