zaicixinglai，wojingranhuidaolehejiangbeichegangjiehundeshihou。woganjuexiangzuoleyichangmengside，nanyizhixindikanzheqiangshangguazhederili。1993nian3yue28ri。jiangbeichehewojiehunhou，ruyuanjieshouletafuqindegongsi，mangdebukekaijiao。
wohaimeibianchengjiatingzhufu，meitiandouzuozaishafashangdengtaxiabanhuijia。menkouchuanlaiyaochizhuandongdeshengyin。jiangbeichehuilaile。zaicijiandaonianqingshihoudeta，woyoudianfameng。tachuanzheyishenheisexizhuang，xiahexianfenming，xiandetajinchiyougaogui。
taqushiqiandemianrongmanmandihexianzaizhongheqilai。jiuhaoxiangshijiumengzhongyanyiyang。takandaowozhanzaiyuandi***，meitouweiweizhouqi。“zenmehaizaizheierdengwo？wobushishuoguojiabanrangnixianshuima？”jianwobuhangsheng，tayouziguzidishuo：“zhenghaoyougeshieryaogennishangliang。”
“bamajintianlaile，shishuogongsideshierba？”wobamajiuwozheimeyigeguinv，jialidechanyejibenshangdouguiwojicheng，xianzaiwoyijingjiehunle，tamenyehenxinrenjiangbeichedeweiren。suoyijintianteyilaizhaowo，youtidaolezheijianshi。genshangyishiyiyang，jiangbeichetingdaozheigexiaoxihou，huidaojiajiutilezheishier。
wokanzheta，dianlediantou。tatuoxiaxizhuangwaitao，youdianyihuodikanlewoyiyan，ranhouzuozaishafashangduiwoshuo：“chuyi，babamadegongsijiaojiwoba。”“wonengyanghuoni，niyigenvren，meibiyaozaiwaimianpaotoulumian。”
tadingdingdichouzhewo，neiyanshenlimanshijianding，shengyinyetouzheshizudezixin。wodesixuqueyixiazipiaodaolehaoyuanhaoyuandeguoqu。wocengyiweitaduiwoshizhenxintengaini，suoyiwoxiangdoumeixiangjiubasuoyoucaichandoujiaojileta。
kesheinengxiangdaoni，meiguoduojiu，wojiagongsidezongfuzerenjingranbianchengleshenqing。woyinweizheishiergentachaoguo，tahaiguaiwobudongshi。tashuoshenqingshiwobiaomei，tadangshiganqingshoucuo，jialiyechushile，zheifengongzuoduitakezhongyaole，tashizaibuhaoyisijujue。
neishihoudouyijingzheiyangle，woshuoshayemeiyongle，fanzhengjiangbeichetinglejiufan。zaijiangbeichedebangzhuxia，shenqingyixiazijiuchenglenvzongcai，zhihoudeshiyeneigengshishunfengshunshui。tajingchangchuxianzaigezhongmeitihebaozhishang，manmanchenglehaoduonvrenxinzhongdebangyang。
kejiangbeichemingmingzhidaowoweilenengjieshougongsifuchuleduoshaonulia。weilenenggentashangtongyisuodaxue，woxuanlegegenzijiagongsimeishaguanxidezhuanye。
suoyouguanyugongsidezhishidoushiwotongguobamadezhidaohaiyouzijixuelaide，wotiantianxuedaodabanye。xianzaixiangxiang，neishihoudewokezhengoushade，jingrandoumeiweizijikaolvyixia。wochenmolelaobantian，zheirangjiangbeicheyoudianbugaoxingle，dantahaishijinliangwenroudiwenwo：“chuyia，nidaoditongbutongyiwodexiangfaya？”
“nizheisuanpandadekezhenjinga。”woshouqilexiaorong，yanlimanshiyuanhenheshiwang。
jiangbeichehaishitouyihuitingwoyongzheiyangdeyuqigentashuohua，tafangxiashoulidebeizi，yilianyihuodikanzhewo。“chuyia，nijintianzheishizala？shibushishentibushufuya？”
woyaoleyaotou，zhijiejiuwenta：“neinidasuanrangsheilaijieguangongsia？”jiangbeichemeixiangdaowohuizheimezhijiediwenchulai，talengleyixia，ranhoujieshishuo：“nibiaomeilaizhaoguowo，niyezhidaotaxianzaideqingkuangbutaihao。”
“wobufangxinbagongsijiaojiwairen，erqiewohaidegongzuoni。”tatinglewodejujue，zhoulezhoumei。“tashizanmenzijiaren，zanengsuanwairenni？zaishuole，youwoyangnibujiudele，niyemeibiyaochuquxinkuma。”
worouleroufazhangdeyanjing，sisididingzheta。“nimingmingzhidaowoweilejieshougongsifuchuleduoshaonuli，congshixikaishi，yidiandiancongdicengganqilai，aoguoleduoshaogeyewana。”
“xianzainiyijuhuajiurangwobazheiyiqiedourangjibierenma？”
takanzhewojidongdeyangzi，youdianchijing，haixianganfuwo，bawodeshouwozaitashouli。“wozhidaozheiyaoqiuduinilaishuokenengyoudianguofen，danshenqingbushibieren，tashinibiaomei，zanmencongxiaoyiqizhangdade。”womanmandichouhuilewodeshou，pingjingdishuo：“nizhidaoguofen，neijiubietile！”
“yaoshixiangrangrenkandeqi，neijiudekaozijidenuliquzhengqu，qiangbierendesuanshabenshia。”zhihou，womeilijiangbeicheneicuoedeyanshen，qishenhuilewozijidefangjian。
wotangzaichuangshang，yanjingzhigougoudidingzhewulidedengguang，xinliluandehen。benyiweijinglileyicishengsi，zheishishangyemeishatairangwoqianguadele。kejiangbeichedaodishiwocongqingdouchukaishijiuyizhifangzaixinshangderena，shiwowutiaojianxinren、peizhewoguolejishinianderen，nanengshuofangxiajiufangxiani……
zheishijiandebeihuana，geyougedebutong，meirennengdongwo，jiusuanzhonghuoyishi，haishihuiyouneimeyishunjianxiangzhongdaofuzhe，zhenbeiaia。danyixiangdaoqianshidejieju，woyouzhidaowobunengzheiyang。
wokaishimeitiandouwanggongsipao，rangzijimangqilai。shangyishi，yanzhengzhengkanzhegongsiwangwotaoyandefangxiangfazhan，kewomeishiquan，yeshuobushanghua，zhinengyanzhengzhengkanzhe，wunengweili。
xianzaigongsiyouhuidaolewoshouli，wodangrandegengnulidiquzhangkongtala。jiangbeichederuyisuanpanluolekong，kenengshiyinweiworangtadiulemianzi，juedenankanba，zaiwojujuetazhihou，tajiuzaiyemeitiguozheishierle。
tazaigongsizhulejitian，ranhouyouhuilejia。neitianwoxiabanhuijia，tayijingzuohaolefancai。kandaozhuoshangdefancai，woxinlineiziweizhenshifuzajile。