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muhuaianchizhashangquan,songjinheguangxianliangli。
erwochuanlejiandiaojiadelifuchuxiyanhui。
tamenshuomuhuaianhaoming,caizhejiangjiayiluqingyunzhishang。
songjinheqingmeijiaoguan,laogongtengai,shiyizhongrenyanxiandeduixiang。
wunianheshehuituojie,wobuxiangdaizaizheizhongdifangxuyuweishe,quleyangtai。
gongchoujiaocuojian,fuyancimangzheyingchou,suiwoqule。
wuneijiuzuijinmi,waijiezhiyougujideyueguang。
songjinhegenlechulai,yikaozaiyangtaishang。
tahuanxialewenwankerendemianju,tiaomeiwanweidekanzhewo,neidaoshixianyinhenedu。
“zheimeduonianle,haishigefeiwu。liuleyigenanrenjini,nidouzhuabuzhu。xuandingdegongsijichengrenbeiwoqiangzou,rujinlianweilailaogongdoushiweilewocaiquni。”
“jiangda**,zhengoukeliande。”
tatiaoqiwodexiaba,“jiangshishiwode,jiazhilianchengdegudongyeguiwole,jiangshiyuan,niyijingyiwusuoyoule。”
woxinzhongyongqinuhuo,yibatuikaita。
shuangyanbeifennuranshangxinghong,wodishenghoudao:“gun。”
kanjianwoyinrendemoyang,songjinhexiaodechangkuang。
taqingdaozaiyangtaishang,kanwodeyanzhongdaizherouyankejiandedecheng,suihoufanlechuqu。
woxiayishixiangchongshangqulazhutadeshou,keshenhouyiguliliangzhuangkailewo。
fuyancizhuaizhulesongjinhezhuazhehulandeshou,jiangtalaleshanglai。
womeixiangdaotajurangantiaolou。
fuyancimanshinuqi,“nizheigefengzi,youbingjiuquchiyao!”
binkemenshuowozheishisharenweisui,shifanfade,yaozuolao。
womianwubiaoqing,shenzhishiyouxielengmodekanzhezheichangnaoju。
“neidangniantamenfeifaqiujinwodeshiqingni?shibushiyegaiquzuolao?”
“dangchutamenchadianshalewo。”
songjinhexiangshishoudaoleshenmejidade**,tanruanzaifuyancihuaili,wushengdediaozheyanlei。
“bieguaiashi,dangchushiwonianjixiaobudongshi,tataoyanwoshiyinggaide。”
“zheijianshijiudaociweizhiba,jiudangshidangchuneijianshiqingdebuchang,shiwoduibuqiashi......”
haohuaquanbeisongjinheshuojinle,woquechengleneigefengzi。
wojielikongzhibaoluandeqingxu,sisiyaozhuxiachun,zhidaochangdaoxuexingwei。
wobuxiangbianchengbeirenzhizhidiandiandejingshenbing。
fuyancibaozhesongjinhelikai,jiangwoliuzailezheili。
宴会提前结束。
shijianhaizao,wolinshiqiyijuedingquyiyuanfucha。
zhuzhiyishengshifuyancideren,wobuxinta。
daizaibieshudefangjiantaijiu,woyijingbuxiguanwaimiandeshenghuole,mimihuhuguaidaolefuke。
womangrandesichukanlekan,zuihoujuedingxiangyanqiandenvrenwenlu。
gangzoudaotapangbian,bianjiantacongbiaozhuweibiyunyaodehezilinachuleyike。
wodasuandengtachiwanyaozaikaikou。
keshihenkuai,wobianruzaoleiji,sisidingzhetajiangyaotunrufuzhong。
“nihao,keyijiwokankannishoushangdeyaoma?”
nvrenchayidezhuantou,sisuopiankejiangyaohedijilewo。
wozhanzheshoujieguo,zizixixikanleyibian,haikouchuyikexiulexiuqiwei。
sisiwozheneikebiyunyao,wojiangyaohehaijileta,“xiexie。”
woqiangzhuangzhendingdezhuanshenlikai,kebengkuideqingxufengkuangyongshangxintou,wohaishirenbuzhudaxiaoqilai。
bianxiao,yanleiliulemanlian,xiangyigefengziyiyanglikaiyiyuan。
woyecengxiangyaoyigehaizi。
zaiwozuitongkudeshihou,woqiufuyancijiwoyigehaizi。
zheishiwoweiyidangyigezhengchangrendejihui。
以母亲的身份。
kefuyancizhishixintengdebaozhewo,“ashi,nixianzaideshentizhuangkuangbushiheshenghaizi。”
woyiweitadeyisishi,zhiyaowohaole,jiukeyiyouyigezijidehaizi。
wopeiheyisheng,jijizhiliao。
keshiyishengkaijiwodeyaolimian,juranbeifuyancijialebiyunyao。
woshashadechilezheimeduonian......
shenzhihoumianyishenggaosuwo,wobunengshengyu,wodouyizhiyiweishiyinweiwozhiliaodeyuanyin。
wotuisangzize,yibianbianbiwenzijiweishenmeyaodejingshenbing。
fuyancijiuzaiyipangbuyanqifandeanfuwo。
meixiangdao,queshitaboduolewochengweimuqindequanli。
zhiweilejiangwoyibeizikunzaitashenbian,buqudaraosongjinhe!