第3章

内心不好受是真的。

congtabuzaihudeyuqi,caocaoleshidejiejuetaidu。

wojiuyouyugan,tahezhaoxiangerdejiaojiyuanbuzhiruci。

rangwozhaxindeyinggaibuzhineilingchenshuiqiandemaimengwenhou,bingshandengnikanjianshitijiyijinghenpangdale。

wozhishibuganwangshenchuxiang,hewoxieshouzouleliuniandenanyou,youyitian,yehuiyoulihepaihuaizaiduibierendexindongzhong。

wohexumushanggaoerjiuzaiyiqile。

neigeshihou,wenlifenke,woxuanlewenke,taqulelike。

gaoyisanhuofandeshihou,banjizuzhilechanglianyihuodong,zhenxinhuadamaoxianhuanjie,xumuchoudaoyaohejulizuijindenvshengjiewendekapian。

buyuanyihuidawentihuozhelvxingyouxidetongxue,keyizifasanbeichencu。

qianmianjigeyouxihuiheduolequ,fangqiyouxizifadetongxue。

可徐牧傻了吧唧的。

tameiyourenhechiyi,yueguojulitazuijindenvsheng,laidaowoshenbian。

zaiwomeifanyingguolaineijimiao,wotingdaotaqingpiaopiaoyiju:「dezuile。」

ranhou,zaiyizhenhuanhuheqihongzhong,yongkapiandangzhuwomendelian,shangyanleyichangcuoweiwenxi。

congtazouguolaikaojinwodeneiyimiaokaishi,wobiantingbudaozhouweirenheshengyin,yiqiehaoxiangkaileyanchisheyingban,zhinengganshoudaotahewozhijian,zheneryulongdexintiao。

youxijieshu,juhuisanchanghou,tazhaojihuibawoyuechulaishuohua,taxiuhonglelian,manyandaoerjiandehong,jinzhangyoubuandixiangwodaoqian:「duibuqi,gangcaizhenshibuhaoyisi。」

suiranzheigewanxiaoyoudianguohuo,danwomeifangxinshang,limaoyoushulidihuifuta,「meishi。」

ketaqueturanyilianyansudiwangxiangwo,dingzhewodeyanjing,tantediwenwo:「shenqinxue,ruguowoshuo,woxihuanni……」

womudengkoudaidishihuabanwangzheta。

「ninengbuneng……」tayouyuzhexiangcuoci,keyizuowonvpengyouma?」tashuowanshenshenhuqi,benzhuodeyangzixiangjilexiongchumeilimiandexiongdaxionger。

e,yuanlaitayexihuanwoa。

woxianglehenjiu,lianggerenjiuzheimegangadizhanlehaoyihuier,zaitayiweiwoyaojujuetashi,「meishi,shiwotaitangtule,nijiudang……」

tahuayinweiluo,wolvxiandaduan。

「haoa,」woqianxiao,yangqitouzhengzhongdigaosuta,「wodayingni。」

jingxilaidetaituranle,tashouzuwucuoditongshoutongjiao,ningzhongdelianshangzhongyuyoulesongdong。

tahuranchijuandidixiaochusheng,gouzheqingqiandexiao,zaiwurenzhuyidejiaoluo,zhanzhanweiweidishangqian,qingqingbaozhuwo。

yimibadedagaoge,wanyaofushenzaiwoerbiandiyin:「yihouhaiqingduoduobaohan,wodenvpengyou。」