nieanxinzheibeizizuinanguodeyitian，jiushitazhanzaimuyangdemianqiangaosuta“woaini”，keshimuyangqueshuo“nideaitailianjiale”。
……
nieanxinshitangzaiyiyuanyigexingqihou，caixingguolaide。
jushuoneitianyushichaoda，chuangwaileishenghongdong，keshinieanxinshenmedouganshoubudao。
tazhizhidaozijihaoxiangzaiyigeheiandedifangdailehenjiu，neilisizhouyipianqihei，shenshoubujianwuzhi，anjingdeyidianshengyindoumeiyou。
qiujiuwuwang，nieanxinzhinenghaipadiquansuozheshenzi，zaidengyigerenlaijiuta。keshitadenglehenjiu，neigerenshizhongmeiyouchuxian，faneryidaobeishangdekuqishengchongpoheiandelaolongchuanrutadeerduoli。
nieanxinfenlizhengkaiyanjing，ruyanshiyizhenciyandebai，yanjingzhouweijirousuantongbuyi，ernaodaizebeizhongxingchenianyaguoyiban，tengtongyulie。
“……anxin？anxin？”
yidaojiazhekuqiangdeshengyinzhouranchuangruerduoli，nieanxinchilidikanzheta，huafeileyidianshijian，cairenqingchuzheigerenshizijidemuqin。
“xietianxiedi，nizongsuanxingle。”niefurushizhongfudituchuyikouqi。
niemuwozhenieanxinchanmanbengdaideyoushou，kudebeiqie：“anxin，haihaonixingle，buranmamayebuxianghuole。”
nieanxinmuguangdaizhidikanzheta，wanquanbudongmuqindebeishangcongheerlai。taxiangchushenganfu，keshizuichundonglebantianquefabuchubangeyin，houlongxianghuoshaoyiyangteng。
tabumingbai，zijigangcaibushiquzhaomuyangma？zenmezhuanyanjianrenjiuzaiyiyuan？
还有……慕扬呢？
nieanxinsichuxunzhaotadeshenying，keshikandaodejingxiangqueshiniuqude，naodaizhangtongdexiangyaoliekaiside。
“anxin，nizenmele？nitingdejianmamashuohuama？……anxin，nibiehemama！”
niemuzhongyufaxianletadebuduijing，niefuganjinpaochuqujiaoren。
“yisheng，yisheng！wonverxingle，nimenkuaidianguolaikankan……”
zhuzhiyishenghenkuaijiudaizhelianggehushiguolai，mashangbangnieanxinzuogezhongchangguijiancha。zaizheiqijian，ganggangxingguolaidenieanxinyouyunleguoqu。zheikebaniemuhehuaile，zhuaizhezhuzhiyishengdeshouzhiwenzenmehuishi。
zhuzhiyishengtuizheyanjingjieshi：“nimenjiashukeyifangxin，bingrenjiranxingguolaile，jiushuomingtayijingtuolileshengmingweixian，buhuiyoushide。”
“danshigangcaitahaoxiangburenshiwoyiyang，yefabuchushengyin。”niemushenqingbengkui，shengleijuxia，“yisheng，wonverbuhuiyoushiba？takebunengshadiao……”
zhuzhiyishengcumeidao：“xianzaihaishuobuhao，dedengtaxinglai，womenzaiguanchayixia。”
niemukudaozainiefudehuaili：“anxinyaoshiyougesanzhangliangduan，wozenmeduideqitasiqudelaoba。”
“anxintabuhuiyoushide，womenyaoduitayouxinxin。”niefulouzheqizi，roushenganwei。
keshizheigeshihou，renheyuyandouxiandegewaicangbaiwuli。niefuhuitoukanleyantangzaibingchuangshangananjingjingshuizhedejinv，xinqinggewaichenzhong。
haihao，xushishuigoule，zheicinieanxinbingmeiyoushuitaijiu，bangwanshifenjiuzaiduxingguolai。
zheishihoudeta，kanqilaibizaoshangneihuihaoduole，suiranfanyinghaishihuimanbanpai，danshijibenshangsuanzhengchang，yishengshuozheiyoukenengshichehuoyinqidehouyizheng，danaoshoudaozhendang，suoyihaixuyaoyiduanshijiancainengmanmanhuifu。
“……车、祸？”
nieanxincongtamendetanhuazhong，zuzhichuyigezhongyaodexinxi。
tingdaotadehuahou，suoyourenzhizhuletanhua，dajiamianmianxiangqu，shenseduoyouyinman。
nieanxinshenxinyizhan，lianmouyikan，faxiantadezuoshouhezuotuidoubeidashangshigaodiaoqilai，youshoudezhangxinchanmanlehouhoudebengdaizhizhishouwan，xiongbuyeyongyiyongdegudingdaijiayiguding，baisedebeizigaizaitadefuduzhijian。
jinguantaquanshenkanqilaixiangshishangdehenyanzhong，danshisizhijianzai，zheiwuyirangnieanxindasongleyikouqi。
tashouhuimuguang，gangxianggenmuqinyaobeishui，jieguoyuguangpiejiyiqishangneidaodaoyingzaibolishangdeshenying，nieanxinquanshenzhouranjiangzhi，dengdaleyanjing。
neige……zhenggetouchanmanbengdaiderenshitama？
nieanxinzuichunzhandoudelihai：“wodelian……zenmele？”
meirenganzaizheigejieguyanshanggaosutazheizhongcanrendeshishi，niemuzouguoqu，lazhetadeshoudao：“nidelianmeishi，zhishiyouyidianshangdao，yishenghuiyoubanfade。dengnibashangyanghaole，nihaishihuigenyiqianyiyangpiaoliangde。”
keshihaimeidengtashuowan，niemudeyanleibianhaowuyujingdigunluo，nieanxinzhishinaodaishoulezhongshang，fanyingchidun，quebingbusha。yincitinglemuqindehuahou，taxinli“gedeng”yisheng，kongjushunjianxibianquanshen。
“jingzi，jiwo……jingzi。”nieanxinqingxujidong，shengyinsilie。
tataiqishouxiangyaoqumolian，keyoushouzhishishendaobankongbiandiaolexialai，nieanxinbuganxinyoumianqiangshilejici。yishengpatazailuandongxiaquhuijiazhongshangshi，bianlianmanganzhuta，ranghushijitadaleyizhenzhendingji。
manmandi，yaoxiaokaishifahuilezuoyong，nieanxinfankangdeliliangjianjianbianxiao，renyeanjinglexialai。
nieanxinyunshuiguoquzhiqian，mimihuhuhaoxiangkandaolianggejingchatuikaibingchuangdemenzoulejinlai。
“tingshuoshouhaizheyijingxingguolaile？womenshilaigentalukougongde。”qizhongyigejingchashuodao。
niemushangxinguodu，kudaozainiefudehuaili，genbenjiumeibanfashuohua。
yishengtuiletuiyanjing，chaojingchazouguoqu：“xianzaikongpabuxing，bingrenxinglaihouyishidaozijidexianzhuang，qingxufeichangjidong，womengangjitazhushelezhendingji，tayishibanhuiershibuhuixingguolaide。ruguokeyi，woxiwangzheiduanshijiannimendoubuyaozaibingrendemianqiantiqichehuo、huirongyouguanzheiyangdeziyan，yimiancijidaobingren。”
jingchamianseshanshan，wangxiangniefuniemu：“baoqian，womenlaizhuyaoshixianggaosunimen，genjumujizhedekougong，haiyouwomendiaochajieguo，jibenkeyikendingnimennvershiyinweishilian，zijitiaoxiachedaoxunduanjiande，haiyouzhuangdaotadeshiliangheisedewupaishangwuche，muqianzheiliangchewomenyijingzaiyigefeidiaodetingchechangzhaodaole，danshiyinweiziliaotaishao，wufachadaokaichederenshishei。”
“yejiushishuo，sijichenggongtaoyile？”niefuqifendichaotamenhoudao，“wobuguanwonvershizishade，haishiqitayuanyin，zongzhiwoniezhixingdenverbunengbaibaibeirenjiazhuangle。ruguonimenbunengzhaodaoneigesiji，neiwojiudadianhuajinimenjuzhang，daoshihounimenzijikanzheban！”
niezhixingshishei？takeshiashishuyishuerdehengyangfangdichankaifagongsidelaozong，zheirenzaishangjiekeshiyouzhejuzuqingzhongdediwei，bushiyigexiaoxiaojingyuandezuideqide。
liangmingjingchatingwantadehuahou，liansedoubudahaokan，danyenenglijietabishidexinqing。
“fangxinba，niexiansheng，renherenyidanfanlefa，doubixudedaotayingyoudechengfa，zheianziwomenyidinghuijixugenjinde。”
yinweijingchahaiyouqitashiqingyaowen，weilebudaraonieanxinxiuxi，tamenzhihaodaowaimianshuohua。
nieanxinzhenggerenhunhuneede，yishijieyuqingxingyuyunmizhijian。
车祸？毁容？
这是在说她吗？
suoyi……tahuirongle？zhendehuirongle？
nieanxinjuedezijiyinggaijingyajizao，shenzhihaipa，keshitaquejuedexinjingruzhishui，juedejiuxiangzaizuomeng。
“nizheihaizizenmezheimesha，bujiushigelianma？zhiyupaoquzishama？”
hudi，taganjuezijishoushangdeyoushoubeirenwozhu，erbianchuanlaideshimuqinbeishangdechuoqishengyin。
……自杀？
……duio，gangcaineigejingchahaoxiangshuoshenmeshilian。
nieanxindexinzangmoranyongliyitiao，youxuduocanquedepianduanshunjianyixiaziyongjinletadenaohaili。nieanxinkandaozijidaizheliwumanxinhuanxidiquzhaomuyang，keshimuyangqueweileyigenvrengentasipolian，tashangxinyujuedilikaitajia，ranhouzaidajieshang——
nieanxinyunshuiguoquzhiqian，congzuilinannantuchujigezi：“bu……shizisha……you，youren……”
“nishuoshenme？”tadeshengyintaixiaole，niemumeitingqingchu，zhinengjiangerduocoudaotadezuibian。
nieanxinzuichundongledong，zuihouhaishidibuguokunyixilai，chenchenshuileguoqu。
niemuyiweitashizaishuomenghua，buyoudegengjiaxinteng。