第1章 生死抉择

“qinxiaolou,jinizuihouyicijihui,zaibuqianzheigexieyi,wojiubanigouyinwodeshiqinggongzhiyuzhong!”

 

moqinghanzhongzhongdejiangxieyipaizaileshuzhuoshang。

 

qinxiaolouqurudepazaishuzhuoshang,polandeyifuzhebuzhutadeshenzi,luchuyipianqingzidehenji。

 

tataiyan,“qiguanjuanzengtongyishu”jigedazirutongyibaliren,zharuletadexinzhong。

 

mojiazhongjiushirongbuxiatalema?

 

congjinrumojiajirenlixiakaishi,tajiuhenqingchu,zaimojiarenyanli,tabuguoshigeqiguanrongqibale。

 

mojiahaiyouyigeyangnvmoxiuxiu,huanyouxinzangbing,tafumuzaishideshihouduiyumojiayouen。

 

suoyi,moxiuxiushimojiadezhangshangmingzhu。

 

yanxia,moxiuxiuzhengzaiyiyuanli,jushuodengzhexinzangjiuming。

 

suoyi,moqinghanzheijiupobujidaidexiashoulema?

 

真是可笑。

 

mojiabaoen,pingshenmeyaotalaixisheng?

 

tahenjile,zhuaqineijiyezhijiusilegefensui,shuangshouyiyang。

 

taguzhierjueqiangdewangzhemoqinghan:“nishalewoba,woqingyuansi,yebuhuiqiande。”

 

moqinghanzhushizheta,shenseyijiubingleng:

 

“wocai,niyidinghenxiangzhidaonifuqintiaolouzishadeyuanyinba?”

 

父亲的死因?

 

qinxiaolouhuxiyouxiebupingwen。

 

tazhisuoyiweiquqiuquan,liuzaimojiazheimeduonian,liangexiarendouburudehuozhe,jiushiweilediaochafuqindangnianweishenmeyaotiaolou。

 

“nizhidao!nizhidaofuqinweishenmetiaolou!”

 

qinxiaoloujidongqilai,xiayishidejinjinzhuazhuletadeshoubei。

 

moqinghanlenglengdetuikaita,meiyanzhijianluchuyipianyanelai:“biepengwo,exin!”

 

qinxiaoloukanzhetaxianqideyanshen,xinzhongrutongyouyibajiandaozailaihuijiaoban,xintongnanyi。

 

“nixianwoexin,quehaigenwozuoai,xianzaiyoubizhewoqianqiguanjuanzengxieyi,nishizaiweisongxiaoxianbaochou?”

 

“nibietita,nibupei!”moqinghanhuranbaonu,dashouqiazhuletaxianxidebojing:

 

“niyiweiwoshizaibinima?zheishiniqianxiadezhai,nihaisilexiaoxian,zheiyuanbenjiushiniyaohaide!

 

nengrangniduohuojinian,buguoshiyangzhexinzangeryi,buranniyiwei,wopingshenmerangnihuozhe?

 

ruguonizaibuqian,wojiubanisongdaojianyuliqu,nihaisilexiaoxian,pangewuqizongbuweiguoba!”

 

qinxiaoloujuewangdekanzheta,tajiuzheimehentama?

 

buqianzi,jiuyaolaodizuochuan?

 

tahuxizhujianbiandekunnanqilai,lianseyezhangdetonghong。

 

dantaxinyijingchedideliangle,zhijiebishangleyanjing。

 

她只求一死。

 

moqinghanquezaizheigeshihousongkaileshou,zhongxinnachuyifenxieyi,paizailezhuoshang:

 

“签字吧。”

 

qinxiaoloumamudesaoleyiyanshangmiandetiaojian,sihushitasilezhihoujuanzengxieyijiukaishishengxiao。

 

她死?

 

zheishizhenggemojiasuoyouderendouwubipanwangdeshiqingba?

 

tasile,tadexinzangjiushimoxiuxiudele。

 

tasile,moqinghanjiusuanshijiweihunqisongxiaoxianbaochoule。

 

tasile,mojiasuoyouderenjiujiedahuanxile!

 

keshi,taxianzaihaibunengsi,bujinbunengsi,haiyaojianjiankangkangdehuoxiaqu。

 

zhiyouzheiyang,tacainengzhaochudangniandeshiqing,tifuqinshenyuan,bafuqinbeifudeyiqiedouxiqing。

 

ersuoyoudemimi,douyinzangzaimojia!

 

qianle,buyidingjiuyaolvxingba?

 

xianzaiyixuejinbuzheimekuai,huoxuyongbuleduojiu,moxiuxiujiukeyibeizhiyule?

 

qinxiaolouzaixinlizheiyanganweiziji,zhandouzheshouxiexialezijidemingzi。

 

“滚!”

 

moqinghanmorandeshengyin,haowuliulian。

 

qinxiaolourenzhuxinsuan,longlelongposuideyishang,jinjinbaozhezijihuilefangjian。

 

“啪!”

 

yijinmen,lianshangjiuzhongzhongdeaileyibazhang,qinxiaoloujiangzhizaineili,bingbuyiwai。

 

moxiuxiuedudeshengyinxiangqi:“qinxiaolou,nizheigejianren,youfasaoqugouyingegele!”

 

takanzheqinxiaolouposuideyishang,yijimanshenqingzidehenji,xinlijiduzhiji!

 

为什么不是她!

 

“chuqu。”qinxiaoloutengbuchushoulaiwulian,youxielangbei。

 

“jianren,worangnifanjian,rangnibutingwodehua!haiganjiaowochuqu?”

 

moxiuxiuyibianma,yibianfengleyiyangdepushanglai。

 

taliangzhishoubutingdezaiqinxiaoloushenshangqiazhe,youqishineixieqingzidebuwei,tahenbudebaneixieroudoujiuxialai。

 

qinxiaolouzheigejianren,zenmepeibeigegepeng?

 

qinxiaolouzhinengjinliduoshanzhe,tabuganfachurenheshengyin,tazhidaozaizheigejiali,meiyourenhuzheta。

 

congqian,moqinghanyuanyiduitaxiao,yeyuanyigentashuohua,haishibushidejitayixiexiaoliwu。

 

jinguanzhidaobukeneng,tahaishiaishangleta,tahenxiaoxindezhenzangzhezheifenai。

 

shiqingdezhuanzhefashengzaitafumudejirideneiyitian,tayinweinanguoheduolejiu,queshangcuolechuang,neizhangchuangshimoqinghande。

 

lianggerenzhengjiliedeshihou,songxiaoxianchuangjinlefangjian,tashimoqinghandeweihunqi!

 

tashoucijizhuanshenpaolechuqu,jieguobeiluguodedakachezhuangle,dangchangsiwang。

 

moqinghanyuanhenqinxiaolouhaisileweihunqi,suoyimeirizhemodeta,rangtasiquhuolai……

 

“xianzairenzhebujiaole?nigangcaizaigegeshenxiabushijiaodetinghuanma?jianhuo!”moxiuxiuyuefadeshengqi。