congfanjiachulai，woqudaolebamademudi。
zheixienianlai，meidanggandaoshouzuwucuodeshihou，wodouhuilaizheilidaishangyihui，haoxianghebamashuoshuohuazhihou，wojiuhuiyouyongqixuduo。
mubeishangdebabamama，yijiushi39suidemoyang，xiaodeneimecanlan。
“ba，ma……nverduibuqinimen。”
泪如雨下。
“nvermeinengzhaoguhaoziji，xinlideshangneimezhong，youdelezheigebing……kongpaguobuleduojiu，womenyijiasankoujiunengtuanjule……”
“dongshi，nverchengrenzijiyousixin，xiangjiajifansihong，zaotaleninerweiliuxiadejiaye……keshi，nveryeshimeibanfa……nvermeileyihou，badongshijiaojisheiwodoubufangxin，fansihongtadenenglizheixieniandajiashiyoumugongdude，dongshidaoletadeshoushang，yidingnenggoufayangguangda……”
worenzhegengyan，qingqingshizhemubeishangdezhaopian，ruguobamazaitianyouling，tamenhuiyuanliangwodeba。
tiankongzhongxiaqilefenfenyangyangdexiaoyu，woshenglebing，linbudeyu，caganyanlei，zhihaohuiqu。
naliyemeiyouqu，wozhijiehuidaolejiali，bazijicongtianliangguandaotianhei。
zheige“jia”，shiwohefansihongyiqimaidefangzi。
dangchuwomenliangshichuleduoniandenannvpengyou，ganqingyehaikeyi，jiumailetaobieshutongjule。
cong18suineinianxiatiankaishi，wojiuyijingshifansihongdenvrenle，zheixienianwomensuiranmeiyoujiehun，danzaoyiguozhehefuqimeiyouqubiedeshenghuo。
直到沈牧歌的介入。
xianzaihuixiangqilai，wocaifaxian，zheimexienianfansihongyagenjiumeiaiguowo，tahewozaiyiqi，buguoshiyinweiheshihuozhemendanghuduiba，suoyourenbaokuotadefumudoujuedewoliangshijintongyunvtianshengyidui，jiuerjiuzhitayejiujieshoulezheigeshishi。
zaishenmugechuxianyiqian，fansihongconglaimeiaishangguoshei，yejiukeyihewojiangjiuzhe。
kedangtarujisikefengkuangdiaishangshenmuge，changdaoleaiqingdeziweizhihou，taliankanwoyiyandoujuedefanweile。
suhuashuodezhenmeicuo，yinanyinvzaiyiqihenduoniandoumeijiehun，duobandaozuihoushijiebulehunde。
wozichaodixiaolexiao，congbingjulinaleyipingfutejia，zuozaichuangqianbingliangdedibanshang，buzhisihuodiheleqilai。
duzihenteng，xuezailiu，woxuyaomazuiziji。
wanshangjiudian，louxiayouledongjing。
mimihuhudiwocaice，dagaishifansihonglaile，zheilichulewozhiyoutajindelai。
guoran，jiaobushengyuelaiyuejin，yifenzhonghou，erlouwoshidemenbei“guangdang”yishengmengrantikai。
wohelejiu，zuixunxundeshixianyouxiemohu，niuguotouqu，zhijianyigegaodadeshenyingzhanzaimenkou，chaowozouguolai。
suiji，yishuangganjingdepixiechuxianzaiwodeyanlian。
“sihong，shinima，nilaile……”
womiluandichaotashenchushouqu，sheizhitaxianedihoutuiyibu，woshengshengpulegekong，diedaozaidi。
fansihongfachulenglengdesangyin，tashuo，“dongyuxing，zhenyounide。”
wozuijiaoweidong，pufuzaidishang，qibulai，yebuxiangqilai。
“fansihong，”wohoulonglininan，“woduinihaobuhao？wodoubawodesuoyoudoujinile，nishuowoduinihaobuhao？ng？”
woshenshoumosuozhequnajiubei，naqijiuwangzijizuiliguan。
yiping56dudefutejia，woyijinghediaoledabanping。
fansihongxujiumeiyoushuohua。
womenzhijiandekongqi，jiuxiangsiyiyangchenji。
suiranmianduimiandizaiyigefangjianli，quehaobigelejigeshijiyiyangyaoyuan。
xujiu，taturanmengdechongleguolai，yibajiangwocongdishanglinleqilai，duoguowoshoulidejiuping，muzijinliedihoudao，“xianghejiushiba？haoa！wopeinihe！”
tajuqijiupingangqitoujiuwangzijihoulonglidao，qingkejianshengxiadeyetiquanburuletadehou，xiayimiao，jiupingcongtashoulifeilechuqu，henhenzazaileqiangshang，shunjiansuilieleyididebolizhazi。
zheiyishengjuxiang，yixiazirangwoqingxingleguolai，woshangqian，“nifengle！neikeshi56dudefutejia！”
kexiaoruwo，doudaozheigeshihoule，diyifanyingjingranshiguanxinta。
fansihongyibazhuaizhuwodegebo，qingeryijujiujiangwozhenggexuankonglinleqilai，rengdaolechuangshang。
meidengwofanyingguolai，tagaodadeshenyingjiuyaleshanglai，kaishicubaodiqiangxingsichewodeyiwu，wofengkuangjujue。
“不！不行……”
“buxing？”fansihongfachubiyideqixi，“nichuxinjilvfeijinxinji，bujiushixiangyaozheiyangma？！haoa，womanzuni！”
“bu，bushizheiyangde！”
wodefankanghaowuzuoyong，wogenbenwufadidangtadeliqi。
ruguohuanzaiyiqian，zhiyaotaxiangyao，woconglaibuhuijujue，napashizaiwoganggangdadiaohaizi，zigonghaishanghenleileideshihou，woyemeiyoujujue。
kexianzaibuxing，zheixietianwoyizhizaichuxue，wobuxiangrangtakandaoworucibukandemoyang。
woluozhelei，wuwuyanyanshengzhong，taqiangpolewo。
jieshudeshihou，takanleyiyanxiamian，shifenyanqidishuo，“laishileyebuzaoshuo，zhenexin。”
wochenmozhe，wuhuakeshuo。
zhishixinshangdeshangkouyouduoleyidao，gengshenlejifen。
fansihongchuanshanglekuzi，linzouqianrengxialeyiju，“dongyuxing，nizhibuzhidao，nihuilemugedemengxiang。niweishenmeyaozheiyangzhimibuwu，feiyaohuilesangerenderensheng？”
fansihongshuowanjiuzoule，liuxiawoyigelangbeiditangzaichuangshang，haotaodaku。
毁了沈牧歌的梦想？
毁了三个人的人生？
fansihong，ninandaohaixiangxishengwoyigelaichengquannimenliangdehuahaoyueyuanma？baoqian，wozuobudao。
沈牧歌的梦想？
neimesheilaishouhuwodongyuxingdemengxiang？
jiuzheiyang，wotangzaichuangshang，kuleyouxiao，xiaoleyouku，daozuihouananfashi，zheibeizi，zheijiangshiwozheibeizizuihouyiciweifansihongluolei！
……
yigexiaoshihou，woxiganjingleshenzi，gangchuweishengjian，jiujiedaolefanbobodelaidian。
“范伯伯。”
“xiaoxing，haoshuodaishuo，neixiaozizongsuanshidayingle。”
woniezheshoujideshouzhibuzijuediyizhan，“shime。”
“xiaoxing，mingtianfanjiajiuyongzuifengguangdeyishi，baniqujinmen。”
wozuijiaoweidong，“mingtianguohou，fanbobo，dongshijiugaixingfanle，haiwangninzhenzhizhongzhi。”
“那是自然。”
ketaohuabuyuanzaishuo，woyijingdadaolewodemude，gualedianhua，wofuxiayipianzhitongyao，zuanjinlebinglengdebeiwo，duziqunuan。(37)