suyaobaguhuitanfangzaixuanguanjushangshi，yangguangzhengxiexiediqieguobolimen，zaitanshendushangyicenglengbaideguang。tanshenshizuiputongdemibaise，meiyouhuawen，meiyoukezi，xianglinyuanzheigeren，huozheshizongbazijizangzaizuibuqiyandedifang，liansiwangdoulinsejiyidianbolan。
tahuanxiededongzuodunledun，muguangluozaitankouneiquananhongdebuwenshang。neishilinyuanqunianzaiyeshijitamaideweijin，houlaibeitaxidetunlese，suishourengzaiyijuzuidiceng。meixiangdaozuihoubaoguotaguhuide，jingshizheikuaitazaowangledebuliao。
“peng”deyisheng，suyaodaishangmen，zhendeguhuitanqingqinghuanglehuang。linyuandehunpojiupiaozaixuanguandiaodengpang，kanzhezijideguhuizaitanziliweiweizhandong，xiangjilecongqiantaretashengqishi，suozaishafajiaoluobuganhangshengdeyangzi。
他死了七天了。
zheiqitianli，taxianggetoumingdeyingzi，genzhesuyaohuiletamencengjingdejia。tameiku，zhishaotameikanjian。tousantiantazhuzaijiudian，huilaishidailegenanren——chuyi，tafangzaixinjianshangsanniandebaiyueguang。chuyibangtazhenglilinyuandeyiwu，chenshan、shuji、haiyoutazangzaichuangdideneiheqiuhunjiezhi，doubeichuyiyongheiselajidaikunqilai，shuo“huiqi，gaizaodianchulidiao”。
linyuanxiangchongguoqubajiezhiqianghuilai。neishitazanlebanniangongzimaide，bojinsuquan，neicekezhetamenxiangyuderiqi。tayuanbenjihuazaisuyaoshengrineitian，bajiezhizangzaitilamisudejiacengli，kexianzaitilamisumeile，tayemeile。
suyaozhanzaiketingzhongyang，kanzhechuyibalajidaituodaomenkou。“zheixie……”tashengyinhenya，xiangmengzhecengshazhi，“liuxiaba。”
chuyizhuanguoshen，xizhuangxiukouwandaoxiaobei，luchuwanshangneikuaisuyaosongtadeshoubiao。“yaoyao，nidewangqiankan。”tazouguolai，zhijiankuaiyaopengdaotajianbangshi，suyaowanghoutuilebanbu。chuyideshoujiangzaibankong，henkuaiyouruowuqishidishouhui，“linyuanta……bijingyijingbuzaile。”
“wozhidao。”suyaoditoudingzhediban，neiliyoukuaiqianhesedeyinji，shiqunianlinyuanzhuhuoguoshidafandetangdi，tadunzaidishangcalebansu，zuihouhaishiliuleyinzi。neishitaxiaotaben，tanaozhetoushuo“zheiyangtinghao，xiangwomenderizi，youdianhenjicaishizai”。
xianzaixianglai，neixiebeitaxianqide“henji”，yuanlaishilinyuantoutoumaixiadefubi，dengzhemoutiantahuitoushi，nengxunzhezheixieyinji，xiangqitacengzhenshidicunzaiguo。
chuyimeizaijianchi，zhishibalajidainuodaoleyangtaijiaoluo。“wojinwanbuzoule，peini。”tayuqilidewenrouqiadaohaochu，xiangchunyuluozaihumian，zongnengqingyigouqisuyaoxindidelianyi。
linyuanpiaozaiyangtaituilamenhou，kanzhechuyishuliandicongbingxianglinachuniunai，daojinsuyaoguanyongdeneigefensemakebeili。tajidechuyirutangbunaishou，heniunaihuifuxie，kecikechuyiwozhebeizideshouzhixiuzhangganjing，lianmeitoudoumeizhouyixia。
suyaozuozaishafashang，muguangwuyishidisaoguochaji。neilishaolegeboliyanhuigang，shilinyuande。tayanyinbuda，zhiyouzaijiabanxiefanganshicaichoulianggen，meicidouxiaoxinyiyidibayanhuidanjingangli，paxunzheduiyanweimingandeta。youcitabanyexinglai，kanjiantadunzaiketing，jiezheshoujipingmudeguang，yidiandiancaqujianzaichajishangdeyanhui，xiangzaicashishenmexishizhenbao。
“zaixiangshenme？”chuyibaniunaidiguolai，beibishangningzheximideshuizhu。
suyaojieguobeizi，zhijianchudaobingliangdeboli，mengdisuohuishou。niunaisazaiqiansedeshafataoshang，yunkaiyixiaopianrubai。“baoqian。”tahuangmangqunazhijin，quebeichuyianzhushou。
“wolaiba。”chuyideshouzhiwenre，fuzaitashoubeishangshi，suyaokanjiantaxiukouluchudeshouwanneice，youkuaidanhongsedebahen。tajidechuyishuoguo，neishidaxueshibangtajiandiaoluodehuaju，beisuibolihuade。kelinyuanqianjitianzaiyiyuantaipingjianwai，tingjianchuyidezhulidadianhua，shuo“chuzongshouwanshangdexinbachulidehenganjing，buhuibeikanchulai”。
新疤？
linyuandehunpomengdishoujin。tasineitianshiyutian，taqujisuyaosongtaluozaijialideshejigao，guomalushibeiyiliangchuanghongdengdekachezhuangle。zhaoshisijitaoyi，jiankonghuaile，jingchashuodagailvshiyiwai。kexianzaixianglai，neitiansuyaogenbenbuxuyaoshejigao——taqianyiwanbadinggaofajilejiafang，shitazaoshangchumenshi，kanjianzhuoshangdecaogao，feiyaoduociyijusongguoqu。
shisheigaosuta，jiafanglinshiyaokankancaogaode？
suyaodemuguangluozaichuyidebahenshang，chuyixiangshichajuedaoshenme，budongshengsedifangxiaxiukou。“zenmele？”
“meishenme。”suyaodixiatou，yongzhijinfanfucashishafashangdenaizi，lidaodadezhijianfanbai。taxiangqisannianqian，chuyichuguoneitian，tazaijichangkuchengleiren，linyuanjiuzhanzaihoujitingdezhuzihoumian，shoulizuanzhetaaichidecaomeitanghulu，tangshuanghuale，nianzaitashoubeishang，xiangweigandexue。
neishitayiweichuyishibeipochuguo，yiweitajitafade“fenshouba”shizhenxinhua。zhidaoshanggeyuechuyihuiguo，pengzhemeiguichuxianzaitagongsilouxia，shuo“wocongmeiaiguobieren”，tacaizhidaozijidengdezheisannian，yuanlaibushiyichangkong。
可林渊呢？
zheigezaitashilianhoumomopeizaitashenbiandenanren，zheigejidetabuchicongjiangsuan、shengliqihuitiqianbeihaohongtangjiangchadenanren，zheigetazongxianbugoulangman、bugouyouxiudenanren，yuanlaizaitakanbujiandedifang，zaoyibazhengkexindoupenglechulai，zuihouqueshuaidefensui，lianguhuidouzhinengbeizhuangzailianjiadetanzili，kantahebaiyueguangzhongguiyuhao。
“yaoyao，”chuyideshengyinwenroudexiangyumao，“mingtianwopeiniqubatadeguhuianzangleba。fangzaijiali，nikanzhenanshou。”
suyaomeishuohua，zhishibazhijinrengjinlajitong。lajitongliyougekongyaohe，shilinyuande。tayouyanzhongdeweibing，yishengshuobixuanshichiyao，ketazongkanjiantabayaozangqilai，shuo“shengzhedian，yihoujinimaizuanjie”。
linyuanpiaozaichuyishenhou，kanzhetazuijiaoneimojibukechadexiaoyi。tahuranxiangqichushiqianyitianwanshang，taqiyeshikanjiansuyaodeshoujiliangzhe，pingmushangshichuyifalaidexiaoxi：“mingtianranglinyuanbacaogaosonglai，wozaishejiyuanfujindengni，youxieshixiangdangmianshuo。”
yuanlaineichang“yiwai”，congyikaishijiushiyaoyue。
suyaozhanqishen，zoudaoxuanguanjuqian，qingqingbaoqiguhuitan。tanshenhenqing，qingdexianglinyuanzuihoutangzaibingchuangshangdetizhong，zhishengbudaoyibaijin。ketabaodehenyongli，zhijieyinweiyonglierfanbai，fangfobaozhedebushiyipenghui，ershineigezongzaitashenhoushuo“mandianzou，wogenzhe”denanren。
“buyongle。”tadeshengyinhenqing，quedaizheburongzhiyidejianjue，“woxiangzailiutajitian。”
chuyidelianseweibukechadichenlechen，suijiyouyangqixiaorong：“hao，doutingnide。”
linyuankanzhesuyaobaguhuitanbaojinwoshi，fangzaichuangtoujushang，jinaizhetadezhentou。tapuchuangshi，toufachuixialai，saoguotanshen，xiangzaifumoshenmezhenguidedongxi。
yeshenle，chuyizaikefangshuixia，suyaotangzaichuangshang，yanjingzhengzhe，wangzhetianhuaban。linyuanpiaozaichuangbian，nengkanjiantayanjiaomanmanshenchudelei，shunzhebinjiaohuajinzhentouli，yinchuyixiaopianshensedehenji。
她终于哭了。
kezheikushengshijitadema？haishijineiduanbeitagufudeshiguang？
linyuanshenchushou，xiangyaotitacaquyanlei，zhijianquechuanguotadelianjia，chudaoyipianbingliangdexuwu。tatingjiansuyaozaiheianzhongqingqingninan，xiangzaishuomenghua，youxiangzaiduizijitanbai：
“linyuan，wohaoxiang……nalizuocuole。”
哪里错了？
linyuandehunpozaifangjianliwushengdiyoudang。taxiangqichuyihuiguoneitian，suyaowenta“nihuibuhuiguaiwo”，taxiaozheshuo“nixingfujiuhao”；xiangqichuyiyuesuyaochifan，tamingmingweitongdezhanbuzhi，quehaishishuo“quba，bierangtadengjile”；xiangqitazangzaiyijushenchudetijianbaogao，weiaiwanqi，yishengshuozuiduohaiyoubannian，tayuanbenxiangdengsuyaoshengriguohou，jiugentatifenshou，rangtameiyoufudandibenxiangchuyi……
yuanlaitaziyiweishidechengquan，buguoshibatatuixianglegengheideshenyuan。
chuangwaideyuyoukaishixiale，xixililide，xiangjilelinyuanmeiciresuyaoshengqishi，toutoudiaodeyanlei。suyaofanlegeshen，mianchaoguhuitandefangxiang，shouwuyishididazaitanshenshang，xiangshizaianfuyigeshouleweiqudehaizi。
“linyuan，”tadeshengyindaizhenongzhongdebiyin，qingdejihuyaobeiyushengtunmei，“nishuo……chuyita，shibushipianwole？”
linyuandehunpomengdidunzhu。
takanjiansuyaochuangtoujudechoutili，luchuyijiaobaisedexinfeng。neishitachushiqianxiedexin，limianjiazhechuyisannianqianchuguoqian，gentadeliaotianjilujietu——chuyishuo“suyaotainianren，zhenghaojiechuguoshuaileta”，shuo“dengwozaiguowaizhanwenjiaogen，zhaogemendanghuduide”。
tayuanbenxiangzaisuyaoshengrineitianjita，patananguo，youchichimeigan。xianzaizheifengxinjiutangzaichoutili，litadeshouzhiyoujilimidejuli。
yuyuexiayueda，qiaodazhebolichuang，fachuchenmendeshengxiang。suyaodehuxijianjianpingwen，dagaishishuizhele，yanjiaoquehaiguazheweigandelei。linyuanpiaodaochoutiqian，kanzheneifengxin，huranxiangqisuyaocengxiaozheshuo：“linyuan，nishenmedouhao，jiushitaidanxiaole。”
shia，tataidanxiaole。danxiaodaobuganshuoai，danxiaodaobuganwanliu，danxiaodaolianjieluzhenxiangdeyongqidoumeiyou，zhinengbasuoyoumimizangjinxinli，daijinfenmu。
kexianzai，taliandanxiaodezigedoumeile。
tazhinengkanzhezijideguhui，zaineigebinglengdetanzili，peizhetaaiguoderen，duguoyigeyouyigebeihuangyanbaoguodeyewan。erneixielaibujishuodehua，neixiezangzaixijielideai，xiangsanluozaishiguanglidehuijin，fengyichui，jiumeilehenji。
lingchensandian，suyaohuranjingxing，zuoqishen，muguangzhizhididingzheguhuitan。linyuankanjiantadeshouzaizhandou，huanhuanshenxiangchuangtoujudechouti。
neiyike，linyuandehunpohuranjulieditengtongqilai，xiangbeitouruliehuozhongzhuoshao。tazhidao，dangsuyaodakaineifengxin，suoyoudeweizhuangdouhuibengta，ertajiangyaomianduidezhenxiang，bisiwanggengcanren。
ketashenmeyezuobule，zhinengyanzhengzhengkanzhetadezhijian，chudaolexinfengdebianyuan。
窗外的雨，还在下。