第一章重生
“jiejie，neinvzhuboshiwotongxue，woshiweilezhichitadeshiye，caidashangtade，erqiewoyemeidashangduoshao，shiwaneryi，yongdeyoubushinideqian，shimamadeqian，nijuranqidaoyaotingwoka，biwoqudushoujidoumeishoudefengbixuexiao？nihaishibushiwojiele？！”
“shia，chuyan，shiwaneryi，mamayebushengqi，nimeibiyaoqichengzheiyang......mamakeshebudenididiquchiku，erqienidijinlefengbixuexiao，mamayigeyuejiuzhinengjiantayimianle。
nijiukanzaimamadefenshang，fangqizheigeniantouba......”
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wozhengkaiyanjing，youxiehuanghudikanzhemianqianliangzhangshuxidelian，fennuyubeishangrangwochadianyizhibuzhu，shangqianqiasitamen！
yinweizaiwonaohaizhong，shangyike，zheiliangrencailianhewomeimeimeifuyijia，jiangwohuohuoshaosizaizheichuangfangzili。
wocansizhihou，yanzhengzhengdikanzhetamenjiangwoqinshengfumuliujiwodeshangyijiacaitunle，yimindaohaiwaixiaoyaokuaihuo。
shide，wobushiwofumudeqinshengnver，ershitamenzailubianjiande。
jianlewozhihou，benlainulihenjiuyeshengbuchuhaizidewobamajiushengxialedidishenchuyanhemeimeishenxinyan。
tamenduiwoyebusuanhencha，bijingzainongcunshenghuozhixuyaojikouchide。
tamenjiwoguanshushenweijiejieyaojianfuqizhaogudidimeimeidezhizedeguannian，wowusuijiubangmangzhaogudidimeimei，titamenhuanniaobuweinaifen，chuzhongbiyejiufangqishengxuequgongchangdagong，meigeyuejiabanjiadianzhuanjinwanyuan，zijizhiliuyiqianzuoyou，shengxiadequandahuilejia，gongdidimeimeidushu。
zaiwoershisuideshihou，qinshengfumuneibiandeweituorenzhaodaolewo。
wozheicaizhidao，woqishibushiwobamadeqinshengnver。
woshiwobamazailubianjiandaode。
wodeqinshengfumu，qishishididoudaxuedeliangweijiaoshou，dangnianweilebaohuyanjiuchengguo，beirenzhuisha，jiangwozanshizangzaianquandedifang，denghuilaizhaoshi，woyijingbeiwoyangfumubaozou。
yangfumuzhihoubianhuilexiangxia，dangnianlubianhenshaojiankong，woqinshengfumuzhaolewojinianhou，muqinkuijiushengbingyiyuzijin，fuqindashoudaji，jiezhezhaolewoshijinian，yizhidaoquniancaiyuyuerzhong......
shishinongren，woyizhidaotamensihouyinian，caibeiqinshengfumudeweituorenzhaodao。
wocongyigedagongrenyaoshenyibian，chengleshangyijiachandejichengren！
danqinshengfumuyijingsiqu，woyigejidukewangqinqing，yeduididimeimeiyouhenqiangzerengandeershisuinvhai，wusuoshicongzhixia，jingjuedingbayangfumuyijiadoudaidaodidouqu！
wojuedejiangwoyangdadefumuyeshifumu，woyoutiaojianle，yinggairangtamenguoshanghaorizi。
yushi，worangwofumuzhushangledidoujiaoqudebieshu，feijinxinsijiangturanbaofuhouzouwai，kaishihejiubiaochechenmiwangluohaitoufumushoujidashangnvzhubodedidisongjinfengbishixuexiao，yixueqijishiwanxuefei，jiangdidipeiyangchengcai，songtaquhaiwaimingxiaoliuxue，zaitahuiguozhihou，haijileqianwanzijingongtachuangye......
woyihanzijimeinengshangdaxue，youtianfuquemeinengxuexigezhongcaiyi，meinengchuangezhongpiaoliangyifu，bianjimeimeiqinglezuidingjiandejiajiao，rangmeimeixuexigezhongtaganxingqudecaiyi，jitamaigezhongpiaoliangyifumingpaibaobao，batadabandexianggongzhuyiyang......
jieguo，meimeiquebuyiweiran，kusuwojiletataidayali，tagenbenbuyuanyixueneixie。
tanazhewodeqianzaixuexiaozhuangqianjinxiaojie，genfuerdailianaihaihuaishanglehaizi，buyuanyidadiao。
zaitadejianchixia，wozhinengdaizhetaqubuyuanyifuzedefuerdaijialibihun。
woqinshengfumugenmushizongcaimuhanzhouguanxihenhao，dangchujiushiweituomuhanzhouzhaodaodewo。
neijiarengujiwoshenhoudemuhanzhou，suirankanbushangchushenyibandewomeimei，haishizhinengjiangwomeimeiqujinlemen。
shenxinyanruyuanjiajifuerdai，napabeizhangfujiabaoyebuyuanyilikai，zhinengcicizhaowobaiping。
woyangfushiduyoushijiu，yihezuijiudawoyangmu，ruobushiwolanzhe，woyangmuzaobeitadasile。
ruobushiwotiyangfuhaiqingduzhai，bangtajiedu，kongpayangfuyezaobeizhuizhaiderendasi......
wozirenduizheiyijiazijinxinjinli，napameiyouxueyuanguanxi，yebatamendangqinrenyiyangzhaogu。
jieguo，tamenquelianheqilaishaosilewo，tunlewodewanguanjiacai！
【luochuyan，nizaogaisile！jichengleneimeduocaichan，shenweinverjiugaiquanbujiaojifumu，nineiyangkoukousousoude，genbenjiumeibawomendangqinshengfumu！】
【buguoshitouzishibaigennizaiyaogeyiqianwaneryi，nizichanguoyi，zheidianqiannidoubuji，nisuanshenmejiejie？】
【guoranshimeiyouxueyuanguanxi，wolaogonggenniyaogeliangqianwantouzinidoubuji，haiwotiantianbeiwolaogongdama，nigenbenmeibawodangchengmeimei！】
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linsiqian，wojuewangdikanxiangyangfumu，tamenquelenglengdibikailewodeshixian，yanzhengzhengdikanzhewobeihuoyantunshi......
congjiyizhonghuiguoshenlai，wozhandouzheshuangshou，kanzheyanqianshuxideliangren，xinzhongchongmantaotianhenyi。
cangtianyouyan，juranrangwozhongshengle，zheiyici，wojueduibuhuizaifangenqianshiyiyangdecuowu！
suirankexibushizhongshengzaigangbeirenhuilaideshihou，haiyoujihuibudaitamendaodidou，danzhongshengzaizheiguankou，yebingbushishenmehuaishi。
bijing，zheigeshijian，woyangfumuyijiayinweiwodeguanxi，yijingxiguanleyouqianrendeshenghuo，xiguanlebugongzuoyeyouwozheigebianyinverhejiejiedouzhe，jishiwandelingyongqianshuojijiuji......
yousherujiannan，wodaoyaokankan，zheibeizizaimeiyouwodezhichengzhihou，tamengaizenmeweixixianzaideshenghuo！
woyayizhuneixindefennu，diandiantou：
“ninshuodedui，zuoyoutayongdeshinindeqian，woyoushenmezigeshengqi？”
yangmulengleyixia，tadeqianqishidoushiwojide，suoyiwoshiyouzigeshengqide。
buguo，kanzaiwotaiduruanhuale，tayesonglekouqi。
shenchuyanyelengleyixia，suijibianshidaxi：
“jiejiebusongwoqufengbixuexiaole？”
“嗯，不送了。”
yangmuzhuyidaowoshensebudui，jishenchuyanshilegeyanse，shenchuyanganjinlikai。
养母上前安抚我：
“chuyan，mamayebushipianxiangnididi，nididihaixiao，xuyaomanmanjiaodao，zhijiesongqufengbishixuexiaowanyishideqifan，rangtagengjiapanni，chuleshenmeshigengbuhao......wozhidaonishiweitahao，danzheizhongshi，womendemanmanlai......”
我垂眸：
“tayijinghualeshiwan，zheigeyuewojiubujitalingyongqianle。”
“xing，yegairangzheichouxiaozizhidaonizhuanqianburongyile......”
yangmuhaixiangshuoshenme，wozhijiedao：“woleile。”
huidaoloushang，wohuiyileyixia，shangbeiziwojianchisongshenchuyandaofengbishixuexiao，weileanfushenchuyan，yangfumudaizhetaqulesanyawan。
wojiyangmudaleyibiqian：
【chuyanxinqingyinggaibushihenhao，mama，ninhebabadaitahexinyanqusanyalvyixiayouba。】