di4zhang：weiyidewennuan，zuihoudedaocao
shenhuaizhutuozheshitoude、chenzhongdeshentihuidaoleneidongmingwei“jia”，shizebibingjiaohaiyaolengdebieshu。
ruodadekongjianlisiyibandejijing，kongqizhongdoufangfopiaofuzheyicenghuizhibuqudeguleng。tatidiaojiaoshangzaoyishitoudegaogenxie，xiangyijumeiyoulinghundemuou，liangqiangdizouxiangketing。
tagangzaishafashangzuoxia，shoujibianbuheshiyidizaicixiangqi。
kandaopingmushangtiaodongde“gege”lianggezi，shenhuaizhuyanzhongzuihouyidianweiguangyechediximiele。
tashenxiyikouqi，jietongledianhua。
“shenhuaizhu！nizheigeyuedeshenghuofeizenmehaimeijiwodaguolai？！”dianhuaneitou，shigegeshenxiulijidubunaifandezhiwen，meiyoubanfenguanxin，zhiyoulisuodangrandesuoqu。
shenhuaizhudexinxiangshibeipaojinlebingshuili，lengdefama。tashengyinshayadikaikou：“ge，wo......”
“nishenmeni！”shenxiulicubaodidaduanta，“biegenwokuqiong！nixianzaishilitaitai，litingyehuiquenizheidianqian？ganjinjiwozhuanliangbaiwanguolai，wojiyong！”
liangbaiwan......tashuoderuciqingqiao。
shenhuaizhudehoulonglifanqiyizhenkuse。tazheigegege，chuledubohewannvren，yishiwucheng，quezongnengxinanlidedijiangtadangchengyitaiyuquyuqiudetikuanji。
“ge，mata......”taxiangshuo，madejirikuaidaole。
raner，shenxiuliquexiangshibeicaileweibademao，shunjianzhamao：“nihaiyouliantiwoma？！yaobushinizheigesangmenxing，womahuisima？！niyichushengjiukesileta，xianzaihaixiangkesiwomenquanjiashibushi？nijiushigepeiqianhuo！”
edudezhoumaxiangyibabacuiledudedaozi，congtingtonglifeichu，jiangtalingchidetiwuwanfu。
“du......du......du......”
电话被重重地挂断。
shenhuaizhuwozheshouji，hunshenbingleng，kongzhibuzhudizhandou。zheijiushitadeqinren，jiangtashizuozaixing，henbudetacongweilaidaozheigeshijieshang。
tabenjiubinglengdexin，cikeyoubeifushangleyicenghouhoudehanshuang。
jiuzaitabeijuewangchediyanmeizhiji，shoujipingmuzaiciliangqi，zheicishiyigewenroudemingzi——“qizhan”。
shitadeqingmeizhuma，qizhan。
shenhuaizhukanzheneigemingzi，youyulexujiu，caizhongyuanxialejietingjian。
“wei，qizhan。”tadeshengyin，shayadexiangbeishazhimoguo，touzhenongnongdepibeiyuposui。
dianhuaneitouchenmolepianke，suijichuanlaiqizhanwenrunerdanyoudeshengyin：“huaizhu，nideshengyinzenmezheimeya？shibushishengbingle？”
zhishiyijujiandandeguanxin，querangshenhuaizhujinbengdeshenjingshunjianduanlie，yankuangbushoukongzhidihongle。
taqiangrenzhegengyan，shituyongyiguandejianqianglaiweizhuangziji：“meishenme，youdianganmao，gangshuixing。”
“ganmao？”qizhandeshengyinlidaishangleyisiburongzhihuidezhuanyepanduan，“niwanglewoshiyisheng？gangshuixingdeshengyinhekuguozhihoudeshengyin，wofendeqing。huaizhu，nikule，gaosuwo，fashengleshenme？”
tayizhenjianxuedichuopoletacuiruodeweizhuang。
shenhuaizhuzaiyechengbuzhule，houlonglixiangduleyikuaijianruideshitou，modetaxianxuelinli，tubuchu，yeyanbuxia。tasuoyoudejianqiang，zaizheiyiketubengwajie，kuibuchengjun。
“daodizenmele？”qizhandeshengyintouzhejiaoji，“nijintianshibushiquyiyuannatijianbaogaole？jieguoshishenme？niyaoshibushuo，woxianzaijiuquyiyuanchanidebingli！”
tadeweixie，chengleyakuatadezuihouyigendaocao。
shenhuaizhuzhongyubengkuile，tawuzhuzui，yayilexujiudekushengcongzhifengjianyichu，duanduanxuxu，chongmanlewujindejuewangyuweiqu。
tajiangzijibeizhenduanchuweiaiwanqideshishi，hepantuochu。
dianhuaneitou，qizhandeshengyincongzuichudezhenjing，daonanyizhixin，zuihouhuazuoleyayidegengyan。
“zenme......zenmehuizheiyang......nihaizheimenianqing......”tanannanziyu，neifenzhenqiedexintengyubeishang，tongguodianbo，qingxidichuandiguolai，xiangyishuangwennuandeshou，qingqingdifuweizhetabinglengdexin。
zheishijintian，taganshoudaodeweiyiyisinuanyi。
“huaizhu，”qizhandeshengyinlidaizhenongdehuabukaidexintong，tayiziyiju，zhengzhongdishuodao，“helitingyelihunba！nikankannimenzaiyiqizheisinian，tabanizhemochengshenmeyangle！”
“lihun......”
zheilianggezi，xiangyikechenjilexujiudezhongzi，beiqizhanzheijudaizhewendudehuayujiaoguan，diyici，zaishenhuaizhuxindineipianzaoyihuangwudetudishang，qiaoranshenggenfaya。
yiqian，taguzhidiyiwei，siyeyaoguanzhe“litaitai”deminghao，neishitayongshiliuniandeanlianhesiniandehunyinhuanlaideweiyixunzhang。
danxianzai，takanzhenaohaizhongneigebinglengde、jinsheng335tiandedaojishi，diyicikaishirenzhensikao。
zaishengmingdejintou，tazhenzhengxiangyaode，jiujingshishenme？
或许......
是解脱。