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tadezuichundongledong，shengyinshayadejihufabuchulai，“bulihunle......qiuni，jiuwoba。”
xiecongweixiaolesheng，zhongyumanyiyutadehuida。
taqishenlikai，jizhulidalegedianhua，rangzhulilaichuliyufudeshi。
zijiliankandoumeikanyiyanjiuzhijielikaile。
yuqianchengquansuozaishafajiaoluoli。
shenxiayouyitanzhannideyeti，tachidundiditouqukan，caifaxianjingranshixianxue。
bushita，shixiecongweiliudexue？
tazhanqilaixiangzhuishangquwentazenmeyangle，queyanqianyihei，shiquleyishi。
......
醒来是在病床上。
zhengkaiyan，yidaomohudeshenyingjinrushixian，neirenshenshouzaitamianqianhuilehui，“wei，nixingle？kandejianma？”
是个男人。
yuqianchengzhalezhayan，shixianyidiandianbiandeqingxi，zhongyurenchulai。
shixiecongweineiwandaihuilaidexinhuan“shisanhaonanmo”。
“shisanhaonanmo”jiaolinbaixu，caigangershisui，xingzhanglibaopeng。
ertadeyishuangyan，xiangjileyuqiancheng。
yinggaishuoshinianqingshideyuqiancheng。
youdayouliang，litouzhuangmanlexingguang，zhabadeshihou，liuluchudeshimanmandeduixiecongweideaimu。
“nizongsuanxingle，xie**rangwolaizhaoguni，wodoufansile......”
“duile，gaosuniyigexiaoxia，xie**liuchanle，diudiaodeshinidehaizi。”
linbaixudechunjiaozhibuzhudiyangqi，jiuxiangshuodebushiliuchan，ershishenmezhenfenrenxindehaoxiaoxi。
yuqianchenghunshendexueyefangfodoubeidongzhu。
流产。
zheigehaizishishenmeshihoulaide？
tashenzhidoumeiyouchajuedaohaizidecunzai，jiuyijinglikaileta。
tadebizikongzhibuzhudifasuan，qiangrenzhemeirangleiluoxialai。
mingmingzhidaozheigehaizigenbenbugailaidaoshishang，yitahexiecongweideguanxi，haizishengxialaiyezhihuishigebeiju，erqie，tadeshentiyegenbenchengbudaoshengxiahaizineiyitian。
keshitahaishijuedenanguo。
yuqianchengbileyan，buyuanzaiquxiang。
xingxushitadefanyingtaiguopingdan，linbaixudeshengyinyoutaigaolejifen。
“duile，haiyouyigexiaoxi，yishenghehushishuoweilenidebingqing，bujianyigaosuni，danshiwoburenxina......”
“bijinglaomasile，zuoerzidequebeimengzaiguli，zheishuobuguoquba！”
yuqianchengshentiyijiang，zhengkaiyan。
“nizaishuoshenme？......shenmelaomasile。”
linbaixujiuxiaole，“nihaibuzhidaoba，nidouhunmizhengzhengsantianle，jiuzaixie**gangzuowanliuchanshoushuneiwan，nimadezhixiaoxilianyeganguolai，quezailushangchulechehuo。”
“taneiliangbaoshijiegenyigedakachezhuangle，cheshaole，nimaheneisijidousile，sixianghaitebiecan，beishaodezhishengxialiangfuheiququdehaigule......zhenshihesirenle。”
“ai，niganma？niqunaer？yishengshuonihaibunengxiachuangni！”
yuqianchengliangqiangdigunxialechuang，paodaomenkou，langbeidishuaizaidishang。
menzaizheishidakaile，nvrenbizhixianxideshuangtuichuxianzaitamianqian。
tataiqitou，kandaolexiecongweiyizhangmianwubiaoqingdelian。
“xiecongwei......”tadeshengyinzaizhandou，“womani？”