wochushengzaidongbeidiquyigebusuanpianyuandexiangcun。
wochushengshibianbuzhifuqinshishei,congxiaodaoda,zhiyoumuqinyigerenhanxinrukudebawolacheda。
wodemuqinzaita44suishishengxiawo,jiwoqumingzijiaozhongming。
congwoxiaodeshihouqi,tajiudaiwodaoyaoqingtadegejiagehuqu,chuanzheyanhongdesamanxingtou,quanshenguamandingdangzuoxiangdechunyinshipin,shouwuzudao,youchangyoutiao。
meitianwanshang,muqinjiwojianggushihongwoshuijue,neigushilideshenshenguigui,diwangjiangxiang,rangwoshenwang。
houlaiwodezhi,wodemuqinshige“daxian”,yejiushidongbeidiqubangrenquguipixiedetiaodashende,sucheng“zoumaxian”。
erqie,muqinshisuoyouzoumaxianzhongzuizhiyinzhixiedeyilei--“siguxian”。
zheiyilei“siguxian”,shijiqihanjiande,jihuwanliwuyi。
“siguxian”bixushiyigebazizhixiezhiyindenvren,zaiqingxianshangshenzhiqian,tayaoxianfushisirendehaigusuomochengdegufen,datongyinyangliangjiedeqiaoliang,quebaodaxianzhendenengshangshenshifa。
“siguxian”shenchuyinyangliangjie,zhudingtianyagudu,duanzijuesun。
zaiguoqu,weiletaoshenghuo,henduotaohuanghuozhebeiguaimaidaowaididenvzi,caiqubaishiqiuxue,chengwei“siguxian”hunkoufanchi。
dansuizheshenghuotiaojianyuelaiyuehao,xianzai“siguxian”zheiyixingdangjihuyijingjuejile。
danshi,benyingduanzijuesundemuqinquebuzhiweishenme,zaita44suishi,shiyuehuaitaishengxialewo。
jushuo,zaiwochushengdeneitian,leidianjiaojia,qingpendayulianxialesantiansanye。
hongshuichongsanlefangyuanshubailideyefen,wushudeshitibeicongnitulifanshangdimian,huhudangdangpiaozainishuili,neichangmianshenshikongbu。
erqie,dayushibenyingzangzaishudongzhongdelaoshu,she,huli,huangshulangheciwei(dongbeisuchengwuchangxian)yiqunqundeweizaiwojialaofangzidezhouwei。
tamenjianjiaozhe,sihouzhe,jiuhaoxiangzaizuzhou(?)huozheshizaiwenhou(?)zheilaofangzilijijiangchushengdeyinger。
zhidaolaofangzilichuanlaiyingerdediyishengtiku,tamencaichengqunjieduideliqu。
zaidianshanleimingdeneigeyewan,wo,chushengle。
suirancongxiaodaodawodoumeiyoushenmepengyou,zhiyoumuqinpeibanzhewo,danshiwohenxingfu,henzhizu。zhidaoyouyitian,muqinlikailewo,zaiwo12suishengrideneiyitian。
wowushuciwenguomuqin,wodefuqinshigeshenmeyangderen。
meicishuodaozheili,muqinzongshixiaoerbuyu,ranhouqinqiedikanzhewo。
wozhidao,qishifuqinshisheiyuwodoumeiyoushenmeguanxi。
tayoubuzaiwoshenbian,woyoumuqindeai,jiuzugoule。
zaiwoduannaizhiqian,muqinjiubabaozheqiangbaozhongdewo,quqingtatiaodashendejiatingchumaxian。zheishitalaiyishengcundefanwan,yeshiwomenniangliangshengcunxiaqudeweiyishouduan。
youyu“siguxian”chuma,meixianbiling,suoyimuqindemeicichangchangtiaotiaodoubansuizhekeguandeshouru。
dangran,yaochengwei“siguxian”,fuchudedaijiayeshijudade。
wodemuqindangshizhiyousishiduosui,dantadetoufahuibai,fazhirugancaoyiban。shuotakanshangquxiang60duosuihuo70duosuiyebuweiguo。
muqinshuo,neixieshanzhangyanji,meishenmeshentongzhishihunongrendetongxingmen,qishiyeguodehenhao。
fanzhengyoubushizhendeqingdaxianshangshen,tamenjihumeiyourenhefuchu,zhiyaokuxinzuanyanzenmequhuyoushannanxinnvjiuhaole。
errumuqinyileizhenzhenglianjieyinyang,qingdaxianfutidesiguxian,meiyicichuxiandouhuizhesunzijishouming。
jucunminshuo,woshiyigehenqiguaidehaizi。
dangwohaishiyingershi,wozaimuruweizunaihou,haishiyizhibutingdiku。
erdangwotingdaomuqinqiaoqiqingshengu,tingdaotatiaodashenshiyaoshangbangdeyinbixiangzhuangshengshi,wojiulijitingzhilekuhan,shenzhikaixindixiaoleqilai。
wodemuqinzaiwoliusuishijiukaishijiaowochengtachuxiandezhushou,yejiushi“erxian”。
“daxian”shiyigerongqi,rangxiantijiangrutadetinei,zhidianhuaqianqingzoumaxiandejiatingruhepixie,biyaoshihaihuichushouzhijieganzouniezhang。
ererxianzeshidaxiandezhushou,fuzezaixiantishangshenhou,zaiyipangchangsong《yingshenqu》,bingqiaodaqingshengu。
wodetongnianshiguang,jiushizaifanfuchangsong《yingshenqu》zhongduguode。
zaidongbeinongcun,daduoshujiazhongchuxianzhongxiehuozheshenmeyiwaideyuanyin,doushiyinweimaofanle“wuchangxian”:hong(huxian)huang(huangshulangxian),bai(ciweixian),liu(shexian),hui(shuxian),yinci,duiyu“siguxian”laishuo,jiejuezheixiexiaodejiufenkeyishuoshihaobufeili。
dangran,oueryehuiyoujishoudeqingkuang,jialide“zangdongxi”falitaiqiang。qinglaidedaxiandabuguo。zheishi,muqinhuixiansongzoudashenxian,ranhoudianransangentanxiang,yongyachiyaopowodeshouzhi,ranhoujichusandixue,dizaitanxiangshang。
为什么是我的血?
我不知道。
danmeidangwodexuedizaitanxiangshangshi,xiangyanjiuhuibianchengqinglvse,chuizhidepiaoshangwuding,zaijialinaoshidewangliangchimeiyehuizaibanxiaoshineiquanbuxiaoshi。
houlai,woshanglexiaoxue,danshizhidaobiye,wodoumeiyoupengyou。
shenzhimeiyoutongxuexianghewoshuohua。
wozhidao,“zoumaxian”zheigezhiyeshibeirenkanbuqide。
erwoshiyige“siguxian”deerzi,yigebengaiduanzijuesunde“daxian”shengxiadebujizhiren。
shenzhilianlaoshidekanwodeyanshen,yexiangshizaikanyigeguaiwu。
zaixuexiao,wocongweitiyanguoshenmeshicixiang,shenmeshishanyi。
tongxuemendoujiaowo“xiaoguicha”,qifuwo,lengluowo,meirengenwoyiqiwan,woyizhidulaiduwang。
wokule,woweiqu,woquzhaolaoshi,kelaoshizhihuiduobiwo。
cunzilidetonglingrenyedouduiwobizhiruomei。
woxiguanlebeirenzhizhejilianggushuoxianhua,woxiguanleneibiyierjihuideyanshen。
congneishiqi,wobiandezibei。
woyexiangxiangputongdexiaopengyouyiyang,chengqunjiedui,danaoxixiao,keshi……wobuneng。
wozhidao,wohetamenshibuyiyangdecunzai。woyoujiujingzuocuoleshenmeni?
wobiandebuxihuanyurenjiaowang,wobiandezairenheshiqingshangdouteliduxing,yizijidefangshimianduizheigeshijie。
zaiwodezhianshike,shimuqinjilewozuiduodeai,tadeaijiuxiangyidaowennuandeguangzhaolianglewodetongnian。
zaiwogududetongnian,muqinjiushiwowennuandejia,shiwodegangwan,shiwodeyiqie。
danshidangwo12suishi,zheidaoguang……quexuanzelikailewo。