“fusifengduibuqi,womeixiangdaowodezuofahuijinidailaizheimedadekunrao,yihouwobuhuile。nidehuawohuilaolaojizhu,yihouzaibuhuichanzheni。duiyuzhiqiandeshi,wodangzhewobamaheshushuayidemianjinidaoqian,xiwangninengyuanliangwo。”
worenzhequru,shenshendewanxiayao,“womuenzaizheilifashi,congxianzaikaishi,juebuzaijiuchanfusifeng。”
guoqu,zhendeshiwocuole。
wosuoyiweideyishengyishi,wosuoyiweidexihuan,buguoshiwoyigerendeshi,shiwodezizuoduoqing,shiwodeyixiangqingyuan。
yachishenshenyaozhuzuichun,xuexingdeweidaozaikouqianglisankai。
fusifeng,ruguozheijiushinixiangyaode,wochengquanni。
yanleihaishibuzhengqideluolexialai,zazaidimianshang,xunsuyinkai,huaweiyiduoyouyiduowusedexiaohua。
“sifengtazheishiyaoganshenmeya?”ayideshengyinlidaizhewucuo。
“muenqilai,nimeiyoucuo,bubidaoqian。lai,genmamahuijia,zanmenhuijia。”mamagengyanzheguolaifuqiwo,wennuandeshouzhimoquwomanliandeleihen,“baobeiguai,buku,mamaxinteng。”
“wenhe,muenzuodedui,tadesuozuosuoweixianranjisifengdailaihendadexinliyali,tayinggaidaoqian。muena,nijiranzhidaozijicuole,yihouyidingyaozhuyi,qianwanbunengzaifan,zhidaoma?womujiadenveryaoganzuogandang,zhicuobigai。”
babazouguolai,bawohemamabaozaihuaili,qingqingpaizheanfu。
wokandaole,babadeyandiyipianxuehong。
“ba,ma,zanmenbangayishoushiyixiaba。wuzinongdezheimeluan,douguaiwo。”wojueqiangdemoganyanlei,mianqiangchechuxiaoyi。
“hao,zanmenyiqishoushi。”mamatengaidebawochuixiadeyiliutoufayedaoerhou。
woquchufangnalailajitong,babadunxiabashuaisuidecanjuyikuaikuaidejianqilaifangjinqu,mamanazhexiyouzhi,qinglidimianshangdeyouzi。
“buyong,laomu,zhenbuyong...”fushuchongguolai,lazhewobadeshou,shuoshenmeyeburangtanong。
ayiyepaleqilai,tadanxinfusifengdeshangshixiangqukankanta,youmeibanfakanzhewomenyijiasankouliuzheleidasaocanting。
tayouyupianke,bianquqiangduowomashoushangdezhijuan,shuowenhe,buyongninong,wolai,nifangneiwolai。
daboheershuliangjiayefenfencouguolaibangmang,shuodajiayiqinong,henkuaijiunengshoushihaode。
mamayoujujuele,tatingzhizhejibei,yanjingluozaidimiandewuzishang,dandandekaikou,“sheidoubieshenshou,huoshiwomenjiamuenrede,dangrangaiyouwomenshoushi。fangxin,wozhidaomeinadexiguan,yidingkeyidadaotadebiaozhun。”
ayikanzhedunzaidishangmangliudewomen,wuzheliankule,tachouqizhebuzhudedaoqian,“wenhe,muen,duibuqi,duibuqi。jintiandeshishisifengdecuo,woyidinghuirangtadaoqiande。wenhe,nimenbiezheiyang,woxinlinanshou。”
“meina,nixinlinanshou,woxinlibunanshouma?muenshinikanzhezhangdade,tashenmeyangnizuiqingchu。tazuoshenmele,yaobeishuodezheimebukan?wobasifengdangchengqinshengerziyiyangdeduidai,womenmujianaliduibuzhutale,rangtazheimexiuruwodebaobei。meina,ruguonishiwo,nishishenmexinqing?”
mamayibiancadi,yibianyongjianbangshangdeyifucayanlei。
我好心疼妈妈。
ayibaozhumama,zuiliyibianyouyibiandeshuozheduibuqi,doushisifengdecuo。
guigenjiedi,yinggaihaishiwodecuo,wobugaixihuanfusifeng。
我会改!
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wohefusifengdenieyuanshizainiangtailijiuzhudingde。
fuayihewomashitebieqinmidehaopengyou,jiyuanqiaohezhixialiangjiazhutongyidanyuantongyiloucengdeduimen,chudexiangyijiarenyiyangdehao。
womaganghuaiwodeshihou,fusifengyebuguoshiguozheniaobushimandipanshanxuebudexiaodouya。
ayikanzhezaishuyinxiazhuoguangyingdeerzitufaqixiang,“wenhe,ruguonizheiyitaishigenver,zanmenjiegeernvqinjiaba,feishuibuliuwairentian。”
womasanguantezhengdishuo,“zheigewokezuobulezhu,yihoutachulaizijidingba。”
“erziguolai,rangyiyidulidemeimeijinizuoxiaoxifuer,haobuhaoa?”
fusifengpazaimamatuishangtaozuidekenzhedamuzhi,xixidixiao,koulihanhubuqingdetaoguzhexifuer、xifuer!
kandewomaheayihahadekaixindaxiao,erweiweidademamadangjijizhangweishi,zaiwozhiyouxiaoniukouneimedadeshihou,bawodezhongshendashijijiejuele。
dengwomingbaixifuerzheigecideyisishi,xiangyaoyoushenmeyijianyelaibujile。
kuangqie,wocongmeixiangguoyaotichushenmeyijian。
congxiaodaoda,wodouyizuogehaoxifuerdebiaozhunyueshuziji,shishiyifusifengweixian。
napashichidaiwangwangxianbei,woyehuizhichiyipian,lingyipianchuaizaidouliliujita。kanzhetabuqingbuyuandejieguoxianbeisongjinzuili,wojiukaixindeyaoming。
zaidadian,tazaixuexiaohouyuanherendajia,wojiubaozhewomenliangdeshubaozhanzaiyibianguanzhan,jitagujingerjiayouer。dingzhebeimadeweixian,yongwodelinghuaqianjitamaiyaoyoucashangkou。
tazaiqiuchangshanghuihanruyu,woshahuhudezuozaihuatanbianshangjitakanshubao,nashuihemaojin,bushidenahanzhuwei,ranhouhuanlaitaxianqidebaiyaner。
wobatadangzuowodeshenmingyiyangdequguanxin、qupeiban、quxihuan,shenshendexihuan。
woxiangwodaitazheimehao,manxinmanyandoushita,neitayidingyeshihewoyiyangde。
zhidaozhongqiujuhuitadangzhongdafaleitingwocaimingbaiguolai,zaitaxinli,wozhishigezhanrendaorangtawukenaihedelinjiaxiaomeieryi,tazaojiuduiwoyanfantoule。
guaibude,tajiandaowozongshihuicuqimei,zongshihenshaoxiao,lianmuguangdoushilenglengde。
“muen,jintiandeshi......”mamazuozaijialideshafashang,baozhewobuzhudechuilei,taxiangyaoshuoxieshenmekaidaowo,quezhaobudaoheshideciyu。
mamayinggaiyemeixiangdao,congxiaobeitapengzaishouxinlizhangdadenverhuibeirenneiyangzairenqiandedihuihefouding。zuoweiyigetengainverdemama,woxiangtadenanguoyidingbuyayuwo。bajiezhongwenwang
mamaheayishishoupajiao,jiyuanqiaohedemaileduimendefangzi,zheiyizhujiushixiaoershinian。
keyishuo,ayihemamadeganqingbuyayuqinjiemei。
chulezheijianshi,buzhiwohefusifeng,jiushiwomaheayizhijiandeganqing,yehuishoudaohendadeyingxiang。
mamaneimezhongshiheayideyouqing,wobuyuanmamaweinanheshangxin。
wosuiranxiao,queyemingbai,ganqingdeshibunengmianqiang。
wodexinggesuiwoma,dadalieliede,meishenmexinji,danzizunxinhenqiang。yidanjuedingshenmeshi,juebuhuitou。xihuanjiushitantandangdang、buguyiqie,buxihuanyehuiguangmingleiluo、juebujiuchan。
fashengzheiyangdeshi,wogaosuwoziji,woyidingyaobafusifengcongwodexinlibachu。
zhibuguo,zheigeguochengyouxieteng、haoshiyoudianjiueryi。