第一章

hejiangmingandiyicijianmian,wojiuzhidaotataoyanwo。

jiangminganyecongweiyanshiguozheizhongtaoyan,zaijiangshushujiangwolingdaotamianqianjieshaoshi,tajiudiaoerlangdangdezuozailuodichuangxiadezhenpishafashangshaitaiyang。

yangguangcongjudakaikuodetoumingchuangtoushejinlai,nengkanjianxixiaodechenaizaibankongzhongfudong。

erjiangminganlanlandetaimoumanbujingxindechaowokanguolai,shangxiadaliangwoyiyanhousuijiluchuyimolengxiao,piantouwenjiangshushu:「zheijiushineigejishengchong?」

我沉默不语。

daoshijiangshushushengqiqilai,mata:「zenmeshuohuani,zheishiniyushushudenveryuyousheng,congxiaojinidingxiadewawaqin,kuaidianlaijiaomeimeihao。」

jiangminganyingjundemeitoujinjindecuqilai,shensuidemouzixiangxionghendelangyiyangehenhendedingzaiwoshenshang,ranhouchixiaochulai,piantouhejiangshushushuo:「shenmewawaqin?nizijifashanxinyaojianyixieamaoagouhuilaizuohaoshisuini,danqingbuyaodaishangwo。」

shuowantameikanjiangshushutieqingdelianse,shenshoujiangfangzaidalishichajishangdewangqiupaidanjianbeizaishenshang,ranhouzhanqilaiwangwaizou。

zaihewocajianerguodeneiyishunjian,tatingzhujiaobu,piantouchuimouwangxiangwo,tahengao,suoyizhanzaiwoshenbianshiyouyizhongshengqilingrendeyapogan,wotingjiantalengmodeshengyin,tashuo:

「doushenmeniandaile,yuyousheng,wobuchifumuzhimingmeishuozhiyanneiyitao,woquanniyebiezuofeishangzhitoubianfenghuangdemeimeng,woyongyuandoubukenengqunide。」

wozaitadejinggaolidixiatou,yiyanbufa。

tazouhou,jiangshushuyouxiebuhaoyisidehewodaoqian。

tacuozheshou,feichanggangadekanzhewo:「yousheng,nibuyaojieyiha,wozheigeerzicongxiaobeiwoguanhuaile,piqichadebushiyidianbandian,dantaxinbuhuai,jiushizuibashuohuananting,nibiewangxinliqu。」

ranhoutahewobaozheng:「nifangxin,wohenibabadingxiadeshi,yidingsuanshu。」

woweibukechadetankouqi。

qishilaizhiqianwoyijingweiwandehejiangshushubiaodaguo,tabubijiangtahewobabazaiduonianqiansuikoushuodeyijuwanxiaohuadangzhen。

danjiangshushushenshangyouzhongjianghuxiaqi,yekeyishuoshiguzhi,zheizhongjianghuxiaqijiangjiuyinuoqianjin,gurensuotuo,tashibukenengbuzhaobande,suoyizaiwoshuowanhoutajiulianlianyaotou:

「neizenmexing,dangnianwochuangyezijinlianduanlie,gedayinxingbizhai,yaobushinibabashenchuyuanshou,woxianzaihaibuzhidaozainalijianpolanni。」

「zheishibuyaozaitile,nibabajiangnituofujiwo,nijiangshushuyeshibucaigaopengdi、xianpinaifuderen,wobunenggufunibaba。」

我就沉默不说话了。

shishishang,wojiahejiangjiadeguanxiqishibingbuzenmeqinmi。

dangnianwobazaijiangshushuweinanshibangletayiba,houlaimeinianfengnianguojie,jiangshushudouhuizhunshihewobabawenhao。

zaiwochushenghou,jiangshushuzhidaoshigenver,neishihoutadeshengyijiuyijingzuohendale,haixingzhibobodegenwobabatiyi:「ganghao,womenjiashigexiaozi,yugeniyaoshibujieyi,womenkeyiqinshangjiaqin。」

wobayixiaozhizhi,genbenmeibazheigefangzaixinshang。

wobashifengtou,meinianhetataojinhuderenbushengqishu,kehoulaitatouzishibai,suoyouderenaodouxiangtuichaodechaoshuiyiyangdanqu,tazhinenggujiaguarenzuozaiwojianeidongbeiyinxingmeishoujijiangpaimaidedashadinglouzhunbeitiaolou。

tiaolouqian,tajiangtongxunlucongshangfandaoxia,congxiafandaoshang,sisuokeyijiangwotuofujishei,zuihouyezhinengdadianhuajijiangshushu,tashuo:

「jiangyi,wojiangnvertuofujini,nitiwozhaogutahaobuhao?」

ranhoutacong32cengdinglouyiyueerxia,yongsiwangzailuopodexiabanshengdaolaiqianhuaxialexiuzhifu。

jiangshushuzaijiedaodianhuahoujiuqianlitiaotiaodecongachengganguolai,tabangwobasuoyoudeshiqingchulijiejuehao,bawobadehoushifengfengguangguangdebanhao,ranhoujiangwojiedaoletajia。

tashuoyihoujiangjiajiushiwojiale,tarangwofangxin,tabuhuiweibeihegurendeyueding。

woshuoxiexiejiangshushushouliuwo,zhishidangnianlianyindewanxiaohuakeyibuyongdangzhende。

duiwoqianyibaishundejiangshushuweiduzaizheijianshishangbuzhikefou,taguzhideshuo:「zheishinibabalinzhongqianwoduitadechengnuo,junzibunengyanerwuxin,youshengnifangxin,jiangminganquyedequ,buquyedequ,zheishiyoubudeta。」

zuihoutayichuidingyin,burongzhuanyuandeshuo:「jiuzheiyang,zheijianshibuyongzaitile。」

wotankouqi,jiubuzaishuohuale。

wonianjixiao,duanduanshuyuezaofenglianlianbiangurangwobudebukuaisudechengzhangchengshuqilai,jiangshushuduiwohenhao,dandaodiyeshijirenlixia,suoyiwozhihaobaochijianmo。

zhidaowolaidaojiangjia,zaijiangjiakanjianlejiangmingan——yihoubudebuyaoquwodejiangmingan。

duiwoyanezhijicongbujiayanshidejiangmingan。