第四章 谁不是从泥潭里摸爬滚打出来的

tangnuolanbuaiwo,shenzhiyouwushucixiangyaoqiasiwo,congwojishikaishi,woshenshangjiuyouwushudeshangba,yantoutangshangde,daopianhuashangde,zhentoucishangde,youxieshiyongyayaoshangde。

zheixieshangbaxiangshichengzhangdehenji,yidianyidiandebansuizhewo。

henduonianhou,zheixieshangbadouyizhikezaiwoxinli,zenmemodoumobuqu。

taxihuanzaiwoshenshangliubadexiguanshizaiwoshibasuineinian,tajiangyantoutangzaiwoxiongkoushangshi,wodasuihongjiuping,yongsuibolijiangtashouwanshangdeshoujintiaoduanle。

neixiebeichangnianjiyadeyuanhen,xiangyiguchongposhandingderongjiang,xionghencanren。

suoyi,tangnuolanxianzaipawo……

yanjingshenyaochucha,wozuoyebianzhizheishi,danhewowuguan。

yuanbenmeihaodeyitian,beitangnuolanguolaiyinao,wofaneryouxiefanzao,caocaoshoushileyixiaqulexuexiao。

e,wangjijiaodaile,wojiaotangshasha,ershisui,daer,jiuduyufeichengshifanxueyuan。

woheyanjingshenjiehun,shiweilejilianggexiangyaomingzhengyanshuntouqingderendayanhu。

zheishiyichangjiaoyi,tamendedaosiwujidan,erwodedaodeshibuyongrenhemafandexuewoxihuandedongxi,zuowoxihuandeshi。

人生如此。

各取所需。

zaokejieshu,womeidengdaoyanjingshenjiwoanpaidesiji,daoshidengdaole……yanjinghan。

yanjiashijinianjingshang,jiadifenghou,shirendouzhiyanjiashihaomendahu,duoshaomingmenshaonvxuejianlenaodaixiangyaowanglizuan。

kebuzhi,yanjialiangweishaoyedoushiqingchi,gegeaishangfengchennvzibanlaoxuniang,didiaishangneibanlaoxuniangdenver。

tingshuoguoxiongdiaishangjiemei,quejishaotingshuoxiongdiaishangmunv。

hunyanyibie,yishiyinianzhihou,zaijianyanjinghan,wobuzhidaoshibeihaishixi。

heisebaoma,cheshenxiantiaowenheneilian,hetadaoshiyoujifenxiangsi,chezitingzaixuexiaomenkou。

tazhanzaichebian,ditouwannongzheshouzhongdeshouji,kanyangzixiangshiwuyijingguo,zhishiduanzantingliu,piankebianhuilikai。

nanzijunlangchuzhong,shenxingxiuzhangyinmu,duanduanpianke,yiyoubushaoshaonvtouquaimudeyanshenle。

shenbianyourenjingguo,xiaoshengyilun,“baomanan,keyia,yikanjiushijipinzhongdejipin。”

yourenjiehua,“renzhangdebucuo,dansanbaiwandebaoma,busuanyouqian。”

yourenfanbo,“nidongshenme,renjiashididiao,kankantaneiyishenyizhe,jiushishouwanshangdeneikuaibiao,doushijipin,jiazhiqianwan。”

shenbianyourenchijing,wobuyouxiangxiao,qianqueshishigehaodongxi。

doulideshoujixiangqi,dianhuahaomashiyanjinghandalaide,jiedianhuashi,wobuyoutaimoukanxiangzhanzaichebiandeta。

zhengqiaotayekanjianlewo,jieqidianhua,wokaikou,ziweifuza,“wei!”

“kandaowole?”qingyacixingdeshengdiao,yirujiwangdehaoting。

“ng!”zheimexianmu,jiusuanbuxiangkandao,yenan。

“过来!”

我:“……”

dianhuaguaduan,tataimoumizheyanjingkanzhewozoujin,wobuyu,tayeweicengkaikoushuohua。

shangleche,jiangbeibaofangzaihouzuo,tazuodaojiashiweishang,kanlewoyiyan,muguangrouhelebushao,“xiangchishenme?”

wodafeisuowen,“shenmeshihouhuilaide?”

“zuotian!”qidonglechezi,takanxiangwo,“xiangchishenme?”

womeihuidata,daoshikaikoudao,“nibuyinggailaizhaowo。”

yanjingshenruoshizhidao,pashiyouhuiyinlaibushaomafan。