第2章

mamatingjianhouliansejubian,lazhujianranjiqiedizuzhi。

“zenmekenengzheimeqiao,tayeyaonidegusui?”

“nibunengqu!niqulelinlinzenmeban?!”

shia,gusuijilebailiqing,neiwozenmeban?

“shenmezenmeban?qusiazenmeban!”

jianranyijiaotikaimama,tayanlideyanehuaweishizhidedaoren,yidaoyidaolingchizhemama。

woyaozheyalazhuhaiyaozhuiguoqudemama:“biequlema,womeiyouzheiyangdeba!”

meixiangdaomamajisuhuishenjilewoyibazhang。

“tabujininijiusile!wozhiyouniyigenverajishulin!”

dawanzhihoumamabaozhuwohouhuidewuwudiku。

“duibuqi,duibuqiwuwu……”

wenredeleicongwojingbiangunluo,fengyichuijiuliangsousoude。

mamajiuxiangtadelei,youtangyouliang。

zaicikanjianbailiqing,yijingshisantianhou。

mamadaiwoquyiyuanfujian,zhengzaidengjieguodeshihou,bailiqingcaizhegaogenxie“da、da、da”dizouleguolai。

tachuanzhebaisedequnzi,pisanzhetoufa,waibiaochunlianggaojie。

jinchuanzhebaitniuzikudemamazaitamianqianxiangxingjianchu。

“tingshuolinlinbingqingehuale?”

“wodeshoushuyuyuezailemingtian,anranyijingzhunbeihaogusuile。”

tawanxiayao,toufasihuadisanluoxialai,xiaomimidigenwoshuo。

“keshi,womeibinge。”

“nibabadegusuiyaolangfeileni。”

“tingshuoyinianzhinengjuanxianyici?nihainengtingdaomingnianma?”

mamanazhebaogaodeshoujijuzhandou,beishangdeshengyindouyale。

“niyaozuoshenmechongwolai,fangguolinlin。”

“妈……”

woxiangtimianyidian,kebeimamayanlideyanshenhetuile。

妈妈想我活下去。

kewohuozhejiushigecuowua。

bailiqingchunshandewaibiaoliuluchuyisiedu。

“nibuguoshiangzangde**,wochongnilaitaidiaodangcile。”

“ninversuiranshixiaojianhuo,danbiniganjingduole。”

mamahaoxiangtingdaolemouxiexianwaizhiyin,jingkongdidengdaleyanjing。

“niyaoshenme,wodoujinidoujini!nibiedongwonver!”

shuozheyibabawohuzaishenhou。

我被扯了个趔趄。

bailiqingqiangguomamashouzhongdebaogaodan,lengxiao,“niyoushenmezhidegenwojiaohuan?liannidemingdoushijianmingyitiao。”

takanxiangmenkoudeshixianhuranshoulehuilai。

“nibushixihuanqiangbierendenanrenma?nibushizichengshinvhaihouma?”

“rangnikankan,shenmejiaowanhuozifen。”

woqinyankanjiantacongbaoli,nachudaopian,zaishoubeishanghualachuxuelinlindekouzi。

zhiyishunjian,jiuranhongletajiebaidequnzi。

“quxiaomian!nizaidongqingqingshiyixia!”

jianranhuosudicongmenkoubenzhimianqian,erhuabushuobamamachuaifei,woyebeiyiquandadaozaidi。

wohemamagenbenlaibujifanying。

yaoshimamayoutazheigupoli,womenshibushibuzhiyuhunchengzheiyang?

“anran,bieguaimianmian,tashuozhiyaowosile,linlinjiunengyongnigusuile。”

guoran,jianranjianzhiyaoshalewomen。

yaobushihushiganlai,mangzhejiubailiqing,kongpamamahewozaojiubeitadasile。

bailiqingjiuzhujishi,chuxueyebuduo,suanshixiaoxiaodepiwaishang。

mamagentadezhengzhihenduorendoujiandaole,hushihaibawomenzemaleyidun。

gaoduandelvchaduanweishizhangkongyulundezhigaodian。

我们百口莫辩。

“womeishijiusuanle,anranbieweinantamenmunv,guaikeliande。”

bailiqingtangzaichuangshang,cangbaidechunsegengrangrenlianai。

mamayuanbenduijianranhaibaoyouxiwangdeyanshen,beigangcaineiyijiaochedichuaisanle。

neiyikemamakendingshigenwoyiyangganshoudaolejianrandeshaxin。

wodemama,wanbuguobailiqinga。