diyizhangxiangdidefengguanchensuisuishizaizhenglizumuyiwushifaxianneigezhangmuxiangde。xiangzizangzaiyijuzuishenchu，
shanglebahuangtongsuo，suoshenchanzhebanjiudehongchou，chouzishangxiudefenghuangyijingtunchengleqianfense。
tafeilebantianjingcaiqiaokaisuo，yiguhunhezhezhangnaohemeiweideqixiyongchulai，qiangdetazhikesou。
xiangzilidiezhejianshuihongsedexifu，xiuzhebainiaochaofengdewenyang，jinxianzaianchufanzhelengguang。
zuishangmianfangzhedingfengguan，diancuidefenghuangzuixianzhemingzhu，zhuchuanchuixialai，pengzaiyiqifachuxisuidexiang。
chensuisuishenshouquna，zhijiangangchudaofengguandedizuo，
jiujuezheshouxinyiliang——dizuoneicejingzhanzhexieanhongdeyinji，xiangganhedexue。
“zheishi……”tazhengzhoumeixikan，shenhouturanchuanlai“kuangdang”yisheng，shimuqindafanleshuibei，“suisui，
biepengneige！”muqinliansecanbai，qiangguofengguanjiuwangxiangzilisai，shouzhidoudelihai：“nizumushengqianshuoguo，
zheixifubunengdong，huizhaoxiede。”chensuisuidingzhemuqindedongzuo，huranxiangqixiaoshihoupazaizumuxitou，
tingtachang《guifeizuijiu》dediaozi，zumuzongshuo：“zheifengguanshizushiyechuanxialaide，zhanguoxueguang，
pengleyaorehuode。”neishitazhidangshilaorenhehuxiaohaidehua，xianzaikanlai，muqindefanyingjuefeixiaotidazuo。
dangwan，chensuisuitangzaichuangshangfanlaifuqu。yueguangtouguochuanglingzhaozaidibanshang，xiangtiaocanbaidedaizi，
tazongjuedechuangwaiyouyingzihuanglaihuangqu，haiyinyuetingjianyourenzaichang《guifeizuijiu》，diaoziyiyiyayade，
quebizumuchangdeqilibaibei。dierzhangyebanxishenghoubanye，chensuisuibeiniaoyibiexing，gangzoudaozoulang，
jiutingjianlouxiachuanlaichangxisheng。bushizumuneizhongwenrundediaozi，ershijianxide、xiangbeiqiazhesangzidenvsheng，
fanfuchangzhe“haidaobinglunchuzhuanteng”，changdao“nusichangeliyuegong”shi，weiyinturanbagao，
xiangbolihuaguojinshu，cierderangrentoupifama。tafuzheloutifushouwangxiakan，ketingdedengmeikai，
yueguangcongluodichuangzhaojinlai，yingchugemohuderenying——chuanzheneijianshuihongsexifu，zhengduizhejingzibihuashuixiu。
neirenyingshenduanxianxi，shuzhefanfudefaji，kezhuanguotoushi，chensuisuiquekanjianyizhangcanbaidelian，
yanjingshilianggeheidong，zuijiaoliedaoergen，zhengchongzhetaxiao。“a！”chensuisuihedediezuozailoutishang，
shengyinkazaihoulongli。changxishengjiaranerzhi，renying“sou”dixiaoshile。ketinghuifuqihei，
zhiyouguazhongdedidashenggewaiqingxi。muqinbuzhiheshizhanzaiwoshimenkou，shouliwozhebataomushu，
shuchishanghaichanzhehongsheng：“wojiuzhidaohuizheiyang……”tabashuzisaijichensuisui，“zheishinizumuliuxiade，
shuonengzhenzhubuganjingdedongxi。”chensuisuizuanzhetaomushu，zhijianbingliang。
taturanxiangqizumulinzhongqiandeyiyu：“fengguanlidehun，
gaihaile……”disanzhangfengguandemimidiertianyizao，chensuisuimanzhemuqin，
bafengguantoutounadaoleshibowuguan。tarenshizheilidelaoyanjiuyuanzhouxiansheng，zhuangaominsuwenwujianding。
zhouxianshengdaizhelaohuajing，fanlaifuqukanlefengguanbantian，youyongfangdajingzhaodizuodeanhongyinji，
liansejianjianchenxialai：“suisui，zheibushiputongdexifupeishi。”tazhizhefengguanneicedeyixingxiaozi，“nikan，
zheikedeshi‘minguoershisannian，zenglingding’。”“lingding？shirenmingma？”“shiyiming。
”zhouxianshengtanlekouqi，“minguoshihongjiyishidedaomadan，jushuodangnianzaizheierdeqinganxiyuanchangyazhou，
houlaituranxiaoshengnijile。chuanwentazaitaishangbeirenyongfengguanshangdezhuchaicisile，xuejiushenjinlefengguandizuo。
”chensuisuizhijuedehoubeifaliang：“nei……taweishenmehuichanshangwomenjia？”“nizumushibushiyechangguoxi？
”“shi！”chensuisuituranxiangqi，zumunianqingshizaixibandaiguo，“tashuoguozijidangnianshixiaopeijiao，
houlaijiarencaituileban。”zhouxianshengyouzhizhexifuxiabaideandai，mochuzhangfanhuangdexidan，
shangmianyinzhe“qinganxiyuanyazhouxi《bawangbieji》，zhuyan：lingding（shiyuji）”，
jiaoluohaiyouxingqianbizi：“shiyueshiwu，qufengguan，changxuezhai。”jintian，zhengshishiyueshisi。
disizhangxuezhairuyehou，chensuisuibataomushubiezaifajishang，youanzhouxianshengshuode，
zaifengguanlisailepianzumudezhijia——jushuozhiqindeguxuenengzanshianfuyuanhun。muqinzaiketingbailezhanggongzhuo，
shangmianfangzhexidan、xiangluhesanwanqingshui，zuiliniannianyouci。guazhonggangqiaoshiyixia，
yuanzilidelaohuaishuturan“huala”zuoxiang，shuyeluodemandidoushi。ketingdejingzikaishiqiwu，
wuqilijianjianfuchulingdingdelian，zheicikandezhenqie：yanjiaoliuxue，zuijiaosilie，zhuchaihaichazaitadejingdongmaichu，
xueshunzhexifuwangxiadi，zaidibanshangjichengxiaoxiaodeshuiwa。“haiwofengguan……”lingdingdeshengyinxiangpoluo，
shenshoujiuwangchensuisuitoushangzhua。“biepengwosunnv！”muqinturanpuguoqu，yongshentidangzhuchensuisui。
taomushucongchensuisuitoushangdiaoxialai，lingdingdeshouchuanguomuqindejianbang，zhijiashenshenqiajinchensuisuidegebo，
cigudehanyishunzhepifuwanglizuan。“nidexue，changtadezhai！”lingdingjianxiaoqilai，
fengguanshangdezhuchuanturanzhakai，yikemingzhudandaogongzhuodeqingshuizhong，shuimian“teng”dimaoqixuepao。
chensuisuikanzhemuqintongkudelian，turanxiangqizumudehua：“dangnianshiwotanmufengguandehuamei，
touhuanlelingdingdedaoju，cairangtabeirenzuanlekongzi……zheizhai，zaogaihaile。”tamengdizhuaqizhuoshangdexidan，
sichengsuipianrengjinhuopen：“zhaiwolaichang！dannibunengshangwoma！”lingdingdedongzuodunzhule，
heidongdongdeyanjingdingzhehuopenlidehuijin。muqinchenjibachensuisuiwanghoula，kelingdingdeyingziyijingchanleshanglai，
xifudeshuihongsezaidengguangxiabianchengleanhong，xiangjintoulexue。diwuzhangxifufenhuopenlidehuijinturanpiaoqilai，
zaikongzhongpinchenglingdingdangniandemoyang：chuanzheganjingdexifu，meiyanmingmei，zhengzaitaishangfanzhepiaoliangdejindou。
taixiazhangshengleidong，qizhongjiuyounianqingshidezumu，chuanzhecubuxifu，yanlimanshixianmu。
“wozhishixiangzaichangyici……”lingdingdeshengyinruanlexialai，daizhekuqiang，“tamenshuowoqianglebierendexifen，
caizaifengguanlizanglezhen……”chensuisuikanzheta，turanmingbaile：“nibushiyaozhai，shixiangrangrenzhidaozhenxiang？
”lingdingmeishuohua，zhishitaiqishou，zhixianggongzhuoxiadeange。chensuisuipaguoqulakai，limianshibenriji，
zumudezijiwaiwainiuniu：“minguoershisannianshiyueshiwu，lingdingjiebeizhanglaobanpairensuohai，wopabeiqianlian，
zanglefengguan。tadexifuzhanlexue，wobuganreng，zhinengsuojinxiangdi……woduibuqita，
yeyemengjiantazhaowoyaofengguan。”zhenxiangdabaideshunjian，lingdingdeshenyingdanlexiaqu，
xifushangdexuesejianjiantunchengyuanlaideshuihong。taduizhechensuisuijuleyigong，zhuanshenzouxianghuopen，huazuoyilvqingyan，
suizhehuijinyiqipiaoxiangchuangwai。muqintanzuozaidishang，kanzhekongdangdangdeketing，nannandao：“zongsuan……lele。
”chensuisuijianqineidingfengguan，zhuchuanshangdemingzhuhaizaifaguang。tazoudaoyuanzili，
bafengguanhexifuyiqifangjinhuopen，dianranledahuoji。huoyantianshizhechouduanhejinxian，yingdeyekongfahong，
xiangyichangchilaidexiemu。diertian，chensuisuizaiqinganxiyuandejiuzhipang，weilingdinglilekuaiwumingbei，
shangmiankezhe：“cichucengyouyiling，yijidongren，yiyuanluomu，jinchenyuanjin，hunguichu。”fengchuiguoshibei，
fangfoyoutingjianneiju“haidaobinglunchuzhuanteng”，zheicidediaozi，wenrundexiangzumudangnianchangdeyiyang。
diliuzhangbeiqianxishengchensuisuishizailibeihoudedisanriqingchenyujianzhouxianshengde。laorenbeizhegebanjiudefanbubao，
dunzaiwumingbeiqian，zhengyongruanbucashibeishangdeziji，chenguangtouguoxishudehuaishuye，
zaitagouloudebeishangsaxiabanbodeguangdian。“zhouyeye。”chensuisuifangqingjiaobuzouguoqu，
shoulitizhegangmaidedoujiangyoutiao，“ninzenmelaile？”zhouxianshengzhiqishen，chuilechuiyao，
yanlidaizhexiefuzadeqingxu：“tingshuonililekuaibei，guolaikankan。”tazhilezhifanbubao，
“zheilimianshiwozhaodanganguandelaotongshichadeziliao，guanyulingdingde，huoxunigaikankan。
”fanbubaolizhuangzhejibenfanhuangdejiubaozhiheyitafuyinjian。chensuisuidunzaibeipangfankanzhe，
zhijianfuguo1934niande《jinmenwanbao》yuleban，
toubanheranyinzhelingdingdejuzhao——zhaopianshangdenvzichuanzheyujidexifu，fengguanxiapei，meiyanjiandaizheguyingqi，
quanranbushineiwanjiandaodezhengningmoyang。“tabenmingbujiaolingding，”zhouxianshengzuozaibeibiandeshitoushang，
manyouyoudishuo，“yuanmingjiaosumanqing，suzhouren，shisansuijinxiban，baideshidangniande‘huoyuji’meilaoban。
nikanzheipianbaodao，shuotadiyicidengtaiyan《bawangbieji》，yiliangxiangjiumantangcai，
taixiayougejunfadangchangrenglejintiao，yaobatashuhuiqudangyitai，beitayongqiangzhizheganpaole。
”chensuisuikanzhebaodaoli“sumanqingxingqingganglie”demiaoshu，xiangqineiwanlingdingqiazhetagebodelidao，
huranjuedexinlidudehuang。tafandaolingyizhangbaozhi，shehuibanjiaoluoliyoupianduanwen，
biaotishi《qinganxiyuanxuean》，zilixingjianxiezhe“mingjiaolingdinghoutaiyuci，fengguanshizong”，
quemeitixiongshoushishei。“houlaini？”chensuisuizhuiwen。“houlaiqinganxiyuanlaobanzhangpangzibaoleguan，
shuoshixibanneibuchousha，zhualegepaolongtaodedingzui，meisangeyuejiujieanle。”zhouxianshengtanlekouqi，
“danlaodanganliyoufenyanshibaogao，shuolingdingbozishangdeshangkoubushizhuchaizaochengde，shitezhidesanlengdao，
gendangshipanjuzaijinmende‘heihubang’yongdexiongqiyiyang。”chensuisuimengditaitou：“heihubang？”“dui，
”zhouxianshengdiantou，“zhangpangziqianleheihubangyidabiduzhai，xiangrangsumanqingqupeiheihubangdetoutouhejiudizhai，
beitamalehuiqu。sumanqingxingziying，shuo‘xiziyeshiren，bushiwujian’，haibazhangpangzideliannaochulexue。
”chenguangjianjianreqilai，chensuisuikanzhebeishang“yijidongren，yiyuanluomu”deziyang，
turanmingbaineiwanlingdingdeyuanduli，zangzheduoshaobugan。tabadoujiangdaozaibeiqiandetuli，youtiaobaichengxiaokuaifangzhe，
jiuxiangxiaoshihouzumujiliulangmaoweishineiyang。“wonainai……”chensuisuiyouyuleyixia，haishiwenlechulai，
“tatoufengguan，shibushiyegenheihubangyouguan？”zhouxianshengcongfanbubaolinachuyizhangfuyinjian，
shifenfanhuangdejieju，jiekuanrenchuqianzhechensuisuizumudemingzi——chenxiue，danbaorenneiyilan，
heranshizhangpangzideqianming。“nizumudangnianjialiqiong，diezhongbing，dididengzhejiumingqian，
zhangpangzishuozhiyaotatoulesumanqingdefengguan，jiujitawushikuaidayang。”chensuisuiwozhejiejudeshouweiweifadou。
taxiangqizumuwannianzongshuo“nianqingshifanguohun，haileren”，neishizhidangshilaorendehutuhua，
xianzaicaizhidaozheibeihouzangzhezheimezhongdefenliang。“neifengguan……”“fengguanshangdemingzhushizhende，zhibushaoqian，
zhangpangzibenxiangnatajiheihubangdizhai。”zhouxianshengzhilezhifuyinjianshangdejilu，“dannizumutoulefengguanhou，
meijiaojizhangpangzi，ershizangleqilai。heihubangmeinadaoqian，fanghuoshaolezhangpangzidexiyuan，
zhangpangzizijiyebeidaduanletui，houlaifengfengdiandiansizaijietou。”chensuisuilengzhule。
tayizhiyiweizumushitanmufengguandehuamei，quemeixiangdaoshizheiyangdezhuanzhe。
“nizumuhoulaiyongneifengguanshangdeliangkemingzhuhuanleqian，jiuletadiedeming，shengxiadefengguanzangzaijiali，
shixiangdengfengtouguolehaijisumanqing。”zhouxianshengnachuzuihouyifenziliao，shizhanglaozhaopian，
“zheishi1946niandeqinganxiyuanhoutai，nikanjiaoluolineigechuanqipaodenvren，shibushiyoudianyanshu？
”zhaopianlidehoutailuanzaozaode，jigeyanyuanzaihuanyifu，jiaoluolizhanzhegezhongniannvren，
shoulipengzhejiandiehaodeshuihongsexifu，zhengshichensuisuidezumu。takanzhejingtoudefangxiang，yanshenlidaizhexieqipan，
youyouxiehuangkong。“zheishisumanqingshizongshinianhou，nizumumeinianjiridouhuiquxiyuandengta，shuo‘fengguanhaizai，
wodengnihuilaina’。”zhouxianshengdeshengyinhenqing，“kexia，sumanqingzaiyemeihuilai。
”chensuisuibazhaopiantiezaibeishang，zhijianqingqingmosuozhezumudeshenying。fengchuiguohuaishuye，shashazuoxiang，
xiangshiyourenzaidididichangzhe《bawangbieji》dediaozi。tahuranzhanqishen，
duizheshibeishenshenjuleyigong：“suxiansheng，duibuqi。wonainaimeidengdaoni，wotitabafengguanshaole，
bushibuhaini，shijuedeneidongxizhanletaiduozangshi，peibushangni。”“dannidexi，bugaibeiwangle。
”chensuisuicongbaolinachushouji，diankaiyigeyinpinwenjian——shitatuorencongdanganguanzhaodaodeluyin，
1933nianlingdingzaidiantailude《bawangbieji》xuanduan。“haidaobinglunchuzhuanteng，jianyutu，
yutuyouzaodongsheng……”qingliangdechangqiangzaikongdishanghuidang，daizhexiedianliudezayin，queyanbuzhuneifenqingliangwanzhuan。
chensuisuikanzheshibei，fangfokanjianzhaopianshangdesumanqingzhanzaitaishang，shuixiufanfei，yanboliuzhuan，taixiazhangshengleidong，
qizhongyidingyounianqingshidezumu，zhengzuanzheyijiao，yanlimanshijingpei。
zhouxianshengpailepaitadejianbang：“shiwenhuaguanxiageyueyaoban‘laojinmenxiquhuiguzhan’，
wogentamentilesumanqing，tamenshuokeyishegezhuanqu，fangtadejuzhaoheluyin。”chensuisuixiaole，
yanjiaoyouxiefare：“taihaole。duile，wohaizhaodaojiandongxi。”tacongbaolinachugexiaoxiaodejinnang，
limianzhuangzhemeimodeguanghuadegupai，“zheishiwonainaizhentouxiazhaodaode，shangmiankezhege‘qing’zi，
yinggaishisuxianshengdeba？”zhouxianshengjieguogupai，duizheguangkanlekan：“zheishidangnianxibandexinwu，
xiangdangyuxianzaidegongpai。nikanzheibeimian，kezhe‘meimendizi’，guoranshimeilaobandetudi。
”liangrenbagupaifangzaibeiqian，youjiangneixiejiubaozhihefuyinjianzhengqidibaihao。yangguangyuelaiyuenuan，
chensuisuihurantingjianshenhouchuanlaixisuidejiaobusheng，huitouyikan，shigebaifacangcangdelaonainai，zhuzheguaizhang，
shoulitizhegeshihe。“qingwen，zheilishisumanqingdebeima？”laonainaideshengyinzhanweiweide，
“woshidangnianxibanqiaoluode，manqingjiezongjiwodaitangchi……”chensuisuiganjinfuzhelaorenzuoxia。
laonainaidakaishihe，limianshijikuaijingzhidemeihuagao：“tazuiaichizheige，meiciyanwanxidouyaomailiangkuai。
wozhaoletayibeizi，zongsuan……zongsuannenglaikantale。”laorennaqiyikuaimeihuagao，qingqingfangzaibeiqian，
yanlideleiyidiyidiluozaigaoshang：“manqingjie，tamendoushuonisile，wobuxin，
wojiujuedenikendinghaihuozhe……”chensuisuikanzhezheiyimu，turanmingbaizumuweishenmeyaozangzhefengguandengshinian。
youxiekuiqian，huoxuyibeizidouhaibuqing，danneifenkuijiuli，yezangzhechendiandiandejingyi。neitianxiawu，
yuelaiyueduodelaorenlaidaobeiqian——youdangnianxibandeqinshi，youkantaxizhangdadepiaoyou，
haiyoubeitajiuguodexiaoqigai（rujinyishimanlianzhouwendelaoren）。
tamendailailegezhonggeyangdedongxi：shengxiudeqinxian、fanhuangdexipiao、shenzhihaiyoudangniansumanqingjiaotamenxiedezi。
xiyangxixiashi，chensuisuizhanzaibeiqian，kanzheneixielaorenweizuozaiyiqi，
niyiyanwoyiyudijiangzhesumanqingdegushi——jiangtaruhezaitaishangweifenglinlin，
ruhezaitaixiabangxibandexuetuchutou，ruhebayanchufeifenjiqiongkudejiefang。“tazongshuo，‘xichangdezaihao，
xinyaoshiheile，jiuchengbulejiaoer’。”“kebushima，neiniandongtiantebieleng，tabazijidediaopidayidangle，
jiwomenmaimianyi……”chensuisuitingzhezheixiegushi，juedeneigezhengningdeyuanhunjianjianbiandexianhuoerwennuan。
tanachushouji，dakailuyingongneng，bazheixiehuadoululexialai。huoxu，
zheixiecaishisumanqingzhenzhengxiangliuxiadedongxi——bushizhanxuedefengguan，ershibeijizhudeshanyihefenggu。
yemujianglinshi，laorenmenjianjiansanqu。chensuisuizuihouyigelikai，tazaibeiqianfanglezhanxiaoxiaodegongdeng，