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tashuo“xiexienishenxuening,womennengjiaogepengyouma?”

tashuo“shenxuening,nihenkeai,nicaibushiguaitai。”

tashuo“shenxuening,wojiaoxienanzhou,shigeyaba,wokeyi......keyixihuannima?”

gebilinjuyingdangshigeyoupinwei,zuotiancaisonglewogecaomeidangao,jintianjiuyouzaimenkoufanglezhiwaizhetoudemaoronglubigongzi,bingzainaodaihoutielezhangbianlitie。

“zhuawawadelaide,taiduole,jialifangbuxia,songniyige。”

yinweitaiguocouqiao,suoyiworenrenzhenzhenguanchaqigoubaoshidezijibanshang,zuizhonghaishifangqizhengzha,pailepaixiongkouziwoanwei。

“kendingshiwoxiangduole,xienanzhoudezicaimeizheimechouni。”

suihoubianbaoqilubijinlemen。

huanbinghou,woduichishiyibudajiangjiu,suibianzhulewanpaomianjiangjiujiangjiu。

kongdangdangdefangjianli,jiuzhiyouchufanglideguozai“gulugulu”。

womomingjuedeyouxiexinhuang,lianmangchongchuchufang,xunsudakaidianshi,jiangdianshishengyindiaodaozuida。

keyigerenhaishihaoguduya,zhenyinglefangyanwendangchudeneijuhua。

“shenxuening,nijiushigeguaitai,huogaiguduzhonglao。”

孤独终老吗?

wuyizhongpiejianchuangshangdelubi,woturanjiuganjuezijibuneimegudule,haihaoyoutapeizhewo。

weilehuanyinglubilaidaozheigexinjia,woteyicongbingxianglinachuyigejidan,zhunbeijizijijiagecan。

qiliaodanqiaoyipo,echouweichadianxianfanwodetianlinggai,tunshiwodenaohai。

哕!

wodepaomianjiuzheiyangbiandebuganjingle。

guandiaohuo,woxianqididaodiaopaomian,liandaizheguoyiqirengjinlajitong。

zuowanzheixiehou,wodaozaichuangshang,fanzaodichuilechuibeizi。

烦,巨烦。

yaoshixienanzhouzaijiuhaole。

我暗暗的想。

yaoshixienanzhouzai,wojiubuyongchipaomianle,keyichidaotaqinshouzuodehongshaopaigu、yuxiangrousi、tangculiji。

danfanwoshaochiyikou,tayougaibutingbihua:“zenmeleningning,shibushiwocaizuodebuhaochi?”

woturanjiuyouxieqidai,qidaigebilinjujiushixienanzhou。

xiwangtakeyilimachuxianzaiwomianqian,wenroudimowodetou,quchufangjiwozuohenduohaochide。

kewoyoubuxiangtashixienanzhou,yaozhenshixienanzhou,neiwoyiqiedenulidoubaifeile。

wobuxiangtayanzhengzhengkanzhewobianchengyigefeiren,yebuxiangrangtazaibujiuzhihou,baozhewoyiliuzaishidezhaopian,huainiancongqian。

xienanzhouhaimeimansanshini,haikeyierhun,keyiyouxiaohai,erbushishouzhewozheiyangyigejiangsizhiren,lequeyusheng。

huoxushilaotiantingjianwodeqiyuan,gebifangjianpiaolaileshuxidefancaixiang,menyezaizheishibeiqiaoxiang。

wohuaizhetantedexinqingcongchuangshangpaqi。

congmangtaoshangtuoxie,fuzheqiang,yiqueyiguaidipaoxiangfangmen。

shougangmoshangmenbashou,woyouturanyouyule。

yaoshizhenshixienanzhouzenmeban,wokeshihaoburongyicaihenxiaxinlailikaitade。

“dongdongdong......”

房门还在响个不停。

woshenxilekouqi,huanhuandakaimen。

menwaizhanzhederen,zaiwoyiliaozhiwaiyouzaiqinglizhizhong。

fuqinlvxianchongjinlai,zhijiejilewoyierguang。

“shenxuening,woshenhaotianshizaoleshenmenie,jingshengchulenizheiyangyigetianbuzhichidenver,daizhemeifuyiqisiben,wolaoshenjiadeliandoubeinijidiujinle!”