minzhengjumenkoudefeng，bisuqingdehuahailiang。tabahongbenbensaijinbaoli，dongzuoliluodexiangzaidiulaji，
taitoukanwodeshihou，yanlimeiyoubanfenliulian，zhiyouyizhongzhongyujietuodeqingsong。“jiangchen，shuozhende，
gennihaolesannian，woleile。”talonglelongxinzuodejuanfa，neishiwoshangzhougangfadegongzi，
yaoyajitabandekadiyaheizuankashuade，“nikanni，yuexinbaqian，zuzhechengzhongcundedanjian，
liangexiangyangdeqiuhunjiezhidounabuchu，woguimidenanpengyou，guangcailijiujilebashibawan。
”wozuanzheshoulidelihunzheng，zhijiefanbai，houjiegunlegun：“suoyi，nigentahaole？
”neigekaizhemashaladi，zongzaitapengyouquandianzandefuerdai。suqingmeifouren，fanertingletingxiong，
xiangshixuanyaoshenmezhanlipin：“zhoushaoduiwohenhao，tashuoxiageyuejiujiwomaitaojiangjingfang。jiangchen，renyaowangqiankan，
nijibulewode，ziranyourenji。”woturanxiaole，xiaodejianbangdouzaidou。sannianqian，tabushizheimeshuode。
neishihoutazhuzailaojiudetongzilou，dongtianmeiyounuanqi，shiwomeitiantiqianbanxiaoshiqichuang，
batademianyichuaizaihuailiwure；tazhaogongzuolvlvpengbi，shiwodasanfengong，
bashenghuofeishengxialaijitabaopeixunban；tamazhuyuan，shiwohouzhelianpigensuoyouqinqijieqian，couqileshoushufei。
neishihoutashuo：“jiangchen，wobutuniyouqian，jiutuniduiwohao，womenmanmanlai，yihoushenmedouhuiyoude。
”yuanlai“manmanlai”deyisi，shidengtazhaodaogenghaodexiajia。“xing。”womolebalian，
balihunzhengchuaijindouli，“zhuni……xinhunkuaile。”suqingdagaimeixiangdaowozheimetongkuai，lengleyixia，
suijichixiaoyisheng：“suannishixiang。eduile，nizhiqianjiwomaideneixiedongxi，wodoudabaofangmenkoule，
buzhiqiandewanyier，woyelandedai。”tashuode“buzhiqian”，
baokuowozanlebanniangongzijitamaidediyitiaojinxianglian，
baokuowoaoyezuolesangeyueshejigaohuanlaide**kuanbaobao。womeishuohua，zhuanshenjiuzou。gangzouliangbu，
jiutingjianshenhouchuanlaiyinqingsheng，yiliangsaobaodehongsemashaladitingzaisuqingmianqian，chechuangjiangxia，
luchuyizhangyounidelian，zhengshineigezhoushao。talouguosuqingdeyao，zaitalianshangqinleyikou，
muguangsaoguowodeshihou，daizhehaobuyanshideqingmie：“zheijiushinishuodeneigeqiannanyou？zeze，
chuandegengeqigaiside。”suqingjiaoxiaozhechuiletayixia：“biezheimeshuoma，
bijing……yesuanpeiwozouguoyiduanqiongrizi。”neiyuqi，xiangshizaitanlunyijianyongguojiqidejiujiaju。
wojiaobumeiting，zhishizaixinlimomobuleyiju：zhunihenidezhoushao，bainianhaohe，buyunbuyu。
02cengjingdegouwo，xianzainigaopanbuqihuidaochuzuwudeshihou，tianyijingheile。
menkouguoranfangzhejigedaxiangzi，limianshiwozheisannianjisuqingmaidesuoyoudongxi，beirengzaidishang，zhanlebushaohui。
wodunxialaifanlefan，kandaoneitiaojinxianglianbeisuiyidisaizaijiaoluo，liantiaodoubeichebianxingle。
turanjuedeyoudianhaoxiao。yiqianzongjuede，aiyigerenjiuyaoqingjinsuoyou，xianzaicaimingbai，youxieren，
nibaxintaochulaijita，tadouxianxing。shoujixiangle，shidaxueshidesidanglinzihan。“chenzi，
tingshuonigensuqingfenle？”tadeshengyindaizhedianxiaoxinyiyi，“bienanguo，neizhongnvren，buzhide。
”“womeishi。”worouleroumeixin，“nizenmezhidaode？”“suqingzaipengyouquanfalelihunzheng，
peiwenshuo‘jishizhisun，benxiangxinshenghuo’，xiamianyiqunrendianzanni。”linzihanmalejuzanghua，
“tahaiyoulianfa？dangchuyaobushini，tanengyoujintian？”wodakaiweixin，guorankandaosuqingdepengyouquan，
peitushitahezhoushaodehezhao，liangrenzaimashaladipangbianxiaodeciyan，dingweishishizhongxinzuigaodangdexicanting。
xiamianpinglunquyipianfuhe：“qingqingzhongyujietuole，neigejiangchenyikanjiumeichuxi。”“zhoushaoduinicaishizhenai，
zhu99！”“haishiqingqingyouyanguang，jishizhisuntaiduile。”womianwubiaoqingdilaheileta，
liandaineixiezaipinglunqubengdade“pengyou”。“duilechenzi，”linzihanturanshuo，
“nihaijidewomendaxueshiyiqinongdeneigeappma？jiushizuoxiaoyuanershoujiaoyideneige。”“jide，
zenmele？”neishiwomenjigeqiongxueshengdaoguchulaide，houlaiyinweizijinwentigezhile。
“wobarenshideyigetouziren，zuijinzaizhaohaoxiangmu，wobawomendefanganjileta，tashuohenganxingqu，
xianggenniliaoliao！”linzihandeshengyintouzhexingfen，“dizhiwofani，mingtianshangwushidian，biechidao！
”gualedianhua，wokanzhezhuoshangluohuidejiudiannao，turanyouledianqidai。huoxu，
zheijiushisuoweide“jishizhisun”。suqingbenxiangtade“xinshenghuo”，woyegaizhaohuizijidelule。diertian，
woteyichuanlejianhaisuantimiandechenshan，qulelinzihanshuodeneijiatouzigongsi。
jiedaiwodeshigechuanzhexizhuangdezhongniannanren，xingzhang，shuohuahenkeqi：“jiangxiansheng，nidefanganwokanguole，
xiangfahenhao，youqishiduixiaoyuanshichangdefenxi，hendaowei。womengongsiyuanyitouziwubaiwan，zhangu40%，
younidanrenceo，fuzexiangmuluodi，zenmeyang？”wubaiwan？wolengleyixia，yiweizijitingcuole。
“zhangzong，ninmeikaiwanxiao？”“dangranmeiyou。”zhangzongxiaolexiao，
“womenkanzhongdeshinidenenglihezheigexiangmudeqianli。nianqingren，haohaogan，wohenkanhaoni。
”congtouzigongsichulaideshihou，woganjuejiaobudoushipiaode。jilinzihandalegedianhua，
tazaineitoubiwohaijidong：“wojiushuoninengxing！chenzi，yihoufadalekebiewanglexiongdi！”jiexialaiderizi，
woxiangdalejixue。zulebangongshi，zhaoletuandui，meirimeiyedigaifangan、dingjindu。yiqianshebudechidewaimai，
xianzaiweileganxiangmu，yitiannengchisandun；yiqianjuedeshechidedachefei，xianzaiweilejiankehu，yanjingdoubuzha。
suqingouerhuiconggongtonghaoyouneilitingdaowodexiaoxi，meicidouchizhiyibi：“jiuta？haichuangye？
biedaoshihouqianyi**zhai，kuzhehuilaiqiuwo。”zhoushaoyegenzhefuhe：“neizhongxiaodaxiaonao，nengchengshenmeqihou？
qingqing，dengwozheigexiangmutanchengle，dainiquouzhoulvyou。”tamenbuzhidao，bannianhou，
wodeappzhengshishangxian，pingjiejingzhundedingweihebianjiedegongneng，xunsuzaigedagaoxiaohuoleqilai，
xiazailiangtupobaiwan，diyigeyuejiushixianleyingli。youguolebannian，womenwanchengledierlunrongzi，
guzhiyigeyi。gongsibanjinleshizhongxindexiezilou，woyezhongyugaobielechengzhongcun，
zaigongsifujinmailetaosanjushi。banjianeitian，linzihanteyiguolaibangmang，kanzhewoxinjiadeluodichuang，
gankaidao：“chenzi，nizheicaijiaozhenzhengde‘benxiangxinshenghuo’，bimouxierenkaonanrenqiangduole。”woxiaolexiao，
gangxiangshuohua，shoujixiangle。shigemoshenghaoma，guishudishibenshi。wojieqilai，
neibianchuanlaiyigeshuxiyoumoshengdeshengyin，daizhedianxiaoxinyiyi：“jiangchen，shiwo，suqing。
”03dangchuniqirubilv，xianzainigaopanbuqiwoyoudianyiwai。womenyijingkuaiyinianmeilianxile，
tazenmehuituranjiwodadianhua？“youshima？”wodeyuqihenpingdan，xiangzaigenyigemoshengrenshuohua。
“wo……wotingshuonixianzaichuangyehenchenggong？”suqingdeshengyindaizhedianshitan，“gongxinia。”“xiexie。
”dianhuaneitouchenmolejimiao，suqingcaiyoukaikou，shengyindilebushao：“jiangchen，wo……wogenzhoushaofenle。
”wotiaoletiaomei，meishuohua。“tajiushigepianzi！”suqingdeshengyinturanjidongqilai，
“tagenbenbushishenmefuerdai，jiushigechaierdai，shouliyouliangqianjiudaochuliaomei，
tahaigenbiedenvrenaimeibuqing，wofaxiandeshihou，tahaidawo……”taxuxutaotaodishuozhezijideweiqu，
tingdewoyoudianbunaifan。dangchushisheishuozhoushaoduita“henhao”，shisheizaipengyouquanxuanyao“benxiangxinshenghuo”？
“suoyi，nijiwodadianhua，shixiangrangwoanweini？”suqingbeiyeleyixia，suijidaizhediankuqiangshuo：“jiangchen，
wozhidaocuole，dangchushiwoguimixinqiao，shiwoduibuqini。women……womennengbunengzhongxinkaishi？
wohaishixihuannide，yiqiandeshi，wodouwangle……”worenbuzhuxiaole。wangle？tadaoshixiangwang，kewomeiwang。
wangletazaiminzhengjumenkouxianwoqiongdezuilian，wangletabawosongdedongxixianglajiyiyangdiudiao，
wangletazaipengyouquanxuanyaoxinhuan、biandijiuaideyangzi。“suqing，”woyuqipingjing，
quedaizheburongzhiyidejuejue，“womenzaojiujieshule。”“jiangchen！”tajile，“nibunengzheimeduiwo！
womensanniandeganqinga！niyiqianneimeaiwo，nishuoguohuiyongyuanduiwohaode！”“woshishuoguo。
”wokanzhechuangwaidecheshuimalong，“danneishiyiqiandewo，aiyiqiandeni。xianzaidewo，buaixianzaidenile，
jiuzheimejiandan。”“nishibushihaizaihenwo？”“buhen。”woyaoleyaotou，“henyigerentaileile，
womeishijian。”woxianzaimangzhekaihui、tanhezuo、kanbaobiao，mangzhebagongsizuodegengda，mangzheguozijideshenghuo，
nayougongfuhenta？suqingdagaimeixiangdaowohuizheimeyouyanbujin，zaidianhuaneitoukuleqilai：“jiangchen，
wozhendezhidaocuole，nizaijiwoyicijihuihaobuhao？woshenmedoubuyaole，wozhiyaoni……”“bubile。
”wodaduanta，“wohenmang，xianguale。”shuowan，wozhijiegualedianhua，shunshoubazheigehaomayelaheile。