第3章 现在才退缩,晚了

mingkeyizhangbeijiuqixundefanzhefeisedexiaolianchuchukelian,zaidengguangdezhaoyaoxia,xuanranchuyicengbobodeguangze,youneimeyichanei,tazhenggerenjingxiangshimengshangleyicengbowu,rangrenwanquankanbuqing。

raoshijianguanwushumeinvdebeimingyeyebudebuchengren,zheinvhaihenmei,meidehenganjing,zheiyangdeganjing,duirenheyigenanrendouyouyiguzhimingdexiyinli。

“ni……zhendehuibangwoma?”shangyongdejiuqixundemingkeweiweixuanyun,tachilipaleqilai,yangtoukanta,rutongkanzhewusuobunengdetianshenyiyang。

jiantaxingmoubanmi,buzhidaoweishenme,tajiumingbaile,tabugaoxingle。

“wozhishixiangqueding。”tajizhejieshi。

“woshuoguodehua,jiuyidinghuizuodao。”tachuimou,dingzhetabazhangdadexiaolian,lengheng:“sihou。”

tadehua,taxiangxin,wutiaojianxiangxin。

tazhanzaineili,jiuxiangyizuodashanchulizainimianqianyiyang,nibuhuihuaiyita,yebugan。

keshi,sihou,ta……buhui……

taitoukanzhetajunyidelian,mingxianyoucongtayandikandaoyisibuyuedexiuhei,taheleyitiao,xiaoshoubuzijuejiujinyijin。

ta,zhendeyaosihoutame?

zhongyu,xianxideshenziweiweidouzhe,tamantuntuncongchuangshangpaleqilai,banguizhelaidaotagenqian,yishuangzhandoudeshoupashangtadeyiling,manmandakailediyikeniukou。

naohailiquanshixushaoyangheqitingtingyiqibeipantadeshi,tamendeqinwenheyongbao,tamenduitabuxiehewurudehuayu,haiyouqitingtingchadianbatadadeyunguoqudebazhang……

zhijianhuransiduolejifenliliang,yishuangyunmoudeyanseyeanlexiaqu。

tayaobaochou,tayaorangneiduigounannvfuchuzhongshibeidedaijia!

chenshandeniukoubeiyikekedakai,keshidaoletadefujian,luozaitakuyaodaishangdeshouquechiyile,suoyoudedongzuozaiyishunjiantingdunlexialai。

tazhendeyaojixuma?ruguojixu,shouleershiniandeqingbaijiuhuichedishiqu……

“bieshitukaoyanwodenaixing。”beimingyebuyuedeshengyincongtoudingshangfangchuanlai。

mingkeheleyitiao,taitouduishangtahanyicigudemuguang,xin,huranjiuhuangle。

zheimeqianghandenanren,taxiangyaonongsitagenbenjiushiqingeryijudeshiqing,tahuranhenpa,patahuizhijiezaichuangshangnongsiziji。

youqi,congtashenshangsaxialaide,quanshilengdaorangrenzhandoudehanqi,reshangzheigenanren,huibuhuirangtacongcimairuwanjiebufuzhidi?

tadenaixingkuaiyaobeimoguangle,huranqingshenkaojin,zhiyixia,nongliedenanerqixiputiangaidierlai,hedemingkexinzangyidunshousuo,chadianhunsiguoqu。

“wobu……wobuzuole!”tashudifangkaitadeyaodai,zhuanshenxiangyaocongdachuanglingyicetaokai。

tabuyaozuole,zheigejiaoyitabuyaole,zheigenanrentaikepa,bushitakeyizhaorede,tazhende……henpata。

huranshouwanyijin,zhishizhuanyandegongfu,renyijingbeitalahuidaochuangshang。

beimingyechenzhongdeshenqujieryaxia,zhiredeqixisaluo,tadeshengyin,yutadeqixijieranxiangfan,shilengjuede:“xianzaicaituisuo,wanle!”

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mingkebuzhidaozheishishizenmekaishide,zhenggeguochengzhong,naodaiguayizhiyunhuhude,shijiuqidechongji,haishitashenshangneifenbadaodeqixixundetaliandanaodouyunzhuanbuling?

tabuguoshigeananfenfenmeiriliguozhezuipingfanrizidenvhai,weishenmehuihuranqianchedaozheizhongmomingqimiaodeshiqinglai?

chou,tabuxiangbaole,tapayanqianzheigenanren,taningyuanbubaochou,yebuyaohetayougengduodejiuchan。

zheigenanren,bushitakeyizhaorede!

“wobuyao,fangkai……”shuangshouchengquanluozaitadexiongtangshang,zaitaguntangdedazhangmanmanwangxiatouhuaqudeshihou,tajihushihaojinleshenshangsuoyoudeliliang,yonglituisang。

beimingyeyoudianbunaifanle,hurandanzhangbatayishuangluanhuideshoukouzaitoudingshang,shenyoudexingmouchuixia,dingzhetacangbaidelian,yuhanbuyue:“shixianwotaiwenroume?”

“bu……bushi,xiansheng,wo……wobuzuo,fangwo……fangwozou,fang……a!wozhendebuzuo!”

“tongyangdehuawobuxiangshuodierbian。”

zaitadezhushixia,tazhandou,jinghuang,weitagengtianyifenrangnanrenfakuangdeleiruo。

haokandaorangtiandiwanwuweizhishisedexiaoyicongtachunbianmanmandangkai,tadeshengyin,rutonglaizitianbianyiyangyaoyuan,jiaorenbuzijuemizuishihun:“ququshigeyi,jingbanimaidiao。”

xiuzhangdezhizaitashenshanghuaguo,gengyinqitayizhenkuangluandezhandou,chunbiandexiaoyiqianqiansanqu,tayashengdao:“yihou,zuowonvren。”

zheijinianchulezhuanqian,kaijiangkuotu,duirenherenrenheshiyijingtibuqibandianxingqu,danjinye,queyinweizheigexiaoyatouxiaole,zhenxindexiao,yeshiyuyuedexiao。

yinwei,tazuolezheiyishengzuibuxiedeshiqing,qiangpo。

tayaoqiangpoyigexiaojiahuo,zheishilianzijidougandaoyayi,kequeyouyifennanyiyanyudeqidai。

dichendeshengyinxiangqi,jishizhire,yeshibinglengde:“meiyourennengzaiwomianqianchuerfaner,nishuole,jiuyaozuo!”

shuole……jiuyaozuo,shitazijireshangta,zuole,shibushiyihoujiukeyifangtalikai?zhishicongjintiankaishi,chunzhenzaimeile……

“wu……”zaitayaxianeiyike,tarenbuzhubeishangdiwumingleyisheng,yizhenxintongxilai,yanqiandunshixianruyipianhunanzhong……

……zheiyatou,gaisidejingjitayunguoqule!

jianzaixianshang,nvrenquetingshile!tashiyaojixu,haishiyijiaobatachuaixiaqu?

zaidonglingwusuobunengdebeimingye,zheiyike,xianrulecongsuoweiyoudejiujiezhong……