sangshidesihouzheneryulong。
chenfengneizhangyinkongjuerniuqucanbaidelian,shiwokanqingdezuihouyiyangshuyurenleishijiededongxi。
“微微,对不起!”
tajianjiaozhe,shengyinlimeiyoubanfenkuijiu,zhiyoubinsidejuejue。
ranhou,yishuangwocengyiweihuiyongyuanyongbaowodeshou,henhendi、yongjinquanlidi,zhuangzailewodebeishang。
woxiangyipianbeikuangfengchuiluodeyezi,shiqulepingheng,xiangqiandiequ,yitouzaijinleneipianyoufulan、xingchouhewujinjiezuchengdelangchaoli。
yishixiaosandezuihouyimiao,wokandaotaliangundaipataozoudeshenying。
wo,zhishitatongwangshengludeyikuaitajiaoshi。
danjiuzaibinglengdeyachiciruwoxueroudeshunjian,yigusenran、heiandeliliang,zaiwojuewangdeshenyuanzhonghongranzhakai。
它们没有撕碎我。
tamen,zaiwomianqian,qishuashuadi,guixiale。
jutongcongwodebojinghejianbangchuanlai,xiangshibeiwushugenshaohongdegangzhentongshichuanci。
我以为自己死定了。
beizuiaiderenqinshoutuixiangdiyu,liansi,doudaizheyiguwufaxishuadequruheyuandu。
danyuxiangzhongbeisichengsuipiandejiejumeiyoudaolai。
wojiannandizhengkaiyan,shijiezaiwoyanzhongchengxianchuyizhongguiyidehuibaise。
zhouweidekongqizhong,mimanzhenongyudaolingrenzuooudexuexinghefuchou,dangengqiguaideshi,wonengqingxidi“wen”daolingyizhongdongxi。
恐惧。
bushiwodekongju,ershilaizizhouweizheixieguaiwude。
neixiegangganghaizhengxiankonghouyaojiangwotunshidesangshi,cikequandoujiangzaiyuandi,shenzhiyoujizhiliwozuijinde,shentichengxianchuyizhongguaiyide、leisijugongdezitai,kongdongdeyankuang“wang”zhewo,houlonglifachudichende、buandegulusheng。
它们……在怕我?
yigehuangdandeniantouzaiwonaozhongshanguo。
woshitanxingditaiqishou,zhixiangliwozuiyuandeyizhi,neizhisangshichuanzhepolandebaoanzhifu,banbianlianyijinglandiao,luchusenbaideyachuang。
wodenaozilishanguoyigemingling:“guolai。”
xiayimiao,neizhibaoansangshixiangshijieshoudaoleshenyu,mengdiyizhen,ranhoumaikaijiangyingdetui,tuikaidangzaitashenqiandetonglei,yibuyibu,yaoyaohuanghuangdizoudaolewodemianqian。
tatingxia,ranhouhuanhuandi,yongyizhongjiweibuxiediaodezishi,danxiguidi,chuixialeneikefulandetoulu。
zhenggeshiqun,siyibandejijing。
zhiyoufengchuiguofeiqijiedaodewuyansheng。
wozhengzhengdikanzheyanqianzheichaoxianshideyimu,suiji,yiguhunzazhekuangxi、yuanhenhebinglengliliangdeqingxu,congwodexinzangshenchupenyongerchu。
我没死。
wobujinmeisi,wohaichengle……tamendezhuren。
wohuanhuanzhanqishen,shenshangdeshangkouchuanlaiyizhenzhenmayang,sihuzaiyirouyankejiandesuduyuhe。
wonengganjuedao,wodexueye、wodeguge、woshentidemeiyigexibao,douzaifashengzhemouzhongfantianfudideyibian。
wodeshilibiandewubiqingxi,shenzhinengkanqingbaimiwaiqiangbishangdeliewen。
wodetingliyeminruidaonengbuzhuodaomeiyizhisangshihoulonglizuixiweidegundongsheng。
gengzhongyaodeshi,wodenaohaizhong,fangfoduoleyizhangwuxingdewangluo,jiangzhouweichengbaishangqiandesangshiquandoulianjieleqilai。
wonengganshoudaotamendemeiyige“niantou”——jie、mangran,yijiduiwo……jueduide、bennengdefucong。
wozhuanguoshen,kanxiangchenfengtaopaodefangxiang。
neitiaokongwuyirendejiedao,zaiwoyanzhong,buzaishijuelu。
“陈峰……”
woqingshengnianchuzheigemingzi,shengyinshaya,quedaizheyizhonglianwozijidougandaomoshengdelengku。
“nizuihaopaodegouyuan,zuihaoqidaobierangwozaizhaodaoni。”
woduizhewoxinde“zimin”men,xiadalediyigemingling。
“跟我走。”
hongranyisheng,shenhouchengbaishangqiandesangshi,rutongyizhichenmoerkongbudejundui,maikailezhengqihuayidebufa,jinjindigensuizhewo。
zheigeshijie,yijingsile。
而我,浴血重生。