第1章

1984nian,dongjiangjunquyiyuan。

深夜,大雨滂沱。

mengxinranhuanshangfanghufu,gangconggengyishilichulai,jigechuanzhemicaifudezhanshitaizheyigemanshenxuedezhaotingshenmaoyuchongjinlai。

“mengyisheng!kuaijiuren!”

tashenseyijin,likechaohushijishenghan:“qujiaomazuishi,zhunbeishoushu!”

jingguoyigexiaoshijinzhangdeshoushu,mengxinranxiaoxindiquchuzhaotingshenjianjiagulidezidan。

kanzhenanrenyinglangyingjunquecangbaidelian,mengxinranpibeidisonglekouqi。

danzheizhongpibeibingbushiyinweishoushu,ershiyinweitagangzhongsheng。

tameixiangdaozijisihouhuidaolegenzhaotingshenjiehundedisangeyue……

erwaitoudengdaidezhanshigegehongzheyan,jiaozaodilaihuiduozhebu。

jianmengxinranchulai,yigelianshangdaizhexuedezhanshizoushangqu,manyanqianyi:“saoziduibuqi,yingzhangshiweilejiuwocaizhongdande……”

mengxinranpaipaitadejian,anweidao:“tameishile,nibuyongtaizize,ganjinquchulishangkouba,nimenyingzhangyidingxiwangdajiadouhaohaode。”

musongzhanshimenlikai,tahuanxiashoushufu,shoushihaoqingxucaiqulebingfang。

yijinqu,bianjianzhaotingshenxingle。

tazhuanmoukanlai,shashisimuxiangdui,shangbeizidejiyixianghailangzaimengxinrannaozilifanyong。

takoudailideshouhuanhuanshoujin,xiangshiconghoulonglijichuyishenghuhuan:“……ge。”

tashitazhangfu,yeshimengjiayangleershiniandeyangxiong。

shangbeizizhaotingshenfumuxisheng,nianyoudetabeimengjiashouyang,chengletadegege。

zaitameibitahezijijiehunzhiqian,taduitahenhao,wenroutitie,danfantazheigemeimeixiangyaode,tadouhuixiangbanfabangtadedao……

kehunhou,tajiuxiangbianlegeren,shulilengmo。

tazaiyemeiyougentaxiaoguoyici。

如今重来……

mengxinranyaxiayandiqiuerbude,wangxiangnanrenlengmodelian——

jirantabuai,jirantazhiyuanyizuotagege,neizheibeizi……tachengquanta。

zuanjindeshoudouranyisong,shangqiantitayehaobeizi:“nideshangqimayaoyangsangeyue,zheiduanshijianjiuzanhuanxunlian,miandeluoxiahouyi——”

“我知道。”

zhaotingshenshengyinchenya,kanqilaibutainaifan。

孟欣冉僵硬收回手。

haibudengtahanxuanxiayiju,nanrenyijingganren:“woleile,nichuquba。”

孟欣冉眼眶微涩。

jianzhaotingshenyijingheshangyan,tazhihaozhuanshenlikai。

ganghuidaobangongshi,chuangwaiyidaoxiangleizhendetaxinyizhan。

yiqizhibandetongshikanzhechuangwaidebaoyu,zeshenggantan:“zheiyudouxiahaojitianle,tingshuohaoduodifangdouchuxianlenishiliu,shuobuzhunguoxieshihou,zanmenjiuyaoqujiuzaile。”

孟欣冉眸色一滞。

shangbeizitajiushizhuizhezhaotingshenqulezaiqu,zaijiuzaideshihoubuxingxisheng,sizhiqian,haishoudaolezhaotingshendelihunshenqingbaogao……

tahaoxiangyibucuo,bubucuo。

roulerousuansedeshuangyan,mengxinrandaqijingshenquchafang。

yiyemangliu,zanqiewangjilexindidekongdong。

diertianyizao,tadailezaocandidazhaotingshendebingfang,jiusuanzuoweimeimei,jigegedaizaocanyinggaiyebuguofenba?

kezhengyaotuimenjinqu,wuneiquechuanchuyidaodaizhekuqiangnvsheng。

“tingshen,niweibaodamengjiadeyangyuzhien,jinlezijibuxihuandejunying,jicichadiandiuleming,shenzhihaibeibizhequlegenbenbuaidemengxinran,nidemingtaikule……”

mengxinranzhenggerenjiangzaileyuandi。

zheigeshengyin……shishenmengyan!

zhaotingshenzhenzhengxinaizhiren。

zhenglengjian,youtingshenmengyangengyankaikou:“weiniziji,yeweiwomenxiangxiang,genmengxinranlileba。”

mengxinranxiayishiwojinzaocandaizi,pingzhuhuxi,erxiayimiao,zhaotingshendelengmoruzhongchuibanzachu——

“huilide,haibushishihoueryi。”