congxiaoyiqizhangdademeimeibeijingquantaiziyekanshang。
meiguoduojiutajiusile，beineigequanziliderenwannongdehencan。
wokanlekanliangjieshushangtaiziyedemingzi，youtaitoukanxianghuazhuangjingshangwoyumeimeixiangsidelian，lieleliezui。
fanzhengwojianmingyitiao，siyederangzheiqunrendiaoyicengpi。
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meimeixiedediyifengguanyuguzhedexin：
【jiejie，tazhendehaowenroua，buxiangqitayouqianrenneiyangduiwomenzheixiefuwushengyizhiqishide。】
第二封：
【jiejie，woheguzhelianaila，zhongyukeyibuyongweileqianshouqige。】fuleyizhangcunkuanwushiwandeyinxingka。
disancimeiyouxin，zhiyoutabinglengercanpodeshiti、yifenbaizhiheizideliangjieshuheyizhangcunkuansanbaiwandeyinxingka。
wodonglexieshouduan，heijinmeimeichushineiwanpartydejiankongxitong，jiangzaichangdemeiyigerendoujilexialai。
meimeicengjingshuoguo，zijiyouxiaoshihouzoushiqiandejiyi。
genjutademiaoshu，wotuiduanchutashijingbeilinjianeigexiaoshihoubeiguaizoudehaizi。
dangnianneijiarenweilezhaohaizi，keshixuanshangbaiwan。kemeiguoduojiujiufangqile，duineigehaizibikoubutan，qufuliyuanlingyangleyigenianjichabuduodexiaoguniang。
meimeiqueshishuoshenmedoubukenhuijia，touyaodexiangbolangguyiyang。
baozhuwosajiaoshi，taxiaozhegenwoshuo：“babamamayijingyouyigexindenverla，wojiubuhuiquzhengneixiele。zaishuola，wozhiyaojiejiedangwodejiaren！”
wokanlekanweiboresoushangjingquantaiziyeguzhehelinjiaqianjinlinsiyidinghundexiaoxi，lieleliezui。
meimeibuyuanzhengde，jiuyouwolaizhengba。
jiupingjiezheizhangmeiyouxueyuanguanxiqueqibafenxiangdelian，meimeishiqudesuoyou，wodouhuiyixiangxiang、jiabeiditaohuilai。
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linjiadashaoyepingrilizuiaihunjiyugezhonglivehouse、jiuba、yedian，tuotuoyigewankuzididezuopai。
kexi，neixiedifangbingbushiwozheimegemomowuwendejiubazhuchanggeshounengsuisuibianbianjindedifang。
yushiwogengjiamailidiyanchu、sixialiduanlianjiqiao，zaiwangshangbuduanyingyewoderensheherichang，henkuaijiubodebushaofensideguanzhudu，renqiyeyixiajiushanglaile。
bijingshizheiershijinianlaichifandebenshi，haishiyouliangbashuazide。
zaiwodenulixia，buchubangeyue，jingbeigedajiudianyedianbianzhengxiankonghoudiyaoqingwoqianquyanchu。
wojujueleqitadifangdeyaoqing，quedudujieshoulelinshijituanqixiadeneige。
ruyuanyichang，wochenggongzaijingbeizuidadelivehouseyanchu，bingqiekanjianleneiweilinjiadashaoye。
shishen、dancuoleyin，quechenggongyinqilezhiguzhehejiudelinzimozhuyi。
duishideneijimiao，wojiuzhidao，yuershanggoule。
linzimojihulimarendinglewojiushitazoushiduoniandemeimei，shiletai，yanjingdouyouxiexufahong。
qishipartydangwan，linzimoyezaichang，zuoweilinjiadetongbeirenchumianjilinsiyichengchangzi。
ketadangshiweishenmemeirenchumeimeini？yinweilinjialingyangdeneigejiaqianjinlinsiyizaojiujiangtahuirong。
linzimodezhulibaibanquanshuo，zaijiwozuogeqinzijiandingyifangwanyi。
wusuowei，wohuiyongmeimeidetoufamenghunguoguan。
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mingzhengyanshundi，wogenlinzimohuilelinjia。
linjiaerlaozaojiutingshuoleerzizaijiubazhaohuilexiaonverdeshiqing，dabanyedeshuangshuangshouzaimenkou，shenhouhaigenlegekanqingchuwolianshishensehuianbumingdelinsiyi。
linsiyizheixienianzaojiubeichonghuaile，zhangyawuzhuayikuernaosanshangdiaodiyaoganwozou。
wosuozailinzimoshenhou，niezhetayijiaodeshoujinlejin。
linzimozhoulezhoumei，budongshengsedidangzaiwomianqian：“siyi，zheishinijiejie。”
linfulinmuyefuhezhe，yigelanzhulinsiyidejianbang，kansiquanjieshizeweitachengyao，yigexiaomianhusidehualihuawaidouzaidataiji。
ze，zhihushangmianchangjiandezhenjiaqianjintaolu，nanguaimeimeizuikaishishibuyuanyihuijia。
wochechuyisiqianqiangdexiao，yifuwojianyouliandemoyang：“meimeifangxin，wobushihuilaigenniqiangbabamamade。”
linsiyihaoburongyibeianfule，yitingwozheihuayouzhamao，mamalieliedihenbudechongshanglaijiwoliangbazhang，zuihoubeilinmuyingshengshengzhuaihuilefangjian。
kanlaishigeqingxubuwendingyoumeinaozideduishou，zheijiuhaobanle。
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shiye，linmuqiaokailewodefangmen，yaoyuwoshuoshuohua。
zaiwobiaominglebuhuiganzoulinsiyihuozheshixiebiedeshouduanhou，tacaisonglekouqi。
dangtatingshuowozheixienianzaigedajiubazhuchangshi，liansenankanzhiji：“buxuqule，mingtianjiurangnigegeanpainiqugongsi。”
woguaishundidianlediantou，suijitiyibugaoyilaijiukongjiangdeneiyitao，congdicengzuoqi，tatashishizouhaomeiyibu，bujibierenshuoxianhuadejihui。
linmuzheicaimanyididianlediantou，anpaiqiwodegezhongliyijiaoxue，zhudayigesuchengbanqianjinda**，shengpawobushitaijudiurenxianyan。
zheixiedongxiwokanshineilinsiyicaixuyaodeba？
woguaiqiaodidianlediantou，quanbuyingxia，laizhebuju。
“mingtianwanshang，zanmenjinianpaileyichanghuanyinghui，zaoxiexiuxi，daoshihoukebiejilinjiadiulian。”linmushuowanbianlikailewodefangjian。
huanyinghuia？neineigezongronglinsiyisharendeguzheyeyidinghuiqudeba。
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kansishijizoushiduoniandelinjiada**banhuanyinghui，qishishijiejisheyan。
yifangmianshiweilezhanxianchulinjiadeshili，lingyifangmianzeshiweilehaomenjiandehezuohemingzhengandou。
linsiyilazhetashijinianlaijiejiaode**meimenjiangwoguli，duiwozhizhidiandiande，shibushihaiduizhewobaochuganglingbandexiaosheng。
linzimobenlaixianggenzaiwoshenbianjiwochengyao，quehaimeikaichangjiubeilinfulazoutanhezuo。
wobenyiyebuzaiyurongruzheixiegeshijia**menxuqingjiayidequanzi，yushibianmanwumudedi“xianguang”。
guangdaohuayuanshi，wopiejianleneigerangworisiyexiangdeshenying，yushizoudaolingyibiandeqiuqianshang。
qiuqianshizhong，quemeiyouxiangxiangzhongdetengtong。
guzhehuzhulewo，zaiwotaiyandeneiyishunshanguoyisicuoe，suijijiubeiwohuanghuangzhangzhangdiduokai。
wobeitahuzaihuaizhong，xiuhonglelian，lian“xiexie”doumeishuo，lianmangpaohuihuichangnei。
linfuxiangzhongrenjieshaowodeshenfen，suijiyaowoshuoyixieganyan。
luoluodafangdiwangxiangtaixiashi，wokanjianlezuiqianmianwangzhewoshishendeguzhe，guaneryixiao，xiangtayaoyaojubei。
guzhe，shishendezheijimiaoli，nikandeshiwo，haishiqianbujiugangsideneigenvhai？
woxinshangzhenanrenneixiefuzadeqingxu，jiangbeizhongjiuyiyinerjin。
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zheidianansongqiubodeaimeixiaodongzuoziranmeinengtaoguolinsiyideyanjing。
yanhuisanqu，linjiaqitarendoumangzhesongbinke，zheikejilelinsiyizhaowochadehaojihui。
tadaizheyizhongxiaogenban，qishixiongxiongdilaidaowomianqian，buyoufenshuozhijieshuailewoliangbazhang。
“跪下！”
wowuzhelianjia，bumingsuoyidikanzheta：“a？weishenme……”
budengwowenwan，linsiyishenbiandeliangrenbianyijiaotizaiwoxigaishang，poshiwoguixiaqu。
chuandehaidoushigaogenxie，zhenghewoyi。
xuesezaibaiseyuweiqunshangzhankai。
woshuangyanjinbi，daozaidishangbushengrenshi。
linsiyihaimeigaoqingchufashengleshenmeni，tapangbianyigemeijianguoshenmedafengdalangdexiaogenbanjiushishengjianjiao。
“啊啊啊杀人啦！”
xiaodushuiweiyongyuandoushineimecibi，quetouyihuirangwoxiangxiao。
yishengyilianchenzhong：“lin**zheixienianyizhizaiwailiulang，shenshanghenduoshangkoumeiyoujishichuli，zaojiuyijingshangdaolegenben。”
chulelinsiyi，linjiazhongrenmianshangdouchuxianleyisidongrong。
“wonazhidaotayoushang？zaishuole，sheirangtaxiyinleguzhegegedemuguang？”linsisipielepiezui。
yishengyiweishenzhangdikanlelinsiyiyiyan：“nimenzheixiezuojialirende，duilin**haishiduojiazhaoguxie。”
林家人沉默着。
womingbai，zheishiyijiuwufahandongzheimexieniantamenduilinsiyiqingzhudeganqing。
danshi，zheijianshiqidaodeshiyigezhongzidezuoyong，chizaoyouyitianhuishenggenfaya。
yaoyongwoderouruowuyi，cainenggengchendelinsiyidexiaozhangbahuya。
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buguolinjiazheiyangdejiazuxuyaode，conglaidoubushizhihuikujijiheshichongerjiaodenver。
duanduansanzhou，woyijingconglinshidejicengpashangwaimaobumenfuzhuguandeweizhi，jingshoudehezuowuyibuzuochulepiaoliangdeyeji。
linfusuiranmianshangbuxian，danwoquezhidaotayijingzaiquanhengwohelinsiyisheiduilinjiadejiazhigengda，yezaikaoliangwoshifouhuiduilinzimojichenglinshijiayechanshengweixie。
wobudongshengse，naniehaozhiweijinshengdefencun，shidangzhanxianwodeboruozhichu。
guobuqiran，linfudejiexinriyixiaosan，querdaizhideshimanyiheqinjin。
linzimodaoshishenjingdatiao，fandaoyiwoweiao。
erlinsiyiyenengganshoudaolinfutaidudebianhua，kequeshishizizhipingyong，zheimexienianzhizailinshigualegeming。
yushi，tabianmangbudiedizhanshichuzijidedipai——guzhe，gaosusuoyourentacaishijingquantaiziyeguzhedeweihunqi，shiduilinjiazuiyoulideneiyige。
可这又怎么样呢？
fanzhengtamenliangnanweihunnvweijia，yiqiedouhaimeiyoudingshu。
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linsiyilvcijiangguzhedaihuijiachifan，sihuyaoxuanyaozijiyouxiudeweihunfu。
keyejiwotigonglejiejintadejihui。
chifanshi，wozongzuozaiguzheyoubiandefangxiang，yinweiwodezuolianyumeimeizuiweixiangsi。
shijiyiranchengshu，gaishouwangle。
wuzilisuoyourendouyuguzheyouhuashuo，chulewo，yushifanhouwobianjiekougongwu，shiqudilikai。
wonengganshoudaoyidaozhiredeshixianyizhikanzhewo。
yeli，guzhenaibuzhulinfuhelinsiyide“quanshuo”，zailinjialiuxiaguoye。
woshixianyonglengshuixitouxizao，youheleyidahubingshui，zai19dukongdiaofanglidailexujiu，zaoyitiwengaodeheren。
diediezhuangzhuangpaochufangmenxiangyaozhaoyaoshi，yibuxiaoxinjiudaozaiguzhedekefangmenkoule。
guzheyitingjiandongjingbiankailemen，nuanyishunjianjiangwobaowei。
wonengganshoudao，tadeshouzhizhengzhandouzhetanxiangwodelianjia：“yanyan，shinima？”
pu，zhenshinanweitaguolezheimejiuhainengjidemeimeidemingzile。
hailaibujiduoxiang，zhijianguzhedefangmenyoubeiningkai。
linsiyiyishenyaoyan**dedaban，yikanjiudadinglezhuyiyaobaguzhechimoganjing。
keshitagangqiaokaiguzhedefangmen，jiuhetahuailidewodayandengxiaoyan。
“si**！nizenmezaizhei！”
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linsiyinubukee，queaizheguzhezhengjiangwohuzaihuaizhong，meibanfazaidiyishijianjiwojiaoxun。
dongjingbuxiao，ziranyindewuzilideqitarenfenfenchulaichakanqingkuang。
“xiaogu，zheishi……”linfubanzhelian，xiwangguzhenengjigehelidejiaodai。
guzhelouzhewoyaodeshoujinlejin：“siyibingbushilinjiazhenzhengde**。”
“rujinlin**huilejia，ziranshilvxinggulinliangjiahunyuezuiheshiderenxuan。”
linfumobuzuosheng，linmuzeshiyifutongxinjishoudeyangzi，lianlianjiaozhemingku：“nizenmenengrucigufusiyidezhenxina！”
guzheciren，shenandayibazhangzaijikezaodedaoli。
“linjiazhaohuilezhenzhengdenver，queyaoyigeyangnvhegujialianyin，kongpahuirangjuxinpocezhirenliyong，duilinshidegupiaochanshengyingxiang。”
tadunledun，jierbuchongdao：“wohuijilinshijingnandeneikuaidi，tongshiyiqianqiaodingguodehezuojixu。”
neikuaidikeshibeizhenggejingbeisuoyoushijiahushidandan，guzheweilewodaoshitingshede。
linmuhaixiangweilinsiyishuoxieshenme，beiquelinfuyibalakai。
wozhidao，tazheishimorenle。
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yiyezhijian，linsiyizailinjiadediweigengshiyiluoqianzhang。
ketazheixieniandoushipaozaimiguanzilizhangdade，youzenmenengjieshouxianrujinwoduozouleyiqiedeshishi？
benlaitazuidadechoumajiushiguzhe，kexiyemeile。
xianzaitazaijialiweiyinengyizhangdejiushichongailetashijiniandelinmule。
不过……
takanjianwanzhelinmushoubeiyilianxiaoyidewoshi，shunjianzhale，bukezhixindikanxianglinmu：“mama？！”
zheixietianwozailinmumianqianguaiqiaozhiji，huotuotuoyigeguainverdexingxiang，yuxiaozhangbahudelinsiyijieranxiangfan。
oueryiliangju，shikeerzhiditouluwodeliulangshenghuo，jiuzugouranglinmuxintaidabian。
zaikankantaneigehaofeileshijinianxinxuequeyishiwuchengdeyangnv，ziranjiuzugourangtamingbaisuowei“xueyuan”dezhongyaoxing。
再者……
woyongnimingdefangshi，jilinmufaleyifengyoujian。
heranxianshilelinsiyihelinfuzhijiancunzaixueyuanguanxi。
zheimexienian，linfuyizhiyiyangnvdeshenfen，yangailinsiyishitazaiwailuangaochulaidesishengnv。
yufaxiandelinmuduilinsiyishijinianruyiridechongaixiangxiaohuayiyang。
“siyia，”linmuyiweishenzhangdikanlelinsiyiyiyan：“zaizheigejiali，buyaowangxiangyixienibugaidedaode，linjiaziranbuhuishaonifanchide。”
cihuayichu，linsiyichenmo，yiyanbufadihuilefangjian。
danshiwozhidao，tabingbuhuijiucishanbaganxiu。
yeli，wodiaoshihaozaoyizhunbeihaodeshexiangtoubiantanglexialai，jingjingdenghoutadedaolai。
意料之中的窒息感。
linsiyiyongzhentoujiangwosisiwuzhu，yibianhainiannianyoucidao：“zhiyaonisile，guzhegegejiuhaihuiaiwo，babamamajiuzhihuiyouwozheiyigehaizi！”
kan，woshuoshenmelaizhe，tounaojiandansizhifadayonglaixingronglinsiyizaiheshibuguole。