第1章 陈煜

sangeyueqianwoyougenchenyuzaiyiqi,zuolebukemiaoshudeshiqing。

chenyushiwojifudeerzi,congxiaowohantayishengge。

wobasuineinian,mamajiajinchenjia,dangshihongdonglezhenggegangcheng。jifujiashigangchengfushang,haomenwangzu,ermamayigehaowubeijingdeerhunnvrenjingdaizhetuoyoupingjinlezheiyangderenjia,henbukesiyi。

neishidewobudongdarenzhijiandeenyuan,zhizhidaogailexing,zheibeizizaiyejianbudaozijideqinshengfuqin。

zhidaowoshibasui,chenyubasuoyouzhengjudoubaizaiwomianqian。

yuanlaidangnianjifuquwomazhiqian,tajiuyijingzuoledisanzhe。tabazaijifushenxiazhanzhuanchenghuandexiangyanhuamiandoululexialai,jijizhengpaidechentaitai,yejiushichenyudema。

chentaitaishoubulezheige**,xinzangbingfaersi,tasideneiwan,jifuhewomazaiyiqi。

chenyubazheixiezhengjutongtongshuaizaiwolianshang,bipowozaitamianqianguixia。

neitianshiwoshibasuishengri,talaozaojiugaosuwodinglebaojian,dinglemanfangdemeiguihua,haidinglegesancengdeshengridangao。

womanhuaixinxiganguoqu,kandaochenyuzuozaishafashang,heifengyiheixiku,moseyanmou,binglengerxixue。

tatiaoqiwoxiaba,henhenyaosuimeiyigezi:“rangwokankan,yigelao**shengchulaidexiao**,daodiyouduoshaosihounanrendebenshi!”

wohehuaile,guizaidishangpinmingketouqiuta,dantahaishimeiyoufangguowo……

那晚,很痛很痛。

yizhiyuhoulaihenzhangyiduanshijian,meimeixiangdaoneigewanshang,wojiuhuiquansuochengyituan,shentitiaojianfanshebandetong。

tazhetengwanzuihouyici,shizhongganghaoqiaoxiangshierxia。

woliangtiaotuisuanteng,bingbulong,lianludoumeifazou,shafashang、dibanshangdoushibanbanxueji。dangaopengfanzaidishang,meiguihuabanyedouniansui,wojiutangzaizheiyidilangjiezhong,kanjiantashuaixiayigebinglengwuqingdeyanshen。

zhihouwojiuchenglechenyudewanwu,zhiyaotaxiang,wojiubixuji。buzheiyangzuodehua,tajiubaneixiezhengjuzhaogaotianxia,rangwomashenbaiminglie。

tayigedianhuajiunengbawocongjiaoshilituodaojiudianchuangshang。

或者他的车里。

neiduanshijianshiwoshengminglizuiheiandeshiqi,meitianshenghuozaijidukongjuheyayizhong。

benlaiwojiubuaishuohua,neishihougengbiandexiangyabayiyang,lianxiaodoubuhui。

kemeixiangdaoyoulaiyigeqingtianpili。

kaodaxuezhiqian,wotijianchachuhuaiyun。

zheixiayinmanbuzhule,xiaofangtongzhiwoma,wohedehunfeiposan,chulekushenmedoushuobuchulai。xuexiaolifengyanfengyuxiangdaozigewodexin,majiwobanlexiuxue,daiwoquyiyuan。

fuchankewaizoulangshangtajiuzhewotoufahenhenwangqiangshangzhuang,jianzhijiazhuapowodelian,yingbiwoshuochuneigerendemingzi。

zuihouwoshizaiaibuzhu,zhandouzheshengyinshuo,“shichenyu。”

shuowanhouwojinleshoushushi。

haizizuodiaole,wotengdesiquhuolai,huneryehaosibeichouzoule。

neijitianwojiushiyijuxingshizourou,kewofaxianjialishaolechenyudeshenying,yilianhenduotian,womeijianguota,taxiangshirenjianzhengfale。

zhishijifulianshangyipianchouyuncanwu,youshihaihuizaishufangliduozhejiaoma“buxiaozi”。wodanxinmamabawodeshigaosutale,kemamazhijiwoyige“nifangxin”deweixiao。

houlaiwocaizhidao,mamayongleyixieshouduan,lijianlechenyuhejifudeguanxi。wobuzhidaojutifashengleshenme,danwozhidaokendingshihenyanzhongdeshi,yinweijifushixiangdangtengaichenyude。

chenyubeiganchuchenjia,zhengzhengsinian。

neisinianwoyezaiguowaishangdaxue。

songwoqujichangneitianmamadingzhuwo,daolewaimianjiubazheixieshilanzaiduzili,duisheidoubieshuo,nihaixiao,renshenghenzhang,nikeyizhongxinkaishi。

“woderenshengyijingbeihuile。”wokuxiao。

neigejiaochenyudenanren,shiwoyishengdejieshu。

zaiguowaideshenghuobolanbujing,jianjianyebazheixiebukaixindeshidanwang。

zhidaosangeyueqianwobiyeguiguo,jifujiwobanleyichangguimoshengdadejiefengyan。gangchengmingliujihudoudaoqile,qizhonghaibaokuowoneimeijianguojimiandeweihunfu。

yinweishichaguanxi,zhengchangyanhuiwodouchuzaitouzhongjiaoqingdexuanyunzhuangtai,mahaibutingderangwoquyingchou。

woshizaibushengjiuli,zhaolegejiekoujiuhuifangjian。

quetingjianyushichuanlaihuahuashuiliusheng。

maobolishangyingchuyigejianshuodenanrenshenying。

wodaizaiyuandi,xinzangmorantidaosangziyan,quanshenxueyehaosidaoyong……

sinianqiandeyimumuzaijiyilihongranzhalie,xiangmoguiyiyanghuokaineidaoshangkou,xueroumohu。

yushimenhualayishenglakai,woduishangneishuanghanxingbanyanmou。

tayaojianzhixizheyigenyujin。

yujindebaiseyutajiankangdexiaomaisepifu,xiangdeyizhang。

shuizhushunzhetajianzhuang**dexiongtanghuanhuanhualuo,lengjiaofenmingdelianpang,jianmeixingmu,touchushizudenanrenqigai。

zhishitazuijiaodexiao,yirusinianqian,qingmieerxixue。

“chenfei,bielaiwuyang?”

我一时间哑了。

tadashouqingfuwolianpang,binglengdezhijiancongbinjiaodaoxiaba,yizhihuadaosuogudeweizhi……mengrantahenhenyikou,ezhuwohoulong,wozhijuedeyizhentianxuandizhuan,zhixidekongjuqingkejianmimimamapashangxintou。

“zhidaowozheisinianzaiwaimianguodeshenmerizima?”

wocaizhuyidaotacongjianbangdaoxiongqian,bianbuzhezhengningdeshangba。