第三章旁观
6.
zaiyicijiandaomeimei，yijingshijigeyuezhihoule。
cishideta，bizhaopianlihaishou。
zhenggerenyoushouyouzhang，faqingdelian，faqingdebozi，zhanzaimalubian，huoxiangshishuanzaineierdeyitiaozhangsigua。
jihuyizhenfengjiukeyijiangtachuidao。
jiulianlurenkanjiantadoupinpinhuitou，yanshenlichongmanlejingyaheyihuo。
womeiyoukaojin，zhandeyuanyuandikanzheta。
taduanzheyiwanreqitengtengdemalatang，dunzailubianchidefeikuai，shenzhilianjiaodoumeiyoujiaojiuwangduziliyan。
bushizaishejiaozhanghaolishuodeguanmiantanghuangma？jieshiqi，chuleshui，shenmedongxidoubuhuichi。
shuoshihua，wogenbenxiangbutongtazheimezuojiujingshiweileshenme。
henfengdian，gentadejingshenbingnanpengyoujianzhijuepei。
yigeyuandayigeyuanai，jianyiyongbuxiugangsuoqiangxingsuosi。
woyaoleyaotou，zhengxiangbudongshengsedilikai，quetingdaolemeimeidejianjiaosheng。
阿杰突然出现了！
gengrangwoxiangbudaodeshi，ajiebujinjiangmalatangqiangzou，shenzhihaijiangyizhengwanguntangdemalatangquandoudaodaolemeimeishenshang！
meimeitengdefachulejianjiao，danajiesihaomeiyouyaofangguotadeyisi，jiuzhuletadetoufa，fafengbanzhiwen：”nizaiganshenme！nizaiganshenme！”
“nijingrangantouchi！nibushigenwobaozhengguolema，zheiwutianyidiandongxidoubuchi！nixianzaishizaiganshenme！”
“wobushishuolewoxihuangugandema！nidaodinengbunengzuodao！woyaoshichuguinikebunengguaiwo！”
meimeiliuzhelei，cangbaibianjie：”bushide，bushiwoxiangchi，shibierenyingsaijiwode！”
tachezheajiedeyijiao，kukuaiqiu，
“doushiwodecuo，qiunile，buyaozhaobieren，wodayingni，wobuchile，woyikoudoubuchile......”
ajiegengjiafengkuang，zhizheweiguandequnzhong，butingdihoujiao：”malatangshisheijitade！shishei！jilaozigunchulai！”
“sheijide，woyaoshaleni！”
kewozenmedoumeiyouxiangdao，jishiwozhandeneimeyuan，ajiehaishiyiyanjiukandaolewo。
hetaduishangyanshenhou，woxiayishijiuxiangtaoli，quehaishibeitaxianyibuzhuazhule......
ajiejinjindiniezhuwodeshouwan，tashuangyantonghong，kanwodeyanshen，chulezhiwenhaiyoufenhen。
wozhidao，talisuoyingdangdijuede，meimeichidemalatangshiwojitade。
meimeihaizaiyipangtongkuliuti，kandaoajiezhualewo，tayemeiyoubandianxiangbangwojieshideyisi。
“jiushinishibushi！jiushinilaoshixianghailiyunduibudui！takeshinidemeimei，ninandaofeiyaokandaonimeimeipangchengyizhizhunicaigaoxingshima？”
ajiejianwomeiyouhuida，jiazhongleniewoshouwandelidu，houdegengjiadasheng：“nishibushijianbudewomenguodehao？kandaowomenxingfunijiujidushibushi？”
“nixinbuxinwonengbanidasi！”
erwodemeimei，yeruwosuoliao，dangzaiwoheajiezhijian，kaishishuoyixiemolengliangkedehua。
talazhuleajiedeshou，jiayiquanwei：“ajie，nibuyaozheiyang，zaizenmeshuo，tayeshiwodejiejie，tajiusuanyoudiansixin，buyeshiweilewohaoma？nibuyaohetayibanjianshi，jiuyuanliangtazheiyici，haobuhao？”
ajiejiusuanjingshenzaiyouwenti，yebushishade，meimeihualihuawaideanshitazenmekenengtingbudong？
buguobudebushuo，wozheigemeimeizheshishiyouxinyan，jiusuanwoshihouzhuiwen，tayekeyifanyaowoyikou，
“jiejie，nizenmenengyongneizhongxinsichuaimowo？woshizaibangniquanajiea，wozuodezheiyiqiemingmingdoushiweilenihao！”
bijing，zheiyangdeshi，woshizaishijingliletaiduocile。
suoxing，weiguanqunzhongdoubushishazi，fenfenzhanchulaiweiwoshuohua。
“tashijiejie，rangmeimeichifanyouyoushenmecuo？zheigexiaoguniangjianzhidoushouchenglepibaogu，zaibuchi，pashiyaoesi！”yigezhangxiangruyadexiaohuozipailepaiwodejian，shiyiwobuyaohaipa。suihou，tayoujiangajieniezhewodeshoupaikai，bawowangtadeshenhoulalela。
kaishiyouyuelaiyueduoderenweiwoshuohua，
“xiaohuozi，niburangrenchifanhaiyoulileshiba！duoduobirenhehusheini？haixiangdasiren？xinbuxinwomenbaojinga！”
“jiushijiushi，gandangjiekonghe？nalaidedanzi？”
moshengrendoushangqieruci，wodemeimeiquehualihuawaixiangyaoxianhaiwo。
当真可笑。
wolenghengleliangsheng，suijiyibaqiangguomeimeideshouji，jiangtademalatanggoumaijilujudaoajiemianqian：“zhengdanideyanjingjiwohaohaokankan！beipannidedaodishishei！”
ajieshunjiandengdaleyanjing，meimeiyeyilianjinghuangdikanzhewo，yanshenlimanshiyuandui。
zenme？zhixuzhouguanfanghuo？
ninengxianhaiwo，wonandaohaibunengjieluxianshima？
xiayimiao，ajiejiujuqiquantouchaomeimeidaleguoqu......
meimeijingranhaixiangzhizheweiguanqunzhongnenggoujiuta，danshishiqueshi，suoyourendouxiaoshidewuyingwuzong。
dajiayoubushishazi，zenmekenengkanbuchulaishishenmeqingkuangni？
sheiganquchanhetamenzheiyiduishenjingbingdejiawushini？
hunluanzhizhong，wokandaomeimeianzhulewei，shenzhizhijiediezuozaidishang，biaoqingyichangzhengning，
kenengshibeiajiedadaoweileba？
benlaijiuyouweiyanderenbujinjiduanjieshi，haibeizheimechuileyiquan，zenmebusuanshizijuefenmuni？
7.
womeixiangdao，meimeideguimi，zhaoyanjingranhuisixiayuejianwo。
tashoushanghaibangzheshigao，danyuanlilewomeineigechangguipengyou，tadeqiserouyankejiandibianhaole。
她踌躇了一会儿后，
“jie，xiangbiniyeyinggaiyoushuadaoguoliyundeshejiaopingtaiba？woshuojunantingde，kanzhejianzhidoubuxianggeren。”
“woheliyunbijingpengyouyichang，shizaiburenxinkandaotabianchengrujinzheifumoyang。”
“woshizhenxinxiwangtaguodehao。”
wohezhaoyanbingbushu，shenzhikeyishuoshiwanquanburenshi。
kuangqietahaishimeimeidehaoguimi，wozongguiyaofangzhedian，woliantoudoumeitai，lenglengdao：“zhaowoyouheguigan？zhanghuaduanshuo。”
tazhizhiwuwudishuo：“jie，liyunneigenanpengyouxiangbiniyelejieba？shigejingshenbing，woshizaibuganzailiyunmianqianduoshuoshenme。”
“ninengtiwoqugenliyunshuoshuoma？zongguinishitadejiejie，jiusuanajiezaizenmeshengqi，liyundoubuhuizuoshibuguande。”
takanbuxiaqu，tashishengmu。
suoyibawodangqiangshi，xiangrangwoququanmeimei。
mingzhishihuokeng，tazenmehaoyisiquanwoqutiao？
rangwozaijingliyicishangbeizidecantongma？
凭什么？
shangbeizi，woyizhihenguanxinmeimeideshenti，zaidezhitayouweiyanzhihou，ririaotang，xiangjinlefazibangtabushenti。
woshenzhihuanlegongzuo，zhiweilenenggenghaodizhaogumeimei。
woyongyuandouwangbuletadangshideshenqing。
憎恨，仇视，怨怼。
tajiangwanchaowodetoushangza：”doushinihaide！doushinihaiwochedibianchenglefeizhu！ajietachedibuxihuanwole！”
“yaobushiniajiezenmekenenghuigenwofenshou！nijiushiguyideduibudui！nijiushijiduwogenajiedetianmiganqing！nizenmeneimeexin！nibushiren！”
“weiyanhaoleyoushenmeyong！meiyouajie，wohaiburusilesuanle！wohuozhegenbenjiumeiyouyisi！”
可笑吧？
woweiletaqingqisuoyou，yaoxingxingbujiyueliang。
可她呢？
铁了心想让我去死。
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wokanleyanzhaoyanshoushangbangzhedeshigao，chezhezuijiaoxiaolexiao：”nizheimeguanxinliyundehua，buruzijiququanquanta？”
“burenxinkandaotazheifumoyangdebushinima？wozenmenengqianglenifashanxindejihuini？”
zhaoyanxianranmeixiangdaowohuizheimeshuo，tadengdaleshuangyan，haixiangdaodebangjiawo：”nizenmenengshuochuzheizhonghua！neikeshinimeimei！”
“meixiangdaoshijieshangyouxiangnizheimetieshixinchangderen，ninandaoyaodengdaonimeimeibashentichedigaokuazhihouzaihouhuimojima？”
后悔莫及？
yaobushita，wozenhuicansijietou？
wokanzhechibiedezhaoyan，xiaolexiao：”yinweiwoshitajiejie，suoyiwohuiwutiaojianzhichitadesuoyoujueding。”
“bujiushixiangjieshima？youbushishangtianhailidedashi，wozenmenengzuzhini？”
“nibushitadehaopengyouma？weitaduofuchuyidianbuyeshiyinggaidema？”