jiusuanshiyigeduiwojihaodelinju,wodouhuikonghuangdeyanshenkanzhetamen,yiweitamenyouzaineiliduiwogaohuayang。
duchuzhongle,wanshangneidunfanyeshiwozijizhulaichide,wotingxiaodidishuo,wobuzaijiadeshihou,tajiuyaoeduzi,yintamamabuzuofandeshihou,wolenglengyixiao,xinxiang,ganwoshenmeshi?
tabuguanxinwo,woyebuhuiguanxintade,zhiyaozuozheyingfendeshiqing,tamenbujieshouwodehaoyi,zhangdale,mianduizhebitagaodewo,yangmubuzaidawole,danshieyuxiangxiang
zaineigejialimian,wodangzijishiyinxingderen,womanmandidale,xiaodidideyezhangdale,jiusuanshizuocuoshi,yinweihaipayangmuyangfudezema,tamenyirenzairen,xiaodidiyuelaiyuefangsile,yihoudalandongxidoushilaizaiwoshenshang,tamendoushibufenzaobaidibawochoumayidun,xiangbianjiebanju,huibeitamenmadegengjialihai。
manmandi,woyeyangchengleconglaibuhuibianjiedexingge,jiusuanshibeibierenwuhuile,woyebuhuibianjie,yishilandeshuo,ershibuxianggenzheizhongrenjijiao。
suoyiwoyizhirenzhe,manmandi,zheizhongkuriziyizhichixudaowochuzhongbiye,wojiusuanshikaoshangzhongdiangaozhongwoyebuxiangqudu,woweishenmehuixuanzeyoushixueyuan,shiyinweiwoxiangkuaichuqugongzuo,wobuxiangzaishoutamendekongzhi,zhongyudaolezhaodaogongzuoneiyitian,wojurankule。
wozhongyuzhidaokudeziweishishenmele?neizhongkudeziweishihenkaixin,bierenshiyinweishangxinerku,woshiyinweigaoxingerku。
zhiyaolikaineili,wojiuzhenzhenzhengzhengdedulile,neitianwoduidahaihuanhuyisheng:wozhongyudulile!taihaole!wozhongyudulile。
ganggangkaishineiyinian,yangmujihumeigeyuefaqiandeshihou,douhuidadianhuajiwo,jiaowojiqianhuijia,woyiyibameigeyuedegongziquanbujitamen,zhiliuyibufenjitamen,jiusuanshitamenbujijiwo,woyehuizidongzijuejijitamen。
yinweiwobuxiangneigeyangmuguolaizheilinaowode,wozhidaotademudehenjiandan,yiqieshiweileqianerji。
yinianhou,woyiranhuijiqianhuiqu,yifenyebushao,woliuxialaizijideneibufen,wocunzaiyinxinglimian,wobixuyaoweizijidasuan,woxiangjixuzidudazhuan,yibeizizuoyoushiyemeiyouduodadechuxi。
woyaoyibuyibudijinxingzhe。
meiyiciyangmudadianhuajiwo,conglaibuhuiwenwoguodekaixinbukaixin,huozhewenhaobuhao?
takaikouyijuhuajiushi:“nikuaidianbayiqianwoyangnideqiantongtonghaijiwo,haiyoudushuqian,yifenyebunengshao——buran,wohuidaonigongzuodedifangnao。”
meihuitingzheixiehuadeshihou,woshouwoshouji,buhuizuosheng,wozonghuichenmo,tazaiwoyinxiangzhongzhishiyigetongkudeyinying,jiusuanshitashuozheixiehuawoyexiguanle,yiqian,tashuobizheixiehuagengjiahendude,woyeconglaimeiyoujijiaoguo。
“haode。”wozongshineijuhua,tacaihuimanyidiguashangdianhua。
tingwantadeshouji,wozonghuixiangqiyiqiandeneixieshiqing,yijianjiandixiaohuazheneixieshiqing,yijianjiandixiangzheneixieshiqing,jiusuanshichulaile,woyebaituoletajiwodeyinying,wobumingbai,tahuizuoderucihenxin?
yiciyouyicijiqitaduitadeerzihao,duiwozongshishierbujian,meihuiwenqiandeshihou,tazongshiyilianbunaifan,sihubuxiangxinwodeyangzi,yiweiwohuiluanhuatadeqian,wobuxiangkandaoneigexiaodidiwenqiandeyangzi。
kanlezhihuirangzijigengjiadeshangxin,wohebizixunfannao,wohebirangzijineimebukaixin。
meicitadouyaodiaochayifancaijiqian,danshitahuibaneixieqianjizaibenzishangmian,wozhidaotashiweileshenme,yihouyaowochanghai。
meicidianhualimiantadouhuibaneixieqianshuchulai,yisishixiwangwojinqingchanghai,wotinglezhihuilenglengyixiao,bijingtazhendeyangguowo。
womenzhijianmeiyoumunvguanxi,zhiyouyigezhaizhuhejiezhaideguanxi,wopingshigentashuohua,zhishikekeqiqide,conglaibuhuisajiao,yejueduibushuoduobanjuhua,zhishimomodikanzhetagenxiaodidizaiwomianqianqinqinreredishuohua,woxinlibandiansuanyidoumeiyou,kandaozheixie,wozhihuicongtamenshenbianzouguo,juebuhuiyourenhedeqingxu,fanzhengworenming。
wozhidangtamenshiyigemoshengren,burenshitamenyiyang,meishijiuhuiquxiezuoye,huozhezaifangjianlimianfadai,wodexinggekenengjiushizaineishihouxingchengde,zongshiyonglengyankanzhezheigeshijie,youshihouwojuedezijisuanshixingyun,zuiqimashihuozhe。
zhengyinweiyouzheizhongsixiang,wocaiganjuedaozijijianchidaoxianzai,kenengshiwotaianjingle,tamenzhiyaowobushihenguofen,bushihendashiqing,tamenyebuhuilihuiworuhe?fanzhengwobajiawuzuohaole,huozheburangtamenzhaochubandianmaobing,tamenmawoyeshaole。
wangshiyijianyijiandifuxianzainaohailimian,wodexinyouyisikuse,youyisinanguo,nanguoshiyinweiwomeiyouqinshengfumu。
dangaochiwanle,wonazhezhijinqingqingdicaleyicizuiba,zheigeshengrijiuzheiyangguole。
niannianxuyuanyebuhuishixian。
qishineixinshikusede,woyebuzhidaozijiweishenmeyaoyouneizhongganjue,zheigeshengrishigueryuandeyuanzhangliujiwoweiyidexiwang,yuanzhangshuo,zheishiwoqinshengdefumujiwoliuxialaide,wozhuiwenwodefumuqulenalile,yuanzhangyaoleyaotou,shuotabingbuzhidao,zhishuozaiwoliugeyuedeshihou,wojiubeipaoqizaigueryuanmenkouwai。
woyeqingxidijide,neishihouwozonghuiyigerenzuozaigueryuanmenkou,tuiyelabuzouwo,yuanzhangyebuliwo,fanzhengshiwobukubunaojiuxingle,woduziyeejiujiwochi。
zhishizaidengdaideguochengzhong,wodexiwangyidianyidiandipomiediao,yinweimenkouyongyuanbuhuiyouwoxiangyaodengdaideren。
yizhidoumengxiangzhewodeqinshengfumuyidinghuiguolaizhaowode,kexiyidengdenglejinian,tamendoumeiyouguolaijiewo,fanerrangwodeyangmuyangfuguolailingwo,zaigueryuanyeshiheiande,yixiehaizizongshiqifuyixieruoxiaodehaizi,wojiushiqizhongyige,jingchangbeineixiedadehaiziqiangshiwu,qiangwanju,jingchangedemeiyouliqi。
xiangqizheixiejingli,wozongshidandanyixiao,zuixinkuwoyetingguoleershisui,laotianyeduiwosuanshibucuole,wojuqidangaoduizheheiyeshuodao:“jiayou!yangqiqinishizuibangde。”
yangqiqishiwozaigueryuandemingzi,yuanzhanggaosuwo,neishiwodeqinshengmuqinjiwoqide,woyangfumuxingwang,woshenfenzhengyeshiwang,danshiwogenbierenshuo,woshiyangqiqi。
daibiaozhewohaiyoufumuzai,woshibushihuihuidaogueryuan,xunwenyuanzhangyoumeiyouguolaizhaowo,yuanzhangzongshiyaotoubiaoshimeiyou。
danshiwobuhuifangqide,woxiangxinwodemingyunbuhuineimechade,womomodichizhedangao,zijiyigeguoshengri,gengjiagaoxing。
“yangqiqi,nishiyigeyoujiaderen,nibushiguer,huoxunidefumuyezaixiangnianni,nihaiyourentengaini,woxiangxin。”woduizhezijishuozhe,yangfumugengjiabuhuixiangqiwodeshengri,meiyicididiyangjunshengri,tamendouhuihenlongzhong,bapengyouheqinqiguolaidachiyidun,bajialinongdererenaonaode,wozongshiyigerenmanglimangwai,zaineigejiawogengxiangyigeyongrenjiabaomu,meiyiciwodouhaipadidiguoshengri,meihuiwodoumangdaohaowancaideshuijue,daolediertianzhaoyangyaoshangke。
eryangfumuzeyizhizuozaineiligendidiliaotian,kandaowozuoyixia,tamendouhuiduiwoshiyanse,wobuxianggentamenzuodui,yushiyizhipinmingzhaoshizuo,neizhongjianshideganjuezhendehentongku,wozhendehenfannao。
shenzileile,jiushaoshaodizuoleyixia,jixuquganhuo,jixuqunulishenghuo。
woyiqiandushuyemeiyoushenmepengyou,meitianananjingjingdidushu,kenengshineixinyouyixiezibeiba,yehaipatongxuequjia,tongxueshuowoyouyixiegaoao,zhishiwobuxiangrangtamenkandaoneikukandeyimian,kandaowobuxing,suoyiyitidaoquwojia,wodouhaipawoneinankandeshenfen。
yiqianyiqie,xianzaijijingguoqule,woxiangxinyijuhua,yiqiedouhuiguoqude,buyongdanxinde,yiqiedouhuiguoqude。
jiurushijianyiyang,shenmeshiqingdouhuiguoqude,youshihouwoyehuimingbaiguolaide,woyezhidaoyouyixieshiqingbunengzheiyangxiangde。
xiangdaozheili,woduizhetiankongweiweiyixiao:“yangqiqi,xianzainizhongyuyaotuolineizhongshenghuole,yidingyaojiayou,yidingyaonulidishenghuo,buyaozaibeibierencaizaijiaoxia,jiusuanshileidefenshensuigu,yebuyaohaipa,qimanihaiyouniziji。”
wozhengzhunbeilikai,shoulimianmaileyigezijisongjizijideliwu,neigeliwushiwoxinyijijiude,yigejingpinfanchuan,daibiaozheyihoudeluyifanfengshun。
turanyouyigenanrenwaiwaidaodaodixiangwozouguolai,woyileng,yishiyebuzhidaoyaozuoshenmedeshihou,neigenanjijingbawolazhule,yibajiangwoyazaiyizishangmian,
ertazuozaiwoshenbian,wopinmingdixiangzhengtuotadeshou,ertazeshiyongyishuangzuiyankanzhewo,
woyouxiejinzhangle,jinzhangdebatatuidiao,kexizheigenanrenshizaishitaidalide,wulunworuhetuiyetuibudiaota,zheigenanrenzhendebujiandanle。
“wei!zoukaia,feilia。”wodajiao,keximeiyouyigerenguolaibangzhuwo,woyouxiewunaile。
wowangjile,zheilishiqinglvpaituodedifang,lianggenannvzaiyiqi,yibanrenbuhuiguolaiguande。
“nishisheia?weishenmeyaolazhewoa?nizaibufangshou,woyaobaojingle。”woyongpinmingdidazhetadeshou,danneigezhangdeshuaidebuxianghuadenanrenjuranyizhiwozhuwodeshou。
“nishiqiqiba?”neigenankouchibuqingdigenwoshuo。
“a?”jianguile,tazenmehuizhidaowodemingzide?nandaojianguile?yigemoshengrenyehuizhidaowodemingzi。