第3章3
huojintongkongshousuo，jiangqiuxijijinwomenzhongjian，weiqudao。
“jiejie，nibuyuanyijiusuanle，buyaoweinanjiefu，woxianzaijiuquyiyuanzuorenliu！”
tayiranjueran，huojinlikebaozhutadeyaozhi，kanwodeyanshenlengdaoshenren。
“jiangqiuyue，qiuxishiniqinmeimei，niyidingyaobitama？！”
妈妈神情厌恶。
“wodoushuolebuyaogaosuta，tacongxiaodaodadoukanbuguanxiaoxi，shenmedouyaozheng，zenmekenenghuijieshouzheigehaizi！”
shuozhe，mamayonglituiwo。
“nizou！buyaozaizheier**xiaoxi！”
woliangqianghoutui，xinzangzaiganbiedeshentilizhuanglaizhuangqu，tongdeshenjingfadou。
wohongzheyankuang，dingzaiyuandi。
“mama，nandaowobushinidenverma？！”
diyicitingjianwofenhoudemamalengzaiyuandi，qitarenyeyouxiefanyingbuguolai。
xuanji，jiangqiuxikaishitongkuliulei。
yidaomenglijiangwoguanzaibinglengdeqiangmianshang，wuzangliufudouzhuangdexiangqianpuleyixia。
huojinfangfoyaozhuaiduanwodeshouwan。
“gunchuqu！dengnishenmeshihouxueguaile，kaolvqingchujieshouhaizile，wozaijienihuilai！”
mendakai，lengfengguapowocanpodexinzang。
wobazhumen，yanxiakouzhongdexianxue，bugannuhou。
“zheilishiwodejia，yaozouyebuyinggaishiwozou！”
woxianshaoluolei，huojinyouyishunjianzhengzhong，henkuai，yanzhongdeyouyubeishenhoujiangqiuxidekushengchongsan。
“gaizouderenshiwo！bama，qiuqiunimendaiwoquyiyuan，jiefu，wobuyaohaizile，woyebuyaonile......”
“jiangqiuyue，nimanyile？”
duishanghuojinshenbujiandideyanmou，woxintoufaliang。
xiayimiao，menyongliheshang，yazaiwodeshouzhishang。
shizhilianxindejutongrangwocanjiaochusheng。
更痛的在心底。
wozhimaolenghan，jihuguizaidishang，yangwangzheyilianmorandehuojin。
zheiyike，wojuedetahaomosheng，dangchufashihuiduiwohaodenanrenyesihusizailewodejiyili。
霍瑾掐住我的下颚。
“qiuyue，buxianglihundehuajiuhexiaoxidaoqian，gaosuta，nijieshouhaizi，bingqiezaihaizichushenghouhuishiruojichu。”
woyaojinyaguan，tongdehuayuduanduanxuxu。
“yaolihun，yeshiwohenili......”
huojintingdemohu，shenhouchuanlaimamadeshengyin。
“huojin，woshijiangqiuyuedemama，wolejieta，tachigoulejiaoxunziranhuifuruande，niya，jiushishebudedongta。”
huojinningmei，xianrantinglejinqu，zhunbeijixuyongmenyawodeshouzhi。
wojingkongdengyan，huangluanxianghoushanduo，quewangjileshenhoushilouti。
shizhongganxilaiqianyike，huojinzhejixiangxiangyaolazhuwo。
quebeishenhoujiangqiuxideyijujiefudaduanledongzuo，yanzhengzhengwogunxialouti。
tong，sizhibaihaidouzaitong，woquansuozailoutiguaijiao，hunshendoubeilenghandashi。
wenredeyetiziwoshenxialiuchu，womianqiangzhengkaiyan，cimudehongsechongchishuangyan。
neiyishun，wofangfoyoukanjiannianshaoshibeijiangqiuxishuaisidexiaomao。
tacongruanmianmiandeshitibiandejiangying。
woquezhinengpazaidishang，kongzhibuzhuoutu，kuhan。
bamachongchufangjian，huojinyecongmangpaoxialou。
“qiuyue，nizenmeyang？wosongniquyiyuan！”
jiuzaitachupengdaowodeshunjian，fangjianlidejiangqiuxifangchucanjiao。
“bama，wodeduzihaotong......”
suoyourendezhushilishunjianbeijiangqiuxixiyin，huojintouyebuhuijiangworengzaiyuandi，baozhexiaolianshabaidejiangqiuxiquyiyuan。
bamazeweizaijiangqiuxipangbianxuhanwennuan。
“xiaoxi，jianchizhu，mamaxianzaijiusongniquyiyuan！”
“ganjinjiyiyuandadianhua，rangzuihaodeyishengdengzhe，ruguowonverhewaisunzipinganwushi，wojiujiyiyuanjuanliangdongyanjiuyuan！”
meiyourenzhuyidaodishangyanyanyixidewo。
woshizaitaitong，shenchushouzhuaizhuhuojindekujiao，aiqiu。
“songwoquyiyuan......jiujiuwo，woduzilihaiyouhaizi......”
“孩子？”
mamadeshixiantingdunzaiwodeshenxiadexuejishang，lengzhu。
“你也怀孕了？”