第1章 女儿坠机,他无动于衷

“xiaozhimama,jieai。”

tingdaozheishuxideshengyin,wohunshenyizhan。

luyinghuaichuguoqian,lianxujigeyuedouzaiaoyegenkehushipintonghua。

shipinneitoudekehu,shengyingenyanqiannvrendeshengyinyimoyiyang。

yiyangdedilian,yiyangdejiaoruo。

让人充满保护欲。

wobaojinnverdeguhuihe,shengyinsiya:“buyongnijiahaoxin。”

huayingangluo,luyinghuaizhoumei,lengshengdao:“qinghao,song**shikeren,nizheishishenmetaidu?”

客人?

wotaitou,chaofengdidingzheliangrenwanzaiyiqideshoubei。

songwanwanlianpibo,lianmangzhengtuo,congluyinghuaihuailijieguobaobao,dishengdao:“yinghuai,womeishi,womendoushidangguomamadenvren,tanverzhuijisile,xianzaiyidinghennanguo,wonenglijiede。”

luyinghuaiminchun,xiaoxinyiyidijianghaizijiaojisongwanwan。

tadongzuohenbenzhuo,xianranhenshaobaoguohaizi。

jishiwomendexiaozhiyijingliusuile,luyinghuaibaotadecishuyiranshaodekelian。

kexianzai,taquebaozhelingyigenvrendehaizi,xiangdangzhenshi。

woyikaishixian,zhijianfanbai,gengjiayonglidibaozhehuailideguhuihe。

meishide,xiaozhi,buyaokan。

xingxushilingtangtaileng,songwanwandehaizikulejihui。

tamiansegangadiliyuanleyixie。

luyinghuaizhongyuyoukongmolemoxiaozhideyizhao。

tameitoujinning,chushengzeguaidao:“suqinghao,wochuguoqian,mingmingxiaozhihaihaohaode,nidaodiyoumeiyouyongxinzhaoguxiaozhi?shenzhihairangyigewairendaitazuofeiji?”

wojiemaodizhan,shenziyiruan,huanglehuang。

xiaozhichushideneitian,shitadeliusuishengri。

luyinghuaidayinghuipeitaguoshengri,kesongwanwanzaidianhualiyiku,dangwanluyinghuaibianqulejichang。

wokukuaiqiuguo,rangtawanyitianlikai,zhishaobuyaozaixiaozhishengrizheitian。

keluyinghuaihaishishiyuele。

xiaozhixiangbaba,jiuqiumishukaisirenfeijidaitaquzhaoluyinghuai,jieguozailushang……

errujin,luyinghuaidequehuijiale,queshiyongxiaozhideminghuanlaide!

xiangdaozheili,woyanshenkongdongdidingzhebuyuanchudesongwanwan,jingmeiyousihaoliqixiangtajieshi。

hainengjieshishenmeni,haizidouyijingsile。

taliancanjiazanglidounengchidao,haihuizaihuhaizidesihuoma?

erjiuzaicishi,songwanwanhuailidebaobaoturandaku。

songwanwanshouzuwucuo,weinandikanleguolai,“yinghuai,zenmeban?zaizheiyangkuxiaqu,baobaoxinzanghuishoubulede!”

她的孩子哭声很大。

buxiangxiaozhi,xiaozhihenshaoku,zongshitaohaodechaozhebabaxiao。

lingtangliyingerdekushengyuelaiyuechao,wobuxiangrangxiaozhibeizheixierendarao,dishengdao:“jiwoba。”

陆应淮迟疑了一秒。

daoshisongwanwan,henzhudongdijianghaizidijilewo:“yinghuai,meishide,su**kendingbiwomenyoujingyan。”

我沉默地接过孩子。

songwanwandehaizishigehunxueer,wobaozheqingqingdipaidazhe,henkuai,baobaobiananjinglexialai。

zhengdangwozhunbeijianghaizihaijisongwanwanshi,baobaobozishangdehongshengturanyishan。

wodunshilengzhule,dingzheneigenhongsheng——

neimingmingshixiaozhidepinganfu,zenmehuichuxianzaizheili?

woerduohongmingyisheng,yanqiufasuan,sisidichezheshengzi,“zheishi……shenme?”

“aiya,”songwanwannanweiqingdijieshidao,“yinghuaitingshuolexiaozhichushideyuanyinhou,jiubazheigepinganfusongjile……tabuyeshipahaizichushima?xiaozhimama,niyinggaikeyilijiedeba?”

理解?

wobukezhixindidingzheluyinghuai。

neimingmingshixiaozhidanxinbabachuchabuanquan,teyizaimiaoliguilezhengzhengyiyeqiulaidepinganfu!

cishicike,queguazailingyigehaizidebozishang……

wodunshibengkuile,xiangshifengziyiyangbaozhehaizisihouzhe:“luyinghuai,nimeiyouliangxin!nibaxiaozhidedongxihaijiwo!”

songwanwanjinghudao:“su**,nihaizisile,buyaonawohaizilaisaqia!”

luyinghuailijishangqian,qiazhuwodejianbang,lishengdao:“suqinghao,nihaiyaohunaodaoshenmeshihou?”

lingtanggongzuorenyuanlianmangpaojinlaiquanjia,buzhishisheiweileduozoulehaizi,turanyonglituilewoyiba!

dunshi,yanqiantianxuandizhuan。

wobeirentuidaozaizhuojiao,taiyangxuemengdichitong,lianshangshunjianbiaochuxue,zhengkaiyanquekandaoluyinghuaizhengqingfuzhesongwanwandelian。

nvrenkukutitididaozaitahuaili,luyinghuaibaozhehaizi,jianzhijiuxiangzhenzhengdeyijiasankou!

woyikaishixian,dingzheyizhaoshangxiaozhiyonglideweixiao,turanjuedeyiqiedoujieshule。

woyanxiahoulonglidexuemo,yashengdao:“luyinghuai,womenlihun。”

zhongyu,luyinghuaiyoukongsaolewoyiyan。

tazhoumei,lengshengdao:“qinghao,buyaonaoxiaohaipiqile,nixiangensong**daoqian。”

道歉……

wochechun,zhijuedewubihuangtang!

daoshisongwanwan,lianmangjiangpinganfurengjiwo,“buyongbuyong,yinghuai,nikuaiqugensumeimeijieshia,womenzhijianshenmedoumeiyou……”

wochengzheshenti,dingzheluyinghuaidelian,neigewochaosimuxiangleshiniandelian,jingdiyicijuedefanwei!

“luyinghuai,xiaozhiyijingmeile,wobamayeyinweibangnieryiwaiqushile,nihaiyaozenyangcaikenfangguowo?”

luyinghuaibochunjinmin,yuqihuanhelejifen,“qinghao,zheigeshijieshang,nizhiyouwoyigeqinrenle,xiaozhideshiqing,womenhainianqing,yihouzongyoujihui……”

wotingzhetadehua,kanxiangtahuailidehunxueer,qingchaodao:“bangnigensong**yanghaizima?”

“qinghao,nifeiyaobahuajiangdezheimenantingma?”

luyinghuaimouguangdileng,yinweiwoxiuruletazuiaidenvren!

songwanwanliansegangadaochongxue,lianmangbaoguohaizi,congmanglikailelingtang。

luyinghuaijiaobuweidun,youyulejimiao,bianjingzhigenleshangqu。

灵堂重归寂静。

wochuiyan,baojinhuailideguhuihe。

hezilishikongde,yinweigaokongzhuiji,xiaozhishiguwucun。

keluyinghuailianwendoumeiwenguo。

wobishangyan,zhijuedezheishiniandeaihenjiuxiangyichangemeng!

ruguowojishixingwu,xiaozhibuhuiweiletaowokaixin,siziquzhaoluyinghuai……

ruguowojishixingwu,bamayebuhuizaibangluyinghuaichouzidelushang,tuzaochehuo……

ruguowojishixingwu,gengbuhuizaisongwanwanchuguohou,chenxuerruzhuiqiuluyinghuai,shenzhiweihunxianyun,bitaquwo!

都是我的错!

wozuanjinpinganfu,yanleidizaixiaozhideyizhaoshang,xiayishimolemoxiaofu。

neishixiaozhiliwozuijindedifang。

jitianhou,woniezhejipiao,kanzhechuangwaidedapianyunduo。

haishishenlande,wobaozhexiaozhidexiangce,zuozaihaibian。

手机在疯狂的震动。

woquewuxinzaikan,ershiyibuyibudichaozhehaimianzouqu。

liusuidexiaozhi,nixianzaiyidinghenhaipaba。

meiguanxide,mamalaipeinile!