wo，yuxiaozao，qianjinpai“shijiebugxiufushi”，zhengshituixiudedisantian，
zaoyulezhiyeshengyayilaizuidadeweiji。wojiamatongzhale。bushineizhongdulehuozheloushuidekeaixiaowenti。
shiwuliyiyishangde，zhale。shiqingdeqiyinshiwofaxianmatongyoudiandu，shuiliuxiaqudesudubiwoniusanbuhaiman。
zuoweiyigexiguanleyongchaochangguishouduanjiejuewentideqianyeneirenshi，
woxiayishidijiuxiangjitalaiyifa“shutongzhou”。zhouyuhenjiandan，jiushijiangyigurouhedemoliningchengluoxuanzhuang，
jingzhundiqinglidiaoguandaolidezhangaiwu。geyiqian，wobizheyandounengbataipingyangdexiashuidaotongle。danxianzai，
wowanglewoyijingtuixiule。tineidemolijiuxiangtuojiangdehashiqi，xiangyingshixiangyingle，
danhulayixiaquanchonglechuqu。neigumolibushirouhedeluoxuan，jianzhishiyifakaishanpao。
zhiting“hong”deyishengmenxiang，ma｜tonggaixianggebaisefeidieyiyangbengqilai，zaikongzhongzhuanti720duhou，
jingzhundizazaiwoyangdeneipenduoroushang。taocisuipianhunzheshuihua，jiwolaileyichanghanchanglinlide“tiannvsanhua”。
weishengjianliyipianlangjie。neizhijiao“guoba”dejumaohedeyuandiqitiao，yiliuyanzuanjinleshafadi，
zhiluchuge**zaiwaimiansesefadou。wodailizaiyuandi，naozilizhiyouyigeniantou：wandanle。
zheifangzishiwoshifuliujiwode，diduanbucuo，jiushiyoudianlao。qianjichengxieyideshihou，
wuyejingliteyizhufuguo，zheiloudeguandaodoulaohuale，rangwoyouzhedianyong。wozheihezhishimeiyouzhedian，
wozheishizhijiejitasongzoule。zenmeban？zhaowuye？
gentamenjieshishuowodematongshibeiyigushenmidedongfangliliangjizhensuide？tamenbubawodangshenjingbingsongzoucaiguai。
zijixiu？woliandengpaodoubuhuihuan。womoleyibalianshangdeshui，juewangditaochushouji，
fandaoleneigebeizhuwei“fangdong（shierbi）”dedianhua。shide，zheifangzisuiranshiwojichengde，
danwoshifudangnianweiletushengshi，bafangzituoguanjileyigefangwuguanligongsi，xianzaiwodefangdong，
jiushineigegongsideyuangong，jiangche。wojianguotayici，qianhetongdeshihou。renzhangdetingjingshen，gaogaoshoushou，
daifujinbianyanjing，sisiwenwende。danyizhangzui，jiubawosuoyouduishuaigedemeihaohuanxiangquandapole。“yu**，
zujinyihaojiao，wanyitian，qianfenzhiwudezhinajin。”“shuidianranqizijiquyucun，
biedengtinglezaijiwodadianhua。”“qiangshangbuxudadong，yangchongwukeyi，danshiyaoshibajiajuzhuahuaile，
zhaojiasanbeipeichang。”……tadangshinazhegexiaobenben，yitiaoyitiaogenwonian，neijiashi，
biwodangnianqian“shikongguanlijubaomixieyi”deshihouhaiyansu。suoyiwojitajialege“shierbi”debeizhu。
xianzai，wozheigezuke，bafangzidehexinbujianjizhale。tahuibuhuirangwozhaojia……shibeipeichang？
woxinjingdanzhandibotongledianhua。dianhuaxianglesansheng，neibianjiele。shengyinhenqingche，
daizheyidiandiangangshuixingdeshaya。“wei。”“neige……jiangxianshengma？woshisandanyuan602dezhuhu，
yuxiaozao。”wojinzhangdeshengyindouyoudiandou。“ng，zhidao，shenmeshi？”tadeyuqihenpingdan，tingbuchuqingxu。
woshenxiyikouqi，yongzheibeizizuisongdeyuqishuo：“neige……wojiamatong，haoxiang……chuwentile。
”“dule？”“bu……bushi。”wotianletiangansedezuichun，“ta……bijiaoyanzhong。
”dianhuaneitouchenmoleliangmiao。“nibiegaosuwozhale。
”wo：“……”tahaoxiangcongwodechenmolitingdongleshenme，qingqingtanlekouqi。neishengtanqi，
rangwoganjuezijixianggebatiantonglegekulongdexionghaizi。“nijiayoushuifazongkaiguanba？zaichufangshuicaoxiamian，
xianbataguanle。woershifenzhongdao。”shuowan，tajiugualedianhua。wolengleyixia，ganjinpaodaochufang，
shoumangjiaoluandiguanleshuifa。shijiezhongyuqingjingle。wokanzheweishengjiandeyipianlangjie，
youkankanshafadixiazhiguzhefadoudemao**，beicongzhonglai。shuohaodetuixiushenghuoni？shuohaodesuiyuejinghaoni？
ershifenzhong，jiangchezhunshiqiaoxianglefangmen。wodingzheyitoushiluludetoufaqukaimen，yangziyaoduolangbeiyouduolangbei。
tazhanzaimenkou，meichuanshangcineishenbitingdexizhuang，jiuyijianjiandandeheisexuhexiuxianku，
biliangshanghaishineifujinbianyanjing。tashoulitizheyigejudadegongjuxiang，lingyizhishou……hailinzheyidaixiaolongbao。
“jini。”tabaxiaolongbaodijiwo，“louxiamaide，chenrechi。”woshahuhudijieguolai，
wenredechugancongzhangxinchuanlai。“nizenmezhidaowomeichizaofan？”tatuiletuiyanjing，
muguangcongwoluanzaozaodetoufashangsaoguo，dandandishuo：“caide。rangyixia，wokankanxianchang。”tahuanshangxietao，
jingzhizouxiangweishengjian。wogenzaihoumian，xianggedengdaishenpandefanren。tazhanzaiweishengjianmenkou，kanzhelimiandecanzhuang，
juranmeifahuo，yemeichaoxiaowo，zhishipingjingdiguanchazhe。“xinga，”tadianlediantou，“baopodehenjunyun。
”wo：“……”zheishizaikuawoma？tafangxiagongjuxiang，conglimiannachuyishuangshoutaodaishang，kaishishoushicanju。
dongzuotebiemali，xianbadadetaocisuipianjianchulai，younalegexiaotongbadishangdejishuichulidiao。zhenggeguocheng，
tayijuhuadoumeishuo。zheizhongchenmobitamawoyidunhairangwohaipa。“neige……jiangxiansheng，weixiufeiduoshaoqian？
wopei。”woxiaoxinyiyidikaikou。tameihuitou，zhuanxinzhizhidijianchazheguandaojiekou，
shuo：“dengwokankanhuaidaoshenmechengdu。nixianqubazaofanchile。”wopengzheneidaixiaolongbao，
zuozaiketingdeshafashang，yikouyikoudiken。yanjingquerenbuzhuwangweishengjianpiao。tazhendeshenmedouhui。
jiancha、chaixie、celiang，yitaodongzuoxingyunliushui，biwojianguoderenheyigeweixiugongdouzhuanye。
guobabuzhidaoshenmeshihoucongshafadixiazuanchulaile，qiaoqiaocoudaotajiaobian，yongnaodaicengtadekutui。
jiangcheditoukanletayiyan，juranmeibatatikai，haishenshounaolenaotadexiaba。
guobashufudefachuleguluguludeshengyin。pantu！pingshiwonaotatahaiaidabulide。dagaiguoleyigexiaoshi，
tacongweishengjianchulai，etoushangyouyicengbohan。“guandaojiekoumeishi，jiushimatongzhutifeile。
wojiaogexindesongguolai，xiawuzhuang。”“hao……haode。duoshaoqian？”woganjincongqianbaolitaoyinxingka。
tazhaixiashoutao，zoudaoxishouchibianxishou，yibianxiyibianshuo：“matongbabai，woderengongfeiliangbai。yigongyiqian。
”yiqian……wodexinzaidixue。woyigeyuedetuixiujincaiduoshaoa。“wo……woweixinzhuanni。”“ng。
”tacaganshou，zoudaowomianqian。wodizhetou，zhunbeisaomafukuan，taquemeinachushouji。tadunlexialai，
shixianhewoyangzaihuapenlideneizhukeliandeduorouqiping。matonggaibatazadeyoudiancan，yipianyezidouduanle。
tashenchushouzhi，qingqingpenglepengneipianduandiaodeyezi。ranhou，tataiqitou，jingpianhoudeyanjingkanzhewo，
wenleyigerangwoxintiaoloulebanpaidewenti。“nijiama｜tongli……shibushirengleshenmeqiguaidedongxi？
”woxinligedengyixia。“mei……meiyoua！jiushizhengchangde……dule。”“shima？”tazhanqishen，
zoudaomenkouhuanxie，“woganggangqinglisuipiandeshihou，zaishuixianglifaxianleyidianlansedejiejingti，liangjingjingde，
yushuijiumeile。”neishiwomeikongzhihaodemolicanliuwu。wodedanaofeisuyunzhuan，xiangzhezenmejieshi。jiecebao？
budui，jiecebaomeineimeshan。muyuyan？sheijiamuyuyanwangmatongshuixianglifanga！“e……neigea！
”wojizhongshengzhi，yipaidatui，“neigeshiwomaideguandaoshutongji！shuoshijinkoude，heikeji，
daojinqujiunengtong！meixiangdaojingerzheimeda！”woshuodexinshidandan，zijidoukuaixinle。jiangchekanzhewo，
meishuohua，jiuneimejingjingdikanzhe。tadeyanshenhenqiguai，buxiangshibuxin，yebuxiangshixinle，jiushihenpingjing，
pingjingdexiangyitanshenshui，rangwowanquankanbutoutazaixiangshenme。guolehaojimiao，tacaidianlediantou。“e，zheiyang。
”talakaimen，“neixiacibiemaile，buanquan。youshijiwodadianhua。”shuowan，tazoule，
haishunshoubangwobamenkoudelajidailexiaqu。menguanshangdeshunjian，wozhenggerendoutanzaileshafashang。haoxian。
chadianjiubaolule。wokanzhezhuoshanghaishengyigedexiaolongbao，youkanlekanhuifuzhengjiedeweishengjian，xinliwuweizachen。
zheigefangdong，haoxiang……yebushineime“shierbi”？zhishi，tazuihouneigeyanshen，
zongrangwojuedeyoudianbuduijing。tazhendexinlema？matongshijianguoquhou，woanfenlehaojitian。
meitianzaijiayanjiucaipu，jiguobashumao，nulibanyanyigepingpingwuqidetuixiushimin。
weilefangzhimolizaichulaidaoluan，woshenzhijizijishelehaojidaoxinlianshi：wojiaoyuxiaozao，wobuhuimofa，
wosizhijianquan，woreaikexue。xiaoguoxianzhu。chulechaocaideshihou，yanzongshizijicongyanguanlifeidaoguoli，
erqiejingzhundeyikebuduoyikebushaozhiwai，jibenmeichushenmedaluanzi。
woduizijizaixinlingyudeshiyingnengligandaoshifenmanyi。zhidaozhouwuwanshang。wotanzaishafashang，yibianchishupian，
yibianyongpingbankanyibugouxueju。zhengkandaonanzhujiaoshenqingkuankuandiduinvzhujiaoshuo“nizheigemorendexiaoyaojing”shi，
toudingdedeng，“pa”dishanleyixia。womeizaiyi，yiweishidianyabuwen。jieguoxiayimiao，
ketingdedengkaishifengkuangshanshuo，hongde、lvde、lande、zide，gengeditingshedengside。
pingbanlidenanzhujiaohaizaishenqinggaobai，danwojiaketingyijingtiqianjinrulebengdihuanjie。
guobabeizheituruqilaidedongganguangboheleyitiao，congwoduzishangdanshechuqu，yitouzhajinlechuanglianhoumian。
wo：“……”de，youlaile。kendingshiwodeqingxugenzhegouxuejuqifu，moliyigemeibiezhu，youloule。
woganjinguandiaopingban，shenhuxi，nulipingfuxinqing，
zuiliniannianyouci：“fuqiang、minzhu、wenming、hexie……”dengguangzongsuantingzhileshanshuo，
huifulezhengchangdenuanhuangse。wosonglekouqi，zhanqilai，xiangquanfuyixiaduozaichuanglianhoumiandeguoba。
jieguowogangzouyibu，touding“zila”yisheng，dengpaochedimiele。zhenggeketingxianruyipianheian。
kongqizhongmimanzheyigudandandejiaohuwei。womoheizhaodaoshouji，dakaishoudiantongyizhao，dengpaoheile，
xianranshishaole。xingba，shaolejiushaole，huanyigejiuxing。wentishi，wobuhuihuan。erqie，
wojiameiyoubeiyongdengpao。wozhanzaiheianzhong，hechuanglianhoumiandeguobadayandengxiaoyan，xianrulechensi。yaobu，
jinwanjiuzheimemoheiguoba？fanzhengyegaishuijuele。zheigeniantougangshengqi，jiubeiwoqiamiele。buxing，
womingtianzaoshangqilaishangcesuo，kendinghuishuaigegouchishi。yaobu……zaijijiangchedagedianhua？wodiankaitonghuajilu，
kanzhe“fangdong（shierbi）”neijigezi，youyule。shangcizhalegematong，zheicishaogedengpao。
tahuibuhuijuedewoshigeshenghuo**，guyizaipohuaitadefangzi？kechuleta，woyemeibierenkeyiqiuzhule。
woyiyaoya，yiduojiao，dianhuabolechuqu。“youzenmele？”tajiedianhuadesudukuaidejingren，
erqieyikaikoujiuzhibenzhuti。“jiangxiansheng，
buhaoyisiyoudaraoni……”wodeshengyinzaiheiqiqideketinglixiandetebiemeidiqi，
“wojiadeng……haoxianghuaile。”“shaole？”“ng。”“zhenggewuzidoutingdianle？”“bushi，
jiuketingdedengbuliangle。”dianhuaneitouchuanlaiyizhenxixisusudeshengyin，xiangshizaichuanyifu。“zhidaole。
nibieluandong，woneieryoubeiyongdengpao，naguoqujinihuanshang。”youshizheiyang。buwenyuanyou，bubaoyuan，
zhijiejichujiejuefangan。zheirangwozhunbeihaodeyidataoshuoci，
biru“woyebuzhidaozenmehuishi”、“kenengshidengpaolaohuale”zhileide，quandouduzailehoulongli。
“neige……huibuhuitaimafannile？zheimewanle。”wodouyoudianbuhaoyisile。“bumafan，
”tadeshengyingezhedianhuachuanlai，henwen，“nizaijiadengzhejiuxing。”gualedianhua，wobaozhexigaizuozaishafashang，
zaiheianlidengta。buzhidaoweishenme，xinliyidiandoubuhuangle。shifenzhonghou，menlingxiangle。woganjinpaoqukaimen。
jiangchezhanzaimenwai，chuanzheyijianhuiseweiyi，shoulinazheyigexindengpao，haiyouyigexiaoxiaodezhedieti。
“jinlaiba。”woceshenrangtajinlai。tashumenshuludizoudaoketingzhongyang，bazhedietidakai，zhanleshangqu。
woyongshoujijitazhaozheliang。tayangzhetou，ningxianeigeshaohuaidedengpao，dongzuohenshulian。
hunandeguangxiangoulechutaqingxidexiahexianhegundongdehoujie。ketinglihenanjing，
zhiyoutaningdengpaoshifachudeqingweishengxiang。“nijiadianya，zuijinshibushibutaiwen？”tahurankaikouwen。
woxinliyijin，ganjinshuo：“youma？womeizhuyia。”“zheigedengpaoshiledde，hennaiyong，
zhengchangyonggejinianmeiwenti。”tabaxindengpaoningleshangqu，“shaodezheimechedi，yaomeshizhiliangwenti，
yaomeshishunjiandianliuguoda。”tashuozhe，anxialeqiangshangdekaiguan。“pa”deyisheng，
zhenggeketingshunjianliangrubaizhou。neiguangliangde，wodouyoudianbushiying，xiayishidimilemiyan。“haole。
”tacongtizishangxialai，batizishouhao。“xiexienia，jiangxiansheng。”woyouzhongdiganxieta，“dengpaoduoshaoqian？
wozhuanjini。”“buyong，”tabailebaishou，“yigedengpaoeryi。yihouyoudongxihuaile，biezijixiazhuomo，
zhijiejiwodadianhua。”tayoukanleyiyanneigebeihuanxialaide、heiquhuhudedengpao，
shuo：“zheigepaizidedengpaowoyizhizaiyong，congmeichuguowenti。nijiazheige……youdianqiguai。
”wodexinyoutidaolesangziyan。lailelaile，tayoukaishile。zheizhongbudongshengsedepanwen，
bizhijiezhiwenhairangrenhaipa。“keneng……kenengshiwozuotiankandianshikaitaijiule？”wonulizhaobu。
“kandianshigendengpaomeiguanxi。”tayijuhuajiudusilewodelu。tazoudaowoshenbian，
muguangluozaiwofangzaichajishangdepingbanshang，pingmuhailiangzhe，tingliuzaineigegouxuejudezantingjiemian。
takanleyiyanneigeziyaliezuidenanzhujiao，youkanleyiyanwo，huranwen：“xihuankanzheige？”“a？
a……suibiankankan，dafashijian。”wogangadixiaolexiao。“ng。”tadianlediantou，meizaishuoshenme，
zhuanshenchaomenkouzouqu，“zaodianxiuxi。”wobatasongdaomenkou，kanzhetaxialou，xinlizhangzhangdishulekouqi。
zongsuanshihunongguoqule。woguanshangmen，huidaoketing，kanzhetoudingmingliangdedengguang，xinqingdahao。haishiliangzhehaoa。
wokaixindizhuanlegequan，jieguojiaoxiayihua，chadianshuaidao。woxiayishidiyongmoliwenzhushenxing，
shentizaikongzhongyigeguiyidepiaoyi，wenwendiluozaileshafashang。wojinghunweidingdipailepaixiongkou。haihaohaihao，
meishuaijiao。ranhouwoyitaitou，kanjianganggangbeijiangcheguanshangdemen，menshangdemaoyan，anlexiaqu。
ganggang……neilishibushiyouzhiyanjing？woyigejiling，shunjiantoupifama。wochongdaomenkou，mengdilakaimen。
loudaolikongkongdangdang，shengkongdengdoumiele。anjingdenengtingjianzijidexintiaosheng。shiwodecuojuema？woguanshangmen，
kaozaimenbanshang，xinzangpengpengzhitiao。tashibushikandaole？tagangcaishibushizaimenwaitoukan？
takandaolewozaiketinglipiaoyi？yilianchuandewentizaiwonaozilizhakai。woyuexiangyuejuedeyoukeneng。
tameicidoulaideneimekuai，zongnengyizhenjianxuedifaxianwentilide“bukexue”zhichu。
diyicishimatongliliangjingjingdemolijiejing。diercishishunjianshaohuideleddengpao。
tashibushi……zaojiuhuaiyiwole？neitaweishenmebuchuochuanwo？wobaozheguoba，zuozaishafashang，
diyiciduizheigequannengfangdong，chanshengleyisi……kongju。zheigeren，jueduibuzhishigeputongfangdongneimejiandan。
ziconghuaiyijiangchekenengzaijianshiwozhihou，woguolehaojitiantixindiaodanderizi。meitianzaijiadoulazhechuanglian，
ganshenmedouguiguisuisuide，guobakanwodeyanshendouxiangzaikanyigezhizhang。
woshenzhihaiyongmolitoutoujianchaleyixiawuzilidejiaojiaoluoluo，xiangkankantashibushizhuangleshenmezhenkongshexiangtou。
jieguodangranshishenmedoumeizhaodao。zheifanerrangwogengbuanle。zhaobudaozhengju，shuomingduifangdeshouduanbiwogaoming。
zaizheizhonggaodujinzhangdejingshenzhuangtaixia，wodemolicelouwenti，feidanmeiyouhaozhuan，faneryuyanyulie。
biruwoxiyifudeshihou，xiyijiturankaishiyibianzhuanyibianchang“womengongrenyouliliang”。zaibiruwoshangcesuo，
matonggaihuizidongfankai，haihuiyonghechengyinduiwoshuo：“zhuren，huanyinghuilai。”wohualezhengzhengyigeshangwu，
caibaxiyijihematongde“zhinengchengxu”jimodiao。woganjuewobushizaituixiuyanglao，
woshizaidayichangmeiyouxiaoyandezhanzheng，direnjiushiwoziji，hewoneixiezongxiangchulaifangfengdemoli。daolezhoumo，
wojuedingjizijizuodunhaode，anfuyixiawobeishoucuicandexinling。
wocongbingxianglinachushanghaodewuhuarou、tudou、qingjiao。woyaozuoyidaoyingcai：tudoushaorou。wohengzhexiaoqu，
bawuhua-rouqiechengkuai，tudouheqingjiaoyegundaoqiehao。yiqiezhunbeijiuxu，zhunbeixiaguo。wozhanzaizaotaiqian，
gangnaqichaoguo，yigeniantouhurancongnaozilimaochulai：yaoshichaocaiyenengquanzidongjiuhaole。zheigeniantou，
jiuxiangyigegaisidekaiguan。woyanzhengzhengdikanzheneibawogangyongguodecaidao，zijicongzhenbanshang“zhan”leqilai。
tazaikongzhonghuanglehuang，xiangshizaishuzhanjingu，ranhoudaorenduizhunleneiyipanqiehaodewuhuarou。sousousou！
hanguangshanguo，neipanbenlaidaxiaojunyundewuhuaroukuai，shunjianbeiduochenglerouni。
wo：“……”caidaoxianranduizijidejiezuoshifenmanyi。tayouzhuanxiangleneipantudou。sousousou！
tudoukuaibianchengletudousi。ranhoushiqingjiao。qingjiaokuaibianchengleqingjiaoquan。zuowanzheiyiqie，
caidao“dang”deyishengluohuizhenban，daobingduizhewo，fangfozaiyaogong。
wokanzheneiyipanrouni、yipantudousiheyipanqingjiaoquan，xianrulezhangjiudechenmo。
tudoushaorou……shizuobuchengle。yaobu……gaichengyuxiangrousi？haoxiangyebudui。zheidoubushizhongdian，zhongdianshi，
zheibacaidao，tachengjingle！zheishizuiyanzhongdeyicimolishikong。yiqianzhishiwupinyoudianyichang，
xianzaishizhijiefuyuleta“shengming”！wozhengxiangzheyongshenmezhouyunengbatabianhuiqu，