sangeyueqianwoyougenchenyuzaiyiqi,zuolebukemiaoshudeshiqing。
chenyushiwojifudeerzi,congxiaowohantayishengge。
wobasuineinian,mamajiajinchenjia,dangshihongdonglezhenggegangcheng。jifujiashigangchengfushang,haomenwangzu,ermamayigehaowubeijingdeerhunnvrenjingdaizhetuoyoupingjinlezheiyangderenjia,henbukesiyi。
neishidewobudongdarenzhijiandeenyuan,zhizhidaogailexing,zheibeizizaiyejianbudaozijideqinshengfuqin。
zhidaowoshibasui,chenyubasuoyouzhengjudoubaizaiwomianqian。
yuanlaidangnianjifuquwomazhiqian,tajiuyijingzuoledisanzhe。tabazaijifushenxiazhanzhuanchenghuandexiangyanhuamiandoululexialai,jijizhengpaidechentaitai,yejiushichenyudema。
chentaitaishoubulezheige**,xinzangbingfaersi,tasideneiwan,jifuhewomazaiyiqi。
chenyubazheixiezhengjutongtongshuaizaiwolianshang,bipowozaitamianqianguixia。
neitianshiwoshibasuishengri,talaozaojiugaosuwodinglebaojian,dinglemanfangdemeiguihua,haidinglegesancengdeshengridangao。
womanhuaixinxiganguoqu,kandaochenyuzuozaishafashang,heifengyiheixiku,moseyanmou,binglengerxixue。
tatiaoqiwoxiaba,henhenyaosuimeiyigezi:“rangwokankan,yigelao**shengchulaidexiao**,daodiyouduoshaosihounanrendebenshi!”
wohehuaile,guizaidishangpinmingketouqiuta,dantahaishimeiyoufangguowo……
那晚,很痛很痛。
yizhiyuhoulaihenzhangyiduanshijian,meimeixiangdaoneigewanshang,wojiuhuiquansuochengyituan,shentitiaojianfanshebandetong。
tazhetengwanzuihouyici,shizhongganghaoqiaoxiangshierxia。
woliangtiaotuisuanteng,bingbulong,lianludoumeifazou,shafashang、dibanshangdoushibanbanxueji。dangaopengfanzaidishang,meiguihuabanyedouniansui,wojiutangzaizheiyidilangjiezhong,kanjiantashuaixiayigebinglengwuqingdeyanshen。
zhihouwojiuchenglechenyudewanwu,zhiyaotaxiang,wojiubixuji。buzheiyangzuodehua,tajiubaneixiezhengjuzhaogaotianxia,rangwomashenbaiminglie。
tayigedianhuajiunengbawocongjiaoshilituodaojiudianchuangshang。
或者他的车里。
neiduanshijianshiwoshengminglizuiheiandeshiqi,meitianshenghuozaijidukongjuheyayizhong。
benlaiwojiubuaishuohua,neishihougengbiandexiangyabayiyang,lianxiaodoubuhui。
kemeixiangdaoyoulaiyigeqingtianpili。
kaodaxuezhiqian,wotijianchachuhuaiyun。
zheixiayinmanbuzhule,xiaofangtongzhiwoma,wohedehunfeiposan,chulekushenmedoushuobuchulai。xuexiaolifengyanfengyuxiangdaozigewodexin,majiwobanlexiuxue,daiwoquyiyuan。
fuchankewaizoulangshangtajiuzhewotoufahenhenwangqiangshangzhuang,jianzhijiazhuapowodelian,yingbiwoshuochuneigerendemingzi。
zuihouwoshizaiaibuzhu,zhandouzheshengyinshuo,“shichenyu。”
shuowanhouwojinleshoushushi。
haizizuodiaole,wotengdesiquhuolai,huneryehaosibeichouzoule。
neijitianwojiushiyijuxingshizourou,kewofaxianjialishaolechenyudeshenying,yilianhenduotian,womeijianguota,taxiangshirenjianzhengfale。
zhishijifulianshangyipianchouyuncanwu,youshihaihuizaishufangliduozhejiaoma“buxiaozi”。wodanxinmamabawodeshigaosutale,kemamazhijiwoyige“nifangxin”deweixiao。
houlaiwocaizhidao,mamayongleyixieshouduan,lijianlechenyuhejifudeguanxi。wobuzhidaojutifashengleshenme,danwozhidaokendingshihenyanzhongdeshi,yinweijifushixiangdangtengaichenyude。
chenyubeiganchuchenjia,zhengzhengsinian。
neisinianwoyezaiguowaishangdaxue。
songwoqujichangneitianmamadingzhuwo,daolewaimianjiubazheixieshilanzaiduzili,duisheidoubieshuo,nihaixiao,renshenghenzhang,nikeyizhongxinkaishi。
“woderenshengyijingbeihuile。”wokuxiao。
neigejiaochenyudenanren,shiwoyishengdejieshu。
zaiguowaideshenghuobolanbujing,jianjianyebazheixiebukaixindeshidanwang。
zhidaosangeyueqianwobiyeguiguo,jifujiwobanleyichangguimoshengdadejiefengyan。gangchengmingliujihudoudaoqile,qizhonghaibaokuowoneimeijianguojimiandeweihunfu。
yinweishichaguanxi,zhengchangyanhuiwodouchuzaitouzhongjiaoqingdexuanyunzhuangtai,mahaibutingderangwoquyingchou。
woshizaibushengjiuli,zhaolegejiekoujiuhuifangjian。
quetingjianyushichuanlaihuahuashuiliusheng。
maobolishangyingchuyigejianshuodenanrenshenying。
wodaizaiyuandi,xinzangmorantidaosangziyan,quanshenxueyehaosidaoyong……
sinianqiandeyimumuzaijiyilihongranzhalie,xiangmoguiyiyanghuokaineidaoshangkou,xueroumohu。
yushimenhualayishenglakai,woduishangneishuanghanxingbanyanmou。
tayaojianzhixizheyigenyujin。
yujindebaiseyutajiankangdexiaomaisepifu,xiangdeyizhang。
shuizhushunzhetajianzhuang**dexiongtanghuanhuanhualuo,lengjiaofenmingdelianpang,jianmeixingmu,touchushizudenanrenqigai。
zhishitazuijiaodexiao,yirusinianqian,qingmieerxixue。
“chenfei,bielaiwuyang?”
我一时间哑了。
tadashouqingfuwolianpang,binglengdezhijiancongbinjiaodaoxiaba,yizhihuadaosuogudeweizhi……mengrantahenhenyikou,ezhuwohoulong,wozhijuedeyizhentianxuandizhuan,zhixidekongjuqingkejianmimimamapashangxintou。
“zhidaowozheisinianzaiwaimianguodeshenmerizima?”
wocaizhuyidaotacongjianbangdaoxiongqian,bianbuzhezhengningdeshangba。