jiarujuntongzuizhongyaodeshishenme？
要信佛！
信什么佛？
玉座金佛！
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minguoershiwunian，gongli1936nian
金陵
洪公祠1号
zicongfuxingshetewuchugaizukuobianyihou，biancongyuanlaidejiexiang53haobanqiandaolezheili，difangdalebushao，renyeduole。
zaiyijiankuanchangmingliangdebangongshinei，tewuchufuchuzhangzhengjingshanzuozaibangongzhuoqian，aibushishoudibawanzheyigejiazhibufeidezishahu。
zheishijinlingchengliyigejingchafenjujuzhangsongjitadeliwu，tewuchushendeweizuoxinren，keweishiminguobande“jinyiwei”，youminggenzide“dongchang”“xichang”。
erzuoweitewuchuerhaorenwudezhengjingshan，ziranshaobulelaizigefangshilidetaohao。
“笃笃笃！”
yizhenqiaomenshengxiangqi，zhengjingshantouyebutaidao：“jinlai！”
huayinyiluo，bangongshifangmenbeituikai，zhijianyimingshencaigaoda、xiangmaojunlangdenianqingshangweizoulejinlai。
“报告处座！”
“xingdongkeerzu，diliuxingdongduiduizhang，linqingfengbaodao！”shangweizhanzhishenti，jingleyigebiaozhundejunli。
zhengjingshanliketaitou，mashangluchulefazineixindexiaorong：“aiya，nikelaile！”
“快坐快坐！”
zhengjingshanxiaozhezoudaolinqingfengshenpang，henshiqinmidepailepailinqingfengdejianbang，ranhoudaizhetazuozailesongruandeshafashang。
shangxiadaliangleyifanlinqingfeng，zhengjingshanxiaodao：“shijianxiangyitouyelva，paoqilaijiubuting。”
“zheicaicongjunxiaobiyegangliangnianduo，nimingxianchengshulebushao，doukangshangshangweijunxianle！”
linqingfeng，huangpujunxiaojiuqixueyuan，suiranbibushangqiansiqidehanjinliang，danyeshirenrenxianmude“tianzimensheng”、weizuodixi。
zaijiashangtadefuqinlinzhennancengshihuangpujunxiaojiaoguan、xiaowumishu，zaijunzhongrenmaipoguang。
suoyilinqingfengbiyegangmanliangnianban，zaitongqixueyuanmenganggangjinshengzhongweijunxianshi，tayijingchengweishangweilianzhangle，ercishidelinqingfengyecai22sui。
zhengjingshanshihuangpuerqixueyuan，linzhennancengshitadejiaoguan，houlaizhengjingshanliuxiaorenzhi，youchenglelinqingfengdejiaoguan。
suoyi，zheihuweishishengdeguanxiranglinzhengliangjiadeguanxishifenqinmi。
zheicilinqingfengcongjunduizhuanrutewuchurenzhi，bianshizhengjingshanyishoucaozuodejieguo。
linqingfengweiweiyixiao：“zheidoushilaoshininjiaoyuyoufang，fouzenayouqingfengdejintian。”
“haishinizijizhengqi！”zhengjingshanxiaodao。
liangrenyibianhanxuan，linqingfengshenshouconggongwenbaoliquchuyigejinhe，ranhoushuangshoudijilezhengjingshan：
“zhidaolaoshininxihuanguwan，teyijinindailaide！”
zhengjingshandakaijinhe，zhijianlimianshiyimeijixueshiyinxin，yikanbianjiazhibufei。
“zheishiqianqingmingchen，tianwenjingdeyinxin。”
“jushuoshitaliushisuishengrishi，yongzhenghuangdicijitadeshouli。”linqingfengjieshidao。
zhengjingshanxiaoxindinaqiyinxin，yuekanyuexihuan，tazhuantoukanxianglinqingfengdao：“zheifangyinkeshijiazhibufeia，qingfeng，ninaerlaidezheimeduoqian！”
“nixiaozibieshihebingxue、koujunxiangleba！”zhengjingshandaqudao。
linqingfengxiaozhejieshidao：“woyaoshiganhebingxue、koujunxiang，wodiehaibudedaduanwodetui。”
“zheishiwozaijunduideshihou，zhudifujinyigecaizhudedushengzibeitufeibangle，wodaibingbataerzijijiuhuilaile，tasongjiwode！”
zhengjingshanmanyidediandiantou，jiangyinxinshouhao，wendao：“duile，linjiaoguanzuijinshentiruhe？”
linqingfengluchuyisikuxiao：“haishilaoyangzi，naodailidedanpianhuibudingshidefazuo，meicidouzhinengchixiezhitengyao。”
“kezhitengyaozheidongxi，shuobailejiushitichunde**，fuqindanxinshangyin，meicidoushitengdeshoubulecaihuichiyidianerzhitong。”
“唉！”
zhengjingshantanlekouqi：“ruguobushizhongyuandazhanshideneiyikepaodan，linjiaoguanyebuzhiyuyinshangtuichujunjie。”
“fouze，pingnifuqinhechenzhangguandeguanxi，rujinshaoshuoyeshiyijunzhizhang。”
chenzhangguan，yejiushijiangxiaozhangdexinfuzhiyichencixiu，zhongyangjunlizuidadepaixi—tumuxideshouling。
xianghoushineiweibeichengzhiwei“shudaizi”、xihuanyanjiuyongdongjidehuangzhongjiang，jiushitumuxidechengyuan。
baokuoneiweiyinweijiazhongshafayoubuding、shenghuotaijiejian，erbeitongliaozhiyiweidixiadang，qidejiangxiaozhangpokoudama“nandaodangguojiubunengyouqinglianguanyuan”deguojiangjun，gengshihaochengtumuxideshisantaibaozhiyi。
tandaolinzhennanshoushangzheijianshi，lianggerendeqingxuduoshaoyouxiediluo，youliaoyihuierhou，liangrenliaodaoletewuchuzheijianshishang。
“qingfenga，anlishuonizaijunzhonghenyouqiantu，wobugaibanidiaorutewuchu，bijingzheiqingbao、tewugongzuobushijunzhongzhengtu，dailaobanrucishouweizuoxinren，rujinbuyezhishigeshaojiangma？”
“zhishirujintewuchuyizaikuobian，jixujicengjunguan，erwoshoushangshizaishimeiyoukeyongzhiren，suoyijiuxiangdaoleni，zheicaibanidiaorutewuchu。”
“yaoburan，zheitewuchujiuyaobeidailaobandejiangshanlaoxiangmenjizhanmanle！”
tewuchudailaobanshizheshengjiangshanren，zaizhaomutewuchuchengyuanshishifenpianzhongjiangshanjidetongxiang。
linqingfengxiaodao：“laitewuchurenzhiyemeiyoushenmebuhao，zheilikeshizhizhangjunzhongdejiandu、zhifadaquan，junzhongdeguanbingmenduitewuchukeweishitanzhisebian。”
“erqiewomuqinduicishiyepoweikaixin，bijingwofuqinjiushizaizhanchangshangshoudeshang，wodageyezaizhanchangshangshizongle。”
“diaorutewuchu，fandaoyuanlilezhanchang，anquanbushao！”
zhengjingshansonglekouqi：“neijiuhao，wohaizhenpanibuleyilaitewuchu！”
dailaobanzaitewuchuneibushifenqiangshi，xiangyaozaitadeshouxiazhangwoyidingquanshi，zhengjingshanzheigefuchuzhangbupeiyangyixiezijidedixishibuxingde。
fouze，tazheigefuchuzhangjiuhuibeipaijichuyigekuilei，shouzhongmeiyousihaodequanli。
xianzailinqingfengduijinrutewuchubingbudichu，zheirangzhengjingshanxinzhongyikuaidashitouluoledi。
buguozhengjingshanbuqingchudeshi，linqingfengzhisuoyiyuanyilaitewuchu，haiyouyigezuiweizhongyaodeyuanyin。
neijiushisuizhedongbeijunzaishanbeijielianbeihongsejunduijibai，jiangxiaozhangduidongbeijunzuozhanbulishifenfennu，yushixialingdiaopaizijidedixizhongyangjunqianwangshanbei。
erlinqingfengzhiqiansuozaidejunduizhengshikaifushanbeidejunduizhiyi，zheirangtashifendichu。
linqingfengzaichuanyuezhiqianbianshineizhihongsejunduideyiyuan，taziranbunengbaqiangkouduizhunzijideqianbeitongzhimen。
kuangqiexianzaiyijingshi1936nianle，julidongyingdequanmianqinlveyezhiyouyinianshijianle。
douzheigeshihoule，laojiangbuzhuomozhezenmeganzoudongyingren，fanerhaizaipinmingdegaoneizhan。
zheiranglinqingfengshifendefennu，ketayigexiaoxiaodeshangwei，renweiyanqinggenbengaibianbuleshenme。
weiyinengzuodejiushiyuanlizheichangneizhan，dengdao37niandaolaizhihou，yongzijizuidadenulilaiweikangzhanchuyifenli。
zhengqiaozheishihouzhengjingshanxiangtapaochuleganlanzhi，linqingfengmeiyourenheyouyu，zaijunduijijiangbenfushanbeidiquzhiqian，banlihaolexiangguandeshouxu，ranhouyizuikuaidesuduganwangjinlingbaodao。
jinlingzuoweishoudou，kendingyoubushaodongyingjiandie、neiguiqianfuzaizheili。
ertewuchuqiahaochengdanzhefanjiandiedezhize，xianzaizhengmianzhanchangshangzhongrishuangfanghaiweikaizhan。
erzaifanjiandiezheigeteshuzhanchangshang，quekeyixiangdongyingrenchuzhongquan，jitamenyigeyingtoutongji！
erlinqingfeng，qiaqiayouzheigenengli！
“jinhounijiuzaixingdongkerenzhi，yihouzaichulijianlewo，jiubuyaojiaolaoshile，zheilibijingshigongkaichanghe，yaochenghuzhiwu。”zhengjingshantixingdao。
“shi，chuzuo！”linqingfengfanyinghenkuai。
zhengjingshanjixudao：“xingdongkedekezhangweizhongshu、yizuheerzudezhengfuzuzhangdoushiwoderen。”
shuodaozheier，zhengjingshanzhilezhilinqingfeng，yiweishenzhangdao：“ni，yeshiwoderen，suoyinimenjige····”
“zheigeyisinimingbaiba！”
linqingfengxiaodao：“mingbai，jinhouwohuiquanlipeiheweikezhanghezuzhangmendegongzuo。”
“很好！”
“duile，jintianxingdongkeyoudarenwu，weikezhangdaizhexingdongerzuwaichule。”
“dengbangwantamenhuilai，wozaijiniyiyijieshaorenshi。”zhengjingshanshuodao。
linqingfengdiandiantou，youhezhengjingshantanlexiesuoshihoubianqishenlikaile，tajintiangangdaojinling，suishuotewuchujitigongsushe，danlinqingfengbutaixihuanzhuzaidanwei，genghekuangtayebuquezufangzineidianerqian。
zuoweishoudoudejinling，shiguoneimuqianshudezhededachengshi，zaijiashanghehuchengyouzhangjiang、tieluliantong，suoyizheilichangnianshenghuozhedaliangdeliudongrenkou，bushaodangdirenjinkaozhechuzufangwubianhuodeshifenzirun。
linqingfengmeifeitaidaliqi，biandaozuleyijianguangxian、weizhi、huxingdoufeichangbucuodefangzi。
haofangzishiyongyuanbuqueshaoqiuzuzhede，zhishiqiuzuzhemenkandaoyishenjunzhuangdelinqingfenghou，bianfenfendaxiaolezuzheijianfangzidexiangfa。
kaishenmewanxiao，sheigangenjunduiliderenzhengfangzi，zheibuchunchuncesuolidiandeng—zhaosima！
jiandandebazhuchushoushileyixia，benlailinqingfengdasuanwaichumaixieriyongpin，jieguofangdongdasaoquezhudongbariyongpinsongshangmen，erqiehaimeiyoushouqian。
zheidaobushishuofangdongdasaolaofangzizhehuo，beilinqingfengzheigeshuaixiaohuoerjimizhule。
zhuyaoshifangdongjianlinqingfengyishenjunzhuang，nianjiqingqingjiudangshanglejunguan，zheikendingshidayoulaitoude。
xianzaigenlinqingfenglajinyixieguanxi，baobuqijianglaijiunengyongdeshang。
fangdongdasaohenreqing，linqingfengyanjianzhetuituobudiao，biansuoxingshoulexialai。
zaiwuzilixiuxileyihuierhou，takanshijianbuzaole，bianjiaoleyilianghuangbaoche，yilugandaoletewuchu。
jinletewuchuhou，linqingfengmingxianganjuechulideqifenyouxiebuduijing，laiwangdegongzuorenyuanyigegedouyouxiexiaoxinyiyideganjue。
youqishizoudaozhengjingshandebangongshiwai，linqingfengkandaoliuqigeshenzhezhongshanzhuangdenanzidenghouzaizheili，yigegejinruohanchan、daqieryebuganchu。
linqingfengyilianbujie，zhengdasuanzhaogerenwenyiwen，jiutingjianwulichuanlaizhengjingshandepaoxiao：
“weizhongshu，nizheigexingdongkezhanghainengbunengganle！”
“2gedongyingjiandie，nidaizhesangexingdongduiquzhua。”
“xianzainipaohuilaigaosuwo，bujinmeizhuadaohuokou，fanersile1ge，haiyouyigexiongkouzhongdan，lisibuyuanle。”
“zanmenzheibianerhaishangle2geduiyuan。”
“nishiganshenmechide！”
zhengtingzhe，linqingfengjiuerbianxiangqiyigeyouxiejingxideshengyin：“qingfengge？haizhenshiniya！”
linqingfengniutouyiqiao，biankandaoleyigeshenzheheisezhongshanzhuangdenanzi，linqingfengyejingxidao：
“sanmin，niyezaitewuchuma？”