第1章

zaijinbihuihuangdehuanggongshenchu,nvbaojunyaomingyuecongyichangemengzhongjingxing!

tarongmaojuemei,meimuruhua。daoyingzaijinxiangzuanqiderumengsihuandetongjingzhong。

zhijian,tadeetoushenmanlenghan,xintiaorugu,gudong,gudong!haoyichangdameng。

fangfogangcongyichangwujindeheianzhongzhengtuochulai。

tahuangusizhou,shuxidegongdian、hualidezhuangshi,yiqiedougaosuta,tahuidaoleshaonianshi。

qianchenwangshi,xiongyongruchao。wangshibukanhuishou……

qianshidejiyiruchaoshuibanyonglai,yaomingyuejidezijishiruhebaonve,shiruheyibubuzoushangbaojunzhilude,youshiruheyinweiquanliermishiziwo。

ruheduidaichenxiarucaojie,chenminrucaojie。

zuizhongluodegegujiaguaren,sheiyebuai,yichouwanniandexiachang。

谁也不爱我。

tadexinzhongchongmanlehuihenhetongku,ruguoshangtianzaijitayicijihui,tayidinghuizhenximeiyigeshengming,yongchengxinquzhiliguojia。

laile,woxinzhongdejiaozhiguo。

jiuzaizheishi,yigexiaoxichuanlai,tanzichuanlai,daxiaguojinniandekejukaoshijijiangkaishi……

juguogedidecaizijiarenfenfenyongxiangjingcheng,douxiwangyizhancaihua,danshiqizhongyouyiweimingjiaoshiyanyundecaizi,caihuahengyi,mingdongjingcheng。yaomingyuexinzhongyidong,tajuedingyaoqinziqukankanzheiweichuanshuozhongdenanzhuangyuan。haishi,youshiyilaidiyigewenwushuangzhuangyuan。

shiyanyun,haojiubujian。xiangqi,qianshideyihan……

不由,起心动念。

jiran,nengzhonghuoyishi。burumibu,wangridequehan。

奔赴他,我的少年。

kejukaoshineitian,yaomingyueweifusifangchugong,laidaolekaochangwai。

yaomingyue,zaizhongshengqijian,cantouleyimen“kuishu”。

xianzai,zhengshitayunyong“kuishu”dedahaoshihou。weishenmebuzai“jiaozhiguo”yong,yinweikuishudeshiyongfanweishi5gongliyinei。

zheiyeshita,muqiandenenglijixian。yejiushishuo,fangyuanbanjing5gongli、zhijing10gonglinei,duitarutongtoushi。

xinxinniannian,niannianbuwang,biyouhuixiang。

dangtakandaoyiweishenzheqingshan、mianrongjunlangdenianqingnanzishi,neijiushishiyanyun。

tadeyanshen,fangfoxiangjiangtaluokezainaohaili。

tajuzhicongrong,bixiashenghua,henkuaijiuwanchenglekaojuan。

yaomingyuezaixinzhongananzantan,zheiweiweinanziguoranbufan。

kaoshijieshuhou,yaomingyuetongguoshouduandezhileshiyanyundeshenfenhezhuzhi。

tajuedingzheicizhijieyidian,yaoqinziqubaifangta。ganzaibonanazhiqian。

taxiangxin,zhiyaoyougehaodekaishi,tahuizhidaotadehao。

dangtalaidaoshiyanyundezhuchushi,shiyanyunzhengzaishufangzhongdushu。busi,qianshizaikezhanli。

yuanlai,tajiazipofeng,zaijingchengyeyoufuzhai。shuxiangshijia,buzhiyoudiandiyun。

takandaoyiweishenzhebianzhuang、qizhifeifandenvzituranzaofang,xinzhongyouxiechayi。yuanlaixiyintadebushipiaoliang,ershiqizhi。

“zaixiashiyanyun,buzhiguikeguanglin,youhejianjiao?”shiyanyunqianxugongshouwendao。

yaomingyueweiweiyixiao,yuefabukefangwule。zhijian,shiyanyunxiuhonglelian。

shaxiaohuo,zheijiuxiuhonglelian。haiyoubiedeni。

tashuodao:“gongzicaihuahengyi,mingdongjingcheng,wotelaibaifang,xiwangyugongzijiejiao。”

shiyanyunlengleyixia,suijiqingyaomingyueruzuo。

liangrenkaishijiaotanqilai,congshicigefutandaoguojiadashi,

congfenghuaxueyueliaodaorenshenglixiang,yaomingyueyuefafaxian,jinkanshiyanyunbujinxueshiyuanbo,erqieyouzheyouguoyoumindeqinghuai。

taxinzhonganxiang,zheiyangdenanzi,ruguonengweijisuoyong,hechouguojiabuxing?

raner,yaomingyuebingmeiyoulijibiaoluchuzijideshenfenheyitu。

tazhishiyipengyoudeshenfenyushiyanyunjiaowang。

tahenxiangzhidao,qianshineimeyaoyuanderen,

zheiweinanzhuangyuanjiujingshiyigezenyangderen,tashifouzhenzhengzhidezijixinren。