第1章

mamalishiqianchengzuolesanshigexiaoshideyingzuocongmangganlai,zhiweinenggoucanjiawoyuguyandehunli。

woshounazhemamadebinglizaigujiamenkouguileshigexiaoshi,tacaidiantoudayingpeiwoyanxi。

ranerdaoletadengchangdeshike,wohanpolesangziyeweijiantadeshenying。

mamazaitarujiudiandeneiyikeyanqi,wodehunlibianchengletadezangli。

lingchenshierdian,woliaoliwanmamadehoushi,quekandaoguyandemishufaletiaodongtai:

【bubeiaidecaishidisanzhe。】

wolengjingdijitafaqufenshoudexunxi。

guyanquedaizhemishuhuidaolewomendejia。

liaoliwanmamadehoushiyishilingchen,wohuidaoqinglengdefangjian,tuoxiazulaidelianjiahunsha。

juliwojiguyanfasongfenshoudexiaoxi,yiguoqushigexiaoshi。

zheibingfeiguyanshouciweiletademishujiangwoduzipaoxia。

jiangxinchuxianzhihou,womendemeiyiciyuehuidouhuibeitayouyiwuyididaduan。

youshishiguomin,youshishiduziteng。

neixiechangjiandexiaomaobingluoruguyanerzhong,jieshitiandadeshiqing。

qichuwonaotengguo,houlaiwokanqinglezijidechujing。

情绪仅剩下麻木。

wozuozaibinglengdecizhuanshang,buzhibujueshuileguoqu。

xinglaishiguyanzhengzuozaishafashangchouyan,kanzheshafashangdehunshamanlianyanfan。

“nibuzaifangjianlishui,zuozaizheilifashenmefeng?woyijinmenxianxiebeinihesi。”

taningzhemeikanzhewohongzhongdeshuangyan,“bujiushiyichangpohunlima?yuanbenyejiushijiade,houmianzaibujinibujiudele?youwanmeiwanleni?”

hualuo,jiangxintizheyidaizizaocannazheyaochikaimenjinlai。

wosuoyoudelangbeishunjianbaoluwuyi。

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