第6章 那块墓地

tawuzhuzijideduzi,kuchulesheng,“jiujiuwodehaizi。”

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chengzhixihunmiqian,kandaodeshichengqiqizhanzaitaijieshang。lengyankanzheta。

shenhoushitingdaojiaoshenghouchongjinlaiguanxinchengqiqideren。

而她,无人顾及。

……

dengtaxinglaideshihou,diyishijianshimozijideduzi。

heshichenzuozaibingchuangqian,chengzhixisimingdelazhuheshichen,“shichen,wodehaizini?”

“chengzhixi,haiziyihounihaihuiyoude。”

heshichendehua,wanrujichengzhixijiaoleyipenlengshui。

chengzhixicangbaidelianshang,meiyouyisixueqi,zhuazhuheshichenyijiaodeshou,douzaifadou。

“chengzhixi,zheishinidebaoying。”

heshichenshentanheimou,touzhehanyi,duitameiyousihaodewenrou,“niyaozenmeyangcaikeyilihun?”

heshichendehua,shizhongshizai“lihun”erzi,quanranbugutagangliuchan。

“nijiuneimepobujidailema?”

chengzhixiyiliankuxiaodedingzheta。

“qiqi,xuyaoyigeshenfen。”

tademeimeixuyaoyigeshenfen?hetaitaima?

“neinipingshenmejuedewohuigongshouxiangrang?”

“jiuzhanquechaoyouyisima?”heshichenmizheweixiandeyanmou。

chengzhixisongkailetadeshou,“shichen,zheisannianlai,niyoumeiyouaiguowo?napayici?”

“woaiderenzhiyouchengqiqi。”

tadeyuqijianrupanshi,queyouxiangwushubafenglidedaozi,sisidechuojinlaitadexinzang。

“chengzhixi,lihunba。”

heshichenchenchendeshuoleju。

她好不甘心。

xujiu,chengzhixicaishuo:“hao,lihunkeyi,danshinidepeiwoqugedifang。”

“qunali?”heshichenjingtidekanzheta。

“fangxin,wobuhuiduinizenmeyangde。”

chengzhixiqirandexiaolesheng。

heshichenkanle,culecumei,zhuanshenlikai。

chengzhixikanzhetalikai,weizhuangshunjiankuadiao。

weiqushunjianchongchuleyankuang,yanleiwanruzhenzhubandegunluoxialai。

tazhidaoheshichenshiquzhaochengqiqile。

她的爱卑微到尘埃。

chengzhixizaiyiyuantanglesantian,zhuyuanfeidoushitazijichude。

takalideqiansuoshengwuji。

ertaderiziguochengzheiyang,doushitajiuyouziqu。

chengzhixishiqulenongzhuang,huanshangletazijixihuandezhanlanselianyiqun,caleyigekouhong。

tatouguojingzizhong,kanzhetademianrong,taqingqingdefumozhezijidelian,weizhuangdejiule,tadoukuaiwanglezijizhangshenmeyangzile。

tajintiangenheshichenyiqiyuehaoleshijian。

daolemenghuagongyuan,chengzhixipengzheyishubaibaihehua,chengzhesan,zhanzailubiandenglexujiu,shenzhiyiweiheshichenbuhuilaile。

yiliangfalalitingzailetademianqian,heshichenzhuzheguaizhangxiache。

kanleyanzhouwei,tameitouyicu,laizheilizuoshenme?

heshichengangxiangyaojieguochengzhixishoulidepenghua,jianchengzhixichichibuji。

chengzhixitaimou,duishangleheshichendeyanjing:“huabushisongnide。”

heshichenyizheng,faxianyanqiandechengzhixi,genpingchangyouxiebuyiyang。

tagengshihezhanlanse,baixidedepifubeizheitiaoqunzichendejiebaiwuxia。

“laimudikannimuqin?”heshichenyuqipoleng。

chengzhixiqianzhutadegebo,qianxiao,“daolenijiuzhidaole,biekangju,jintianjiurangwozuoniyiciqizi。”

最后一次了……

chengzhixideyuqizhongdaizhecangsang,heshichenjingyouxiexinruan,renyoutaqianzheziji。

yinweiheshichendebuzibushitebiewen,liangrenzoudegewaidehuanman,chengzhixiyouyoudeshuo:“shichen,yihoumeilewo,yeyaohaohaojianchikangfuxunlian。”

heshichenmeiyoushuohua,zhishitingzheyipangdechengzhixisuisuinian。

haoyihuier,chengzhixicaitingzaileyikuaimubeiqian,shangmianxiezheyigemoshengdemingzi,heshichenzuilinianqi,“chengshishenshishei?”

“我们的孩子啊?”

chengzhixiyuqimanshibeiliang,“dangshitagangchusheng……。”

chengzhixiheheshichendediyigehaizi。

heshichenchenzhelian,yiziyiju,“yezhong。”

chengzhixishenqingmurandejieshi:“tajiushinidehaizi,buxinnikeyizhaodangshideyiyuannadnajiancebaogaodan。”