“我妈？”
wotingleshifuzheihua，limaheleyitiao，wodangranzhidaowoshifushuodezheihuashishenmeyisi，gangcainvrenshixiaoshihoujiwonaishuihedeneitoumulanga！
kanwoliansefabai，shifulimazouleguolai，“tagangcaigennishuoshenmele？”
woxinzhongyouxiehuang，shenzhiyouxiebuzhisuocuo，womajuranlaikanwole，danshitaweishenmebuzhijieshuoa。
wojianggangcaiwomashuodesuoyouhuayizibuloudequanshuojishifutingle，talengxiaoleyisheng，ranhoukanxianglewaimian。
“renyourendao，yaoyouyaodao，ruguonizhendeshiweilexiaotianhao，biezaiguolaile！”
shifudeshengyinhenda，wojinzhangdedingzheqiheidemenwai，buzhishiwodecuojuehaishishenme，zaiheianzhongwoganjueyouyishuangyanjingkanlewohenjiuhenjiu，danzhongyubeiheianyanmei，xiaoshile，zaiyemeiyouchuxianguo……
zheiyitianguohou，woyiweiwomabuhuizaiguolaikanwo，menkouyezaiyemeiyouyetuzhileidedongxi，zhidaoyouyitianzhongwudeshihou，cunzhangyiliantanqidetuimenjinlai。
yinweijintianshiyintian，woshifubingmeiyouchuqu，takandaocunzhangjinlaizhihouziranzhanqilaiyingleguoqu，woyehaoqidezouguoqu。
“ai，cuntoudechenmujiangsile，laolia，nibangmangquchuliyixiaba。”
cunzhangdeshengyinyouxieqiguai，sihukandaoleshenmekongbudeshiqing。
shifumeitouyizhoudewen，“chenmujiangshizenmeside？”
woxinzhongyeshifendehaoqi，zheichenmujiangwozhiqiantoutoudejitasuanguoming，dandanshuoshoumingba，bushuozhangmingbaisui，danyenengzhishaohuogeqibashisuiyinggaimeishenmewentide，kewoyaoshijidemeicuodehua，chenmujiangyinggaibudaosishi。
nandaoshiwosuanmingdebenshitaichale？
cunzhanglianseyouxiefabaideyaotou，“woyeshuobuqingchu……”
“cunzhang，youshenmeshinizhijieshuojiuxingle。”woshifushuodao。
tingcunzhangzheimeyishuo，woyehaoqixindaqi。
cunzhangyouyuleyixia，caizhanzhanweiweideshuodao，“tahaoxiangbushizijiside，yebushirenshaside，ershi……”
“ershishenme？”wojinjiezhewen。
cunzhangshenshendexilekouqi，caijixushuodao，“ershibeishenmeyeshouyaoside，chenmujiangzhenggexinwodoubeitaokongle，herendehen……”
woxinzhongyijing，yeshou？nandao……
shifulianseyichen，zigudeshoushizhebinzangyongdedongxi，genzhecunzhangzoulechuqu，woxianggenzhequ，danwoshifuzhuanguotoulai，lianyouxiekongbudedingzhewo，“daizaidianli！jizhu，ruguoneichushengzailaile，nijiugentashuo，tazuozheixieshihuizaotianfade！”
shuowanzheihuashifuyijingzoulechuqu，wodailidangchang，shenzhibuzhisuocuo，zhangmujiangyoushiwomashade？
为什么啊？
我妈为什么要杀人？
hunhuneedezuozaidianli，wodoubuzhidaozheiyigexiawushizenmeduguode，dengwohuiguoshenlaideshihou，waimianyijingkaishixiayule，erqiehaishibaoyu，woshibeizheibaoyujijingxingde。
woyikanshijian，yijingshiwanshangqibadianle。
wodanxinshifubunenghuilai，suoyiganjindeguanledianmen，nazhejialimiandedasanquchenmujiangjiajiewoshifu。
qishiwogengduodeshixiangkankan，chenmujiangdaodishizenmeside。
chenmujiangjiajiuzaicuntou，lidianliyejiuyigonglideyangzi，wochengzhedasanzailushangkuaisuzouzhe，gelaoyuanwojiukandaochenmujiangjiadenghuotongming，zaiwomenzheibian，rensihousantiancainengxiazangde，suoyijintiansuanshidiyitian。
henkuaiwodaolechenmujiangjia，lingtangjiushezaitajiadatingli，tajiabuda，suoyilingtangkanqilaibijiaoyongji，yinweijintiancaifaxiantasile，suoyiyiqiedoukanshangqumeishenmebuzhi。
chenmujiangdeshitizailianggezhangbandengjiayikuaimubanfangzhe，shangmiangaizheyikuaibaibu，guancaihaisongguolaini，zhinengxianzheiyangweiqutale，daoshidatingzhongjianyijingbaileyizhangchenmujiangdezhaopian。
lingtanglimianderentingshao，mingtiancaishilaiqinkedeshihou，suoyiwojinlaizhihou，meiyoukandaowoshifu，wojiukuaisudechaochenmujiangdeshitizouqu，huanhuandejiekaibaibu。
wojiukandaochenmujiangyizhangcanbaidelian，tayanjingyuandeng，tayanjinglimiandetongkongyijingxiaoshile，manshiyanbaideyanjingsisidingzhewo，haoxiangshiwohailetayiyang。
zheimekongbudeyimu，rangturankandaodewoheleyitiao，sibumingmu？woganjueshuangtuidoufadoule，danweilezhidaoshibushiwomashaleta，wozhinengyaoyadejixuxiankaibaibu。
zheishihou，wotingdaowoshifulengmodeshengyinchuanleguolai，“xiaotian，nizenmeguolaile？wobushirangnikandianma？”
beihouturanxiangqishengyin，rangwohededangchanghoutuilejibu，wolianyouxiefabaidekanxiangshifu，shouzhanzhanweiweidezhizhechenmujiang，“shifu，tayanjingmeibishang。”
“heng，sidezheimecan，dangranbibushang！”
woshifulenghengleyishengzouguolai，ranhouyilianrenzhendewenwo，“neichushengguolaimeiyou？”
ganjueshifuzaishenbian，wocaixinanlejifen，dantingdaoshifuzheimeshuowoma，woxinzhongkuse，shenzhixiangfanbo，danmeiyoudiqi……ma，niweishenmehaiyaosharena？
yaotou，woshihongzheyanjingyaotoude。
shifukanwomeishuohua，yushishuodao，“jintianxianhuiqu，mingtianhaohaozhunbeiyixia，womenshangshan！”
“shangshan？weishenmeyaoshangshan？”woganjueshifudeyuqibudui，shenzhiganjuedaoleyigulengyi，bianshilimawendao。
“weishenme？sharenchangming！”
woshifudiuxiazheijuhua，jiujieguowoshouzhongdeyusanzigudezoulechuqu。
wolengzaiyuandibuzhisuocuo，huang，ganjuehenhuang，shifuyaoshawomale？
naohaizhongyipianhunluan，wozoudaochenmujiangdeshitibian，yixiaxiankaigaizheshitidebaibu，wolengzhule。
chenmujiangzhenggexinwodoubeitaochulai，haoxiangshenmelizhuayizhuazhihouzaochengde，xinzangyijingmeiyoule，kongkongdangdangde，jiuhaoxiangwomenshayudeshihou，yeyaopokaiduzi，nachusuoyouneizangyiyang，chumujingxin……
zhanzhanweiweidehoutuijibu，kandaozheizhongsizhuang，woxinzhongjincundeyisijiaoxingbengtale，ma，zhenshinishaderenma？
wobuzhidaowoshizenmehuiqude，danwozhidao，xiaoshihouweiwochinaidema，wobunengrangtasi！
huidaojiazhihou，wodengshifuhuizijidefangjianzhihou，shoushileyixiedongxijiutoutoudeliufangjian，chaoshanshangpaoqu。
lushangyinweixiayule，biandehenhua，erqietianhenhei，wodazheyigeshoudiantongzailushangyigerenpao，haojiciwoshuaidaozaidi，danyaoyaderenzhunshanneipao。
shanjiuzaiwomencunzihoumian，danyaoluguofendi，yejiushiwomencunzilimianrensihouyaozangdedifang，yinweiqianjitianzhangshucaisi，suoyizheitiaoludishangyouhenduodeshitoudezhiqian，haoxiangmujiangyiyang，zheizaiheiyezhizhongyilubaideyanshenguoqu，rangwoganjueyouxieshenren，bujinjiakuaidejiaobu。
danbuguanwozenmepao，yuanchudeyigeyigexiaoshanbao，zaiheiyelixiandegewaimingxian，kuangfengbuduandehuhuhuazhe，rangyiqiedouxiandeyinsenkongbu。
wojinyaoyaguan，woshifushuohuarengangsidehua，hunpohuizaifujinpaihuai，genshifuzheimejiule，woconglaimeiyoukandaoguogui，danshibudaibiaowobuxinyougui，bijingzhangshusilemeijitiana。
jiuzaiwoxiangyikouqipaoguoqudeshihou，yidaojiweicierdeshengyinhuapotiankong，shouxianchuanruwoerzhongdeshiyizhen“puci，puci”deshengyin，ranhoujiushishifenguiyidexiaosheng：
“咯，咯，咯……”
zheituruqilaideshengyinbawoheleyitiao，xiayishidetaiqishoudiantong，jiuchaoshengyinchuanchudedifangzhaoleguoqu。
zhijianyiluzhiqiandejintou，yishuangbilvdeyanjingzhengduizhewokan，wochadianhedejiaochulai，queshifentoushangyouyizhitouludaxiaodemaotouyingzhengdingzhewo，haibuduandezhangzhezuiba，haoxiangrenyiyangdefachu“gege……”deguiyijiaosheng。
wohunshenchuleyishenlenghan，zheihuangshanyedidetingdaozheizhongshengyin，zhenshirangwogouqiang，haozaiwodanzibijiaoda，buranzaojiusatuijiupaole。
beizheimaotouyingdingdehunshenfamaole，wodiguleyisheng，jianqiyigeshitoujiuchaomaotouyingzaguoqu。
maotouyinggegelejisheng，duobidefeileqilai，woyaotoudezhunbeijixuzou，queturantingdaolelingwaiyigeshengyin，wogangcairengchudeshitouhaoxiangzadaoleyikuaimuban，zheifendizenmehuiyoumuban？
wotiaojianfanshedejiangshoudiantongzhaoleguoqu，yaoyamaidongjiaobuzouguoqu，dengguangzhaoguoqu，shiyigexinlidemubei，shangmianxiezhezhangshuquandemingzi，zheibushigangsidezhangshudefenma？
woxinzhongtanlekouqi，xiangguoqujizhangshukeyigetou，quekandaodengguangsuozhaomubeihoumian，haoxiangyouyigeaoxian，bu，shiyigekeng！
wodengdayanjingjimangpaoguoqu，caifaxianxinlidezhangshudefenjuranbeirenwakai，luchulimianheisedeguancai，erwogangcairengchuqudeshitouheranzhengzaishangmian！