tawuzhuzijideduzi,kuchulesheng,“jiujiuwodehaizi。”
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chengzhixihunmiqian,kandaodeshichengqiqizhanzaitaijieshang。lengyankanzheta。
shenhoushitingdaojiaoshenghouchongjinlaiguanxinchengqiqideren。
而她,无人顾及。
……
dengtaxinglaideshihou,diyishijianshimozijideduzi。
heshichenzuozaibingchuangqian,chengzhixisimingdelazhuheshichen,“shichen,wodehaizini?”
“chengzhixi,haiziyihounihaihuiyoude。”
heshichendehua,wanrujichengzhixijiaoleyipenlengshui。
chengzhixicangbaidelianshang,meiyouyisixueqi,zhuazhuheshichenyijiaodeshou,douzaifadou。
“chengzhixi,zheishinidebaoying。”
heshichenshentanheimou,touzhehanyi,duitameiyousihaodewenrou,“niyaozenmeyangcaikeyilihun?”
heshichendehua,shizhongshizai“lihun”erzi,quanranbugutagangliuchan。
“nijiuneimepobujidailema?”
chengzhixiyiliankuxiaodedingzheta。
“qiqi,xuyaoyigeshenfen。”
tademeimeixuyaoyigeshenfen?hetaitaima?
“neinipingshenmejuedewohuigongshouxiangrang?”
“jiuzhanquechaoyouyisima?”heshichenmizheweixiandeyanmou。
chengzhixisongkailetadeshou,“shichen,zheisannianlai,niyoumeiyouaiguowo?napayici?”
“woaiderenzhiyouchengqiqi。”
tadeyuqijianrupanshi,queyouxiangwushubafenglidedaozi,sisidechuojinlaitadexinzang。
“chengzhixi,lihunba。”
heshichenchenchendeshuoleju。
她好不甘心。
xujiu,chengzhixicaishuo:“hao,lihunkeyi,danshinidepeiwoqugedifang。”
“qunali?”heshichenjingtidekanzheta。
“fangxin,wobuhuiduinizenmeyangde。”
chengzhixiqirandexiaolesheng。
heshichenkanle,culecumei,zhuanshenlikai。
chengzhixikanzhetalikai,weizhuangshunjiankuadiao。
weiqushunjianchongchuleyankuang,yanleiwanruzhenzhubandegunluoxialai。
tazhidaoheshichenshiquzhaochengqiqile。
她的爱卑微到尘埃。
chengzhixizaiyiyuantanglesantian,zhuyuanfeidoushitazijichude。
takalideqiansuoshengwuji。
ertaderiziguochengzheiyang,doushitajiuyouziqu。
chengzhixishiqulenongzhuang,huanshangletazijixihuandezhanlanselianyiqun,caleyigekouhong。
tatouguojingzizhong,kanzhetademianrong,taqingqingdefumozhezijidelian,weizhuangdejiule,tadoukuaiwanglezijizhangshenmeyangzile。
tajintiangenheshichenyiqiyuehaoleshijian。
daolemenghuagongyuan,chengzhixipengzheyishubaibaihehua,chengzhesan,zhanzailubiandenglexujiu,shenzhiyiweiheshichenbuhuilaile。
yiliangfalalitingzailetademianqian,heshichenzhuzheguaizhangxiache。
kanleyanzhouwei,tameitouyicu,laizheilizuoshenme?
heshichengangxiangyaojieguochengzhixishoulidepenghua,jianchengzhixichichibuji。
chengzhixitaimou,duishangleheshichendeyanjing:“huabushisongnide。”
heshichenyizheng,faxianyanqiandechengzhixi,genpingchangyouxiebuyiyang。
tagengshihezhanlanse,baixidedepifubeizheitiaoqunzichendejiebaiwuxia。
“laimudikannimuqin?”heshichenyuqipoleng。
chengzhixiqianzhutadegebo,qianxiao,“daolenijiuzhidaole,biekangju,jintianjiurangwozuoniyiciqizi。”
最后一次了……
chengzhixideyuqizhongdaizhecangsang,heshichenjingyouxiexinruan,renyoutaqianzheziji。
yinweiheshichendebuzibushitebiewen,liangrenzoudegewaidehuanman,chengzhixiyouyoudeshuo:“shichen,yihoumeilewo,yeyaohaohaojianchikangfuxunlian。”
heshichenmeiyoushuohua,zhishitingzheyipangdechengzhixisuisuinian。
haoyihuier,chengzhixicaitingzaileyikuaimubeiqian,shangmianxiezheyigemoshengdemingzi,heshichenzuilinianqi,“chengshishenshishei?”
“我们的孩子啊?”
chengzhixiyuqimanshibeiliang,“dangshitagangchusheng……。”
chengzhixiheheshichendediyigehaizi。
heshichenchenzhelian,yiziyiju,“yezhong。”
chengzhixishenqingmurandejieshi:“tajiushinidehaizi,buxinnikeyizhaodangshideyiyuannadnajiancebaogaodan。”