第1章 一切皆荒诞

“buyaodong,buranhuihentong。”

qingchengzuidadejiudianzhong,yinvzibeiyazaishenxia,tayilianjingkongdedengzheheianzhongdeta,shijingdeyaotouzhengzha,keshiheiyezhong,nanrengenbenkanbudaotadedongzuo。

ningjiashengyinshaya,nulifachuyixieweiruodeshengyin:“bu,buyao……”

keshi,nanrenyijingbujitajujuedejihui……

tawulidedengdayanjing,zaoyileiliumanmian,tadefuqinjingranweileshengyi,jiangtasongjishengyichangshangdelaotouzi,weilefangzhitafankang,buxiduitaxiayao,yongchejiangtasongguolai,xiachejiubeirenzhuadaozheili,wanquanbujitataozoudejihui,haizhenshitadehaofuqina。

jinye,siqudebuzhitadeshenti,haiyoutadexin。

zheijianwuziwaimianzhanleliangmingshenchuanheisexizhuangdekuiwudahan,liangrenduishiyiyan,jiesongleyikouqi,moshaojingranhuibeirenxiayao,chadianerjiubeineixierenzuanlekongzi,zhibuguo,youxieduibuqineimingbeitamenzhualaidenvhai。

zheicengloudelingyijianwunei,yiwushiduosuidenanrenzaoyibaonu,tayibajiangxueqieniemie,henhendeshuaizaidishang,jiaocaixueqie,qijibaihuaidao:“renni,renni?gaisideningtian,jingranganshuawo,zheibizhanglaozijixiale。”

yiye**,nanzideyaoxiaozhongyutunqu,ertashenxiaderenzaoyihunshuiguoqu。

tashenshoujiangdengdakai,qishenzhanzaitachuangqian,kanzhetalianshangyijiuguazhedeleishui,buyoudezhoulezhoumei,zheigenvhaiershilianyilianertamenzhaolaide,jiashiyinggaishiganjingde,erqietayebuyongdanxintahuichanshangta,zhishi……yaoxiaoguohou,tajingranyouxiehuailiantadeshenti,tahetadediyici,turan,nanrenyouxiebieniudepianguoletou,yupingshidexingxiangjingshitianrangzhibie。

xianglexiang,tacongshoushangtunxiajiezhi,yifenerer,ranhoujiangqizhongdeyimeidaidaonvhaiershoushang,diaochengshihededaxiaohou,youbangtacalecayanlei,taqingshengdao:“duibuqi,xianzaihaibunengquni,dengwosannian。”

dangqianmojiajiazuxingshifuza,tabunengjiangtatuojinlai,huihailetade。

dengningjiaxinglaihou,wuneiyijingmeirenle,tacancanyixiao,tuozheshenziwangyushizouqu,youruxingshizourouban,tameiyibuzoudedouhaowushengji。

wanshangdeshihou,tahuidaoleningjia,huidaolerangtaexindedifang,raner,gangjinjiamentasuoweidefuqinbianjiletayibazhang。

“**,nizuowanqunaerguihunle,nikezhinihuailewodedashi。”

“woqulenaer,nibuzhidaoma?”ningjialenglengyixiao,tiaomeiwendao。

“ni……lilaobangenbenmeiyoudengdaoni,kuaishuo,nidaodiganshenmequle。”

buxiangzaikantaneifuexindezuilian,tazhijieyueguota,wangloushangzouqu,ranerhaimeiyouzouliangbu,tajiubeitademuqinlazhule,takanqilaicimeishanmu,danshichukoudehuatongyangshangren:“jiaer,nizuowanshibushihebiedenanrenzaiyiqi,dingshengjiudiandedoushidarenwu,ruguoshibierendehua,huoxuyekeyi……”

mengdizhengkaitadeshouzhang,tazhongyubaofale,dahoudao:“nimenshirenma?nimen,ni,cehuawoqupeiyigelaotouzi,ni,songwoshangche,haiyouwoneigemeilidafangdejiejie,taweiwoheyouyaodeshui,nimentairangwoexinle,taiexinle。”