第1章
“qiantangjiangshangchaoxinqi，jinrifangzhiwoshiwo！”
“zongsuanwanquanjichengwoningjiachuanchengle！”
yipianbaimangmang，baiwuyingraodekongjianli。
panxierzuodeningjiang，douranzhengkaishuangyan。
taduimian，shilingyigeyaozheshouzhitou，banchibanshade‘ziji’，yishitasanhunqipozhongliuzaichenshideweiyiyipo！
“xiangbudaowojingchishasannian，neiyiqiebianzaijinrijieshuba！”
“sanhunronghe，qipoguiyi！”
**，yiyufengyunbianhualong！
房间里。
chishasanniandeningjiangtangzaichuangshang。
shuimengzhongdetazhengfashengzhetianfandifudebianhua。
房间外的客厅里。
yuningjiangjiehunsanniandeqiziquezaichengshouzhemodadeyali……
“suqingyan，nijiwomashanggenningjianglihun！”
“zheizhongfeiwugenbenpeibushangni，nizhidegenghaodenanren！”
yigezhongnianfunvhengzhelian，daizhewuyongzhiyidekouwendao。
mianduimuqindeduoduobiren。
zuozaishafashangdesuqingyan，lianshangluchuyimojueqiang：“ma，zheijueduibukeneng，wozheibeizizhihuishiningjiangdenvren。”
huangsumeiwenyanqidoubudayichulai，zhizhesuqingyanlipitougailianqilai:“zheishazidaodijiniguanleshenmemihuntang，rangniduitazheimehao？”
“jiajiningjiang，shiyeyedeyiyuan，zaishuoshayidianyouyoushenmewenti？zhishaotabuhuichuquluangao。”suqingyanpingjingdehuidadao。
思绪拉回到三年前。
suqingyanyeyejijiangqushizhiji，baningjiangmuzicongxiangxiajielai。
binggaosusuqingyan，tayuningjiangerrencongxiaobianzhifuweihun。
yinweiyeyedeyuanyin，jiashangningjiangwulunshixinggehaishiyangmaodoubucuo，suoyisuqingyanbingmeiyoukangjuzheimenhunshi。
ke，sheinengxiangdaozaidahunzhiriningjiangqueturanbiansha……
“nizheimepiaoliang，yaoshenmeyangdenanrenzhaobudao？”
“xianzaidaohao，budanyaodaizhezheigetuoyouping，haiyaozhaogutazaiyiyuandeneigelaobusidema。”huangsumeigengjiajifengdeshuodao。
tinglezheihua，suqingyanshenshentanlekouqi。
danpiankehoulianshangyouluchujixujianding，daizheyimochongjingninandao：“woxiangxintayidinghuihaoqilaide！”
“你……”
黄素梅刚要说什么。
‘peng’deyisheng，yigenanrenchongmenerru。
tajianshizijierzi，lianselikebianderouheqilai，zhaohudao;“xiaoxing，zheijihouhoudeshiyudaoshenmeshilema？”
suxiaoxingyijinlaijiupaochuzheigezhongbangxiaoxi。
“jiejie，woyijingdayingwangshaole，shuonimashangjiuhuigenzheigeshazilihun，ranhouhetazaiyiqi。”
“jiejiebugentazaiyiqidehua，tahuibawohuohuodaside！niyezhidaowangshaoshishenmebeijing！”
zheihuayichu，dunshibamunvliangdouhedebuqing！、
suqingyandunshiqidehunshenfazhan：“sheirangnigenneizhongjiahuohunzaiyiqide，tashishenmerennihaibuqingchuma？nijingranhaigantiwoshanzizuozhu？！”
huangsumeiquechizesuqingyandao：“haole，haole，nididiyeshiweilezanmenjia，yeshiweilenidexingfuzhexiang。”
“rujindoudayingrenjiale，nishibugunidididesihuole？tayaoshiyougesanzhangliangduandehua，woyebuxianghuole！”
“ma，ni……”suqingyanbuzhidaoshuoshenmehao。
xianglexianghou，tanlekouqiwunaidao：“neiwoqujiwangshaoshuoqingchu！”
wenyan，suxiaoxingdunshixishangmeishao：“wangshaozaidonghuadajiulouyijingsheyandengni，niqujiuxingle。”
“lianyanxidoudingxialaile？”suqingyanyileng，“suoyinishiliaodingwohuiquma？”
beisuqingyanshuozhong，suxiaoxingyouxiexinxu，buzhidaozenmehuida。
huangsumeimangjieguohuacha：“zenmeshuoxiaoxingyeshiweinihao，nihaihaoyisizebeita？zaishuoniruojiajiwangshao，womensujiayihoubiranhuifeihuangtengda。”
“woqufuyankeyi，nimenzaijiatiwozhaoguxianingjiang，tahaizaishuijueni！”
suqingyanshuowanhoucongmangdabanyifan，bianchumenerqu。
等他离开。
suxiaoxingkanleyanningjiangsuozaidefangjian，daizheyinlengshuodao：“zheizhongshazi，bunongsitasuanhaodele，haiyaozhaoguta？”
“neizanmengancuiyibuzuoerbuxiu！”
huangsumeizeyinxianyixiao，congdoulinachuyipingyao！
“zheishianmianyao，chiguoliangjiuhuisi！yihuirangtachilebujiushengshiduole，fanzhengtashishazi，zuitantouchi，sileyeshihuogai！”
“zhendejiade？”suxiaoxingxianshiyouxiejingya，danfanyingguolaihoulikelengxiaoyisheng。
“taruosile，jiejiemeidexuanze。daoshihoujiubudebujiajiwangshaole！”
“zheimekanlai，tadequegaisi！”
shuozhemuziliangtoutouzoujinningjiangfangjian。
kanzhehuxijunyundeningjiang。
xiangdaozheijiahuohetalaobusidematuoleisujiasannian，qidoubudayichulai。
suxiaoxingmianrongzhujianniuqu。
“给老子去死！”
taxinzhongyiheng，jianghuangsumeishouzhongdeyaoduoguolai，ranhouzhijiejiangyaoyigunaosaijinningjiangkouzhong，haijitaguanshuiyanxiaqu。
zhenggeguochengxingyunliushui，ningjiangquehaoxiangshuisileyiban，yidianfanyingdoumeiyou。
不多时。
yijingkongledeanmianyaopingbeidiuzaidishang。
suxiaoxingtanlexianingjiangdebixi，youxiehoupadidao：“zhenjiuzheimesile？”
huangsumeilengxiaoyisheng：“bushiliuzhebushihuohaima，kuaizanmenbatazuochengtouchideyangzi。”
shuozhebadishangdeyaopingjianqilaifangzaitadeshoushang，youchulileyixiehenji，muziliangzheicaiyincececongfangjianchulai。
huangsumeideyizhiji：“zheixiakannijietahaiyoushenmeliyoubujiajiwangshao。”
suxiaoxinggengshiyilianweisuodexiaodao：“meicuo，jiezheiciqudonghuadajiulou，kongpayaogenwangshaoshengmizhuchengshufanle，zanmenzheizhishituibozhulan……”
“neiwoqumaixiejiucai，maqinzixiachu，zanmenqingzhuyixia！”huangsumeixiaohehedidao。
房间内……
chuangshangningjiangmengranzhengkaiyanjing！
cikedeningjiang，yiransanhunqipoguiyi，ququanmianyaoduitayidianzuoyongdoumeiyou。
dantazaishuimengzhongronghe，quebuzhidaowaimianfashengleshenme。
ningjiayouyimeijiachuanyupei，dangnianyeyechuanjitashi，cengshuoyudaojiqikunnandeshikeyidakaiyupei。
三年前，新婚之夜。
youyumeiyoudongfangguo，yudaokunnan。
tajuedezheijianshiguanhuningjiachuanzongjiedai，yushidakaiyupeixiangkankanyoumeiyouyong。
jieguosanhunliupobeishejinyupeikongjianlai，ruobunengwanquanjichengningjiachuancheng，bunengchuqu。
rujinzhongyuliancheng，zuoshoudingyinyang，youshouzhangshengsi，wulunshiwudaohaishiyidao，daodadaozheigeshijiededianfeng！
ningjiangshouhuisixu，kanlekanzhouweidefangjian，querenzijizaijiali。
“清颜呢？”
“zhiyouyipopeitasannian，kuletale！”
weiweizhoumeihou，zouchufangmen，zhenghaokanjiansuxiaoxingzaidadianhua。
zhijiansuxiaoxingtouzhehuaixiaoshuodao：“wangshao，jirannijinwanbadonghuadajiuloubaoxiale，neikeyaohaohaoxiangshoue！”
ningjiangbuzhidaoshuodetashuodezhengshishisuqingyan。
danhaozainengrenchuduifangshilaopodedidi，yushizoushangqianwendao：“nijiejiequnaerle？”
“啊？”
ningjiangdeturanchuxian，rangsuxiaoxingdunshiheleyitiao。
huiguoshenhou，kanlekanningjiang。
haiyiweitashiyuanlaideshazi，yushibuxieyixiao。
“xiangzhidaowojiequnaerle？xinga！jiwobaxietianganjingwojiugaosuni！”
ningjiangdunshilianseyileng，“woshinijiefu，nirangwojinizuozheizhongshi？”
suxiaoxingchayidekanletayiyan。
“ni……nibushale？”