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zheixiehuarutonglijian，jiangwogedetiwuwanfu。
“nishitadeqi？nisuantadenamenziqi？wumei**ma？wocaishitamingmeizhengqudeqi。woshitajialirendoutongyi，qujinmensiniandeqi。”
“huoqiantang，nibuguojiushizhangzheduitadejiumingzhiencaiyoudiqixiaozhangbale。nipingshenmezaizheiliyaowuyangwei？”wotengdezaiyerenbuxiaqu。
霍浅棠却笑了。
tashuo，jiupingwomenririchanmian，jiupingtabuhuilikaiwo。
wonaozhongkongbaiyipian，zhenggenaozidoufameng。
zheixieniandeshangxinyuxinkuzaizheiyikeyiyidifuxianxintou。
haiyouwangrineixiewoyiweishidehao。
理智全无。
woyibazhangjiuhuileguoqu。
huoqiantangjiejieshishidiaileyibazhang。
taquezaizheiyikeyongjiqingdeshengyinshuo：“neijiurangnikankan，zaitaxinli，niyuwo，daodishuqingshuzhong。”
我瞬间头皮发麻。
zheixieniansuiranfuhuanghemuhoujiangwobaohudejihao，kecongxiaobianzaigongzhongzhangda，neixieshouduanheyinsiwonalijiuwanquanbudongni？
guoran，yihuitou，jiujianfengxingheizheyizhangliandabuerlai。
tajihushixiangdoumeixiang，yangqishoujiujilewoyibazhang。
wobibuguoqu，jiejieshishidishoule。
budaiwofanyingguolai，tajiulengshengdao：“guohouzaizhaonisuanzhang。”
shuowan，tabianfuzhehuoqiantangqulewuli。
“tongbutong？duibuqi，rangnishoukule。nifangxin，woyidingjinitaohuigongdao……yihouyebuhuizairangzheiyangdeshiqingfasheng……”
wowuzheyoutongyouzhongdelian，xinliyoushenmedongxiyebeizheiyibazhangdasanle。
xujiuzhihou，fengxingzoulechulai，dileyaojiwo。
“wogaojieguoni，buyaozhaoreta，zheishinizizhaode。”
他的声音很冷。
我的脸越发的疼。
tayoulishenghewenwo：“weishenmeyaogaosuqiantangzhenxiang？wodoushuoguo，nidangnianbaozhepaiweiyuwochengqin，cishiwobingbuzhi，woganjinideqingyi，danbudaibiaowoyaojieshouni。worujinyijingyouleqiantang，jiubuhuizaiyouqitanvzi。wohuibuchangni。”
wodenaoziliwengwengzuoxiang。
wogengyanchusheng：“neidangniandingqinzhishi，niweishenmebujujue？”
fengxingbieguotou：“bixiacihun，naliyouwofanduideyudi？”
woeranwangxiangta，zhanshengwen：“suoyi，niyikaishijiubuxihuanwo，duibudui？”
fengxingtanxiyisheng：“gongzhu，duibuqi，wodangchumeiyouyushangzijixihuanderen，zhiyiwei，jiuneiyangguoyibeizi，yemeishenme……zhidaoyushangleqiantang……”
tawangxianghuoqiantangsuozaiwuzidefangxiang，shenqingqianquan，jiusidangnianneigebierendeweihunfu。
yeshi，taxianzaiyechenglebierendefujun。
wodeleizhongyuhaishiwushengdiluolexialai。
jueqiangrangwoshurenyebuyuanyishuzhen，woyashengdao：“neiwanniyuwoshuodehua，huoqiantangzijitingdaode。wobingmeiyouduitashuoshenme。houlai，taguyishuoneixiehuacijiwo，wojidongzhixiacaidongleshou……”
fengxinggangganghuanheqilaideshenseyoulengyingxialai：“gongzhu，jiusuannishibixiahehuanghoudezhangshangmingzhu，niyebunengzheiyangpingkouwuxianbieren。
shi，qiantangburunishenfengao，ketaxianglaidairenzhencheng。zuolejiuzuole，worenshidepinglegongzhu，xianglaiganzuoganwei，ruhesinianbujian，quehuanghualianpianle？”
woxianglaidechong，jiusuanshimuhoubeifuhuanglengluoneijinian，yeconglaimeiyoubeizheiyangdexiuruguo。
woxiangqineinian，wangguifeideshi，huangmeiwuxianwoshi，fengxingyutaizigegedouzaichang。
jihusuoyourendouxinlehuangmeidehua，jiulianyimutongbaodetaizigegeyetanxizheshuo“jiaojiao，jiusuanzuocuoleyemeishi，zhicuonenggaishanmodayan”。
kefengxingquezaimeiyourenheyouliyuwodezhengjuxia，zhanzailewoshenbian。
talengzhelianshuotaxinwo，shuoyiwodejiaoaobuhuizuoneiyangdeshi。
tashuoneihuashideyuqihebiaoqing，wojilezheimeduonian。
keshizheiyike，queyouyuyanqiandezheigerenhunxiaozaiyiqile……
“woshuohuanghua？woyoubiyaoshuohuanghuama？neiyangyigebeijiandenvzi。fengxing，ruobushini，talianjianwodejihuidoumeiyou。tapingshenmezhidewolaishuohuang……”wokaishikoubuzeyan。
fengxinglenghezhedaduanwodehua：“pinglegongzhu，qingzizhong。tashiwodeqizi，jiupingzheiyidian，nijiubunengshuotarenheyigezibuhao。buyaowangle，ruobushiyouwozaiqianxiansisha，yebuhuiyounimenderonghuayufugui。”
我哑了声。
jibianwonaozilizaihunluan，yemingbai，tasuoshuodehuawowufafanbo。
wodejiaoyangyuweizhiyemeibanfarangwofanbo。
“fengxing，keshi，wocaishinideqizia，shinimingmeizhengqudeqizi，niweishenmebunengxinwo？mingming，niyiqian……”
fengxingmianshangranshanglenuse：“pinglegongzhu，wozaiyunishuoyibian，nitinghaole，wobuxiangzaishuodierbian。
niwohunshi，wobingbuzaichang，suoyibunengzuoshu。wozheixienianyinweishouzhongshang，zaicidangeleshiri，yebingbuzhijingzhongzhishi。ruoshiwozhidao，wojiusuanbuyaozheitiaoming，yebiranhuizuzhi……”
wozhanglezhangzui，jieshidehuajiukazailehoulongli，shenmeyeshuobuchulai。
naozilizhishengtaneiju“jiusuanbuyaozheitiaoming，yebiranhuizuzhi……”
yuanlai，wocengjingyinyiweiaodetaqizideshenfen，zaitayanli，shirucideqingjian，shiruciderangtawufarenshou。
他拂袖而去。
woxinlideneigeshaonianjiangjun，neigeweileweihuwobuxiyusuoyourenweididenanzi，sizailezheiyiri。
次日。
fengxingyiranjinggaowoyifanhouqudalie。
huoqiantangshuidaowushicaiqi。
taqianxiaozhedao：“yuanlainishiweigongzhua，xianzaidegongzhudouzheime……buyaolianlema？”
我的手开始痒了。