第4章
dangshiwozhanzaiyuanchu，genjuminjianchuantong，zaimairenzhishi，xiaohaishibunengkaojinguancaigenmuxuede，buranrongyibayingziguanjinfenli，yingzijiushishenglingsanhunqipozhiyi，zhiyaoshiyingzibeiguanjinfenli，shizhujiuyoukenenghuifafeng。
woyeyeruwangchangyiyang，jianghunfanjieguoshou，ranhoubaqigaogaojuqi，zaifenmudefengtuduishanghuanrao，ranerraozheraozhehunfanjingranzijiranshaoleqilai，mingmingmeiyourenheminghuokaojin，danshizhengzhangfandoukaishijulieranshao，zhuanyanjianjiuquanburanshaodaijin，zhishengxiayigenguangtutudezhuganzaiwoyeyeshouli。
zaichangsongbinderendoufachujinghuzhisheng，tamensuiranbushidaoshi，butongshushu，danshiyejianguomairen，hunfanziranzheizhongshi，zaichangshangbairen，sheiyemeijianguo。
“budui，wanghaisheng，nibajiujingshishishenmeshihoushengde？”woyeyeniutouwangzheshenchuanxiaofu，pimadaixiaodewanghaisheng，yuqilveyoushengqidezhiwendao。
tazhongyushifaxianlewentisuozai，hunfanziranzaiwomenpaidechuanwenli，jiushisizheshengchenbaziyuchubinrizixiangchong，maizangdidianyuqiyindebufuhedaozhi，naishidaxiong！
“wo......woyebuqingchu，zhishitashenfenzhengshangzheimexiede。”wanghaishengtanlekouqi，kaikoushuodao。
“niyani，niwuledashia！”woyeyejuzhezhugan，jiangqidiuzaidishang，ranhoudianlesangenxiang，kaishizuofa，zheichangfashichixulesishifenzhong，zuihouwoyeyecairangzhongrenjiangguancaifangrumuxuedangzhong。
dengwoyeyenongwanyiqie，shijianyijingshibangwan，daitahuiwangjiazuowansongshenkeyi，yijijingchangfashihou，shijianyeyijingdaolewanshangbadianzhong。
wogentachiguowanfanjiukaishihuojihuoliaodewangjialigan，woyeyeyiluzou，yiluniandaozheshenme，jutishishenmewomeitingqingchu，danshiniandaodeyunqueshijingwendeyun。
yuemoershifenzhonghou，wogenwoyeyehuidaolejiali，tahuijiadiyijianshijiushiguanshangmen，bingqiedingzhuwodangwanpadaotazaonianjianweizijizhunbeideguancaili，wuluntingjianshenmedongjingdoubuzhunchulai，yebuzhunchusheng。
erwoyeyizhaozhetadehuayuzuole，dangwanjiupajinletadeguancaili，houbanyedeshihou，wojiamenwaichuanlaimodadefengsheng，yijiqiaomenzhisheng，bingqiehaiyourenzaihanwoyeyemingzi，buguozheihanshengwoyuetingyueshuxi，yuetingyuexiangshiyijingsiledewangdalin！
jijiaozhishihanshengxiaoshi，woyeyedeshengyinchuanlaile，sihushizaigensheijianghua，shengyinhaifeichangda，jiuxiangshizaichaojia。
daoletianliang，wocongguancailipalechulai，ranermianqianchangjingquerangwomudengkoudai，xinshenhairan。
我爷爷居然上吊了！
shitijiuxuanzaiguancaizhishang，yejiushiwodetouding！
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woyeyesile，sifajiweiqican，yesidetebieturan，wozenmeyemeixiangdao，yuanbenzaiwoyanliwusuobuneng，wanruchaorenyibandeyeye，jingranhuizaitazuishanzhangdelingyudangzhongsiyufeiming。
他是被死人杀死的！
qiantianwanshangwotingdehenqingchu，zaimenwaihanyeyederen，jiushiwangdalinshengqiandeshengyin，huaneryanzhi，dangwanzaiwuwaiqiaomen，bingqiejiaowoyeyederen，jueduishiyijingqushidewangdalin！
woyeyequshidexiaoxi，dangtianzaoshangjiuchuanbianlequancun，yishijiancunlishijifeigoutiao，bujinshicunlizhakaileguo，shenzhiliangebihaojigecunzidouwentinglexiaoxi，bijingwoyeyezaicunlizuolejishiniandebaishi，quxiehuashajiurenduming，zheixienianshouguotaenhuideren，keyishuoshishubushengshu。
raner，zuixiangandaowojialidequebingbushiwoyeyejiuguoderen，yebushiwodesanqinliuqi，gengbushiyuanzaizhenzishangdejingcha，ershizuotianlaiqingwoyeyedewanghaisheng。
tajinlaidiyijianshiqing，jiushiguizaiwoyeyeshangdiaodeshitiqian，yimiankuangshantazijierguang，yimiandishengchuoqi，zuilihaibuduangengyanzhexiangwoyeyedaoqian。
“chenxianshenga，woduibuqinia，ruguobushiwoyinmanlewobashengchen，niyebuhuibeihaisia！”
“wobaqishibingbushidingmaotunianshengren，douguaiwozaitashengqianmeiwenqingchutadeshengri，zheicaidaozhinishangdiaoxuanliang，woyouzuia！”
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dangshizhiyoubasuidewozhanzaiwoyeyeguancaipangbian，shuangyanjingjingdidaliangzhebuduandaoqiandewanghaisheng，neixinjingranmeiyouyisiyihaodebolan。
daobushiwowuqingwuyi，ershiwoyeyeziyoubianjiaowo，rendeshengsijikudoushitianyi，suiranwanghaishengyuwoyeyedesiyouzhijieguanxi，danhechangyoubushitianyirucini？
一切都是注定的！
dangshizaisangenqingxiangximieshi，woyeyejiuyinggaitingxiafasangduiwu，danshitabingmeiyouxuanzebimianhuohuan，kejianzuihoudejiejushijishangyeshitazijidejueceshiwudaozhi。
我并不恨王海生。
zhunquelaishuo，yinggaishidangniannianyouwuzhi，weijingshishidewo，genbenjiubuzhidaohenshizenyangyizhongqingxu。
wozhishijuedeneixinshifenyayi，hennanguoyehenbeishang，zhiyoubasuidewosuiranhaibutaiqingchusijiujingshizenmehuishi，danshiwoquemingbaisilederenjiuzaiyebunengchuxianzaihuorenmianqianle，woyeyezaiyebukenengzaiwomianqianchuxianle。
wanghaishengzheiyiguijiushiyigeshangwu，tabingmeiyouquchupengwoyeyedeshiti，yemeiyoulaianfuyijingkudemeiyouleishuidewo，zhidaowobacongcongmangmangdezixianchengganhuijia，wanghaishengcaicongdishangzhanleqilai。
“chenyulong，woduibuqixiongdinia，nibabugaiside，douguaiwo......”
wanghaishengjianwobatarutangwudamen，yushiganjinniutouxiangzhewobaguilexiaqu，shengleijuxiadechanhuizhe，jiuxiangshizaiqingqiuwobayuanliang。
wobaxianshizhengzhengdedingzheyeyexuanguadeshitixujiu，erhouyousaoshileyiyanguizaidishangdewanghaisheng，zuihoucaizhangzhangdetanlekouqi。
“tianyi，doushitianyi，haisheng，wobadesibingbuguaini，tajinniandangyouyijie，jiusuannibulaiqingta，yehuiyouqitashiqinghuilaiyaotaxingming。”
“nixianzaizuiyinggaidanxindebingbuyinggaishiwohuibuhuiyuanliangni，ershiyinggaidanxinnibamailezhihou，jiujinghuibuhuianning，zuotiannaishihongshari，nibaruguoshidingmaotunianchushengneijiuanranwuyang，danruguobushi......nijiakongpajiuhuifengmenjuehu！”
wobashangqianyibabaozhuyeyeshiti，yimianbatazifangliangzhishangfangxia，yimianqingshengshuodao。
wentingciyan，wanghaishengzhijiebeihedeshuangtuifaruan，yi**zuozailewojiatangwudeshuinidishang，tamianseshabairuxue，shuangchunzhandoubuzhi，yankuangyuanzheng，jinjinningshizhewoba，tasihushiyouhuayaowen，queshizhongmeiyoukaikou。
hongshari，naishilaohuanglidangzhongdexiongsharizhiyi，danshiqixiongxingyouyuyanggongjiyushashiributong，yanggongjiheshashirishibaishibuli，wanshibuji，wulunshijianzao，kaizhang，qiaoqian，haishifasangdoujiangzhaolaizaihuo。
erhongsharizeshijixiongbuding，zailaohuanglidangzhong，meigeyuedouhuiyouhongshari，zheiyitiangenjushengxiaoshuxingbutonglaipandingjixiong。
huanjuhuashuojiushishiergeyuedangzhong，zonggongyoushiergehongshazhiri，zhenghaoduiyingshiershengxiao，meigehongsharidouyouliyumouyigeshengxiao，erbuliyuqiyushiyigeshengxiao。
youlideshengxiaozaidangtianshibaiwujinji，wanshidaji，erbulideshengxiaozeshichuchupengbi，zhushibuyi，shenzhiyouxueguangzhizai。
tangruobushiyuhongsharixiangfuhedeshengxiaofasang，jiashuqirizhineibidingdaodamei，qingzequegeboduantui，zhongzefengmenjuehuduanzijuesun！
erzuotianhongshari，zhenghaojiushiduiyingshengxiaoweituderen，woyeyexuanzederizibingmeiyoucuo，cuodeyinggaishiwanghaishengbaolejiadeshengchenbazi，zheigezuofabujinweiwoyeyerelailexueguangzhizai，shenerzhiyuhaiweitajialimaixialexiongxianzhijideyinhuan。
“yu......yulong，jiujiuwo，niyidingyaojiujiuwo，wojiabunengzaisirenle，womencongxiaowandaoda，nibunengjiansibujiua！”
wanghaishengtanzuozaidishangliangjiu，shenxileshukouliangqihou，fangcaihuangzhangwanfendezhuaizhewobadekutui，shengyinhuangkongdeaiqiuwobachushoujiuta。
“ai，sangyijingfale，renyeyijingmaile，yinyijingzhongxiale，guokongpabukenizhuanle，nijiabidinghuiyourendingzhesun，wonengzuodejiuzhinengwanhuisiwangrenshu。”
wobataishouqiazheshouzhi，zuiliniandaoleyizhen，zuihoushuangyanweibi，wunaidaolejidiandegantandao。
“keyikeyi，nengjiuyigesuanyige，zhiyaonengbaozhuwowangjiaxianghuobumie，wulunzenyangdoukeyi！”wanghaishengyijingjiejinbengkuile，lianshangbiaoqingzhengning，yuqijiweihuangzhangdehouzhe。
“yeba，dengwobaihaolingtang，jiudaiwoqunijiamudiyitangba，duile，haidejiaoshangjigenianqingnanrenrangtamendaishangchutou，zhuagoudengdongxi，daoshihouyongdeshang。”
wobahuayinluoxia，tangwuwaiwomuqinlingzheyizhongqinqijinlewu，zhongrenweiraozaiwoyeyetangzhedeguancai，quanbuhualaladekuleqilai。
jiantamendouzaiku，woyegenzhetamenkuleqilai，neixindebeishangganyezhongyubeiwoshifanglechulai。
wobaxiangwomajiaodailejiju，womaduitadianlediantou，ranhoujiukaishizhangluozhebuzhilingtang，wobazijizelingzhewohewanghaishengchulemen。
wanghaishenggenwobachumenhou，jiujicongcongdehanlailewangjiaqinqidangzhongdenianqingnanren，tamendoukangzhechutoudenggongju，yuemosanshilaige。
“shugou，shushe，shuhou，shuhu，shulongderen，quanbuzhanchulai。”wobadingzhemianqiandeyidaqunren，lengjingdekaikoushuodao。
wentingcihua，wangjiayizhongqinqidangzhong，youliuqigezhanlechulai，shengxiadezemeiyoudong。
“haole，nimengenwozouba，shengxiadekeyiquwojiabangmangbuzhilingtang。”
shuowanhou，wobajiulingzhezheiqunren，lazhewodeshou，genzhewanghaishengchaozhezuotianfasangdedaoluerqu。
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womenzouleyuemosishifenzhong，zhongyushilaidaolezuotianmaizangwanghaishengfuqindedifang，zheilibeikaozhegaoshan，mianduizheheshui，zuomianshigaosongdeshanqiushulin，youmianshidiaidetitian。
houyouxuanwuzuokaoshan，qianyoumingtangkuankuochengliang，youqinglongtengkongyuqi，youyoubaihufushouchengchen，shizuidianxingdefengshuihaoxue，danshiwofuqinzaijiandaozheigexuechangbujuhou，quemeitoujinzhou，dangjituokouerchuyijuhua:“zaole，zheixuechangkongpashiyaoyinlaidabiangu！”
wofuqindehuayuzhiyoulitazuijindewocaitingdeqingchu，wanghaishengjuliwofuqinpianyuan，yincibingmeiyouwanquantingmingbai，tazhuanguoshenlai，xiangwofuqinxunwendao:“yulongnishuoshenme？”
“bafenwale！”wobashenshouzhizhemianqianyongshikuaileiqilaidewangdalinfenying，chongzhewanghaishengjiqiyizhongqinqishuodao。
“a？！”wanghaishengchayiwanfendedingzhewoba，shouzhongchutoudoubeihedediaoluozaidi，fachuyishengmenxiang。
“woshuowalenibadefen！”wobameitouzhoujin，youzhongfuleyicitongyangdehuayu。
zheiyiciwangjiaquanburendoumuguangjingededuizhewofuqin，lianshangdouluchulebuxizhise。
挖坟？
zheikeshizanglidaji，yishidanibudaozhiju！！！