第二章 又想甩了我
yutingwanganghuidaosongjia，ketingjiuzuozhesongjiasuoyouren。sheidoumeishuohua，shijianfangfojingzhi。taguanmendeshengyindouxiandeyouweicier。songnantingdeshixianwangleguolai，shensebiyiwangdouyaoyansu，“huilaile。”yutingwanzhuzaisongjiashinianzhijiu，zicongshiwusuishi，tabeiyujiazhaohui，shuoshitamenliuluozaiwaidenver。tachengleyujiadezhenqianjin，yuzhiziranjiucongyangzunchuyoudedaxiaojiebianchengleyigemaopaihuo。danyangyuduonian，yujiadaodishebudetayikuernaosanshangdiao，jiubayutingwansongdaosongjia，liyoushiyouhunyuebangshen，fangbianlianggehaizipeiyangganqing。buliaoyuzhiwenyanyoukaishizuo，shuohesongshaoanliangqingxiangyue，yaoyutingwanchengquan。neinianyutingwannianshiqi，qingdouchukai，queyejishiyizhizhu，yiweirizihuianwenxialai，sheizhidaosongfurenyoubutongyiyuzhihesongshaoanzaiyiqi。zaitadeyapoxia，yutingwanhesongshaoandinghun，jiehun。rujinnaochuzheimedadexiaohua。songnantingneiyangaimianzideren，yankanzhejiuyaonaxiayigejingbiaojinrushangliuquanzi，yanxiachuleluanzi，zhenshishalesongshaoandexindouyou。pianpianjiuzhiyouzheiyigedumiao，dongbude。“回来了就吃饭。”nianguowushidenanrenyiyezhijianfangfoyoulebaifa，yutingwanbujinxinzhongxixu。zheixienian，songnantingfufuduitahaisuanbucuo，biyufurenneiqinshengmuqingengxiangqinsheng，rujinkanzhetazheiyang，duoshaoyouxieyuxinburen。饭桌上。songfurenjiyutingwanjiacai，“wanwan，nibiezaiyi，shaoanjiushiwanxindalexie，guoduanshijiantahuihuilaide，nagenanrenbuxihuanwanwan，hekuangshitani，womensongjiazhirenniyigeerxi。”yutingwangangyaoshuoshenme，zhitingerbianchuanlai‘pa’deyisheng。shisongnanchengshuailewankuai，“tineigeniezhangzuoshenme！congjinyihoutabushiwoerzi。”yijuhuahaimeishuowan，bianqidehuxikunnan。songfurenlianmangzhaoyaoanfu，“nishuoni，qixingzheimedaganshenme！zaibazijiqichuhaodai，nirangwozenmebana，dadexiaodedoubushengxin。”yutingwanyefangxiakuaizi，meiyouleshiyu。dengsongnantingchihaoyaoyoushuo，“dengguoduanshijian，nijiujinsongshixuexi，wobasongshiquanquanjiaojini！neixiaozibushiwosongjiaren！”songfurenkuzhechuita，“youshuoqihua！nishiyaocunxinqisiwo！”yutingwanxinzhi，songnanchengzheishikansongshaoanbuzai，xiangrangzijizanshibangmangdalisongshi，dengsongshaoanhuilai，tahaihuishisongshidezhuren。yutingwandaozuibianjujuedehuayoutunlehuiqu，mouguangweiweishanshuo，huanhuanchuixialetou，“haodebaba。”zheisongshanglaidejihui，jujuejiubuduile。dierri，yutingwanjinrusongshi。……两年后。“轻点。”hunandeshinei，youandedengguangzuoluozaichuangtou。yigegebeisikaidexiaoyusansaluozaidishang，chanjindishangdeleisiyiwuli。rouruandanxingdeximengsidachuangshang，aimeideshengyinciqibifu。zuihouyicijieshu，yutingwannaqishoujikanleyanshijian，yijingxiawuliudian。qidianshisongshijubandeyanhui，zaibuzoujiulaibujile。jushuosongshaoanyehuihuilai。zheiliangniansongshibeiyutingwandalidefengtouzhengsheng，qixiadeqingshepinpaiyechenggongdaxiangmingsheng，tayechenggongshengdaofuzongjianzhiwei，zhiyaozainaxiajinruguojishangchangyiloudehaoweizhi，tajiunengshengdaozongjian。xiangyaodedaozijixiangyaode，quanlijiuyaoyueda。meinengdengdaosongnanchengqiuzhetahuilaideneitian，songshaoanruyisuanpanluokong，zhinengzijihuiliuliudepaohuilai。haiyoutaneizhigaoqiangdejiaoqi，yuzhi，cishipashiyaoqizhale。zhibuguosongshaoanhuilai，tayebunengzongshichulaiwanle，yutingwanyouxieyihan。zhengxiangzhe，yaoshenbeishenhouderenhuanzhu。qiangliedeheermengqixipumianerlai。meicijieshuzhihou，tadexiaoyabadouhuizheiyangbaozheta，toudazaitajianbangshang。yutingwanhenxihuantashenshangzidaidelenglieqixi，neigudandandeboheweichanzazhexuesongdeweidaorangtahenshangtou。tabaozheta，suiyuejinghao，“jinwanhuilai？”keshinayoushenmesuiyuejinghao，buguoshiyourenzaifuzhongqianxing。yutingwanpaipaitajieshideshoubei，ranhouquchuanyifu，“buhui，yihoudoubuhuile。”hefuxiaoyanzhongxin‘zaiyiqi’zhihou，tamenyouleyigezhiyoutamenzhidaodedifang，suanshimimijidi。tingdaotabinglengdeshengyin，nanrenmeitoujinjinzhouqi，lanzhutadejianbang，jiangtazhenggerendouzhuanguolai。cishitameichuanrenheyifu，chiluozhexiongtang，jieshibaixidejirouzaihunhuangdedengguangzhaoyaoxiaxiandegengweixinggan。gangyundongwan，fujishangjidihanzhuhualuojinrubeizili，xinggandeqingjinhaimeichedixiaotun。“什么意思？”nanrenyouandeyanmousisidedingzheyutingwan，kansipingjing，haosizaiyinyunzhefengbao，“youyaoshuailewo？”tashoushangyongleliqi，yutingwanchitong，zhengzhaleyixia，kanleyanshoubeideweizhi。yijinghongle，denghuiwanyanhaiyaochuanqunzi，beirenfaxianduannijiubuhaole。“xiaoyaba，chengniannannvzhijian，nanhuannvai，nilejiufenkai。”yutingwanyijingquchuanyifu。“nanbuchengnihaixiangwoduinifuze？”tadangchukeshizoudeneimechedi，xiaoshideyiganerjing。tazhuanshen，kanzhetashoubeishangdeqingjinyouzhongxinxianluchulai，tazhidao，tazaiyizhizijidefennu。danrujinliangrenchajubushiyixingbandian，tayebuyunxuzijizaifangzongxiaqule。shiyezhongjiushibizheixiedongxizhongyao。tacongbaolinachuyizhangka，fangzaixuanguanshang，ranhouquchuanxie。“zheishijinide，shuohaolebaoyangni，woshuohuasuanshu。”taneishuangfengqingwanzhongdetaohuayanweiweishangyang，nachukouhongduizheshoujiyunrankailai，ranhounaqineizhangka，hongchunqingqingtieshangqu，liuxiayigeqingxidechunyin。jiangkajiazaicongbaidezhijian，yutingwanhongchunyangqi，“jidetuifang。”fuxiaoyanjinianqianxiaoshidewushengwuxi，rangtazhaob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