第4章

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「xunianzheigesinvren!laozizhuangleneimejiutazenmehaibukenhuixinzhuanyi!gaodewobingqingshihaoshihuai,daoshihoujiusuanshihaoquanleliuxiashenmehouyizhengkezenmeban!」

wozuozaijiazhongkanzhejianshiqiliqijibaihuaidejiangtao,xinzhongbingliangyipian。

wojiekouchuyuanliwu,jijiangtaosongleyigehendadewanouxiong,xiongdeyanjinglibeiwoanzhuanglejianshiqi。

meixiangdaozheimekuaijiupaishangyongchangle。

erjilichuanlaizadongxideshengyin。

「xunian,dengwohaoleneigepoxitongjiuzaiyemeibanfaqianzhiwo,daoshihouwoyaorangnishengburusi!」

shuowanzheixiejiangtaohudiyoufangshengdaxiaoqilai,zhizhezhuozishangsanluodezhipiandao:「jiuchayidianle,mashangwojiunengquanyulehahahahaha。」

quanyu?**jinpingmu,quekanbuqingneixiezhishangdeneirong。

wolimajijiangtaofaletiaoweixin,shuozijiganghaozaifujinbanshixiangqutajiakankan。

jiangtaoguoranlimajiuhuifule。

「niannian,niyuanyilaidangranshizuihaole。」

wokanzhepingmushangdejiangtaojijimangmangdijiangneidie「wenjian」saijinlepangbiandeshujiashang,wojixialeweizhi,ganwangtajia。

zheigegongyushuodabuda,shuoxiaobuxiao,xianzaizhiyoujiangtaohetamamazaizhu。

zharanhuilai,mianqianzaicifuxiancongqiandechangjing。

wozuodeshijujiafanyidegongzuo,suoyidabufenshijiandoushizaijialiwanchengde,xiangbizhixia,tiantianxuyaochumenshangbanwanshangshidianduocainengdaojiadejiangtaojiuchengledajiayanzhongfuchudegengduo,gengxinkudeyifang。

neishihoudewo,meitianzuofanyi,haiyaochouchushijianlaiweijiangtaoxiyizuofan。

「xunian,woyangnizheimedabushiweilerangniqujibierenxiyizuofande,womenxujiameiyouzheiyangdemenfeng!」

babadehuayanyouzaier,dangshidewoquezhidangzheiyangderizicaishizhenzhengxingfude,chaimiyouyanjiangcucha,youyoushenmebuhao?

zhidaohoulaiwohejiangtaodeganqingyiriburuyiri,woyecengqidaiguotanenghuitou,yushikukuzhicheng。qizhongduoshaoyeyoubuxiangxiangfumuchengrenzijikancuorendeyuangu。

gangyijinmen,jiangtaojiureqingdijiwonaleshuangtuoxie。

「zheishixinde,zhidaoniyaolaiwoganjinpaoquchaoshilitiaode,shinixihuandedaertu。」

wobiaoxianchuxinxidemoyang,buxiangrangtakanchuzijideyichang。

wozaishafashangzuoxia,jiangtaoyinqindehen,youshidaoshuiyoushiqieshuiguo。

「wojidenizuixihuanhejuhuachaduiba?」

wowangzhebeizhongdebaiju,chaofengdishuoleju:「shimoli。」

jiangtaodeshoudunledun,meijixujiehua。

wodexiangbanfajintashufang。

「wokanshijianyebuzaole,buruzainizheilichigefan,woxiangchisongshuyuhepangxie,keyima?」

「dangrankeyi,neiwomenyiqiqumaicai?」

woyaoleyaotou,huanshengdao:「wojintianyoudianleile,zaijiakanzhedianshidengniba。」

jiangtaoshaojiandiyouyulehuier,danhaishitinghuadiyigerenchumenqule。

zheierlihaixianshichangyouduanbujindejuli,jiangtaolaihuizenmeyedeershiduofenzhong。

wolaidaojiangtaofangjiannei,wozouyihoufangjianbuzhiyeyouxiebutong,zheimiandashujiajiushicongqianmeiyoude。

shujiashangmimimamaquanshishu,yishijianyezhaobuzhunneixiewenjianbeifangzainagegeceng。

congzuoxiangyoukanguoqu,yaoxiangyibenbennaqilaichakanzaifanghuiyuanweishijiangenbenbugou。

wonulihuixiangjianshiqizhongjiangtaozangwenjiandeweizhi,buduanzhongfunashufangshudedongzuo,douluoshubenshi,yizhangzhiqingpiaopiaodipiaoluozaidishang。

wojianqita,neishiyizhangzhenduanbaogao。

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「淋巴癌晚期。」

这是他的病例报告?

budui,ruguozhishizhenduanbaogao,tameibiyaozheiyangjinshen,shenzhihaijiazaishuzhong。

xinzhongfangfojumanlewuyun,zhidengyigezhunquedeleishengxiangqi,dayubiannengqingxieerxia。

dierzhang,disanzhang,disizhangzhenduanbaogaobuduancongshubenzhongbeifanchu。

linbaaizhongqi、linbaaizaoqi、yisilinbaai……

ruguoshuozheishijiangtaozheiduanshijianyilaidezhenduanbaogao,bushishuobuguoqu。

keshi,zheixiezhenduanbaogaoderiqi,quebuduanbijinxianzai。

jiangtaota,yijingkuaiquanyule。

congtoudaoweidoushijiade,wulunshiyikaishilaiqiuwoyuanliang,haishirangxiaqianruheneixiexiongdimenduiwodaoqian。

jiulianyiyuanlibingweishitakouzhongbuduannannandiwodemingzi,douzhishiyinweiwoxianzaishitadebaohushen。

kewobushitadebaohushen,woshixiangtasuomingdegui。

youxitongshiba,neijiuanzhaoguize,rangwohaohaoheniwanyiju。

「kaca」yisheng,damenkaile,jiangtaohuilaile。

wojiangzheixiebaogaoyuanfengbudongdijiahuishuzhongfanghuiyuanwei,tuodiaoxieziquansuozaijiangtaodechuangshang,yifufutongdeyangzi。

「niannian?nianniannizenmezaizheier?」

guoran,kanwonanshoudiyifanyingbushiwenwodeqingkuang,daoshiguanxinwoweishenmezaizangyoutamimidedifang。

wozhouzhemei,shengyinxixi:「gangqiaopengshangleshengliqi,butaishufujiutangzhele。」

wolazhujiangtaodeyixiu,「woxiangchinimamazuodecai,nirangtajiwozuohaobuhao?」

江涛自是无有不依。

yigeduoxiaoshihou,wolaidaocanzhuoshang,kanzhemanzhuoziwoaichidecai,youxiefazheng。

jiangtaomamashigeputongdenongcunnvren,danpiqikebuputong。

zaitadeguannianli,nvrenjiushiyonglaichuanzongjiedai,zhaoguzhangfuhepojiade。

meicitayilai,wodouyaofangxiashoutoudegongzuoqusihouta。

bushichuibeichuitui,jiushixiyizuofan。

fenneideshiqingzuole,haidezhaogudaomianzishang。

qushangchangjitamaiyifumaishoushi,rangtahuiquzaicunliyoumianzi。

jiangtaodegongzizhinengchengdeshangshiyiban,erwoweilerangtamamaxihuanwo,toutoubutielebushaoqianjinqu。

buguomianzishangzhinengshuoshijiangtaodeqian。

chufangchuanlaicierdeshengyin。

「jiangtao,bushiwoshuoni,nixianzaibingyehaodechabuduole,jiugaizhongxingongzuozaizhaogexinnvpengyou,zhengtianweizhexunianzhuannishibushinaozifengmole?」

「hairangwolaijitazuofan?yaobushinizhuyuanneijitiantalaikanguoni,nikanwojintianlaibulai!」

jiangmucongchufangduanzhewankuaichulaishi,meiliaodaowoyijingcongfangjianli「shuixing」chulaile,youxiegangadipielepiezui。

jiangtaoxianggeheshilao,taohaodichongwoxiaoxiao:「niannian,chiba,jintianzuodedoushinixihuandecai。」

wonaqikuaizi,manyouyouchangleyikousongshuyu,youchuolechuopanzilidepangxie,bunaifandijiangkuaizishuaidaoledishang。

「woshuoleduoshaocile,wobuxihuanchisuantiankoude,haiyouzheigepangxie,woconglaizhichiqingzhengde,nipianpianyaozuochenghongshaode,nishibushikanbuguanwo?」

duojiumeiyouzheiyangshuangkuaidibiaoshizijidebumanle,youqishiduizhejiangtaomuzi。

jiangmushunjianzhanqi,nashouzhizhewo,「e^nizheigeren,woxinxinkukuzuoleneimejiu,nishuobuchijiubuchia?zheiyu,zheipangxie,doushiwoerzimaide,wozuochengtaxihuandekouweizenmele?」

woyebuganshiruo,qiangshengdao:「jiangtao,nikandaole,nimamaduiwozheigetaidu,wokebuhaoyisizaizainijialaizhe,zuihaoyihouyebielaiwangle!」

shuowanwojiunaqibaobaoxunsuzoudaomenkou,fangfozhendebeiqihenle。

wozaixinzhonganshu,yibu,liangbu,sanbu,jiangtaolazhulewodeshou。

yanshizhuzuijiaodexiaoyi,wozhuanguotouqukanxiangta。

「niannian,jintianshiwomabudui,niyuanliangtazheiyicihaobuhao,xiacikendingbuhuizheiyangle,taxiacikendinghuizuonixihuandekouweide。」

wotaishouyibazhangzhijieshuaizaijiangtaolianshang。

「jiangtao,nimashishenmedexingwozaojiujianshiguole,haixianggenwoshuoshenmeyihou?」

zheifanhuayichukou,jiangmuziranshibuleyi,「nigandawoerzi!」

jiangmushuowan,zhangyawuzhuadixiangwopulai,zhenshixianghewodayichangle。

kexile,jiangtaobuhuirangtadechengde。

「maniganshenme!」jiangtaoshenshouyidang,woguyiwangtahuailiyizhuang,jiangtaokongzhibuhaolidujingranzhijiebajiangmutuidaozaidi。

dinglingkuanglangzhuoshangdefancaiyebeizhuangxiabushao,nongdejiangmushenshangmeiyichuganjingde,changmianlangbeizhiji。

tamenmuzifanmu,wotizhewodeaimashishishiranchulemen。

meizouliangbuyinyuetingjianjiangmudekusu。

「jiangtao,niweilegehulijingzheiyangduiwo,nihaodehen!congjinyihouwojiudangmeinizheigeerzile,wojintianjiuhuicunliqu,banizuodehaoshiyiwuyishishuojinineixieshushubobotingting!」

zheizhishidiyibu,jiangtao,zanmenzouzheqiao。

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tongshidezuilejiumingdeshenxianhezijidemuqin,yinggaixianquhongnayige?

jiangtaodexuanzeziranshiwo。

weileyandezhenqie,woliangletaliangtianmeili,daoledisantian,zhudongjitadalegedianhua。

「shuoshihuazheiduanshijiannidetaiduwokanzaiyanli,woyemingbainixiwangwomenkeyihehao,danshidangchunichuguideshiqingrangworugengzaihou,zheijianshiwowangbule,suoyiwomenhaishisuanleba。」

jiangtaoxinxidishengyinchuanlai:「niannian,nichengrennihaishixihuanwodele。nifangxin,xiaqianruwoyijinghetaduanganjingle,tayihoubuhuifangaiwomenlianggerendeshenghuode。」

zheige**naozilixiangdegujishihewozaiyiqizhihoubujinnengquanyu,hainengdedaowojiadecaichan,xianzaizhengmeizizidizuobairimengni。

wozhenzhuodao:「dangchuniweilejixiaqianrumaiyijiangaodinglifu,sizinalewomamajiwodeshoushibianmai,zijiyinggaiyezalejishiwanjitaba?nikebiebawodangshazi,niduoxihuantawoshizhidaode。」

「niannian,nifangxin,wokendinghuiweinichuqide。」

wogualedianhuazhixiangxiao,weiwochuqi?zuochuneizhongxiasanlanshiqingdebushita?buguotayuanyihexiaqianrugouyaogou,woziranyelejianqicheng。

diertianjiangtaojiujiwozhuanleyibaiershiwan。

zheiyicijiduoshaowoshouduoshao。

xiaqianruneilisongqudeyibaiwan,lianbendailinahuilaile。

jiangtaobukenhewoshuoshizenmerangxiaqianruguaiguaihaiqiande,danxiaqianrushigezuishangmeibamende,haibudengwowenjiuzijizhaoshangmenlaile。

「xunianniyaohejiangtaofuhe?nizhibuzhidaotazuotianzhaowozuoshenme?」

woyaoyaotou,shiyizijibuzhidao。

xiaqianru「he」leyisheng,tajingranbaocunlewomenshangchuangdeshipin,nazheigelaiweixiewo,yaoshibujitaqianjiubazheigeshipinfajiwoxianzaidenanpengyou。」

wowanweidixiaozhe:「neiniguaiguaijile?」

xiaqianruyilianbunaifan:「neihaiyoushenmebanfa?zhenshiexinren,pianpianyoumeibanfaduifuta。」

「zenmejiumeibanfale?」wofangxiachazhan,「nibushihaiyougejinzhubabama?」

wotaishouanzhuxiaqianru,「wozhidaonibuaitingzheige,danshiruguonigaosunidenanpengyou,jiangtaotajiyuni,haijingchangsaoraoni,nandaotahainengwudongyuzhong?」

xiaqianruyanjingyiliang,chuaizhechuqifangfakaixindilikailechaguan。

ai,zheijitianjiangtaopashiyaodaodameile。

jiangtaozairuheyuewo,wodoubukenchuqujiantale。

kaiwanxiao,yaoshituranpengjianxiaqianruzhaoderenbawowushanglezenmeban。

buguoxiaqianruneigejinzhuqueshishiaitaaidejin,zheicaibudaowutian,jiujiejuelejiangtaozheige**fan。

hunshenshangxiameiyichuhaopirou,shuangshoushuangtuiquanjidaguzhele。

jiangtaozaiyiyuanlizhulejitian,wodaoshiyequkanguojici,danyezhishikankan,shenmeliwudoubudai,yeshenmedoubuzuo。

「woxianzaichenglezheiyang,yejiuniyuanyilaikanwole。」

chuyuanneitian,wodayingsongjiangtaohuijia,tinglezheizhonghua,yezhishilimaodixiaolexiao。

「xiaqianruneige**de,yihoujiandaotawokendingrangtachibuledouzhezou!」

mingmingwohaizaishenbian,taquexiangzhuangbuxiaquleyiyang,yikouyigexiaqianru,madeyouzangyounanting。

dengtajinlegongyu,caishiemengdekaishi。

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「wodeshafani?jiujulidejiuzenmeyebujianle?tamade,zenmeyifuyedoumeile!」

wodaoshimeixiangdao,taneixiexiongdizuoshizheimejue,lianyifudoubujijiangtaoliuyijian。

**zaijiangtaofangjiandemenshang,kanzhetajinjinchuchuchakanjialishaoleshenme。

jiadianzhileidekeyibianmai,ziranyaobanzou,zhiyuneixieshouzangpinyileide,gengshizhengui,yijianbuliu。

zheigegongyuxianzaihemaopifangyiyang。

「buxing,woyaobaojing,kendingshiyouxiaotoulaiguole,huozhejiushixiaqianruneige**!」

jiangtaoqijibaihuaideyangziwubikexiao,shenmewenrouqianxunderensheshunjianbengta。

wodandankaikou:「biebaifeiliqile。」

江涛不解地看向我。

「jiangtao,neixiedongxinijiusuanzhuihuilaileyeshimeiyongde。」

yinwei,nihuobuguojintianle。

「nicongyikaishijiushiyinweiwonengzhihaonidebingcailaibaibantaohaowodeshibushi?」

jiangtaoxianeryijiandihuangluanqilai,shuangshoulaihuiroucuo。

「niannian,nishuoshenmeni,woshiyinweixiangqiuniyuanlianga。」

kantabuyuanchengren,woyebubita。

「yinweizijidesixin,yibubudiqiruwo,shanghaiwo,dedaohaochuzhihouzaigaogaozaishangdibawoshuaikai,neimehaoyongdexitongwoyexiangyao。」

我步步走近江涛。

「kehuofuxiangyidedaolinimeitingguoma?xianzaizhangkongnimingyunderenshiwo。」

jiangtaobushishagua,tatingchulewohualidebuduijing,taishouqiazhuwodebozi,ehenhendao:「nizhidaoleshiba,neinijiujiwoqusi!」

「wozaojiuzhuanggoule,fanzhengwoxianzailiquanyuzhichayidiandian,nisilejiuzaiyemeiyourenkeyizuoyouwole!」

真是愚昧。

bozishangdeshuangshoubuduanjinsuo,woqueganshoubudaotengtong,yemeiyouzhixideganjue,fanerxiaoyinyindikanzhejiangtaozhengningdemianpang。

jiangtaojinghaidisongleshou,「nizenmesibule……」

haimeishuowan,jiukanjianjiangtao「peng」diyishengdaozailedibanshang,shentisuirandaoxiale,yishiquehaiqingxingzhe。

wodunxiashen,qingqingdao:「dougaosunilexianzaiwocaishinideshouhushen,zenmezheimebutinghua?」

「niyidinghaoqizheigegongyushizenmebianchengzheiyangdeba?」

「shinineixiehaoxiongdi,wozhishijiletamenyibiqian,gaosutamenwojuedingfangqinile,wozhidaonimendesuoyoujihua,gairuhezuodoushitamenzijixuande。」

「edui,neibiqianhaishinidezuilexiaqianruzhihouzhuanjiwode,beidachengzheiyangdeziweibuhaoshouba?」

jiangtaoxianzaimiansechaohong,shuangmuzhengda,gujishiyixiazibianchenglinbaaiwanqiganghaoyouyoushangzaishenbingqingjiazhongle。

「nibushuohua,neizhinengwolaishuo。」

「niweiwodezuinidemuqin,dezuixiaqianru,shenzhibeixiongdibeipan,zheidoushinizuiyouyingde。」

「jiangtao,sizaizheigexiaogongyulishinidesuming,zhongpanqinlideshini,gaisideyeshini。」

jiangtaokouzhongbuduanfachu「hehe」deshengyin,zuijiaoyongchuxianxue,lianserouyankejiandehuibaixiaqu,daxianjiangzhi。

wozhanqishen,pailepaishoushangdehui,yiwufangudilikai。

jitianzhihou,jiangtaobeifangdongfaxiansiyujiazhong,jushuoshishendouyouxiefubaile,siyinshilinbaaiwanqi。

zheichangyouxidaozheilicaishitagaiyoudejieju。

ruguojiangtaodangchumianduizheiyangdexitongmeiyoudongxin,huoxuwozhendehuihetayouyigexingfudeweilai,dantataitanlanle。

haozaitiandaohaolunhui,zuochushenmeyangdexuanzejiudefuchuxiangyingdedaijia。