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yinweiwoshisharenfandenver,xuexiaodetongxuedoubuxihuan,yichenyingweishoudexiaobahuidaitoupaijiwo,guliwo,yanbiandaozuihoushenzhibianchengle**。
tamenhuibawozhuadaoxuexiaohoucaochang,bawodetoufajianxialai,huozhejiangwodeyifubaguang,ranhoudiuzailajizhanli。
womeiyounenglihechenyingkangheng,wozhinengren,zhinengpinlemingxuexi,jiakuailikaizheigegaisizhenzidesudu。
luyujiushizaiwobeibalingshichuxiande,tayiquandafanlexiangyaoqinfanwodechenying,ranhoulazhewopaojinleheiandeshulinzhong。
wowenta“quanxiaodoumeirenganrechenying,niweishenmeyaobangwo?”
luyuzhilezhizijixiong:“laozihuoyitiansuanyitian,wohuipata?
zaizheshuo,gangkaixueneizhen,zhiyouniyuanyijiebijibenjiwo,tamenqifunijiushihewoguobuqu,jiaoshengyuge,congjinwanghouwozhaozheni。”
wobianshineishiaishangluyude。
每每闭上眼睛。
tabaixi,daiyoulengjiaodeliandan,zonghuifuxianzaiwoyanqian,congcizaiwoxinlizhaxiagen,ranhoukaishifaya。
danluyushentihaoxiangbutaihao,laixuexiaodecishuhaiwomeihuijiadecishuduo。
chenyingzonghuigantabuzaideshihou,jixushoushiwo。
tahenyeshizhengchangde,yinweiwodieshaletadie。
zheiciyinweibeidadetaizhong,laoshishizaishikanbuxiaqule,dadianhuajiaolewomama。
dangshidewomanlianshixue,toufayeshaoleyidajie。
womakanzhewo,yiranmianwubiaoqing,tadiaozheyizhiyan,beifushuangshoulengbingbingdekanzhewo。
“niweishenmegenrenjiadajia?”
我保持沉默。
shouzhijiaqueshenshenkoujinleshouxin。
“wogenmeigennishuoguo,zhiyaonihaohaoxuexilikaizheili,daoshihounisuoyoudexinjiedouhuiyingrenerjie,weishenmeyaoherenjiadajia?”
wozhongyurenbuzhu,chaozhemamahoudao:“yinweini!yaobushinijiaosuowodieshalechenyingfuqin,tazenmehuitiantianzhaowomafan!
shiniqinshouhuilewomensuoyouren,nixianzaimanyile!woxianzaizhenxiangrangnihediehuanyihuan!nizenmebutitaqusi!”
mamadebiaoqingturandunleyixia,wozhuyidaotaneiyuanbenhunzhuodeyanjing,haoxiangyouyidileizailimiandazhuan。
yishidaozijihuashuozhongle,womomodixiatou。
zhunbeiyingjiemamadenuhuo。
dantameiyoudawo,zhishiqingqingpailepaiwodejianbang。
congneizhihou,mamakaishisongwoshangxue,jiewofangxue,jianyouxiaohunhunzaimenkouduzhe,tajiuzhudongzouguoqubarenqusan。
xiaohunhunhaipazijibeiyaofuxiagu,yijiandaowomajiuduodehenyuan。
buzhishixiaohunhun,xueshengjiazhangyedouliwomahenyuan。
danyouyigerenbuduoyebupa,neibianshiluyu。
jiuzheiyang,tongshilaijiewofangxuedemamaheluyu,manmanjiurenshile。
mamaheluyushuo,tazhichiwotanlianai,yourenxihuanwozheishihaoshi。
genghekuangluyumoyangzhouzheng,yaoshizhennengzaiyiqi,wobuchikui。
yushi,neiduanshijianwomensangejiuhuiyiqizouzaiheiqiqidexiaoxiangzili,neishiwohuijiadebijingzhilu。
buguo,wohuidebingbushimamajia,ershiluyujia。
日子开始走上正轨。
woyiweishenghuohuizheiyangpingdandeguoxiaqu。
zhidao,yinianhou,womayouyaoguoshengrile。
zheiyicideshengriyanhui,tazhiyaoqinglewohewonanpengyouluyu。