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cengjingdezhiyouyisharuier......
cengjingdezhiyou......
cengjingde，zhiyou.......
womenzhijiandeguanxi，qishizhibuguoshicengjingdezhiyouma？erxianzai，shenzhilianzhiyoudoubuzaishilema？
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yisharuier，xianzai，xianzaidewoliantaiqitouyangwangni，yinweicainengdechayierjidunidezigedoumeiyoulema？wo，wodaodigaizenmeban？
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zidanshengzaiwozijisuozhuanxiexialaidecankushijieyijingguoquleershiernian，ziwozaicishidejiaxianghuimieyeyijingguoquleshinian，ziwoyushangyisharuieryijingguoquleliunian，ziwojiaruluosaladiguodebianjiangshuweiyijingguoqulewunian，ziwozuoweijiushixiaoduideyiyuanjinruwuguangzhidiyijingguoquleliangnian。
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yinweiwosuodanshengdedifang，shendaiyaosaidoushimaiyehaerzaiwodezishelishiyongbulunxiandeshendaibaolei，zhishao，zaiwodejiyili，woshiweicengxieguotayoubeigongpodeyitian，woyeyincixinanlidedejianjiankaishijieshouzheixinshijie。
dan，zuoweizheishijiandejueduitongzhizhe，modehuashen，qiheizhilong，damo，peiluangdemengte！taquedapolewodexinanlide，neiyitian，baohuzhedoushidetianqiongpingzhangbeitaqingyisisui，cengjingfanrongchangshengdemaiyehaer，yintadecunzaierhuazuolesicheng。
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zhishi，dangneihuangruoweibeileshijianrenhezhilidedamoxilai，congtaneisanfadekepazhangqizhizhongxinglaishi，wokanzheyijingbeiwoshizuoguxiangdemaiyehaerhuazuoleyizuosicheng。
kanzhewushuxirishuxiderensizaiyinantiankongzhixiadecanzhuang，woweizijisuozhuanxiedezheigecankushijieergandaonanyiyanyudeaohui，wozhijueneixinyibeiyadechuanbuguoqilai，woweixirishuxiderenershangxin，woweizijisuozhuanxiedezheigecankushijieeraohui，woyinzheiyiqieerzenghenwoziji！
woxiangweizheiyiqiejinxingbujiu，woxiangyaoyiwozijideliliang，jiangzheiyinweijuedeshuaiqierzhuanxiexialaiderenweicaojiedexianshiyongxingdonglaigaixie。
weici，wojiangshixiankanxiangleyaoyuandexibufangxiang，yinweiwocengzhuanxieguo，zaishijiedexibu，youzheyigeyouhunluanwuxudeshikongzhizhongguilaideshengezhesuozhichengdeqiangdadiguo，qimingweiluosaladiguo，yeshizhenggeshijiezuiqiangderenleishili，woxiangyaoquneili，yinweiwojuedewoyinggainengzaineiliweiwosuoqijizhishigongxianyifenliliang。
weici，wojujueletongyangzaizhangqizhixiaxingcunrenmendeyaoqing，xinzhonglixialehongyuan，woyaoshasineikezengdeqiheizhilong，woyaogaibianzheibeimosuotongyudeshijie，yishiersuidexiaoxiaonianji，duzimairuleweixiandewuguangzhidi。
danwozijiyeqingchu，zheizhongxiangfa，buguoshiwuqudemengyibale，huoxu，wodangshibingbushiweileneilixiadehongyuanerxiangyaoquxunzhaoluosaladiguo，ershidanchundexiangyaojizijizhengzhadejiaxiang，xiangyaotaobiyiqie，ranhouqiusi？yizheibandeshouduanjinxingtaobi......
dangran，woyecengxiangguoliyongxinxicha，tongheneixiebeizhuanxiexialaideyingjielaijinxingtaofahegaibian，danzheiyangdeniantouyeshigangshengqibianluoxiale，yinweiwozijizaizhuanxiedeshihouyouyimohuletamensuochudeshidai，zhishiyinweiqianshidewojuedeneiyangliubaihuihenshuaiqi，henyoushishigan......
zheizhongqianshimaixiadeyinjiwojiexialekusedeguoshi，wocongmaiyehaerdetushuguanzhizhongkandaolexuduoyingjiedeliechuan，rangwowufamingbaiwosuochudeshidaiweihe，rangwowufaquedingshifounengyushangneixiezhuanxiexialaideyingjie，erqie，napazhendejiangwosuoyanshuodezheixiegaozhitaren，tarenshifouhuixiangxin？youqishidangzheigeshijieshangbenlaijiuyouhenduofengfengdiandiandeyuyanzhedeshihou！
wobuzhidaohuiyoushenmeyangdejieguo......
napadaoxianzai，woyebuyuanjidangshideniantouxiadinglun，zhishi，zaimanzhangdeyoudangshenghuoli，beicankuxianshisuoroulindewoyebiandexianshile，neilixiadehongyuanyecongqiangliedechongdongheyuanjingbianchengleyizhongkongdongdemengxiang，chengweileweilenenggourangzijigouhuoxiaqudeliyou，shuzhigaogededongxi，woxiangyaowengudemaodian，danxianshiquezhishixiangwozhanxianneizhishiyigexufuwulidefubiao。
meiyoushenmedongxikeyizhenzhengdezhichengzhewoqianxing，wohuangruozaiwudideshenyuanzhishangxingzou，shenyuanzhixiachuanlaidezhenfengrangwodongyao，erxingzoudeluyouzhishiyitiaoyuelaiyuexideshengsuo，wozhijueneishidezijiwanruxingshizourou，huozhedeliyouyuelaiyuedanbo，youshiwodouzaihuaiyiwozijishifou......
zheizhongkongdongdaobirenfafengderizizhidaowoyushangleyisharuiercaideyijieshu，tashiwoziwuguangzhidiliulangdesinianyilai，weiyiyigeyuanyiyuwozheige“fengzi”yiqizouderen。
yeshizaihetadejiechuzhong，wocaiyoulejiaotashidiyixiedeshigan，youneiwubikongdongdegaibianshijie、shasidamozheizhongwangxiangkaishi，youlezhenzhengyaoshouhuderen，youlezhenzhengdeshishizaizai、nenggouchujidaodeshiqing，woyeyoulezhenzhenzhengzhengdemaodian。
“wohuiyizhiheniyiqide！”
neishitahuangzhangdemoyang，suoshuochukoudezhineneryouzhenzhideyanyu，neifuchangjing，rujinyijiuwanruzhenbaobanzangzaiwoneixindezuishenchu，wanrumitangbanweiwokusedexinlingtigongzuiweiganmeidetianmi，zhiyuzhewoxinzhongdekuse。
yeshizaitadepeibanxia，woneixufudemengxiangyehaoxiangyoulezhenshide、keyishixiandekenengxing，jiyulewoyizuibaoguidexinxin，womenjinglizhongzhongxianzu，yitongjiaruleluosaladiguobianjiangyoushengezhesuotongshuaidebianjiangshuweibudui。
zaineiliyitongjieshouzheyankedexunlian，zaineiliwomenyitongjinbuzhe，womengongtonglixialeyuedingyushiyan，neishiderizihuoxushiwozheiyishengzhizhongzuichongshi，yezuimeihaoderizi。
zhishi，dangwomenzhenzhengmairuwuguangzhidideshihou，zhenzhengcongxunlianyingzhizhongzaicimairumanshimoshoudewuguangzhidishi，wocaijuewangdelijie，shenmeshicainengdechaju，zaiguoquhaizaibianjiangshuweiderizili，taqishiyizhidoushizaiyangaizhezijidecaihua，yizhirangwocuowuderenweiwomenshizhanzaiyiqide。
kemianduineiqiangdademoshou，lingrenjuewangdemorenshi，wocaizhenzhengfajue，womencongshizhizhongqishidoumeiyouzhanzaiyiqi，zhishitazaizheirenshengdemouyishikeyouyidekongzhizhezijidejiaobuzhanzaiwodepangbian，jiurangwozijiyouletashihewoyiyangde，shihuihewoyizhitongxingxiaqudecuojue。
womenkouzhongsuolixiadeshasidamo，gaibianshijiedehongyuan，zaiwodekouzhongzhishiyigexuwupiaomiaodemengxiang，erzaitadekouzhong，zeshitazuizhonghuiwanchengdeshiqing，caihuadechajujiushizheibandelingrenjuewang。
zaibuzhijuejian，wopinshangxingming，xiangyaoquyiminglaimibuchaju，danxianshishicankudaolingrenzuooude，bulunwozenyangdequpin，bujinmeinengdailaishenmechengguo，fanerhaishizuoweiyigelahoutuide，rangtaxianrulexianjing。
judadechajurangrengandaojuewangbandewuli，woyejianjiandejiduqitadetianfenheqiangda，jidushibuyingde，shihuishulibicizhijiandeguanxi，rangganqingduanlie，danwochulejiduzhiwai，younengruhe，zhiyoujiducainengrangwojixuhetachanshenglianxi，zhiyoujiducaikeyi，ruolianyongyoujiduzheiyangganqingdezigedoubuzaiyongyou，neiwobianzhinenganrantuichang，ruxianzaizheiban，beisheqi......
shulizhexinxu，jixuyangwangzheyuanyue，woyijingbuzhiwojiexialaigaihequhecongle。
shifangqiguoqudejianchi，jiurutasuoshuodeneiyang，zaizheigecunzhuangyinju？
shiqishenjixuzhuixuntamendebufa，napajiuxiangshilingrenzengedegenpichong，yeyaoyizhibaneiyuedingjianxingxiaqu？
haishiwangleta，zijiduziyirenzhongxinzoushangneiguduzhilu，qujianxingneifenzuichudeyuanjing，qingjinzijideyiqiequwanchengneikongdongdemengxiang？
wobuzhidao......
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fenfendexuehuaziyinandetiankongzhishangpiaoluoerxia，jiangluoyuzheiandanwuguangdedadi，piguazaiyinyudeshumuzhishang，weizheihuiandeshijiefugaishangyicenglengjidebaisewaiyi。
yizuobuzhiyuanyuheshidegulaoyijichulizaicichudezheipianhuiandadizhishang。
zaizheiduanbicanyuan、yiranbeichenaisuozhanjudegulaofeixudemouchujiaoluo，fujiudemubanyuxinchaizaiganzaodequyubeiduiji。
bansuizheshouchimozhangdelanfamoshushideyigexiangzhi，xinchaiyumubanbianbeidianran，yuanxianyinandeyijineibuyeyinhuoguangerbiandemingliangqilai。
zhishi，yuanxianyingdangzuoweiduiwuneidezhuxingu，zaiyewankaiqiyitianzongjiehexinyitiananpaidezhudaozhe，chuanzhezhehualidebaipaoyinjiadeshaonvcikequeshizuozaihuoduipang，shuangyanchaozheyijizhiwaidefangxiangkanqu，hunranwushilezhouweijirendemuguang。
kanzhezheiyangxinbuzaiyandeshaonv，chuanzhezheyinsequanshenkaidezhuangshuonanrenzaichenmozhongdiyigefasheng。
“jirannishizheimedefangbuxianuote，neiyouweishenmefeiyaoqiangpotalikaini？shenzhiweicitichutiaojianlairangwomentongyinidejihua，yisharuier。”
shaonv，yisharuierzeshijixukanxiangyijizhiwai，kanzhetajiyizhizhongfeideercundefangxiang，taqingqingdeshuozhe，toudouweicengniuguokanxiangtongban。
“yinweiruguotajixugensuizheduiwuxingjin，neimeyizhaotaxianzaidezhuangtai，jixumianduizhexianzaiwomenyaoduifudediren，tahuihenkuaidesiqu，tanenghuoduojiu，jinqujueyuwonengduokuaidejieshuzhandou，ranhouduitajinxingbangzhu，tayijingshizaishiwufagenshangwomendejiaobu，wufagenshangwoqianjindejiaobu，xianzaidetazaiwosuoyaomianduideduishoumianqian，buguoxiangshichenshayiyangmiaoxiao，ruoxiao......”
lingtingzheyisharuierdeyanyu，chuanzhezhongjiadenanren【ahegeer-teleide】shengyinquesishifenmenleqilai。
“ketashiyimingzhanshi！dangtatashangwuguangzhidideshihou，tayijingzuohaolesizaizheipiandadishangdejuewu！erniqiangxingrangtatuichudejuzhishijiantaletadezunyan！shizaipohuaizhetadezizun！shenzhirangtasizaizheipiandadishangdouhaoguobeinijianta！”
zheiyangdeyanyuquehuangruocitongleyisharuierdeshenjing，tadiyicideniuguoletou，kanxiangleahegeer，meilidemianpangfennudezhengningzhe，yaojinsedeyanmouzhanluchuzengedeguangmang，tadahouzhe。
“wozhidaotashizhanshi！danduiwolaishuo，tadezhanshishenfengenbenwuguanjinyao！tashiwozuiaideren！tashiwozuizaihuderen！tagengshiwoweiyidejiaren！wobuxiangrangwoweiyidejiarensiqu！weixiandeshiqingzhixuyaoyoucaihuadewoyigerenjiuhaole！cengjingdeyuedinghechengnuojiujiaojiwoyigerenjiuhaole！
tazhixuyaozaianquandedifangdengdaiwodeguilaijiuhaole！wohuititazuohaosuoyoudeshiqing！haowuyiyidesizaizheipiandadishangdejuewugenbenjiushibuxuyao！tabuyinggaihaowuyiyidesizaizheili！”
zhishi，kanzhezheiyangdeyisharuier，yuanxianlianshangguazhefenmenzhiyideahegeercikeyesishilianminqilai：
“weici，napashizuochulenizhiqianneiyangdebaoxingyeshizaisuobuxima？niyoucengkaolvguo，dangnijiangtadeshouwanzheduandeshihou，nimenzhijiandeguanxijiukenengyiranduanlie，zaiyewufahuifule？
ruofeiwodangshidezuzhi，nimenzhijiandeguanxizaiweilaibieshuoshijiarenle，lianpengyoudouzuobucheng！shenzhidouhuichengweichouren！nijiangtashizuoqinmiwujiandejiaren，taquehuiyinweinidebaoxingerjiangnishizhiweikezengdechouren！”
kanzheahegeerrenzhendeyanshen，yisharuierneiyaojinsedeyanjingquebuzijuedebikai，andanlejifen。
“napashizaotayuanhen，beitashizuokezengdechouren，woyeshikeyijieshoude，zhiyaotanenggouhuozhejiuhao，zonghaoguoyinweiwodezongrongerhaowuyiyidesizaizheiwuguangzhidishang。”
tarucidinanzhe，shengyinyemeiyouleganggangdezhandingjietie。
“neininenggoujieshoudangnijieshuleyiqie，zaicijiandaotashi，tadeshenbianzhanlizheyigemoshengdenvrenma？nenggoujieshoutaheqitanvrendeqinnima？shenzhininenggoujieshoutahebiedenvrenxiangaibingdanxiazisima？！”
“wojueduibu......”
mianduizheigexindewenti，tataiqitou，yuanxianxiangyaobennengdechusheng，danqueyoufaxiancikedezijizenmeyewufajiangzheiyuanxiandasuantuokouerchudeneirongshuochukou，tabuneng，yemeiyouzigeshuo“buneng”，ganggangyinweijidongdeqingxuershanyaodeyanjingzaiciandanxialai。
“wo，wonenggoujieshoutadeshenbianyouqitadenvren，nenggoujieshoutaheqitanvrenqinni，yenenggoujieshoutahe，taheqita......”
muguangbugandeshanshuozhe，zhijiaqianrulezhangxin，pokaishangkousuoliuchudexianxueranhonglezhijia，yachijinyaozhezuichun，xianxuecongzuichunzhishangliuchu，ranhongzhetajiebaideyachi，tajiuzheiyangqianglingzhezijishuochuzijibuyuanshuochudeneijuhuayu，danahegeerkandechutafazibenxindejiduankangjuyubuyuan。
“weishenmenijiubunengxiangtatanchengyixie，gaosutanidezhenzhengxiangfa？feiyaoyizheiyangdebaoxinglaiqiangxinglingtatingxiajiaobu？”
“yinwei，tabuhuitingde，zicongwozhanluchuzheyandecaihuahou，womenzhijiandejulijiuyuelaiyueyuan，taweilecengjingdechengnuoshenzhiyizijideshengmingweidaijiazhuiganzhewodejiaobu，kequebuguanzenyangnulidouwufazhuishang，tajiduzhewo，bulunzenyangkaichengbugongdequanjie，tadouzhihuijiangzhilijieweiwozaijiantatadenuli，jiantataderenge。
chufeishiworangtaganshoudaowodejueyi，napashichedifeiletayeyaorangtalikaidejueyi，fouze，tashijuebuhuilikaide，tayouzhetazijidejianchi，tayouzhetazijideaoyi，ruguowoxiangyaodachengwodemude，jiuzhinengruci。”
“nihenuotezaiyiqineimejiu，neiniyeyinggaizhidao，nizuochuneiyangdebaoxinggenbenmeibanfazhenzhengdeyueshuzhuta，tahuixiangfangshefadelikai，shenzhifanerhuiyincizouxianggengjiajiduandedaolu，zheiyang，zhendemeiwentima？”
“wozhidao，suoyi，wojitaliuleyifengxin，zaixinli，wohetayuedinghaole，napatayijiuhuilikai，zheici，tayehuibiandejinshenqilai，tahuibaoquanzheyishenxingming，dengdaiwojieshuyiqiehouduitadejieshi。”
kanzhezheiyangdizhetou，buganzhishiziji，shenzhiruanruodaokuaiyaokuchulaideyisharuier，zuoweitamencengjingdaoshideahegelazhijuexinxufuza，yingdangshuoshitadetianzhen，haishiyingdangshuoshitamenbiciduibicibenxingdequexin？
“nijiuzheimequedingma？”
“shide，wuluntazhihouhuizouxianghechu，zuihou，tayidinghuizaineilidengwode！bulundaoneishi，tahuiruhedaiwo，zhiyaozuizhongtanenggoujienawo，wo，wodounengjieshou......”
zhishishuozhezheixiehuayudeshihou，tadeshengyinquemeiyouneiyangdezhandingjietie，shenzhiduoleyifendebeiqie。
“buguo，jiu，shizaishimeiyougenghaoyixiedebanfama？zuihaoyezhinengrucilema？”
tingzheahegeerdehuayu，yisharuiertaiqiletou，jinbidezuijiaoluchulekusexiaorong，kanxiangleta，zhishineiyaojinsedeyanmouandanwuguang，weiyouxiexujingyingdeleiguangzaitadeyankuangzhongshanyao。
“dangranyou，neijiushirangwokuzhegaosuta，woyijingzaiyebuxiangzaizheiweixiandewuguangzhidishangmaoxian，buzaixiangweileneihongdadeyuanjingerpinshangxingming，wozhixiangyaohetayiqishenghuo，zhaoyichuanquandedifangyiqiduguoyusheng，hetayiqisiben，zhiyaowobiaoxiandezugouruanruo，jiunenggouzaicichengweitashuxide、youtabihudeneigeruanruodehaizi。
zheishiwoxinzhongrangwozijihuodexingfuzuikuaidejiejing，yeshidachenglebuzuochuneiyangbaonvezhijudebanfa，dan，wobunengpohuaihetalixiadeyueding，wobuxiangrangtazaineikenengderizilineixinzaoshouzhemo，wobunengzheiyang......”
kanzhezheiyangsisizhuazhegebo，haowuzheyandezhanluchujuanyiheshiluodeyisharuier，ahegeerchenmozhe，shenpangquanshenbangfuzhebengdaideliemaoyeshiyirujiwangdechenmozhe，weiyoushouchizhemozhangdesaierweizaizheishishuozhe：
“jiranshiqingyijingfashengle，neimeyebuyaojixuzaizheishangmianlangfeishijianle，weiyoujinkuaijieshuzheiyiqie，cainengyouyuyuweineixieshiqingfannao。buranbieshuobuyuanjiandaodeneiyimule，huoxuxiayicizaijianmianjiushikandaogengcankudeyimu，kandaoduifangqicandeshishouhuoshiyijingzhangmanqingtaidemubei。”