第4章 眉心的褶痕,又深又重

jinanqiaolikaihou,yechenquanxinquanyitouruxinbinggouanzhong。

bingfeiyinweitaduizheishiyouduozhongshi,ershiyinweitaxiangrangzijimangyixie,zaimangyixie,zheiyangjiunengbuquxiangneigerangrenjiujietonghendenvren。

“neijiuqumai,shenmepaizinichabudaoma?”

zijialaobandehuarangshenghuozhulihenbudejitaguixia,taruguochadedao,yongdezhezaizheilibeininzhiwenma?

shenghuozhulikuzheliandao:“xiansheng,woyijingzhaozhuanyerenshikanguole,neijingyoushijixiaojiezijiqinshoudiaopeide,womenbuzhidaopeifang,kenengyaowenjixiaojieyao。”

tiantezhutingdaozheihua,henbudeyunsiguoqu!

haozaiyechencumeidao:“buyongle,buyonglianxita。”

“是,先生!”

shengpashenghuozhuliyoushuochushenmeshipotianjingdehualai,tiantezhuyazherenfeikuaidizoule。

yechenbujibuhuanjiangshoutougongzuochuliwan,tuijulejiweiyourenhelinyadeyaoyue,guishishenchadiqinzikaichehuilemeiyuan。

meiyuanshijinanqiaohetayiqishejide,zuoweitamendejia,zheilideyizaoyimu,yilouyige,douyoutamenerrendeyingzi。

yechenzaiwunianqianjiuyijingcongzheilibanzoule,zhiyoujinanqiaoguzhidiliulexialai。

rujinjinanqiaoyebeitaqiangxingsongzoule,cichubianjianjianhuangwu。

duanduanyigeyueeryi,jingwanrutongyikuaisidiyiban。

死地……

zheigeniantoucideyechenxinjianyitong,momingfanzao。

liangjiu,yechenbotongletiantezhudedianhua:“zhaogerenzhaoliaomeiyuan,chulerichangqingjieheweihuzhiwai,limiandedongxibuzhundong。”

tiantezhuyoushiyizhenxinjingroutiao,mangdao:“shi,xiansheng,ninhaiyoubiedefenfuma?”

yechenchenmopianke,dao:“mei,guale。”

guaduandianhuadeyechenmeiyouxiache,tayirandaochelikai,fangfozheiliyouzheshenmeshirenxinpodemowu。

……

jinanqiaoliuxiadejingyouhenkuaijiandile,keshishenghuozhulilianxibushangjinanqiao,zhinengjiangjingyouyangbennaqufenxifukeleyifen。

yewan,yechentuozhepibeideshenquhuidaogongyu,chuliwansuoyoushengyudegongzuohouquezenmedoushuibuzhe,zheiyangdeqingkuangyijinghenjiumeichuxianle。

tazhidao,shiyinweijingyoudeweidaobianle,suiranzhishifeichangxiweidebianhua,tahaishibuzhuodaole。

bianhuadailaideruoyousiwudebuan,yilvyilvde,ruochuncantuchudebaisi。

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yechenqishenankaichuanglian,wuyindenghuoyueruyanzhong,xuannaozhe,gujizhe,mingmingmiemie……

yizhongjiweijiaoqingdeniantouturancuanrutadenaohai。

manchenglanshan,wuyiweita。

yechenmeixinqingcu,ancunzijiweishikexiao,suoxingqishenchuligongzuo。

zaicitaimoushi,tianseyijingpoxiao,tajiangyoujianyiyifasong,shuximuyu,chuanzhedeti,zaicichengweileneiwuxiekejideyexiansheng。

yiriyirifuyiri,yechenyijiurutongjingmizhunquedejiqibanyunzhuanzhe,wulunshitadegongzuo、shenghuo、jiaoyou,yiqieruchang。

danheyechenjiechuzuiduodetiantezhu,queganjuechuletadebutong。

yechencongqiangongzuoconglaibuhuifenshenkansirenshouji,danxianzaimeigeyiduanshijiantajiuhuichakanyixiasirenshoujidelaidianhexunxi。

congzuichudejigexiaoshiyicimanmanbianchengyixiaoshiyici,sihuhaiyousuoduandejixiang,shenzhilianjinxinghuiyishi,tayehuibuyouzizhudinachushoujimosuo。

tiantezhudangranzhidaoyechenzaidengshenme,danyechenzijihaibuzhidao。

tiantezhuganjuezijichuaizheneigemimibianrutongchuaizheyigezhadan,yidanmimibeifaxian,tamendouhuibeizhadefenshensuigu,xueroumohu。

suoyinapahuochuxingming,tayeyaomanxiazheigexiaoxi。

tiantezhuzhenzhuozhekaikou:“xiansheng,ninyanxiadewuqinghenzhong,buruxiuxiliangtianruhe?”

yechenganggangwanchengyigekuazhoudeshipinhuiyi,rouroumeixindao:“buyong,woxianzaiganjuehenhao。”

“可是您……”

“meiyoukeshi。”yechentaimou,“woshuolewoganjuehenhao。”

nanrendexingxiangyirujiwangdeganlianjingzhi,wuheidefabeishulidezhengzhengqiqi,yilingguijukouzhe,lanbaoshixiukouzaidengguangxiayiyishenghui。

dantadelianseshifanqingdebai,meiyujiansihuningzhehuibuqudeanchenhehuise,lianneicengjiheshiyijingxiaoshiledezhehenyezaicichuxianzaitameixin。

jiuxiangbeirenyonggangdaokexia,youshenyouzhong。

这样哪里好了?

yechenyidingshilianxuhaojiribucengrushuile,tashenbianchanraodediqiyadoukuailingrenzhixi。

tiantezhuyaoyaoya,zhinengqinglelinyalai。

zaitiantezhukanlai,linyadequeshitebiede。

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yezhengshiyinweiruci,yechencaihuiduitagewaikuanrong。

huoxuzheiyangyiwei“dangniandejinanqiao”,nengrangyechenhaohaoshuishangyijue,rangtazanshicongjinanqiaodeyinmaizhongdedaoyishichuanxidejihui。

ruguolinyanengrangyechenaishangtajiugenghaobuguo!

zhishi……zhendeyouzheiyangdekenengma?

tiantezhukuxiaozheguaduanledianhua,ganjuechenzhongpibeidaolejidian。

neitoudelinyashoudaotiantezhudedianhuajianzhixinxiruokuang,dinghunzhihouyechenwanquanbucenglihuiguota,tashenzhihuaiyiyechenshibushibatazheigeweihunqijiwangle。

haoburongyidengdaojinanqiaolikai,tayidingyaobawozheicijihui,zaijinanqiaohuilaizhiqianzhuazhuyechendexin。

shide,wulunshiyechenhaishilinya,shenzhishijigemishuheshenghuozhuli,naizhiyechenshenbiandesijidouxiangxinjinanqiaohuihuilai……

jinanqiaozheiyangyigeguzhidaojiejinfengmoderen,yechenshitademeng,shitadeyiqie,tazenmeshedelikaini?

linyaduijinanqiaoshenetongjue,kepianpianyaoxuezhetanianqingshideshentaizhuangban,huazhehetatongyangdezhuangrong,zhiyouzheizhongshihou,yechencaihuijiangmuguangluozaitashenshang。

一如此时。

yechenzaikandaolinyadeshunjianzhenglezheng,meixindezhouzhezongsuanshuzhankai,tiantezhukanzhexinzhongsonglekouqi。

“xiansheng,linxiaojielaile。”

“ng。”yechenmaibuzoudaolinyamianqian,xixidingzhetadezhuangshu,qingshengdao,“zenmelaile?”

zheiwenroudeyudiao,ranglinyalianhongxintiao,haosizijidangzhenbeitachongaizheyiban。

tafeikuaitaimouduishangtadeshixian,manqiangdereqingdunshibeijiaolegetouxinliang。

yechendemouzikandaoderenbingbushita,tazhishitouguotaqukanneigeyijingxiaoshizaixianshishenghuozhongde“guoqudejinanqiao”。