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meixiangdaozheimekuaiwojiujiandaolesixiang。
zaiyiyuanli,woshitangzaibingchuangshangdebingren,tashichuanzhebaidaguadeyisheng。
dengwoxingguolaishi,wendaolecibidexiaodushuiweidao。
zheigeweidaowohenbuxihuan,dangchubabazoudeshihouyeshizaiyiyuan,wozuozaiyiyuandezoulangshang,sizhoudoushizheigeweidao。
sixiangkanxiangwodeyanshenhenshilianmin。
“niyouyichuanxingkuoxinbing,nizijizhidaoma?”
我点了点头。
dangranzhidao,zheiyijingbushiwodiyicifabingle。
zhishizheicidaomeiyidian,chumenwangjidaiyaole,suoyicaihuizaidatingguangzhongzhixiayundaole。
haoxinrenbawosongdaoleyiyuan,erneigehaoxinrenjiushisixiang。
sixiangzaibinglibenshangxieleshenme,kansibujingyidewenwo。
“suoyi,zheijiushiniyaoheluchilihundeyuanyin?”
心里一凉。
kanya,tamenyouduoqinmi,lianlihunzheizhonghaimeiqiaodingdeshitadouzhidaole。
wominleminzui,jueqiangdeyaoyaotou,“bushi,wobuxihuantale。”
mianduiqingdizongbunengkuqizheshuo,qiuqiunibaluchihaijiwoba?
zheibushijiangyuxinengzuochulaideshi。
wosuiranbushiyanlideyemeigui,keyebushijiaoruodexiaobaihua。
sixiangyanliyouxiaoyi,kanxiangwodeyanshenxiangshizaikanyigewuliqunaodehaizi。
“嗯,我了解了。”
wokanlekanta,biezhezui,“wodebing,biegaosuluchi。”
sixianghencongming,tacaiduile。
yichuanxingkuoxinbing,caishiwoyidingyaoheluchilihundeyuanyin。
woyijingmeiyoushijianzaiqudengdailuchinengkandaoshenhoudewo。
woyemeiyoujinglizaiquhesixiangzhengduoluchideai。
wozhinengyongshengxiabuduodeshijian,zuoyigegududejiangyuxi。
sixiangdayinglewo,zhufulejijujiulikaile。
tahaishiheliunianqianyiyanghaokan,yiyangyouheiyoushundetoufa,hewoyouxiemaozaodeheseyangmaojuanxingchengxianmingdeduibi。
huluanderoulerouzijidetoufa,jiangzijiguozaibeizili。
weishenmeni,weishenmewoyongyuandouzaihesixiangzuoduibini?
wozheitouhesedejuanfa,jiushiyinweisixiang。
yuanbenwodetoufayeshiheisedezhifa,yinweiluchishuoheitoufahaokan,wojiubuyouzizhudexiangdaolesixiangneiyitouwuheilianglidezhangfa。
xinlidudehuang,luchishizaiwozheilixunqiuhesixiangdexiangsidianma?
xiangshiguyilakaihesixiangdejuli,dangtianwojiuqulelifadian,ranlese,tangleyangmaojuan。
luchimaileyitiaohongselianyiqunjiworangwopeitachuxiwanyan,wopianpianchuanleyitiaoshuilansedeyuweiqun。
danfanshihesixiangyouyidianxiangsizhichu,woquandougaibian。
zhishixiangyaoluchikandao,woshijiangyuxi,bushisixiangdedaitipin。
wobuxiangtatouguowozaikanbieren。
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wobalihunxieyishufajiluchizhihou,jiuyizhiduozheta。
rentazenmedadianhua,zenmefaxiaoxidoubuhui。
xurongkusangzhejiwodadianhua,shuoluchihelehenduojiu,zuidebushengrenshi,haizaihanwodemingzi。
woshizhengaobudongtazaixiangshenme,hewozaiyiqideshihouxinxinniannianxiangzhesixiang,rujinwoxianglihunchengquantamen,tayoubukenle。
luchialuchi,nidaodizaiaishei?
zaixurongjiwodaledishisangedianhua,wozhongyudayingqujiubazhaota。
luchishizhendeheduole,zuidebushengrenshi。
woguozheyijianzhangmaoyi,bangzhexurongbatafushangche。
zaicheshang,womenxiangduiwuyan。
zhiyouluchiouermaochuyiju,“jiangjiang……”
又一句“司湘……”
ze,luchia,nikezhentanxin,lianhezuiledouyaojiaolianggenvshengdemingzi。
woqingxiaoyisheng,bakaozaiwojianbangshangdeluchituikai,rangtadenaodaikaozaichechuangshang,dianbodianbo,banaojianghuangyunlecaihao。
fujiashangdexurongrenbuzhuhuitoukanwo,gangyaokaikou,jiutingdaoluchineiyijusixiang,rangtabudebubahuadoubiehuiqu。
baluchisonghuijia,andunhaole。
xurongcongjiujulinaleyipinghongjiu,younalelianggebeizi,wenwo。
“yaobuyaoyiqiheyibei?”
womenzoudaozhongmanlehongmeiguidehuayuanli,wozuozaiqiuqianshangmanyouyoudedangqilai。
xurongyuyanyouzhi,zhideguanleliangbeihongjiu,caihuanhuankaikou。
“jiangyuxi,nizhendeyaoheluchilihunma?”
“haishiyinweisixiangdeshi,zaihetanaopiqi?”
qiao,zaisuoyourenkanlai,wozhishiyinweichicuernaopiqi,suoyourendouzhidao,wotaiailuchile,aidaogenbenbukenengzhudongtichufenkai。
woyejiangbeizhongdehongjiuhelegeganjing。
“xurong,womenrenshishiliunianle,woduiluchidexinsinizuiqingchu。”
“keshi,luchidexinsi,niyeqingchu。”
“tazhuizhesixiangdebufapaolesinian,zheisinianshitazuichuncui,zuizhenzhideai。”
“ketaduiwo,bushi。”
xuronglenglebanshang,xiaoleqilai,“jiangyuxi,nishibushiyoudianxiaoqiaozijile?”
“nibingbubisixiangcha。”
woniletayiyan,xiaoleqilai。
zhishizheiyixiao,xiaodewoyanleidouchulaile。
zheiduanshijian,wohaoxiangyouyiwuyidebiezhezijideqingxu,quezhendebingyehao,tichulihunyehao,zaicibingfazaiyiyuanpengdaosixiangyehao,wodoumeiyoufangshengkuguo。
xiangshidakaileyanleidefamen,wokudeshangqibujiexiaqi,xiangyaobazheiduanshijianshoudeweiququandouqingxiechulai。
xurongshoumangjiaoluandeanweiwo,congbaolitaochuzhijinsaidaowoshouli。
“aiya,ni,nikushenmeya!”
我在哭什么呢?
kuzijideyiqiangreqingzhuangshanglewubuhuadebingkuai,kuzijidesuoyouzhenxindebudaoxiangyaodehuiying,kuzijidebingshizhibuhaodejuezhengzhinengdengsi。
还有吗?
我不知道。
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kuleduojiuwobujidele,zhishijianjiankudexiaoshengle,bianchengqianqiandechuoqi。
zaihoulai,xiongkouchuanlaiyizhentong,yuelaiyuetong,tongdewocongqiuqianshanghualexiaqu。
mohuzhongkandaoxuronghuangluandechaowobenguolai。
zaixingshi,woyoushizaiyiyuan。
zhishizheici,xurongzuozaiwochuangbian。
kantahuzilachadeyangzi,shiyiyemeishui。
jianwoxinglai,taroulerouyouxiehongxuesideyanjing。
“你醒了……”
“你知道你……”
woxiaolexiao,“wozaozhidaole,biedanxin。”
许冗顿住。
“多久了?”
wowaizhetouzaixinlisuanleyixiashijian。
“三年了。”
meibannianwojiuhuizuoyicitijian,ganghaosannianqianneiciluchigongsiyoushizoubukai,wojiuyigerenquzuoletijian。
qiaole,jiushineici,woquezhenle。
遗传性扩心病。
dangchuwobajiushizheigebingqushide,wozaojiuzuohaoledebingdezhunbei。
keyishengtongzhiwoquezhendeneiyike,wodeshouhaishikongzhibuzhudezhandou,jiuxiangwozaiyicikanjianwobazaiwoyanqianhuanhuanbishangleyanjing。
我也有这一天的。
wodenglesannian,keshibingqingbudanmeiyouhaozhuan,fanerfabingcishuyuelaiyueduo。
xurongyanjingyouxiehong,gengyanzhe,“suoyi,nicaiyaoheluchilihun,shima?”
woyaoleyaotou,“sixiangdeshi,yeshiwoyaolihundeyuanyin。”
zaiwodeyaoqiuzai,xurongzaisanbaozheng,juebuhuibawodebingqinggaosuluchi。
zhishixurongziji,zongsuanshouqileneifudiaoerlangdangdeyangzi,biandezhengjingqilai。
tabangwolianxilehenduozhuanjia,jieguoni,douchabuduo。
这个病,治不好。
gengzaogaodeshi,wodebingtaiyanzhongle,meiduojiurizile。
wodiyicikandaoxurongtoutoumoyanlei,yimibadenanzihan,kuqilaihaiyouxiekeai。
sixiangchuanzhebaidaguazhanzaiwodebingchuangqian,chouchangdetanlekouqi。
“jiangyuxi,duibuqi。”
taweishenmeyaogenwoshuoduibuqi?
shiduibuqiqianglewoxinaideluchi,haishiduibuqizuoweiwodeyishengmeinengjiuwo?
keshi,tameiyouduibuqiwo,zheixiedoubushitanengkongzhide。
luchiduitadeairuci,wodebingyeruci。
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我去了海边。
xurongbangwozaineibianzhaoleyigezhanzaiyangtaishangjiunengkanhaidexiaobieshu。
zheigeyuanzizhenhao,meiyoudapiandapiandehongmeigui。
wohenxihuandahai,haifengqingfu,shuitianyise。
keshi,luchipashui,wojiuzaimeiyouquguohaibian。
woyouyangleyitiaoxiaojinmao,haishiqumingjiaodashun。
zhiqiandedashunzaitajiusuideshihouqushile,wonanguolehenjiu,zaiyemeibanfarenshouzheizhongshiqudetongku,suoyiwohenjiudoumeiyouyanggoule。
xianzaidaoshibupale,bijingzheiciyidingshiwoxianlikai。
xurongdayingwo,dengwosileyihou,tahuidaitiwohaohaozhaogudashunde。
陆迟还是找到了我。
tashuo,neitianzuijiu,xingleyihoufaxianchuangtoufangzheyibeifengmishui。
neishiwodexiguan,yiqianmeiyicitayingchouhelejiu,wodouhuijitazhunbeiyibeifengmishui。
suoyi,tazhidaoxurongyidingnenglianxishangwo。
zhishizheiyici,buguantazenmeduzaixurongjiamenkou,duzaixuronggongsimenkou,shenzhilianzijiagongsidouhaoduotianmeiqu,tiantianbeilufumayeyaotiantiangenzhexurong。
可许冗也没有松口。
luchicongming,mashangjiuxiangdaolebanfa——genzongxurong。
zheibu,xianzaijiuzhanzaiwomianqian。
kaimendeneiyichanei,wochadianmeirenchulai。
yuanbenriribitingdexizhuangshangquanshizhezhou,toufayelingluanfenfei,lianshangdaizheqiaocui,haiyouxiexisuidehuzha,yanshenlimeiyoushencaiyiyi,zhishengyanshibuzhudepibei。
yikandaowo,luchijiujiangwojinjinbaozhu,lidaohenzhong,xiangshiyaobawozhenggerenqianjinhuaili。
shengyinyouxieshaya,“jiangjiang,bieduozhewo。”
“nizaihewonao,wohuishengqide,nizhidaowozuitaoyanshenme。”
yuanbenyouxierouruandexinyixiazijiubiandebinglengleqilai。
yonglituikaita,womengezheyigemenkuangdejuli,wozaiwuli,tazaiwuwai。
womenjinzaizhichi,queruyuangetianya。
woqingqingxiaodao,“luchi,neinizhidaowozuitaoyanshenmema?”
luchihuxizhonglexuduo,zhizhidedingzhewodeyanjing,fangfoyaobawokanchuan。
woyiziyiju,zhidiyousheng。
“wotaoyanheizhangzhidetoufa,taoyanhongselianyiqun,taoyanmanyuanzidehongmeigui,taoyannikanwoxiangshizaikanbieren。”
“gengtaoyannideziyiweishi,gufuwodezhenxin。”
wotongyangzhushizheluchideyanjing,“luchi,niduiwotinghaode,keshinijiwode,doubushiwoxiangyaode。”
“haozai,wobuxihuannile。”
renma,doushizheiyang,qulibihai,zaiyiciyouyicideshiwangzhongxuehuijishizhisun。
wowanghoutuileyibu,yishoulazhumen,pingjingeryoujianding。
“luchi,womenjieshule,lihunba,niquzhuixunnidebaiyueguang,erwo,yeyaozuohuizijile。”
huayinyiluo,jiuguanshanglefangmen。
zheishanmen,yinggaihuiyongyuangekaiwomenle。
wodunlexiaqu,suochengyituan。
zenmebanni,wohaishihuiweileluchiliuyanlei,weihetameiyouyihouernanguo。
luchi,nikezhenshigewangbadan。
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xujiu,menwaichuanlaiqiaomensheng,“jiangyuxi,shiwo。”
dakaimen,xurongdabaoxiaobaodezhanzaimenkou。
jinguantayouyizheyan,wohaishikandaoletayanjiaochudeyuqing。
“你受伤了?”
xurongbuhuidawodewenti,zhishibadaizilidedongxidouyiyibailechulai。
“zheidoushianzhaonideyaoqiumaidedongxi,wokepaolehaoduogeshudiancaimaiqide,nikedejideyedehao。”
woanzhutanahuazhideshou。
“是陆迟打的你?”
xurongziguzidejixunadongxi,“hai,womanzheta,tadawojixiayeshizhengchangde,xiaoshi。”
wodixiatou,“xurong,duibuqi……xiexieni。”
duibuqi,hainiaileyidunda。
xiexieni,zhendeyouzaitiwobaoshoumimi。
xurongliezhezuixiao,huiwuzhexinmaidehuaben,“zhenyaoxiexiewo,jiujiyehuayiben**,chaoshuaideneizhong。”
woyegenzhexiao,“haoa,fanzhengwohaiyoudianrizi,jinihuasanwuzhangmeiwenti。”
“nikedehaohaozhenzang,dengwosile,shuobudingjiuchenglewujiazhibaoleni。”
woshimeishusheng,quetanbushangyouduohaodeyishutianfen,zhibuguozhangzhejialiyouqianyouziyuan,banguojicihuazhan。
jiehunyihou,luchiyebangwobanguojici,meifuhuadoumailechuqu。
kewozhidao,neixiemaihuaderenwufeishiweiletaohaoluchi,taohaotianlujituan。
zhenzhengxihuanwodehuaderen,kenengzhiyouwoziji。
xurongmeijiehua,zhuantouqudoudashun。
qishiwotingdanxinwosileyihou,tahuibeidashunqifu,xianzaijiuyijingrangtayongzijideshouzhitoulaimoyale。
wozaiyuanzilijiaqilehuajia,youlantian,youdahai,youmanyuanziwuyanliusedexianhua,haiyouzhuizheqiudaochupaodedashun。
这画面,太美好了。
zhishiyuanziwai,zongyouyigeshenyingpaihuaizhe。
luchimeiyoujinlai,yemeiyoulikai。
zhishimeitianzaoshangdoujiwosonglaiyipenghua,youshishimoli,youshishixiangrikui,youshishiyujinxiang。
就是没有红玫瑰了。
zhishizuozaibuyuanchu,jingjingdekanzhewo。
wojuedetayouxiekelian,tapashui,queyoubudebudetiantiankanzhezheiyiwangwujidedahai。
benyiweiyitadexingzi,daigesanwutianjiuhuifanle,daoshihouzijijiuhuilikai,suoyiwoyemeiguanta。
kezheiyici,tashoulewobangeduoyue。
meitianxinglaiwozhanzaiyangtaishang,jiunengkandaotazuozaineikeyezishuxia,jiangzijizhenggerenlongzaiheiselianmaoweiyixiamian。
wanshangwozhunbeishuijuelashangchuanglianshi,tayijiuzuozaineili。
yaobushihuanleyifu,wochadianyiweitashizuozaineiliguoyede。
xuronggaosuwo,luchimeiqugongsi,duijilehaoduogongzuo,lufutiantiandadianhuamatahunzhang,laopomeizhaoguhao,gongzuoyezuobuhao,yishiwuchengdefeiwu。
xurongyequanguoluchi,rangtahuiqugongzuo,bijingtianlujituanhaiyouxuduoyewuxuyaotahuiqujuece。
keluchixiangshihenshanglexurong,yigeziyebukengentashuo。
zhishitadaidejiule,wodebingyemanbuzhule。
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zaiyiciyundaoyihou,zuozaiwobingchuangbianderenhuanchengleluchi。
yishunjianjuedehaoxiao,zhiqiansannianfabing,doushiwozijiyigeren。
rujinyicihuanyigerenshouzheziji。
luchiwangxiangwodeyanshenzhiliposui,hongzheyankuang,yazhesangzi。
“weishenme……bugaosuwo。”
renzhubitouchuanlaidesuanse,jiangtoubiexiangyibian。
“wobazenmeside,nibuzhidaoma?”
yichuanxingkuoxinbing,woyouhendadegailvdebing。
mingmingshinibushangxin,xianzaiquebianchenglewomeiyougaosuni。
yishijian,bingfanglizhishengxinlvyidididideshengyin。
fangmenbeituikai,sixiangzoulejinlai。
luchijimangzhanqishenlai,shuangshoubuzijuedezaiyifushangnieleyixia。
“你来了……”
sixiangchaotadiandiantou,jiuguolaijiwozuoleyibianchangguijiancha。
zuihouzhishengzhangzhangdetanxi,“luchi,taxuyaozhuyuanle。”
“xuyaoyongzuidajiliangdeqiangxinyaoheshengyayaolaiweichishengming。”
luchigenzhesixiangchulebingfang,wodeyanleiyezaitatachubingfangmenkoudeneiyikeliulexialai。
guoran,zhiyaoyousixiangzai,luchijiukanbujianwole。
napawokuaiyaosile,tayehuigenzhesixiangerqu。
wozijipaleqilai,duanqipangbianwenredezhouyikouyikoudeheleqilai。
zongguihaishiyoujitianhuotou,gaichifanhaishiyaochi。
zhishizheijiazhoubutaihaochi,youdianxianle。
yiwanzhoukuaiwanjiandi,luchicaihuilaibingfangli。
jianwolianshangguazhelei,xiaoxinyiyidezuodaowoshenbian,yongzijideyixiujiwocayanlei。
shengyinyirujiwangdewenrou,“zenmekule?shizhoubuhaohema?”
“nizenmehaihexiaoshihouyiyang,dongbudongjiuaikubizi。”
woxilexibizi,tuikailetadeshou。
“luchi,wokuaisile,nizhongyukeyihaowufudandequzhuiqiunidezhenaile。”
luchichenmodekanzhewo,yihuiercaijiangwofuzhetangxia,bawodeshoufangjinbeizili,bangwoyeleyebeizi。
“多睡一会儿吧。”
wofanlegeshen,beiduizheta。
ganghaokeyitouguochuangzikandaowuwaidefengjing。
yizhixiaoniaofeiguo,daizouleyipianluoye。
woshuo,“luchi,nizouba,wobuxiangkandaoni。”
luchijiangdehen,zenmeshuoyebukenzou。
meitianchuleshouzaiwobingchuangbian,jiushigenzhesixiangchuqubuzhidaoganshenme。
neishihouwoturanjiumingbaile,taliuzaizheilishiweilefangbianjiansixiang。
daoshiwo,chengletamenjianmiandejiekou。
zhenshitaoyan,lianjiangsizhirenyeyaoliyong,**!
xurongbuguluchiyifuyaoshaletadebiaoqing,jianchiyaolaikanwo。
wochizhexurongjiwoxuehaodepingguo,pingjingdejixurongjiaodaizhehoushi。
“xurong,wodebing,xianbuyaogaosuwoma。”
“tahaoburongyicongwobaqushideyinyinglizouchulai,youyaojieshouzijinveryitongyangdefangshisiqu,wopatashoubule。”
“dengwosile,zhaoyigefengherilidehaorizi,ninazhewojitamaideneigeyuzhuoziqutadedujiashanzhuangzhaota,zaigentashuoba。”
womaxiangshiyizhurouruodetusizi,shiquairenrangtaxunsukuwei。kenianyoudenveryourangtabudebubianchengcantiandashu。
wojiehunyihou,tacaiheliyidedayiyitongqulewaidi,zaineilijianleyigedujiashanzhuang。
yebushiweilezhuanqian,erqieweilehexiaojiemeimenyougengduodeshijianjuhui。
neishiwobaqushiyihou,tanandedekaixinshiguang。
meicihewoshipin,douyangyizhexingfudexiaorong。
meicitawenwotijianjieguo,wodouxiaohehedegaosutahaodehenni。
zhennanxiangxiang,tazhidaowosilehuikuchengshenmeyang。
“haiyoudashun,niyidingyaozhaoguhaota,maizuihaodegouliangjita,meitiandouyaochidanhuang,tashidaxingquanyundongliangda,niyaojidemeitiandaitachuquliuwan。”
“neigekeaidexiaojiahuo,womeijihuikantazhangdale,xiwangtazhangdayihoubiewanglewocaihao。”
“haiyouwoneitaoxiaogongyu,bangwomaileba,baqianjuanjikuoxinbingyiliaoyanjiuzhongxin,xiwangtamennengyousuochengjiu。”
“yihouzaiyouxiangwozheiyangderen,jiubuyongsile。”
“duile,wodeyixiangyidingyaoyongjingxiudezhaopian,jideduojiwoshaoyixiegaodingdeyifu,woaimei,zuoguiyeyaozuogepiaoliangdenvgui。”
xurongbudayingwo,zhishiyouboleyigenxiangjiaodijiwo。
“别瞎说。”
“jiangyuxi,nibuhuiside。”
wochaotaxiaoxiao,yaoleyidakouxiangjiao。
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chentamenbuzhuyi,wopaole。
wobuxiangxiangwobayiyang,sizaibinglengdeyiyuan,binglengdebingchuangshang。
yebuxiangyongzuichoudeyangzilailikaizheigerenshi。
我挺臭美的。
qishisixianghetamenzaimenkoushuodehua,wodoutingdaole。
tashuo,“yijinglianxuyongyaoyizhoule,xiaoguoyuelaiyuecha,tadexinzangyijingchengshoubuzhule。”
“nimenzuohaoxinlizhunbei,jiuzheijitianle。”
luchiyayizhekuqiang,“haiyoumeiyoubiedebanfa……”
“shenmebanfadoukeyi……”
sixiangmeiyoushuohua,anwodecaice,yinggaishiyaotoule。
yinweiwotingdaoquantouzazaiqiangshangdemensheng。
wozhaolejiekou,fenbiezhikaileluchihexurong。
toutoupaochuyiyuandeshihou,chadianbeisixiangfaxian,haihao,taguailegewan,meiyouchaowozheibianzouguolai。
woxianhuileyitanghaibiandexiaobieshu,weidashunchileyizhenggexianrouguantou,haiyouyibaorougan。
tachidehenhuan,haibuwangchougeshijianlaicengcengwodejiao。
dengtachibaohezuyihou,woyoulailehaibian。
zhanzaijiaoshishang,ganshouzhehaifengchuiguo。
yourenhanwo,“xiaoguniang,tiankuaiheile,biezaihaibianwanle,henweixiande,zaodianhuijiaqu。”
“dahaimeitiandouzaizheier,mingtianzailaikanyebuchia。”
wochaotahuihuishou,“haolei,mashangjiuhuiqu。”
wobuhuihuiqude,yinweiwomeiyoumingtianle。
wojiangbianjihaodexinxidianlefasong。
henkuai,jiushoudaolehuixin。
“你在哪儿?”
“gaosuwo,wolaizhaoni。”
shoujifangzaijiaoshishang,wochizhejiao,yibuyibuzouxiangdahai,renyouhaishuijiangwobaoguo,yanmei。
huanghuzhijian,wofangfoyoukandaoleneigejiangwoloujinhuaili,wenshenggaosuwo,“biepajiangjiang,youwozai。”deluchile。
huamianzhuanhuan,tachuanzheheisexizhuang,shoulinazhedingzhidepenghua,dabuxiangwozoulai。
“jiangjiang,jiajiwohaoma?”
woxiuhonglelian,lianliandiantou,“hao。”
luchiyuwoxiangyong,“jiangjiang,wohuiduinihaoyibeizide。”
“achi,womenhuizaiyiqiyibeizide。”
kexi,woheluchidoumeiyouzuodao。
xiyangluoxia,wodeshengmingyezaitongyishikejieshu。
番外:陆迟
congdiyicijianjiangyuxiyihou,tajiuchenglewodexiaoweiba,tiantiangenzaiwodeshenhou。
tahenkeai,xiangnianhuawawa,pangdudude。
woxiangshixiguanletadecunzai。
napaxurongsanfanliangcidiaoxiaowo,shuowosuishendaizhetongyangxi,woyemeijuedeyoushenmebuhao。
zhidaorenshilesixiang,wocaizhidaoshenmejiaoxihuanhexindong。
zhiyiyan,jiuzugourangwoweitaqingdao。
wodasixuanyangduisixiangdexihuan,teyibaoxialebieshuzhongmanletazuixihuandehongmeigui。
biaobaineitian,wobenlaishishengquanzaiwode。
bijingwozhangdehao,jiajinghao,xinggeyehao,xihuanwodenvshenghenduo。
可是司湘拒绝了我。
tashuo,“duibuqiluchitongxue,aiqingbuzaiwomuqiandexuanxiangli。xianzaidewozhixiangnulixuexi,shixianzijidelixiang。”
“woxiwang,niyeshi。”
“erqie,wobuxihuanmeigui。”
zheiyifanjujuebingmeiyourangwoyanqixigu,fanerduitadexihuangengshenle。
wozhaorendiaochaletadebeijing。
yuanlai,tademamashixinzangbingqushide,suoyitadelixiangshizuoyigexinzangkeyisheng。
erxianzai,tazaiweilezijidemengxiangnuli。
我呢,我想帮她。
wokaishinulidushu,xuewanlejinrongxisuoyoudekecheng。
kesixiangyijiuleidabudongdejujuewo。
daxuebiyezhihou,tagaosuwo,tayaochuguole,quguowaijinxiu。
jichangli,taxiaozhegenwodaobie。
“luchi,henganxiezheixienianlainiduiwodexihuan,niyeshigehenyouxiuderen。”
“buyaozongshizhuizhuqianfang,huoxukeyihuitoukankan,yexuyouyixiangbudaodejingxi。”
shuowanyihou,tayongbaolewo,youhuilehuishou,haobuyouyudezoujinlehoujishi。
yuanlai,taduiwomeiyouyidianliulian。
wohuiguotou,kandaobuyuanchuxiaozhechaowobenguolaidejiangjiang,turanmingbailesixiangzuihouyijuhuadeyisi。
neitianwohelehenduojiu,kewomeizui。
woyebuzhidaozijizaixiangshenme,jiugenjiangjiangtichulejiehun。
taqinlewo,zuibayoutianyouruan。
diertianxingle,wohouhuiyouxinteng,anmazijishigejingchongshangnaodechusheng。
我和姜姜结婚了。
neishihouwoxiang,jibuletaaiqing,jiujitasuoyoushuyuqizidezerenhechongaiba。
jiehunsangeyuehou,wojisixiangfalexinxi,wogaosuta,woyuanyizizhutazaiguowaiguanyuxinzangfangmiandeyixueyanjiu,qiantishitadeyanjiufangxiangzhuyaoshikuoxinbing。
jiangjiangdefuqinsiyukuoxinbing,wozhidaode。
zicongjiangfuqushiyihou,womeibanniandouhuipeizhejiangjiangquyiyuanzuotijian,quebaomeiyouyichuan。
zhenghaosixiangxuedeshixinzangke,tayoushishifenlihaidexueba,ruguonengzhuliyukuoxinbing,shuobudingnengweijiangjiangzuohaozhunbei。
dangran,jiangjiangmeiyouyichuandaogenghao。
suoyi,womeiniandouhuijiyidabiqiandaosixiangsuozaideyiliaojigou。
qishizheiliunianlaidehunyin,rangwojuedehenxingfu。
meitianzaoshangxinglai,huailijiuyouyigexiaoxiaoderenersuozaihuaili,nienietadebizi,tajiuhuizhouzhemeitoufachuyishengyingning。
ouerwucanshijian,tayehuisonglaizijizuodeaixinbiandang,teyimailexinxingdecanhe,haiyaokanzhewoyikouyikouchiwan,zhenshiyouzhi。
xiabanyihou,wohuidaizhetaqudoufeng,qupashan,quchitazuixihuandecanting,kanzuixihuandehuaju。
wanshang,lianggerenwozairouruandebeiwolikankongbupian,tayoucaiyouaiwan,meicidouhedewawadajiao,kelianxixideduozaiwodehuaili。
meidangzheishihou,wojiuhuiguandiaopingmu,hetawenrouchanmianyifan。
jiangjiangyoushihouyetingxiaoqide,teyibayinzhekouhongyindechenshanbaizaichuangtou,shengpawokanbujianside。
让我哭笑不得。
wodongtadeyisi,dangjikaichuleneigemishu,weileyifangzaicifasheng,zhijiehuanchengnanmishu。
zheiyang,tajiubuhuichiculeba。
可是一切都变了。
neitianshijiangjiangdeshengri,wozaojiuzhunbeihaoleliwu,zhidengxiabanjiuhuiquhetayiqiqingzhu。
neishihouwoshoudaolesixiangfalaidexinxi,tashuo,guanyukuoxinbingkenengyoulexindetupo。
wopobujidai,ganqulesixianghuiguohougongzuodeyiyuan。
zheishihou,jiangjiangshuo,luchi,womenlihunba。
woxinluanruma,bachesukaidaozuikuai。
kehuidaojiashi,meiyoujiangjiang。
haoxiangmeishaoshenmedongxi,yichulideyifu,shoushihelideshoushidouzai。
zhishishaolehuacehebaizaichuangtoudehezhao。
wojitadadianhua,yuanlai,tazhidaowoqujianlesixiang。
fankanlesixiangdeweibo,taxinfabuleyitiaogongzuodongtai,zhaopianyijiaoluchulewodeshouzhi,daizhehunjiedeshouzhi。
jiangjianghaoxiangshizhendexianghewolihun,bulunwozuoleduoshaohongtakaixindeshi,tayebusongkou。
tashuo,tabuxianghuozaisixiangdeyinyingzhixiale。
wochouleyizhiyan,yebuzhidaogaizenmehetajieshikuoxinbingyiliaoyanjiudeshi。
wobuxiangtaweihaimeifashengdebingchanshengdanyouhekongju,yebuxiangtabaoyouqiwangzuihouzhulandashuiyichangkong。
xianglehenjiu,zhinengshuo,“wohesixiang……bushinixiangdeneiyang。”
jiangjiangrengranjianchiyaolihun,balihunxieyishufajiwoyihoujiuzaiyebukenjiewodedianhua。
sixiangkanchulewodeqiaocui,tiaozhemeiwenwochuleshenmeshi。
wotanlekouqi,“jiangjiang,yaohewolihun。”
tabainongzheneixieyiqi,touyebutai,“liyouni?”
shuoshihua,wojuedezheishiwohejiangjianglianggerendeshi,meibiyaoqiancheyigewuguanderenjinlai。
zhinengyaotou,“buzhidao。”
sixiangmeiduowen,zhishiqingshengshuoleyiju,“zhiyaobieyingxianggongzuojiuxing。”
zheijiushisixiang,banzhengdemeiyouduoshaowendu,hexiaotaiyangyibandejiangjiangwanquanbuyiyang。
nianshaoshiwoshixihuansixiang,tajianren,yonggan,nulidoushiwubixiyinwodedifang,neishizhenzhidexihuan。
errujin,bianchenglezunjinghejingpei,buzaishixihuan。
yebuzhidaojiangjiangdaodiduodaonaliqule,wojibama,yuemudoudaledianhuashitanguo,ketadoubuzai。
shizaixinfanyiluan,zhinengqujiubamaizui。
xurongzhengoua,jiwodianlezuiliedejiu,meiduojiujiubawoguanzuile。
mimihuhutingdaotashuo,“fangxin,yejinilianxijiangyuxi,baozhunnixinxiangshicheng。”
那可就……太好了。
queshi,jiangjianglaiguolaile,chuangtoudefengmishuijiushizuihaodezhengming。
可我没见到她。
woquzhaolexurong,ketazenmeyebukengaosuwojiangjiangdexialuo。
wunai,wozhinengtiantiantoutougenzheta。
taqulehenduojiashudian,mailehenduohuahuadegongju,wojiuzhidao,tayidinghuiquzhaojiangjiang。
wobitacongming,meiyouzijikaiche,ershidalegeche,zaixurongzhaotingcheweideshihou,woyijingzhaodaolejiangjiangzhudedifang。
yijiandaota,wojiurenbuzhuxiangyaojinjinbaozhuta。
ganshoudaotatiwendeneiyike,wocaitashixialai。
keshijiangjiangyoushengqile,zheishitadiyicichaowopaoxiaozheshuohua。
tashuo,tataoyanheizhangzhidetoufa,taoyanhongselianyiqun,taoyanmanyuanzidemeigui。
可是。
congwodiyicijianta,tajiushiheizhangzhidetoufa,xiaoshihouzhazhelianggemaweibianhenshikeai,zhangdaleyeyiyang,haokandeshita,jishitahoulaitanglejuanfa,womozhetadejuanfashuo:jiangjiangzhenhaokan。
hongsequnzishiyinweiwodiyicijianta,tashoulibaozheyizhangquanjiafu,zhaopianlitajiuchuanzheyishenhongsedegongzhuqun,woyiweitaxihuanhongsegongzhuqun。
zhiyumanyuanzidemeigui,woyiweisuoyounvhaizidouhuixihuanhongmeiguide。
zheiyiqie,douhesixiangmeiyouguanxi。
jiangjiangshuo,tabuxihuanwole,womenjieshule。
ranhou,jiubawoguanzaimenwai。
我在门口站了很久。
zhidaokandaobuyuanchuxurongdeshenying。
woyonglidewangtalianshangzouleyiquan。
xurongdiyixiameiyouhaishou,erhoujiugenwosidaqilai。
wozhiwenta,“xurong,nishenmeyisi!mingmingzhidaowozaizhaojiangjiangquemanzhewo。”
“bieyiweiwobuzhidaonineixiexiaoxinsi。”
xurongdequantouyeluozailewodexiabashang。
“luchi,guanhaoniziji。”
“nixiangqingchu,nidaodishiaijiangyuxi,haishinineigaogaozaishangdezizunxinjieshoubuletazhudongfangqini,nidezhanyouyuzhudaolenidenaozima?”
wolengzhule,wohaoxiangconglaimeixiangguowoduitajiujingshishenmeyangdeganqing。
shixiguan,shizhanyouyu,haishiai?
我不知道。
neitianwanshang,woxiangleyigetongxiao。
wangzhekongluoluodefangjianwojingjuedehaipa。
zheigejiameiyouwobuxing,meiyoutayebuxing。
huanyigenvzhurengengbuxing。
zhongyuquedinglezijidexinyi。
woaita,luchiaijiangyuxi。
bushixiguan,bushizhanyouyu,shiai。
womeitianpaihuaizaijiangjiangjiamenkou。
meitianjitasonghua,meitiandouhuanpinzhong,tabuxihuanhongmeigui,neiwoyihoujiuzaiyebusonghongmeiguile。
woanpairenbajialiyuanzilidehongmeiguiquandoubachule,yihoutaxihuanshenmewojiuzhongshenme。
woxiangwojiuzheimeshouzheta,tazongnengkandaowodexinyi。
haimeidengdaotakandaowodexinyi,wojiukandaotazaiwomianqianyunleguoqu。
wozhengaisi,liantaquezhenledoubuzhidao。
sannianqian,jiuneiyiciwomeipeitaqu,tajiuquezhenle。
nanguai,yihoudemeiyicitadoutoutouquzuolejianchazaigaosuwo,yiqiedouhao。
“meishimeishi,wodemingzhangzheni,wohaiyaoheachizhangzhangjiujiuzaiyiqi。”
wogenzhesixiangchumenxunwenbingqing。
wobuxiangjiangjiangtingdaobuhaodexiaoxiyingxiangxinqing。
sixianggaosuwo,tazuijinfabinghenpinfan,zhipajianchibuleduojiule。
wolengzhu,hongzheyanwenta,“sixiang,nizaojiuzhidaojiangjiangfabingle?weishenmebugaosuwo!”
sixiangtouguomenshangdebolichuangkanleyikan,pingjingdekaikou。
“woshiyisheng,wozhishizunshoulebingrendezhutuo。”
“luchi,tabingbuxiangyaonizhidao,niyinggaimingbaitadeyisi。”
wohaoxiangmingbai,youhaoxiangbumingbai。
wotiantianshouzaijiangjiangdeshenbian,ketazhihuijiaowozou,meijiwobandianhaolianse。
fanershiduixurong,heyanyuese,buzhidaoduowenrou。
tingzhetaxiaoxixideanpaizhehoushi,wodexinxiangshibeiyigengenjixiaodezhenzhaleyixia,tengtongzaixinlimanyankai,rangwocongtoudaojiaodouhennanguo。
taanpailexuduo,jiushimeiyouwo。
姜姜偷跑了。
sixiangshuo,takandaojiangjiangtoutoumomodechuleyiyuan。
fennuzaixinzhongfengkuangranshao,duizhesixiangdashenghou。
“nimingmingkandaotale,weishenmebulanzhuta!”
sixiangtaiqiyidiantou,yuwoduishi。
“luchi,meiyouyigenvhaiziyuanyisidehennankan。”
“tadouyaosile,womenyinggaizunzhongtadeyiyuan。”
狗屁遗愿!
wozhixiangnengzhaodaota,wobunengrangtayigerengududesiqu。
kaichezaifujinzhuanlehaojiquan,yemeiyoukandaojiangjiangdeshenying。
xurongxiangshizaiquanwo,yexiangshizaianfuziji,“meishide,tabuhuiyoushide,womenzaizhaozhao,zaizhaozhao。”
“叮咚——”
wonaqishoujiyikan,shijiangjiangfalaidexinxi。
[luchi,woyaohenishuozaijianle。
qishiyouhenduohuaxianghenishuode,yebuzhidaozenmehuishi,yishijianxiangbuqigaishuoshenmele。
那就祝你幸福吧。]
xiangshishenmexinlingganying,wodahan,“quhaibian!”
xurongyefanyingguolai,yongzuikuaidechesukaidaolehaibian。
tianyijingheile,anbianjihumeiyouren。
wobutingdejitadadianhua,zhongyutingdaoleneishuxide**。
keshi,zhiyoushouji,zhiyouyishuangxie。
我哭喊着扑进海里。
“姜姜——”
dengwobeilaoqilai,xuronghongzheyanjilewoyiquan。
“luchi,nifenglema!nineimepashuideyigeren,bugusihuodewanghailichong,yaoshibazijiyeyansilezenmeban?”
wowangzhepingjingyouxiongyongdehaishui,“woningyuan……gentayiqisi。”
xurongyoujilewoyiquan,henyongli,zuijiaodouliuxuele。
kehaishiburuwodexintong。
jiangjiangdeshitihaishizhaodaole,woxianglexiang,juedingbatahuohuale。
guhuifenchengliangfen,yifensajinletazuiaidedahaili,yifenzuochengleyimeijiezhiheyitiaoxianglian。
xianglianliantongyuzhuozi,wohexurongyiqisongjileyuemu。
yuemulenglexujiu,zenmeyebukenxiangxinjiangjiangjiuzheiyangmeile,ranhoukulehenjiu。
xurongnachuhuacedijiyuemu。
“ayi,zheishijiangyuxideyiwu,zheibenhuaceli,doushiniheshushu。”
yuemufankanzhehuace,meiyizhangdezuoxiajiao,douyoujiangyuxisangezi。
画册一共有三本。
yibenjileyuemu,yibenjilexurong,
都是新画的。
zhiyouwoneiben,shijiude。
limiandehuadaduoshixueshengshidai。
youwodaqiude,youwokanshude,yeyouwojiaotoulanezuozuoyede。
haiyouyizhang,shiwozhanzaimeiguihuayuanlijisixiangbiaobaide。
zhishizheiyizhangyouxiebutong,tameiyouhualian,zhiyoulianggelunkuo。
wobaozheneibenfahuangdehuacezuozaijiangjiangdemuqian。
“jiangjiang,nidengwo,henkuaiwomenjiuhuiyouxiayibeizile。”
“nifangxin,xiabeiziwoyidingbuhuizairangnishangxinde。”