第四章
“wo……”tahaixiangshuoxieshenme，shenpangdeguanheyangquebushidi**leyisheng，rouzhetaiyangxue：“zhiyan，wotouhaotong……”
jiangzhiyankanlekanhuailirouruowuzhudeguanheyang，youkanlekanmianqianshensedanmodejiangtingxu，zuizhonghaishineifenduiguanheyangdedanyouzhanleshangfeng。
taminleminchun，duijiangtingxudao：“heyangbushufu，woxiansongtaquxiuxi。ni……zijihuiqukeyima？”
shuowan，shenzhimeiyoudengtahuida，tabianfuzheguanheyang，yutacajianerguo，congconglikai。
jiangtingxuzhanzaiyuandi，wanfengchuidetahunshenfaleng。
tabuzhidaozhanleduojiu，zhidaoxinzangneizhenjianruidetengtongmanmanbiandemamu，caihuanhuanzhuanshen，yibuyibudilikaizheigerangtazhixidedifang。
gangzouchujiudianjinbihuihuangdedamen，laidaolubian，haimeilaidejishenxiyikouyewanbinglengdekongqi，
turan，toudingchuanlaijingkongdejianjiaosheng！
“yourentiaoloule——！”
jiangtingxuxiayishiditaitou，zhijianyigeheiyingjisufangda，chaotazalai！
“砰——！”
judadezhuangjilicongtoudingchuanlai，jutongshunjianxijuanlequanshenmeiyigeshenjingmoshao！
tashenzhilaibujifachurenheshengyin，yanqianyihei，bianchedishiqulezhijue。
zaicihuifuyishi，shibeiciyandewuyingdengheshentijuliedetengtonghuanxingde。
tafaxianzijitangzaishoushutaishang，zhouweishichuanzhelvseshoushufudeyishenghehushi。
“bingrenxingle！yishihaisuanqingxing！”yigeyishenghandao，suijifuxiashen，yusujikuaididuitashuo，“jiangxiansheng！nibeigaokongzhuiluowuzazhong，luguguzhe，luneichuxue，bixulikejinxingkailushoushu！fengxianhenda，xuyaojiashuqianzi！kuaitongzhinidejiaren！”
家人……
jiangtingxujiannandizhuandongyanqiu，shixianmohu，youshouhainengdong，danmanshiniannidexianxue。
tayongjinquanshenliqi，zhandouzhemodaobeifangzaiyipangtuopanlideshouji，pingmuyijingbeixueranhong。
tapingzhejiyihemohudeshixian，botongleneigezhidingdehaoma。
dianhuaxianglehenjiucaibeijieqi。
neibianchuanlaijiangzhiyandeshengyin，daizheyisibunaifanhebeidaraodepibei：“wei？tingxu？youzenmele？bushirangnizijixianhuiquma？”
“jiangzhiyan……”tashengyinweiruodejihutingbujian，“wo……wozaiyiyuan……shoushu……xuyaoqianzi……”
neibianchenmolepianke，suijixiangqitadaizhebunaidetanxi：“tingxu，bienaole。shinirangwolaizhaoguheyangde，xianzaiyouyongzheizhongfangshijiaowohuiqu，bujuedezixiangmaodunma？”
tadexinmengdiyichen，haiweilaidejijieshi，jiutingjianyipangdeyishengkanbuxiaqu，duoguoshoujiyansudishuo：“nvshi，womenshishiyiyuanjizhenkedeyisheng！jiangtingxuxianshengqingkuangfeichangweiji，lunaosunshang，bixulikeshoushu，qingnilikeguolaiqianzi！”
dianhuaneiduanchenmoleyixia，suijichuanlaijiangzhiyangengjiabunaideshengyin：“yanxihaizhaogebangshou？tingxu，woxianzaimeikongzhendepeiniwanzheizhongwuliaodebaxi。”
zheishi，dianhuaneitouyinyuechuanlaiguanheyangdeshengyin：“zhiyan，zenmele？shitingxuchushenmeshilema？niyaobuyaoqukankan……”
jiangzhiyanlikefangrouleshengyinhuiying：“buyong。tayiqianjiujingchangyonggezhongzhuangbingzhuangkeliandezhaoshu，zhiyaowohebiedenanrenyoudianjiechu，tajiunaopiqibawojiaohuiqu。xianzaibuguoshigujizhongshibale。nibushufu，shenbianlibukairen，wodeliuzaizheilizhaoguni。”
shuowan，budengyishengzaikaikou，dianhuabianbeizhijieguaduan！
binglengdemangyinxiangshiyibajiandao，chedicichuanlejiangtingxuzuihouyisiweiruodeqiwang。
judadebeitonghejuewangxijuanleta，queliankudeliqidoumeiyoule。
tajiannandikanxiangyisheng，qiruoyousi：“yisheng……ruguo……meiyoujiashuqianzi……nengbuneng……wozijiqian？”
zhudaoyishengkanzheyanqianzheigehunshenshixue、yanyanyixi，quebeiairenrucicanrenduidaidenanren，yanzhongchongmanletongqing。
tachenmolejimiao，zhongzhongdiantou：“hao！womenjinizuoshoushu！nilaiqian！”
hushijiangshoushufengxianzhiqingtongyishuhebididaotazhandoude、zhanmanxianxuedeshoubian。
tayongjinzuihouyisiliqi，waiwainiuniudiqianxialezijidemingzi——
江庭序。
meiyibi，douxiangshizaiqinshoumaizangtazheiwuniansuoyoudeailianheqingchun。
yishengjieguotongyishu，shengyinchenzhong：“xiaohuozi，zheiyangdenvpengyou，zainishengsiguantoudoubuchuxian，keyibuyaole。”
jiangtingxuhuansandemuguangwangzhetoudingciyandeguang，zuijiaojiqihuanmandichechuyimobikuhainankandehudu，yongjihutingbujiandeshengyinshuo：
“xiexieyisheng……wobenlai……jiumeidasuan……yaole……”