xiamodeyangguangchuanguowutongyexi，zaiyujialaozhaideqingshibanshangtouxiabanbodeguangying。yankongzhuzhanzaizhuqiboluodedamenqian，zhifumosuozhemenhuanshangxiujibanbandehuawen，turanxiangqishinianqianneigeyuye，yuxirongjiushicongzheilizouchu，jieguoletarengqudeneizhangzhipiao。
neishideyujiahaiweibailuo，qingzhuandaiwadeyuanluolizhongzheyulan，jushuohuakaishixiangpiaobantiaojie。kexianzai，yuanqiangpamanleyegeteng，zhuqidamenwaixiediguazaiheyeshang，tuikaishifachu“zhiya”deaiming，xiangyishengchilaidetanxi。
“yanzong，xuyaorangrenqingliyixiama？”chenmogenzaishenhou，kanzhemanyuanqiyaodezacao，meitoujinsuo。zheilixianranyijinghenjiumeirenlaiguo，fengyichui，huichenhecaoxiejiuzaikongzhongfangun。
“buyong。”yankongzhudeshengyinhendi，muguangsaoguohuangcaocongshengdetianjing，“wozijijinqu。”
tatuikaixuyandetangwumen，yiguhunhezhemeiweihehuichendeqixipumianerlai。tunsede“xi”zihaitiezaizhengtangdemuzhushang，bianjiaojuanqufahuang，shidangnianyuxirongfumujiehunshitiede。gongzhuoshangdeqingcipingjilehouhoudehui，pingshenlieledaofeng，xiangyidaowufayuhedeshangba。
zheilidemeiyicunshuaibai，doukezhetademingzi。
tajidesannianqian，jiushitaqinshoudongjieleyujiadezhanghu，duanletamenzuihoudezhouzhuanzijin。neishiyufuzaidianhualishengsilijiediaiqiu，tazhilenglengdihuileju“fuzhainvchang”。xianzaixianglai，neisuoweide“zhai”，buguoshimuqinbianzaodehuangyan，ertachenglezuicanrendeguizishou。
yankongzhudezhijianqiajinzhangxin，xuexingweizaishejianmiman。tazhuanshenzouxiangdongxiangfang，genjuchenmochadaodeziliao，neishiyuxirongdefangjian。
fangmenshilaoshidechaxiaosuo，qingqingyituijiukaile。yangguangcongdiaohuamuchuangzuanjinlai，zaidibanshangtouxialingxingdeguangban，wushuchenaizaiguangzhulifangun。
fangjianbuda，kaoqiangfangzheyizhangjiumuchuang，lanbaigezidechuangdanxidefabai，diedezhengzhengqiqi。shuzhuoshangduizhejibenyixuexiangguandeshuji，《gusuiyizhihulixue》defengmianshang，haitiezheyizhangfanhuangdebianlitie，shangmianshijuanxiudeziji：“di38ye，paiyifanyinghuliyaodian。”
yankongzhudexinzangmengdiyisuo。
tarendezheibiji。shinianqiantazhuyuanshi，chuangtoudebianqianbenshangouerhuichuxiantongyangdeziji，tixingtaanshichiyao、jidefanshen。neishitazhidangshihushidefenneizhishi，congweixiangguo，huishiyuxirongchenzhetanwangdejianxitoutouxiexiade。
tazouguoqu，zhijianfuguoshuyeshangdezhehen。zheiyejiangdeshijuanxianzheshuhoudehuli，kongbaichuyonghongbibiaozhuzhe“wujulieyundong”“jixinla”，meiyitiaodouhualexiaoxiaodewujiaoxing，xiangrenzhenbeikaodexuesheng。
shuduipangyazheyigetiepibingganhe，xiujibanbandeheshenshangtiezhekatongtiezhi。yankongzhuxiankaihegai，limianmeiyoubinggan，zhiyouyidiefanhuangdexinzhi，yonghongshengkunzhe，haiyouyigemosunyanzhongdexiangce。
taxiannaqixiangce，fengmianshifensedeyinghuatuan，bianyuanyijingmochulemaobian。fankaidiyiye，shigezhazhemaweibiandeshaonv，chuanzhelanbaixiaofu，zhanzaixuexiaodexiangzhangshuxiaxiao，meiyanwanwan，yanlishengzheyangguang。neishishiqisuideyuxirong，haimeijinglihoulaidefengshuang，ganjingdexiangyiwangqingquan。
wanghoufan，daduoshitahetongxuedeheying，zhidaozuihoujiye，chuxianleyizhangbeijiandezhishengyijiaodezhaopian。zhaopianshangshiyiyuandezhuyuanbudalou，jiaoluoliyougemohudeshenyingzuozailunyishang，chuanzhebinghaofu，zhengwangzhechuangwai。
yankongzhudehuxizhourantingzhi。
那个身影，是他。
shinianqiantagangzuowanyizhishoushu，shuangtuiwuli，meitianxiawudouhuizaihushidepeitongxiadaolouxiazuoyihuier。tacongbuzhidao，huiyourenduozaiyuanchu，tou**xiazheiyimu，haixiaoxinyiyidizangzaixiangceli。
zhaopianbeimianyouyixingjiqingdeqianbizi，jihuyaobeimodiao：“3yue17ri，tianqiqing，tajintiankanqilaijingshenhaodianle。”
3月17日。
yankongzhudezhijiankaishifadou。tajidezheigerizi，neitiantayinweipaiyifanyingfalegaoshao，yishimohuzhongzongjuedeyourenzaibingfangwaipaihuai，hushishuoshitadecuojue。xianzaixianglai，huoxubushicuojue。
tafangxiaxiangce，naqineidiexinzhi。xinfengshangmeiyoudizhi，shouxinrenxiezhe“baba”，luokuanshi“xirong”。
“ba，jintianquyiyuanfucha，yishengshuowodegusuipeixingheneigebingrenchubupipeishangle。ninshuo，zheishibushiyuanfenya？”
“takanqilaihaoshou，liansehaocha，hushishuotayijingdenglebannianle。ruguonengjiutajiuhaole。”
“mahaoxiangbutaizancheng，shuoyanjianeiyangderenjiabuhaore。kewozhishixiangjiurenya，hetajiayoumeiyouqianmeiguanxide。”
zijicongzuichudequeyue，jianjianbiandeyouyu。
“ba，yanjiadefurenzhaowole。tashuoruguowoyuanyijuansui，jiujiwomenjiatouzijianchang，haishuo……haishuobunengrangtazhidaoshiwoziyuande，yaoshuoshiwotanqiancaitongyide。”
“wobuxiangyaotamendeqian，kenindechangzikuaichengbuxiaqule……ba，wogaizenmeban？”
“shoushuriqidingzaixiageyuele。ba，woyoudianpa，keshiyixiangdaotanenghuoxiaqu，haoxiangyoubupale。ninbiegaosumawopateng，tahuidanxinde。”
zuihouyifengxinmeiyouxiewan，mojizaizhishangyunkaiyituan：“ba，shuhouhaotong，danshikandaotademingzikezaiyaoshang，turanjuede……”
houmiandezibeileishuiyunran，mohubuqing。
yankongzhuniezhexinzhideshouzhiguanjiefabai，xinzhibianyuanbeizuandezhezhoubukan。takaozaibinglengdeqiangbishang，cainengmianqiangzhanwen，houlonglixiangduzheguntangdemianhua，fabuchurenheshengyin。
yuanlaitazaojiuzhidaoshita。
yuanlaitajuansuibushiweileqian，shizhendexiangjiuta。
yuanlaitachengshouzheshuhoudetongkushi，kanzheyaoshangdemingzi，xinlixiangdeshi……
他不敢再想下去。
tangwulichuanlaiqingweidexiangdong，chenmodeshengyindaizhejingti：“shei？”
yankongzhucaganyanjiaodeshirun，kuaibuzouchuqu，kandaoyigechuanzhelanbushandelaotaitaizhanzaitangwumenkou，shoulilinzhezhulan，limianzhuangzhegangzhaideqingcai。
“nishi……yujiadeqinqi？”laotaitaiqieshengshengdiwen，muguangzaiyankongzhuangguidexizhuangshangdazhuan，daizhejiebei。
“woshilai……kankanguren。”yankongzhudeshengyinshaya。
“guren？”laotaitaitanlekouqi，fangxiazhulan，“zheizhaizikonglekuaiyinianle，yuxianshengzouhou，jiumeirenlaiguole。kelianyo，haohaodeyijiaren，jiuzheimesanle。”
“ninrenshiyuxiansheng？”yankongzhuzhuiwen。
“woshigebidewangpo，kanzhexirongyatouzhangdade。”laotaitaimolebayanjiao，“neiyatoucongxiaojiuxinshan，lushangkandaoliulangmaodouhuidaihuijiawei。houlaikaoshangyixueyuan，shuoyaodangyishengjiuren，sheizhidao……”
tadehuameishuowan，danyanlidewanxibuyaneryu。
“ninzhidaoshinianqian，tajirenjuansuideshima？”yankongzhupingzhuhuxi。
wangpolengleyixia，suijidiantou：“zhidao。neizhenziyatoushoudetuolexing，tiantianduozaifangliku。tabatoutougenwoshuo，shibeiyanjiabizhede，bujuanjiuyaohuiletamenjiadechangzi。”
yankongzhudexinzangxiangbeizhongchuijizhong，mentongdejihuzhixi。
“yuxianshenghaishuo，”wangpodeshengyinyadilexie，“yanjiajileyizhangzhipiao，yatouyuanbenbuyao，shiyanjiadefurenshuo，ruguotabushou，jiuduiwaishuotaguyituoyanshijian，haineibingrenmeiming……yatoushipalianleijialicaishoude。”
meiyigezi，douxiangyibadao，zaitaxinshangfanfuqiege。
tayizhiyiweide“tancai”，shibeibiwunaidetuoxie；tashizuo“jiaoyi”degusui，shitamanzhejiarentoutoupeixingdeshanyi；tashinianruyiridehenyi，buguoshiyichangbeijingxinshejidepianju。
“neininzhidao……”yankongzhudeshengyindoudebuchengyangzi，“taweishenmeyaozangzheyigekelemingzideyaohema？”
wangpoxianglexiang，turanpailexiashou：“e！nishuoneigebaisedexiaoheziya？youciwoqujitasongchide，kandaotaduizhehezifadai，limianhaoxiangzhuangzheyao。tashuoneiyaoshangyoujiumingenrendemingzi，yaohaohaoshouzhe。”
救命恩人。
yankongzhukaozaimenkuangshang，caibuzhiyutandaozaidi。yuanlaizaitahentarugudeshihou，tajingbatadangchengjiumingenren，bakezhetamingzideyaoheshiruozhenbao。
yangguangchuanguotangwudetianjing，zhaozaitalianshang，quenuanbuleneishenrugusuidehanyi。taxiangqiyuxirongzaihuochanglituikaitadeyanshen，pingjingdexiangyitansishui，huoxuneishitajiuyijingleile，leidaobuxiangzaizhengbian，buxiangzaijieshi，zhixiangyongshengmingjieshuzheichanghuangtangdejiuge。
“xiexienin，wangpo。”tazhanzhishenti，heichenshandezhezhoulihaizhanzhelaozhaidehuichen，“zheizhaizi……womaile。mafanninbangwozhaokanyixia，bierangrenjinlaidarao。”
wangpolengleleng，kanzhetayandifanyongdehongxuesi，zhongjiumeiduowen，dianlediantou。
likailaozhaishi，xiyangzhengchenluozaixibiandetianji，batiankongranchengyipianguntangdejuhong。yankongzhuzuozaicheli，shoulijinjinzuanzheneidiexinzhihebanzhangzhaopian，zhifuyibianbianmosuozhezhaopianshangneigemohudelunyishenying。
chenmodilaiyipingshui，youyuzhekaikou：“yanzong，chadaoyuxianshengqushiqiandetonghuajilule，zuihouyigedianhuashidaji……yanfurende。”
yankongzhuwozheshuipingdeshoumengdishoujin，pingshenbeiniedebianlexing。
muqinbujincehualedangniandepianju，shenzhikenengzaiyufusiqianhailianxiguota。tadaodihaiyinmanleduoshaoshi？fuqinheyujiadejiuyuan，youshishenme？
chechuangwaidejiejingfeisudaotui，xiangtabeizhenxiangjisuideshinianrensheng。tacengyiweizijizhanzaizhengyidedingduan，yongchouhenchengfa“beipanzhe”，quebuzhizaoyilunweimuqinshouzhongdedao，qinshouzhanduanlesuoyouwennuanheshanyi。
huidaobieshushi，yishishenye。zhangmashuoyuxirongzaozaojiushuile，linmolinzouqianshuotajintianzhuangtaibucuo，hualeyixiawudehua。
yankongzhumeiyoushanglou，ershizuozaiketingdeshafashang，tankaineixieconglaozhaidaihuidedongxi。
rijibensuipianshangdezijijuanxiu，xiezhe“tajintianyoufashaole，haodanxin”；jiuzhaopianlideshaonvyanshenqingche，zangzhebuganyanshuodexinshi；yufudexinzhishang，mojiyunranchuhainengkanchuleishuidehenji。
zheixiesuipianpincouchudeyuxirong，hetajiyizhongneige“tancai”“xuwei”denvrenpanruoliangren。tashanliang、jianren，daizhebenzhuodewenrou，quebeitayongzuicanrendefangshiniansuilesuoyouguangmang。
tanaqishouji，fandaomuqindehaoma，zhijianxuanzaibohaojianshang，quechichimeiyouanxia。tabuzhidaogaiwenshenme，shiwentaweiherucihenxin，haishiwentashinianqiandeneigexiawu，daodiduiyuxirongshuoleduoshaoweixiedehua。
chuangwaideyueguangpashanglouti，zhaozaierlouyuxirongdefangmenkou。yankongzhuzhanqishen，qingshouqingjiaodizoushangqu，zhanzaixuyandemenfengwai。
fangjianliliangzheyizhannuanhuangsedeyedeng，yuxirongtangzaichuangshang，huxijunyun。tademeitouweiweicuzhe，xiangshizaizuoshenmebuanwendemeng，youshouwuyishidizhuazhechuangdan，zhijiefanbai。
yankongzhudexinzangchoutongleyixia。
taxiangqiwangpodehua，xiangqineixiexin，xiangqineigekezhemingzideyaohe。zheigebeitashangdetiwuwanfudenvren，cengjingneiyangxiaoxinyiyidizhenshizheyutayouguandeyiqie，ertaquebatadeshanyicaizaijiaoxia，yongchouhenjiangtatuirushenyuan。
tahuanhuandunxiashen，etoudizhebinglengdemenban，xiangyigeqianchengdeshuzuizhe。
“对不起。”
sangeziqingdexiangtanxi，xiaosanzaijijingdezoulangli。
tabuzhidaotanengbunengtingdao，yebuzhidaozheichilaidedaoqianyoumeiyouyiyi。tazhizhidao，congzoujinyujialaozhaideneiyikeqi，tajiuzaiyehuibuqule。
neixiebeichenfengdezhenxiang，xiangpotuerchudezhongzi，zhongjiangzhangchengcantiandashu，jiekaisuoyoubeiyangaideguowang。erta，bixuzhanzaizheipianfeixuzhishang，qinshoumaizangguoqudechouhen，changhaineixieyongshengmingyewufamibudezhai。
yefengchuiguochuanglian，daizhecaomudeqingxiang。yankongzhuzaimenwaizhanlehenjiu，zhidaofangneidehuxibiandepingwen，caiqishenlikai。tabaneixiexinzhihezhaopianfangjinbaoxianju，heneigeyaohefangzaiyiqi，xiangshizaizhenzangyiduanbeigufudeshiguang。
mingtian，tayaoqujianyigeren。
neigeshinianqianbeimuqincituidelaoyongren，jushuotashouli，youdangnianmuqinheyujiajiaoshedeluyin。
tazhidao，zhenxianghuoxubitaxiangxiangdegengcanku，dantabixuzouxiaqu。
weileyuxirongyandiximiedeguang，weileyaohelikezhedemingzi，gengweileneigebeichouhenmengbi、fanxiataotianzuiniedeziji。
jiushuzhilu，caiganggangkaishi。erta，yijingmeiyoutuilu。