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suoyourendoushuo，xietingyunaicanlesujingyi。
shibasuineinian，tabeijixiongsaorao，taqinshoukanlejixiongdeshou。
“zheiyang，tajiuzaiyebunengyongzangshoupengta。”
ershisuineinian，tabeisongqulianyin，tazhijiejiangxinlangrengjinhailiweishayu。
“zhiyouwohetacaishiyiluren，tianzaodishedeyidui。”
hunzhexueshuidehailangpaidazhejiaoshi，tadanxixiagui，xiaodesiyizhangyang，
“jiajiwo，woyongminghuni。”
sujingyiyexiaole，renyoutazhengzhongyouqianchengdijiangranxuedezuanjietaoruwumingzhi。
jiehunwunian，lijingxingfengxueyu。
tapeizhetayilucongxiejiapangzhishajinzongzu。
tawozhetadeshou，zaizupushangdankaiyiye。
“jingyi，congcinijiushiwomingzhengyanshundefuren，jiebainianzhihao，enailiangbuyi。”
kediliunian，yixinxianghetayouyigehaizidesujingyitingzheyishengdetijianjielun，lianshangxuesejinshutunqu。
“nindeshuluanguanyibeiqieduan，huaiyunjilvjihuweiling。”
ershoushutongyishushanglongfeifengwudezijixiezhe——
谢庭筠。
sujingyijinjinzhuazhedanzi，zhenjingdaojihuyaozhanbuwen。
tarendexietingyundeziji，ketaweishenmeyaozheimezuo？！
tayaozhechun，likequgongsizhaotawenqingchu，quebeimishugaozhi，taqulejiaoqubieshu。
buzhidaocongshenmeshihouqi。
xietingyunmeigeyuedouhuiyouyizhouqianwangjiaoqubieshu，shuoshiyaoweitazhaijieqifu，rangtazaoridechangsuoyuan，huaishangtamendehaizi。
xianzaikanlai，genbenjiushitiandadehuanghua！
laidaojiaoqubieshu，tashenxiyikouqi，gangyaotuimenjinqu。
jiutingdaolexietingyunhexiongdidejiaotansheng。
“yo，zanmenyungeyoulaiweilaopoqifule？chengxinzhenshitiandikejiana！saozizheiciyinggainenghuaishangleba？”
“怀不上的。”
xietingyundamajindaodikaozaishafashang，heichenshanjiekailianglikouzi，manbujingxindikaikou，
“liunianqian，wojiuyijingrangyishengqieduanlejingyideshuluanguanle，tabukenenghuaiyun。”
sujingyijiangzaiyuandi，renyouneixiehua，rugengenjianci，mimimamadizhajintadexinli。
“chengran，dangchuwogushenyirendeshihou，shijingyibulibuqi，peizhewoyiludapin，rangwojuedezijijiushizheigeshishangzuixingfudenanren......”
“danjianjiande，wofaxian，tayuanbiwoxiangxiangdeyaogengjiaguoduanruizhi，gengjiayoupoli，youshiwoshenzhidoubudebujiezhutadeziyuanlaikaijiangtuotu。”
“jiulianxiejianeijigelaodongxiyedouduitaguamuxiangkan，yangyanruguotashengxiaxiejiadehaizi，jiurangtaxiaofangdonghanlvhou，baxiejiajiazhudequanlidoujiaodaotadeshoushang。”
xietingyundeyuqijianjianbiandedichen，
“tamenzheishidangwosilema！？”
“suoyi，nijiumanzhesaozi，zaitadeshentilidongleshoujiao？”xiongditanleyikouqi，“kesaozizheimeaini，youzenmehuibeipannini？”
xietingyunchenmopianke，houjiegundong。
“renxin，zuishinance。weiyidebanfa，jiushiyongjuehouhuan。”
huayinluoxia，baobiaojiujianglianggehunshenshixuederentuolechulai。
zheiyike，sujingyihunshenxueyedouninggule。
neilianggerenshihetayiqichushengrusiliuniandezuobangyoubei！
xietingyuncengshuorenshoubugouxiangtayaoren，quewanwanmeixiangdao，shijiangtaderenguanzaizheilihenhenzhemo！
tamendeshuangshoushuangjiaodoubeizheduan，xueroufanfei，luchuyinsendebaigu，mimiliuchudexueyeranhonglezhengzhangditan。
erdaizhedaocidebianzihaibutingdichoudazaitamendeshenshang！
“xietingyun，nijiushigebuzhebukoude**！womenjiusuanshisi，yejuebuhuibeipansu**，weinisuoyong！”
xietingyunlengxiaoyisheng：“jiruci，neijiufeileba。”
“xietingyun！nizheimezuo，jiubuparangsu**zhidaoma？！”
“那又如何？”
xietingyunwusuoweidesonglesongjian，“jintian，woduantazuobangyoubei，mingtian，wojiubachutashengxiadequanbushili，dengdaotashiquyiqie，chuleyifuwo，shenmeyezuobule！”
zizijuju，rutongfenglidedaozi，yicunyicundi，jiangtafanfulingchi！
sujingyihongleyan，tingzhehuobanmentongkudeaihao，xiangyaochongjinquzuzhi，quezhenghaogezhemenfengduishangletamendeshixian。
“**......”
tamenxinghongdeshuangyanwulidiyaoleyaotou，buduanyichuxianxuedezuichunyizhangyihe，“kuaizou......”
sujingyisisiwuzhulezui，yanleidadidadidiwangxiadiao。
“啊！——”
yizhentongkudecanjiaozhihou，liangrenchedimeileshengyin。
“xiansheng，renyijingsile。”
“neijiutuoxiaqu，weigou。”
轰隆——
sujingyiruzaoleiji，wanghouliangqiangleyibu，caidaolekushuzhi。
“谁在外面？！”
sujingyituozhefaruandeshenti，diediezhuangzhuangdilikai。
buzhidaozouleduojiu，tazaiyezhichengbuzhu，guidaozaidishang。
naohaizhongbuduanhuifangzhegangcaikandaodeyiqie。
sujingyijinjinwuzhuxiongkou，tongkurujuedidekuanglan，jiangtacuikulaxiubantuiruwanzhangshenyuan。
haoyigerenxinzuishinance！
shizhijinri，tacaimingbai，zheixienian，xietingyunaitadebiaomianxiazanglezenyangyinanbukandexinsi！
weileburangtaweixiedaotadediwei，
tahaitashiqushengyunengli，duantazuobangyoubei，shenzhihaiyaobachutasuoyoudeshili！
heqibeibi，heqiexin！
dangsujingyidaozaidishangjihuyaotongdaoyunjuedeshihou。
yigeshenyingchuxianzailetademianqian。
“nijiushitingyungegedelaopo，sujingyiba？”
sujingyiqiangchengzhekanzheyanqianzhangdehexiaobaihuayiyangdenvhai，zhoulezhoumei：“nishishei？”
“wo？”nvhaideyiyixiao，jugaolinxia，“wojiaobairuoyan，shizheidongbieshudenvzhuren。”
“yinianqian，wohaizaixuexiaodushu，tingyungegejiuxuanzhonglewo，haibazheidongbieshusongjiwo。”
“tashuojialideqizitailihai，rangtameiyouchengjiugan，zhiyouzaiwozheili，tacainengtihuidaodangjiazuozhudeganjue，yushitameigeyuedouhuichouyizhouteyilaipeiwoni......”
bairuoyanshuozhe，naqishouji。
minghuanghuangdixiangtazhanshilezheiyinianxietingyunmeiciliusubieshushihetachanmiandezhaopian。
gezhongxiuchiyoubenfangdezishi，yingyoujinyou。
shenzhixietingyunqiazhetadeyaochichengdeshihou，wumingzhishanghaidaizhehesujingyidehunjie。
如此刺眼。
yuanlai，xietingyunkoukoushengshengshuoweitaqifu，shijishangshidaozheiligenlingwaiyigenvrenshangchuang！
“kandaoleba？tingyungegezaojiubuainile，taxianzaiaideshiwo。”
tashuozhe，haijiangshoufangzailezijiweiweilongqideduzishang，yuqiyuefatiaoxin，
“tingyungegeliuniandoumeirangnihuaidehaizi，xianzaikeshizaiwodeduzilini，tahaijiwomendebaobaoqumingzile，jiaosuisui......”
sujingyidexinzangsibeiyizhishouzhouranzuanjin。
liunianqian，xietingyunjiangtalanruhuaizhong，manlianshenqing：“jingyi，wopanixinku，suoyiwomenzhishengyigehaizijiugoule，wulunnanhainvhai，doujiaosuisui，suisuipingan，haobuhao......”
ketashuochuneixiehuazhiqian，jiuyijingrangrenqieduanletadeshuluanguan！
mingmingzuolezheimesangxinbingkuangdeshi，quehaiyaozhuangchuruowuqishideyangzi，shenqingkuankuandihetachangxiangweilai！
rujingengshirangbiedenvrenhuaishangtadehaizi，liantongyuanbenshuyutahaizidemingziyeyaoduozou！
zheijiushitahaowubaoliudiaileliuniandenanrena。
如此令人作呕！
“滚！”
sujingyihongzheyan，sihouchusheng。
“你让我滚？”
bairuoyanxiangshitingdaoleshenmehaoxiaodexiaohua，“wocaishizheilidezhuren，niyoushenmezigerangwoguna？yaogunyeshinigun！”
“lairen，batajiworengdaowaimiandelajiduili！”shuozhe，zhaohuzhebuyuanchudebaobiao。
quemeixiangdaohaimeipengdaosujingyi，jiubeitayigeguojianshuailiaodao！
bairuoyanheleyitiao，likedahan：“lengzhezuoshenme！quandoujiwoshang！”
neixiebaobiaofengyongershang，shunjianjiangsujingyibaowei。
sujingyiquantouniedegezhizuoxiang，likehetamenniudaleqilai，yanjianjiuyaozhanshangfeng，xiaotuichuquehuranyizhencitong。
是麻醉针！
sujingyiliangqiangzhebanguizaidi，yucitongshi，neixiebaobiaozhuazhujihui，jiangtaqianzhi。
“fangkaiwo！......”
sujingyifenlizhengzha，quebeitamenquandajiaoti，haibeitamenyongbutiaoduzhulezui，pitousanfa，langbeibukan。
“wu！......”
yijiaomengdichuaizaitadebeishang，sujingyizhenggerenmengdigongqi，jutongcongjizhuizhakai，shunjianmanyandaosizhibaihai。
xiayimiao，xietingyundeshengyinjiuyuanyuanchuanleguolai：“fashengshenmeshile？”