第一章生死有命
cunlirenshuo，woshimeidiedeyezhong。
wowaigongshuo，wokesilewoniang。
dangnian，woniangquqinglongshancaiyao，zheiyiqujiumeilexiaoxi。
waigongzhangluozhecunliderenzhaolexujiu，quelianwoniangdeyigejiaoyinmeizhaodao。
benlai，dajiadouyiweiwoniangshisizaidashanlile，meixiangdaoshigeyuehou，woniangquetingzhegedaduzihuilaile。
keqiguaideshiwonianghuilailehouqueyijuhuabushuo，tamuguangdaizhi，biaoqingmuna。
jiuxiangshi，yijuxingshizourou。
waigongyiweiwoniangshizhonglexie，quqinglecunlidehubanxianlaitiwoniangquxie。
ranerhubanxiankanleyifanhou，quebawowaigongjiaodaowuwai，xiaoshengduiwowaigongshuo，woniangzaojiusile。
waigongbuganxiangxin，wonianghaohaode，haihuaileyun，suiranhuilaihoujiubukaikoushuohua，dannengzounengchi，zenmejiushisirenle？
yejiuzaizheishi，woniangyangshuituranpole，haibudengbatasongquyiyuan，tazijijiushengxialewo。
erqieshengxiawohou，woniangjiuzaimeiyouledongjing，chengleyijulengruhanbingdeshiti，shenshanghaiyouhenduoshiban。
neixieshiban，zhengshilehubanxiandehua，woniangqueshishizaojiusilede。
buguowaigongquerenweishiwokesilewoniang，suoyibingbudaijianwo，wohaimeiyoumanyue，tajiubaworengdaoleshanli。
shihubanxian，tabawojianlehuiqu。
hubanxiangushenyiren，tashiworujichu，gongwodushu，shouwoweitu，batayishendebenlingdoujiaojilewo，rangwojichengtadeyibo。
shifushuo，woshiyintaiyunyuercheng，zhiyinzhiming，shenglaijiushichiyinjianfande。
dangenshifuxuebenlingdeshihou，shifuquerangwolaojiyixiasandian。
diyi，ruoguanzhiqian，jiyongshufa。
dier，guanxiangbunengguanjixiang，suanmingbunengsuanjiming。
disan，keqinkejian，jishijide。
wohaojiciwenguoshifuweishenme，tebieshiruoguanzhiqianjiyongshufazheiyitiao。
shifumeiyougaosuwoyuanyin，jiushuoworuoshifanleqizhongyitiao，budanhuijiworelaidamafan，tayeyaogenzhezaoyang，shenzhidiudiaoxingming。
zheitian，wokanjianwomenbanchentianlaitongxueyintangfaheifaqing、shidazaizhixiang。
woxianggaosuta，danshiyouxiangqishifujinggaowodeneixiehua，wohuadaozuibian，youshoulehuiqu。
diertianshangkedeshihou，laoshinanguodegaosudajia，shuochentianlaizuotianchulechehuo，beizhuangduanleyizhishou、yitiaotuihesangenleigu，xianzaizhongshanghunmi。
wohenneijiu，benlaiwoshikeyizuzhizheijianshiqingfashengde。
zuotian，wokanjianwomenbanzhangchunyantongxuemeitougaotiao、zuijiaoshangyang，yifuwumeiyaoraodemoyang，zheishimingfanyinxiedezhengzhao。
erqietameixinheiqibusan，liangjiandeminghuoyinroubuwang，suishidouxiangshiyaomiediaodeyangzi，zheishiyouxingmingzhiyou。
zhiqianyinweichentianlaideshi，wojiuhenzize，erqiezhangchunyanhewoyoushitongcun，xianzaitayoushengmingweixian，wozuobudaoshierbujian。
“zhangchunyan，nijintiannengbunenghewodaizaiyiqi？”woxiangliuzhuzhangchunyan。
“shazi，yigeguerhaixiangzhuiwo？zhenshilaihamaxiangchitianerou，chouliumang。”
zhangchunyanyiweiwozheishibianxiangdehetabiaobai，xianqidebailewoyiyan，zhuanshenjiuchulejiaoshi。
jintianyizao，yitiaohongdongquanxiaodexinwenchuanlechulai。
张春燕，死了。
yuanlai，zuotianzhangchunyanlikaijiaoshihoujiuchuquhemoujiaoyoupingtailiaolejigeyuedewangyoumianjiqule。
yinweizhangchunyanzhangdepiaoliang，fayulianghao，duifangjianseqiyi，hejigepengyouyiqizaotaletabushuo，erqiehailuleshipin。
gengkehendeshizheixierenhaibashipinjifadaolewomenxuexiaodetiebaluntanshang，zhangchunyanshoubuledaji，tiaolouzisha。
juxianchangkandaoderenshuo，zhangchunyanshuaidehencan，sizhifenli，naojiangsijian，yixiesuiroujiandoumeifajianqilai。
wonaodaiwengwengzuoxiang，yigumomingdebeishangganyongshangxintou。
ranerjiuzaizheishi，shifuqueturandalailedianhua。
“huzhangshou，nikuaihuilai，weishibuxingle。”
轰！
dianhuali，shifudiaozhebankouqishuohua，xiangshidaxianyizhi。
woyouruqingtianpili，lijiwangjialigan。
zoujinwu，cishishifutangzaichuangshang，tashentikuruganchai，muguangsiji，meileshengqi。
“shifu，shiwohaileni，woyinggaitingninde，buyinggaishanyongfashujirenkanxiang，wohailenin。”
woputongyishengguizaichuangqian，leishuiruchaoshuiyibanyonglai。
shijiunianqian，wohaimeiyouchusheng，jiukesilewoniang，errujinyouhaideyangwoshijiniandeshifuxingmingbubao，wohenbudeyitouzhuangsizaiqiangjiao。
“zheidoushimingshu，weishibuguaini。”
shifujichuyimoxiaorong，jiannandeshuodao：“niminggeteshu，xingneirendouhuidianji，wohuozhedeshihou，haikeyibaonipingan，rujinwojijiangbenfuhuangquan，niyihoudechuchuxiaoxin，yinzangzijidebenshi，cainenghuomingya。”
“shifu，nibuhuiside，nishihubanxian，nisibule，shifunibuyaopaoxiawo。”woyibazhuazhushifucanglaogankudeshou，yijingkubuchushenglai。
“shengsiyouming，zheishiweishidejieshu。”
shifushuozhe，yanzhongturanshanguoyidaoliangguang，dijiwoyizhanghunshu，shuodao：“zheishiweishidangnianhelichengguoweinidingxiadeyimenqinshi，benlaidasuandengnibiyele，jiutinibanhunshi，danxianzaikanlai，weishishibaobudaodasunzile。”
“ruguoyouyitianniyudaolejiejuebudiaodemafan，jizhuqushengchengzhaolijia，tamenbuhuibuguannide。”
“shifu，ninchuchuweiwokaolv，woquehailenin，woduibuqini。”wozhandouzhejieguohunshu。
“haiyouzheige，xiangzi，niyaohaohaobaoguan，chufeinihelijianeiyatouchengleqin，cainengdakaixiangzi，fouzebunengdakai。”
shifushuozhe，tuijiwoyigejingzhidexiangjintanmuxiangzi，xiangzichenzhong，buzhidaolimianzhuangzheshenmedongxi。
zheigexiangzi，shifubatashiweizhenbao，yizhiyilaidouburangwopengyixia，xianzaijiaojilewo，quezhixuwojielehuncainengdakai，wobumingbaishifudaodishishenmeyongyi。
“haiyou，youchaoyiri，weishixiwangnikeyiqukankannidefuqin，ta......”
“wofuqin？shifunizhidaowofuqinshishei？”shifudehua，citonglewodemougenshenjing。
fuqinzheigeci，zaiwonaohaizhong，shineimedechenzhongeryouyaobukeji。
shenzhikeyishuo，tajiushiyigebukejiekaidemidi。
congxiaowobeirenmazuoyezhongjiushiyinweita。
keshifuqueshuorangwoqukankanta，nandaotazhidaowofuqinshishei？
kewodehuagangwenwan，shifuquemeilehuxi。
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zheixienian，shifuweilezaipeiwo，duoniandejixuquanbuyongguangle。
xianzaisile，queliankouguancaidoumeiyou。
woquzhaocunlideren，xiwangtamenkeyijieqianwojishifumaikouguancai，dancunliderenbudaijianwozheigeyinshengzi，bujieqianbushuo，haiyaodawo。
woyixiangqishifuliankouguancaidoumeiyou，xinlijiunanshou。
shousangdedisitian，gebicunlaoshiduidewanglaoerturanzhaodaolewo，shuoshiyouyidanshengyi，zuolekendinggoujishifumaikouhaoguancai，wen**bugan。
woyitingzheihua，laijingerle，shifuduiwoyouyangyuzhien，daiworuzi，wulunruhewodoubunengrangtaliankouguancaidoumeiyoujiurutu。
wowenwanglaoershishenmeshengyi，wanglaoerquezhizhiwuwubukenshuo，zhirangwoshoushihaodongxigentazouyitang，qianjueduibaowomanyi。
wokanzheshifudeshiti，youyuleyihuier，haishijuedinggenwanglaoerzouyitang。
jutizenmeban，kanqingkuangjueding。
raner，lingwomeixiangdaodeshizheiyiqu，querangwoxianruleyigedanitanzhong，shenzhiyinweizheishier，silebushaoren......